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You left me... broken

Chapter 30

Lola's POV

"Andy! Go help your girlfriend! She's throwing up!" Someone shouts, right next to my bunk. "I'm coming! Hallie are you alright?" Andy's voice travels through the bus along with running paced footsteps. It's been three weeks since Ashley and I started dating, we still haven't told anyone yet. It's nice not having the band tease us or any drama happen because of it. Sammi is now nine weeks pregnant and starting to show her belly. It's almost as if Hallie and Sammi take turns throwing up in the bathroom. Every. single. morning.
"Lola? Are you awake?" Ashley's voice sounds through the black curtain separating me from the chaos of the morning.
"No..." I groan as he opens the curtain. "I'm asleep."
"No you're not." He teases and places a light kiss on my forehead, most likely when no one is watching. We are taking our relationship extremely slow, and I like it. I think Ashley does as well. Our first real kiss was only a week ago, when everyone else had decided to go to bed early. It was my night in the room so ashley and I took the opportunity to watch a movie. Right when the two people kissed on screen, we caught each other glancing at the other. As we locked eyes, we slowly leaned in to lightly place our lips together. It seemed as if his lips melted onto mine, by far the best kiss of my life. Not even French. Just kissing ashley sets my body on fire, I'm drawn to him. He hasn't even flirted with another woman since we began dating. I still don't like boyfriend/ girlfriend because it's possessive.
"Mmm... Ashy, come cuddle for a bit." I sleepily mumble. Ashley chuckles and squeezes my hand lightly, "I wish I could but we need to get ready. I'm already looking weird just talking to you like this. Come on."
My only response is a long groan. Ashley smugly whispers in my ear, "I love you! My sexy girlfriend."
"I'm up." I jolt awake as he tickles my sides. Ashley just starts laughing. Another chuckle sounds behind us, I look up to see Andy shaking his head, smirking, "why don't you two just date already?"
Ashley answers quickly, "because we're friends. Dumbass." Rolling his eyes to add emphasis.
"Sheesh. You're almost acting like Sammi and hallie. All pissy." Andy comments.
Two girls yell from the bathroom, "We heard that!"
"You're pregnant. I can make fun of you." Andy jokes before walking back to his bunk.
"They're going to catch on." I sigh, "at least Sammi and hallie are getting along again."
"Ya.." Ashley extends a hand out to help me stand up, out of the bunk. "Thank you sir."
"You're welcome m'lady." His bright smile always makes one creep onto my own lips. "Why don't you go get dressed because you're the only one still not ready.. Except Sammi and hallie."
Hallie really shouldn't be working for the next remaining week of warped tour. It's not good for her to be lifting the boxes or sitting in the skin bubbling 100 degree heat.
I'm completely over Andy now, she can have him. Hallie is my baby sister, I would have had to accept it anyways. What I don't understand though, is why they are keeping the baby. She is a sophomore in high school. Hallie should be at house parties on weekends, not at home being a mom or I expect someday she will be spending the weekends that they can find a babysitter partying with Andy. Having sex with Andy. They have had way too much sex. My baby sister was so innocent less than three short months ago. I was right about her hanging out with bvb and losing that innocent mind, or just her innocence.. That too.
"I think hallie will be a little late Lola, she's having pregnancy cramps." Andy yells from Hallie's bunk. The door to the back room slipped open, ashley peeked his head in, "Lola. I have my eyes closed but, I think that it's just going to be you and Lauren mainly for the rest of the time. Sammi is starting to show her bump, Which means less sickness.."
I turn around to see his eyes are actually closed. I'm dressed anyways.
"You can open your eyes, I'm only putting on my belt." I giggle, pulling him into the room.
"Don't fuck in there!" Cc laughs as the door closes.
"We should tell them on the last day of tour, during confessions." Ashley says quietly before quickly pecking my lips.
I ask, confused, "What are confessions?"
"It's on the last night of tour when everything is packed and we are just staying the night at the venue. Everybody in the band and band's crew goes around in the circle and talks about what they did that they never told anyone during tour. Such as, who you hooked up with, if you pranked someone and they never found out, or in our case if we're dating. Everyone has something to share, if they don't they're lying."
"Oh! That sounds fun!" I exclaim, quickly pulling him into a kiss before we have to leave. "Bye ashy. I have to go." I whisper and walk out the door.
"Fuck this shit. I'm never getting pregnant!" Lauren yells as we walk off the bus. "All they do is eat, or get sick, or have cramps. The headaches, the sore boobs, the swollen ankles! Not worth it."
I giggle, "you already are taking care of one."
"Cc is not a child! We just have a lot of energy and a large sense of humor."
Lauren crosses her arms being overly-annoyed before cracking up. "Come on we have to set up."

Hallie's POV

I am 8 weeks pregnant, Sammi ten. We are finally getting along!
"We have to go play a show." Jinxx says sadly after checking his phone. "Bye Sammi, I love you. I'll see you later ok?"
They wrap eacother into a hug, "bye Jinxxy I love you too."
He pecks her lips, "Andy! Lets go!"
"I'm on the phone with my parents. We're staying there tomorrow." He yells back. "I love you mom. Ok. I have to go. Yes I will make sure to bring our laundry. No! I get it. Bye mom. Bye. Yes! Bye!" Andy walks back over to me, kissing my forehead, "bye hallie, I love you. You'll be ok right?"
"Ya, I'm pregnant, not dying." I giggle, placing our lips upon each others for a short second. "I love you. Go make all those fangirls jealous for me!"
Andy places his hands on my belly for a moment, our eyes staring into each other's with love. Jinxx opens the door, the man in front of me smiles before rushing out the door.
"I think I'm nauseous due to motion sickness more than the pregnancy." Sammi groans, flopping onto her side. "Or both."
"I know what you mean. This little bean isn't very helpful with the bus moving." I giggle and rub my stomach, "that's what Andy calls the baby."
"Ya, I think it's cute." She smiles, looking at her own baby bump that is just barely becoming noticeable. She's 10 weeks, I have about a week before my own bump begins to be noticeable to myself at least. "But you don't want to hurt that little bean by accident. You and Andy need to ease up on the sex there missy." Her suddenly straight face is already breaking, "the two of you do it almost every other night. I know you said that you had more of a physical relationship but by that much?"
"At least we aren't loud like Andy and Lola were." I mumble, biting my lip. Maybe I should talk to Andy about that later. "By the way, do you think we should tell Lola and ashley we know they're together?"
Only Sammi and I know. We caught them kissing in the back room during her break on a day that we were both sick. We listened to their conversation.. It was very mushy. I didn't know ashley or 'ashy' was like that.
"Let them have fun sneaking around for a while." A small smile plays at her lips as she rubs her own stomach, "We just have to make sure the guys don't find out."
That's the one thing, Andy already knows. He asked me about it and I caved. I'm a terrible liar, plus we share everything anyways. I manage to keep a straight face now, and nod.
"Andy knows doesn't he?" She sighs. "Jinxx does too. It's not them I'm worried about though... You know what I mean?"
"ya. They've been giving us crap about us having sex, so much I'm starting to get really pissed." I groan, "'oooh look who had a hickey today!' 'Oh Andy baby! Faster!' 'Andy I doubt you'll ever watch porn again if she's living with you. You and Hallie are like a sex machine.'" I imitate, adding the voices the two jokers would use.
"you realize that once you have the baby you will probably be too exhausted to have sex." Sammi says innocently, "With changing diapers, doctors appointments, parenting classes, naps, feeding, breast feeding, crying, trying to get them to sleep, and all the other things you have to do.. It's not likely you two will be able to very much without stopping in the middle to go and check on the baby."
"I'll have too much schoolwork to catch up on anyways." I groan and lay on the bench of the table like Sammi, "I'm only allowed to take leave for two weeks then if I allow myself a few sick days. I haven't asked the school yet in fear of them calling my parents, but the limit is 27 absent days a year."
Her eyes widen, exclaiming, "two weeks! That's not even close to enough to adjust to being a mother! Plus your water could break at school if you go around your due date!"
Ya, that would not be forgotten. Dumbass 1: 'Hey remember that girl who fucked her sister's famous boyfriend and got pregnant?'
Dumbass 2: 'Oh you mean the one who's water broke in the hallway? Ya, hallie Samuels right? Hilarious.'
"Fuck my school life." I groan, the cramps are finally going away.
Shit. Andy's parent's still don't know I'm 15!
"Sammi?" I ask slowly, my worry showing in my tone.
"What's wrong hallie?"
"Um, Andy's parents don't know that I'm 15.. Or Lola's sister... Somehow they haven't seen all the shit Andy's been getting because of it." I run a hand through my messy hair, letting the blonde locks hang over my shoulders. "What'll they do?"
"I think they will have to get over it. Trust me everyone has tried to get Andy to not be with you but he is stubborn, I don't think they will have any choice but to accept it." She Gives an apologetic look, pulling out her phone and tosses it to me. "Read this." She sighs.
It's a tumblr hate blog about me. Why would I want to read it? "Sammi?..."
"I think you should just read it."
The blog is Andy's-mine, first there are questions from other fans. All anonymous.

"Why would Andy even want her?"-anonymous.
Because she manipulated him. Hallie was jealous of her amazing sister Lola, and stole what she wanted: Andy. -Andy's mine.

How the fuck did she think she could get away with stealing Andy from Lola? -anonymous.
I don't know. She's dumb. -Andy's mine

Next there is a picture of Andy and I kissing next to one of him and Lola. Our kiss in the picture, yet a simple peck, is far more intimate than Lola's. They aren't even really touching. It looks like an awkward movie kiss. The caption reads:
"Do you see how Andy is much more passionate while kissing Lola? Hallie can't even reach to peck his lips without him bending down! Lola is much prettier as well, they look cuter together. Andy and Hallie have no connection, she is a minor as well. This is illegal. Hallie had to have in some way tricked Andy into having sex with her, she isn't a virgin and who else would that child go and fuck? Andy needs to be back together with Lola. They work better together. And really, look at this picture?"
She pasted the one of us in the bath.
"Lola would never ever take a picture of herself...naked, with Andy. It's just disrespectful. Hallie was the one that photoshopped those pictures, I bet you that. So continue with your hallie hating guys!
-Andy's-mine."

She is getting a rant.

"Sammi, why did you show me this?"
A shrug comes from the half asleep woman on the couch. "You need to put her in place."
"I'm going to..." I mutter while opening up her tumblr on my phone. I repost the post, adding:

Andy's mine,
Hi, I'm hallie. I just would like to tell you that some of your facts are wrong. I actually tried to convince Andy to stay with my sister. Yes, he cheated on her with me... No I did not manipulate him into doing it, I didn't even want to at first alright? Andy and I love each other to death and back, you can't judge by the intamacy of a simple peck on the lips... In public! You do not see the private part of our lives too much, therefore you can't tell everyone how we act around each other. You should know Andy and I do limit how we can react in the public eye because who really wants to see Andy and I make out or him feeling me up on camera. Also I would like you to know that the only picture I have ever ever ever been in without any clothes on is that. The only reason I didn't make Andy delete it was 1) it's cute, 2) do you see anything? Andy and I could be wearing bathing suits for all you know. Lola actually has taken picture of herself, and Andy, toppless... I don't know or want to know about bottomless. Trust me, I was a very conservative person before I met any of bvb ok? I will never ever take a picture of myself naked. Oh by the way, I'm now the same height as Lola. I'm sorry you don't like me. I frankly don't care, but don't spread lies.
-Hallie Samuels.

When I hit the post button, I quickly switch to twitter and paste the link.
@halliesamuels: some facts. I don't care if you hate me just don't spread lies. .tumblr.com/whateverwouldbehereinareallink.

Scrolling through my feed I notice Andy posted something:
@andybvb: @halliesamuels I love you. Don't fuck the haters. You have someone else for that;)
@andybvb: two weeks of warped tour left, I'm really going to miss it but I'm looking forward to sleeping in our own bed.
@andybvb: @iluvbvb324 Please don't hate on my girlfriend, I'd rather you hate on me.

Aww! I have to retweet that!

"Hallie, when are you guys telling the world you're pregnant?" Sammi moans sleepily, her hands resting on her belly.
"In two weeks, after warped tour ends. Probably during confessions actually." I put my phone on my stomach, laying down like Sammi. "I need to get a job." I sigh, "I don't want to have to rely on Andy to pay for everything with the baby. He pays rent for his apartment, the food for himself, clothes for himself, probably a lot for the band, insurance, gas--" I'm interrupted by the ringtone only two people have on my phone. My parents.
"Hello?" I ask, picking up the phone. The second I do my dads yelling voice comes through the phone. "Hallie Isabella Samuels! You are in so much trouble!"
Shit.
I guess I could attempt using a baby voice, "W-what's wrong daddy?"
"You know what you did young lady. I just happened to be looking through Andy's Instagram because Lola sent us a photo of them from the beginning of the tour, only low and behold. You and that pig in what I can only assume is a bath, naked. You're dating your sister's ex boyfriend."
"Daddy, what's wrong with me and him dating? And we were wearing bathing suits." I mumble into the phone.
"You are 15. He is a 22 year old rock star who only wants to use you. And you cheated with him on Lola! I saw that video of you from his twitter, nice to know you aren't a virgin. I can only assume how many good for nothing asses you've gave yourself to on this god awful tour. I can only assume that you and that man are having sex every night, disgusting. Just disgusting."
"We love each other daddy, you can't do anything about it." I snap.
"Yes I can. You are going to the most prestigious catholic boarding school in America as soon as you step off that bus." He snarks, "And I swear on my life, that man will never see anything but a jail cell for the rest of his life."
"Dad! You can't do that to me!" I sob, he will find a way to make his words true, "you don't understand!!"
"I understand I raised three sluts. Now pack up your stuff. I'm taking you off the tour." How can he do this to me!
"No!"
The wet tears that are streaming down my face, fall into my lap as his words eat at my mind. He can't.
"I can. And I will."
"I hate you. You're not my father." I cry out and end the call, my sobs waking Sammi.
"Hallie? What happened?" She cooes while rushing to my side, wrapping me into a comforting hug.
"My dad-- he- he--" I choke on my words before sobbing, "he's putting andy in jail!"
"Hallie, that won't happen. I won't let it." She pulls out her phone, dials a number.
"Hello? Jon."
"Ya, we need Andy off stage now. It's an emergency."
"Yes, it involves hallie!" She sighs, "no it's not that she's sick!"
"Well fuck you. Andy could be arrested."
"Oh! So that got your attention!"
"Having sex with a minor." She groans,"yes hallie is a minor! Her dad found out that they're together and now she's a mess. He is making sure Andy will be arrested."

"Sammi, don't make Andy come off stage." I mumble, wiping away my tears with my pointer finger. "He has fans."
"Ya, fans that will be disappointed even more if Andy got arrested for being with his girlfriend." She tells is both.
"Thank you Jon. Ya, I'm a pissy pregnant woman who cares about her friends."
She slaps the phone down, pissed, "he'll be here in ten minutes, I recommend calling your mom, she seems nicer."
"Ok, I will." I sigh, clicking my moms contact. Before it even rings she picks up.
"Hallie? Are you ok? You sound like you're crying?" She says softly through the phone.
"Daddy- he- Andy- and- Lola- school." I'm having a fucking anxiety attack. Just great.
"What sweetheart? Just breath ok? Deep breaths, come on now." I take deep breaths until I am able to blurt, "daddy threatened to throw Andy in jail, and put me in catholic boarding school."
"Why would he do that?" My mother asks, confused.
"Y-you don't know?"
"Your father is living with his girlfriend." She says with distaste.
"Andy and Lola broke up. He cheated on her mommy." I sigh, waiting for her to react, "With me."
she gasps, "What?"
"Mom, Andy and I are in love. Please, don't be mad. I love him. I don't think I could live without him." I say quietly.
She sighs, "look, I don't think you know what you're saying hallie. A 22 year old rock singer is not going to date a 15 year old girl, I'm sorry to say that hallie he wouldn't-"
"Hallie? What happened! I just got told to come and it was an emergency. You didn't lose the baby did you?" Andy exclaims, out of breath as he runs up to me. "What's wrong hallie? Why are you crying?"
"Andy I didn't lose the baby." I mumble, holding the phone away from my mouth.
"Thank god! Then I wouldn't have a cute pregnant belly to look forward to seeing in the near future!" He exclaims, pressing his lips to mine. "I love you hallie."
"I love you too Andy." I whisper, Sammi's eyes are wide.
"Andy my dad found out. He is sending me to boarding school and trying to get you arrested." I look into the bright blue eyes in front of me, forgetting about the phone, my dad, the whole world for that moment. "Hallie, I won't let them send you to boarding school." Andy whispers, wrapping me into a tight hug. "And I know that if the police cared, I would have been arrested already."
"You are fucking pregnant!" Screeches through the phone I had forgotten about, "Hallie Isabella Samuels! You had sex! You got pregnant! You're dating a pedophile!"
"Mom, I am pregnant. I did have sex, it's not that big of a deal nowadays." I sigh, "and Andy is not a pedophile. He is my boyfriend who I love with all my heart."
"You-"
"Mom, what are you going to do about it now? I'm already pregnant. I already lost my virginity, it's not something I can get back.." I wait for her response, only it doesn't come, "Andy is right here with me, he left the stage to make sure I was ok."
"Hallie? Can I talk to her?" He asks quietly. I nod, handing Andy the phone.
"Ms. Samuels-"
"Yes I did have sex with your daughter. I know we are seven years apart but age is just a number. Hallie is pregnant with our child-"
"No, I would never abandon her."
"Lola and I just weren't meant to be. She's with someone else anyways. I never intended on cheating, it just kind of happened."
"Ms. Samuels, I assure you I have no STDs." Andy gives me a thumbs up sign before continuing, "I am sorry about what happened but right now we can only move forward in our lives."
"What? Oh.. Hallie didn't tell you?"
"We are moving in together so that we can raise the baby as parents."
"My apartment is completely safe, there is two bedrooms-"
"I would like to think we would but if she's not comfortable with it no, we wouldn't sleep in the same bed." He chuckles.
"Yes, I will take care of your baby, I know. I love her so much it hurts." A smile appears on his face as he continues, "we are in Cincinnati today, where I grew up and my parents live. We are staying with them tonight."
"Of course we would let you babysit and see the little guy or girl! Yes, we would definitely invite you over once everything is settled in! Hold on, can I put you on speaker phone?"
"Hallie? I'm sorry I freaked out. I trust that andy will take care of the two of you." My mom's apology surprises me as she keeps talking, "so how many weeks pregnant are you?"
"8 weeks. Sammi, the one Lola lived with, she is pregnant too!" I feel my mouth curl into a smile. My mom exclaims, "oh my! Tell her congratulations for me! How many weeks along is she?"
"I'm ten weeks pregnant." Sammi pipes up, "and thank you. Jinxx and I have been trying for a while."
"Andy, will you make sure hallie gets through warped tour alright? I can start packing her stuff if she wants? Her father moved out of the house and is providing for me under the divorce contract." She offers. "I have to ask you two to not have sex again until you give birth. Andy, Eli looked up the laws to see if what she and Erik did was illegal, I can tell you. So there is no legal age of consent in California; once hallie is 16, as long as you are younger than 24 you can still have sex. Once you reach the age of 24 however, hallie would have to be 18 before you can have sex. Unless you are emancipated or married, neither of which I will give you consent."
"thank you ms. Samuels, we have to go.. Sorry.." Andy mumbles and looks up from his own phone, "my parents are picking us up in 10 minutes hallie."
"Ok, bye mom! Thank you so much for understanding!" I end the call, suddenly being wrapped into Andy's pale arms. "I love you. I am so glad that I came ok." He whispers into my ear, kissing my cheek lightly.
"Andy we have to pack a bag." I mumble into his chest, "and fix my makeup, and hair, and Change into clothes."
"Okay baby..." He mumbles into the crook of my neck. "I think my parents will love you." The smile that forms against my neck only forces me to ask something that will ruin the moment. "Andy, they don't know I'm 15."
The smile fades, Andy pulls away from our hug. Before I can say anything Andy's lips are on mine, kissing me roughly. Between kisses he whispers, "I- don't- care- what- anyone- says- even- my parents." The lips leave mine, only about a millimeter or two away whispering, "because I love you that much."
"And I love you too." I whisper, pressing our foreheads against each other. "I love you so much that I am pregnant with your kid and my stomach is finally staring to barely show!"
"I love you so much I got you pregnant."
I pull away laughing, "you were just horny!"
"Was not! Well, I was but... When ashley burst in right at 12:00 I was going to tell you that I love you. Because it was no longer the night, meaning I loved you. For real." Andy smiles, kissing my forehead lightly, "now go get ready beautiful!"
After giggling, I rush through my typical hair and makeup routines; change into a pair of destroyed black and while jeans, a spaghetti strap tank top, and a skull cut out back sheer tank top that has small skull buttons down the front. Andy comes up behind me while I am reapplying on my makeup that smudged while I was changing. His hands latch my twist from behind, his lips gently kissing my ear, "I think you look gorgeous. With or without makeup."
"And I think you look beautiful with or without makeup as well Andy!" I laugh, holding the eyeshadow brush up to his nose, "how about some purple to go with that black?"
A sneeze escapes Andy, "ahh! Eyeshadow in my nose!"
All I can do is giggle, until his face turns serious. "Revenge isn't always sweet honey." His smirk sends chills through my body, "but sometimes it is-" his straight face is breaking, the smug look disappearing as he continues, "I can finally use my 'have you seen how hot my mom is?' Pickup line now." He chuckles. "I really hope all your hate doesn't go to your penis," I joke, joining in on his bryanstars quotes, "because I don't want a hateful baby."
"if only it could talk..." His voice suddenly changes from joking to monotone as he recites the beginning of perfect weapon, "awake at night night you focus, on everyone who's hurt you, you write a list of targets, your violence lack of virtue."
A smile replaces the smirk, his lips are on my ear again. In a seductive voice he whispers, "hey baby girl, you already know I have a penis. Done."
"Ya that dildo you got whacked with!" I burst into giggles and dash out of the bathroom. Andy chases me out into the front lounge, playfully tackling my small body onto the couch. One second a serious face flashes, the next he is tickling me to death!
"Oh my god- Andy!" I squeal through laughter. "Sto--op!"
"Revenge isn't always fair m'lady." He plants a small kiss on my lips, hovering over me for a second. "I guess I am an accidental rapist." He mutters, with realization flooding his face, "I still can't even tell you how sorry I am about-" I cut him off, "Andy it's fine, you know that. What do you think would have happened if you didn't. And if I didn't let you."
"We wouldn't have made a cute little baby." His grin returns as Andy lightly pecks my belly button. "We're not leaving for a half an hour,"
"Can you guys keep it down?" Sammi stands in the doorway wearing a large tshirt and pajama pants. "As much as I love hearing about Andy's penis... I'm going to nap."
"I think you wouldn't be saying that if you and I had had sex." Andy says jokingly, "right hallie?"
"Right..." I slip off the couch, out from under Andy. "I swear if you cheat on me Andy, It will not go well for you."
"Alright sweet cheeks." He raises his eyebrows dramatically a few times, "and I don't mean the face cheeks."
"Alright Andy. I know you like my butt, can we move on?" A small giggle Bursts through my fake annoyed voice. "But I thought you would compliment my butt?" Andy's bottom lip forms a pout, I giggle while walking back to my bunk to get my phone, "oh sure! Your ass is ok..." The sly smile upon my lips is immediately gone when Andy stands up and quickly moons me, then sits back down like nothing ever happened. "Oh really?"
"Why did you just moon me!" I squeal, as Sammi groans from her bunk, "guys... Shut up!... Pregnant woman trying to sleep here."
"Sorry Sammi." I mumble, grabbing my bag to leave. As soon as I turn back around, Andy appears before me with a small pout on his lips, "I don't have a cute ass?"
"I'm sorry Andy," I joke, "you have a sexy ass."
He pulls my body against his, bending down as his lips lightly meet mine. The hands that were around my waist are suddenly grabbing my own butt as he whispers with a smirk, "you have an adorable butt Hallie."
I can only giggle and reach up to place my lips on his. "I love you."
"I love you too hallie." Andy's hands are still on my butt.... "Uh.. Andy.." I mumble.
"Sorry." He moves his hands back to my waist, leaning down to kiss me softly.
"Andy, I looked up some stuff online about pregnancy and it said that by next week I might not want to have sex anymore for the rest of the pregnancy." I say as we pull away.
A quiet, "thank you so much!" Comes from Sammi's bunk.
"I bet I could still turn you on hallie." Andy chuckles, "I'm just kidding, that's fine. It's not like I'm going to be upset or anything, your pregnant with my- our child," His hunger tips graze my stomach as he lowers his voice, "I love you so much hallie. Not just for sex, we both already know that but... Why should it matter if we don't for a while, there's nothing wrong with not doing it.. Anything for you baby." His lips graze mine before he pulls away to chuckle, "Now, I might have to jack off sometimes but..."
I playfully slap his arm, "the perfect way to ruin a moment Andy!" I giggle, "masturbation."
"Oh come on! Wait, I'm curious.." A slight smirk plays on his lips as he asks quietly, "hallie have you ever masturbated?"
I suddenly gasp, My facial expression is immediately showing the disgust I have running through my head, "No! Can girls even masturbate Andy!"
"Ya.." He raises an eyebrow, "you basically finger yourself."
"Gross." I grumble, "why would you even have thought that I had done that. I'm 15 anyways."
He shrugs, "It's not like I'm a guy or anything... Guys masturbate, I just assumed girls did too..."
"Andy, we don't. At least-" Sammi cuts me off yelling, "MOST WOMEN DON'T MASTURBATE ANDY!"
"Thank you Sammi." I mumble.. Andy sighs, "also I've just seen all these little one direction fans on Instagram and stuff that are talking about masturbating to pictures of them or something." A smirk comes back, "I wanted to know if you had masturbated while looking at a picture of me?"
Ew. Just ew.
"No! Fuck no. I'm really hoping you've never masturbated to a picture- or something like that, memory, I don't know- of me." I search Andy's face for any signs of guilt.
Men disgust me.
"You fucking masturbated with me in your mind!" I shout. I'm pregnant, fuck off I'm going to be pissy.
"No, well yes... I did do it one time..." He mumbles and grabs my hands, "take it as a compliment babe."
"If Jinxx ever said that to me he would be sleeping on the couch!" Sammi sneers from the bunk. "You guys were having such a heart to heart, does this happen often?"
"What?"
"Where one of you makes it awkward and sexual related?"
"No." Andy scoffs, looking at the ground.
I clear my throat, "ya.. It's normal.."
"Oh ok."
Andy brings his hand to cup my cheek and whispers, "Hallie, will you..."



(please read at least some of the note. I just want to clear some things up.)

Notes

this is a really bad cliffhanger...
Alright, I've been writing a ton! and now I have writers block on the three stories I'm working on... so, I've named the baby with one of the names that was suggested and chosen a gender as well, but that won't come for a few chapters.
Guys if you have any critisism or suggestions will you please tell me because I know my writing isn't very good... also I know why I put hallie and andy's relationship into play. I wrote it in because not all relationships last. Not every story is a happy ending. Not many people on this site (or none that I have seen) have made a story where the two main characters break up forever. Life is completely unexpected, one minute you could be perfectly fine, the next dead. (no deaths, I promise.) This story is completely unrealistic and i know that. And I would like to clear something up: I do not approve of pedophiles, rape, or relationships like Andy and hallies. I do not think that any of bvb is like this and I like all of their girlfriends and when I make one seem like a bitch I don't think they are actually like this.
thanks and sorry for the long note,
C

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)