Andy breaks the kiss and whispers, "I love you." I pull him closer, just hugging him makes me feel alive, loved, like I have something to live for. "Me too." "Hey! Stop being sappy! Now look!" Jake whines. I look up from Andy's shoulder to see Sammi and Jinxx doing the same thing we were, as is Lauren and cc. Even Elizabeth and Erik are acting really couplish, as much as they can with zoey clutching to their legs. "Sorry." I mumble and let go of Andy. Jake flashes me an appreciative smile. I notice Ashley's gaze lies completely on Lola. He is in love. Lola and ashley have a spark, I can see it every time they are talking. How do I get Lola to fall for ashley? "We should go before it gets too late. It's already past this munchkins bedtime!" Erik tells us, picking up zoey and ruffling her hair, she squeals in excitement. Elizbeth wraps Lola into a hug first, then coming over to me. She whispers, "you can call me any time." When they walks away, zoey waves at everyone yelling, "bye!!!" Everyone laughs at her cuteness, then we head back to the bus, leaving the deconstructing warped tour for the night. "So... How are you going to tell the fans Andy?" Cc asks on the way back to the bus. Andy and I are holding hands, just enjoying the peace. "I don't know man. It's already spreading as a rumor... But I don't know if we should confirm it yet or not." "Would you tell everyone that she's pregnant or just that you're dating?" Lauren asks curiously. I look to Andy as he fluffs his hair, thinking. "I don't know. But maybe we should beat Jinxx and Sammi to it!" He jokes. I smile nervously, "Andy, I think we should wait to tell them I'm pregnant but just that we're dating... You know, let Jinxx and Sammi have their spotlight first for a bit." The three nod in agreement. When we get on the bus the couples all stay out in the front but jake goes to his bunk to Skype Ella. "Hallie, we never took the picture today!" Andy blurts in the middle of our conversation. "What picture?" Jinxx raises an eyebrow, "it better not be what I'm thinking because that's child pornography Andy." Oh my fucking god.... "No!" I shout while laughing, "I respect myself. I would ever do that!" "Really?" Sammi reaches for Andy's phone where he is trying to find the picture from yesterday. She grabs it and looks at his camera roll, "damn! you take a lot of selfies!" He begins to blush and grabs to get his phone back. Sammi scoots further away and keeps looking. I peck his cheek lightly before whispering in his ear, attempting to sound seductive, "as a former fangirl, I think they're fucking hot." It sounded better in my head. "Thank you." He smiles and leans to whisper in my ear, "former? I want to hear this later." "hallie, you're naked in this one." Sammi says slowly, holding up the photo we took last night. "Ya but can you see anything?" I ask, while lacing my hand with Andy's, "it's all covered by bubbles." "Where is this anyways?" She asks while continuing to look through the pictures, "aw the next one's cute. But that was cute too- in a weird way.." "We stayed in a hotel last night." I answer, Andy starts talking before I can stop him, "we got a suite since there were no other king bed rooms left-" I squeeze his hand as a signal to stop, which he ignores, "We told my parents, then took a picture, and I drew a relaxing bubble bath for us." He smirks at me before adding, "then we had sex." "Didn't need to know that Andy." Lola grumbles. "I don't want to know my little sisters sex life." I feel a smirk come on my lips as I get revenge on Andy for just saying that, and annoying Lola, "hmm... So Sammi you know how after Andy kissed me that day we were talking in his room?" Andy's eyes widen as he realizes what I'm doing, "well in reality he kissed me again as soon as you shut the door. When you came back in did you notice I wasn't wearing a bra? I mean I gave you a one armed hug for a reason." Her eyes begin to widen and she sets down the phone, everyone is shocked I'm telling them this and are not interrupting me. "it wasn't exactly by choice anymore either. And Andy's extremely sexy so I didn't really try to make him stop. So skip forward to two days later when we were shopping, ya... Lola.. Andy wasn't trying to convince me not to buy those. When you caught him in the dressing room he had actually just unhooked the bra I was trying on. Then the next day we had to take a virginity test in health class. The teacher put my doodle of Andy on the board because I wasn't paying attention. Oh ya, uh I taught him how to cook that night, made out a bit, he tried to get me to have sex again... Uh.. Friday! Right! So that's when I got pregnant," the memory makes my voice turn into a dreamy one, "oh my god it was fucking amazing when Andy didn't have a condom on!" I hear everyone gasp, except ashley, Andy, and I. "You had unprotected sex!" Sammi hisses at Andy, "with Hallie! Who I doubt is on birth control! Did you want to get her pregnant or something?" Lola is sitting there staring at me, not with any emotion. She shifts her gaze to Andy as she mumbles, "what have you done with my sister?" "I just told you." I say smugly as she continues her blank gaze. "Hey! If a girl you're in the middle of having sex with wants you to not wear a condom, you're not going to wear a fucking condom." Andy says defensively. "Yep." Ashley agrees. "So... Hallie, we didn't really want to know all that." Jinxx says, "now I can't look at either of you the same way." Andy groans, "Jinxx at least we weren't around everyone." Ashley clears his throat and glares at Andy, "excuse me, but I clearly remember the unfortunate event where I walked in on your little umm... After sex makeout session." "How many of you have never walked in on me being with someone?" Andy asks, frustrated. Only Lola raises her hand. "It doesn't count if I was the one you were having sex with right?" She asks, glaring at me slightly. "Nope." Cc tells her. "Even hallie?" "Saw them making out topless. I count that." Everyone nods. The conversation has gotten to the point where no one knows what to say. Everyone except Sammi and I take another sip of their beer. "So Andy and I are doing this thing where we are going to take a picture of my stomach everyday until the baby is born." I say quietly. "Aww that's cute!" Sammi exclaims, "Jinxx we should have thought of that!" He nods, "ya but they're doing it." "Hallie is that why there's a picture of you standing against the wall with no-" I cut her off. "With my shirt bunched up? Ya." "Ok... I saw that but what about-" Andy taps her shoulder and whispers, "we're making 2." Into her ear. She nods, understanding what he meant after a second. "so when are you guys going to tell the fans?" Lauren asks Jinxx and Sammi. "You should soon before Andy and hallie do." "Oh. We haven't thought about that yet. I guess tonight." Jinxx mumbles. "Who's turn is it for the room?" Jake yells from his bunk. "Uh... Mine and Lauren's!" Cc yells back. He and Lauren stand up after exchanging glances, "g'night guys." They walk off to the back room, Lola gets up and gets in her own bunk, ashley close behind her into his. "ashley why the fuck would you need all this porn?" Lauren shouts from the back. "It's not all mine!" He yells back before throwing his curtain shut. It's only Sammi, Jinxx, Andy and I out here now. "If you post it on your twitter or Instagram put it on the bvb account too." Andy mumbles. He nods and pulls out his phone. They begin to talk about what to write on the post so Andy stands up with our hands still clasped together, "night guys." I follow him back to the bunk area before grabbing my clothes from the cubbies and walking to the bathroom, suddenly jake falls out of his bunk yelling, "I've been holding it for 2 hours! Move!" I let him run into the bathroom, hearing Ella's giggle come from inside the bunk. I look up and she goes silent. "Hi.." I say awkwardly, waving stiffly as well. "So you're hallie right?" She asks, "how old are you?" Andy stops cleaning out his bunk and looks up. I mumble, "15." before climbing into my bunk. Andy notices my embarrassment and walks over to my bunk where I'm on twitter reading about new Bryan stars interviews. "Hey baby, are you ok?" He asks, pecking my lips. "My bunks a mess. Will you help me clean it out?" He asks hopefully. I roll my eyes and shake my head. "I'm not your slave." I joke. "You can sleep in here if you want?" "Ok, or you could help me clean my bunk and we could sleep there since cc and Lauren won't be above us..." "We are not having sex 3 nights in a row Andy!" I giggle and climb out of the bunk. Jake is taking forever! "We never took the picture either." "Hallie the only place on the bus with a blank walk is outside, and I don't really think that we should step out while we're driving.." I nod, "ok we can just do it against the bunks for now." Andy smiles and lifts up my shirt to my bra line, kissing my belly. I stand against the bunks in the same position I was in last night as he takes a picture. Andy comes back over and whispers in my ear, "now the second version." I let him lift the shirt over my head, I am wearing a plain tan bra but Andy still marvels at it for a second. "You've grown hallie." He whispers, "I think you need a bigger bra, and I don't think it's from being pregnant." His hands lightly trace the edge of the cups as he whispers, "you're fucking hot." Andy pulls me into a short kiss, it would have been longer but he smirked in the middle of it and reached his hands to the clasp, playing with it. I mumble, "don't you fucking dare." Into his mouth. He just smirks again and pops open the clasp. I groan and go to pull away when he moves his lips to my neck and presses our bodies together to hold the bra up. "Oh fuck." I moan quietly, shivering as he hit my sweet spot. I think he is trying to give me a hickey. "A-Andy," I manage to choke out without moaning. "Stop." He pulls away and clasps my bra again, acting like nothing ever happened. I see his gaze drift back to my chest as he quickly snaps the picture. He is almost instantly next to me again. Before I can say anything his lips are back on my neck in the same spot and he brings his hands to the clasp again. I turn my head to give him better access by instinct, feeling his cold fingertips graze my back lightly. "I- need- to- change." I sputter out, my breath hitching as he doesn't stop. I am grasping at his back which is covered in a soft tshirt, thinking about his pale, skinny body makes me moan quietly. His fingertips unhook my bra again and simply press into my cold back. I close my eyes as he places his lips back onto mine, into a passionate kiss, rough yet not. He slides the straps off my shoulders and presses our bodies together before it can fall. I lightly grip some of his hair at the nape of his neck, he moans against my lips as our tongues begin to battle. The door to the bathroom shuts as hurried footsteps mixed with 2 pairs from the front of the bus all make their way to the bunks. I pull away from Andy in time to see 3 faces staring at us, either in shock, disgust, or annoyance. "I should go get changed." I say quietly and back away from Andy. He still has his arms around me and takes the step with me, "but you can sleep in your underwear, and I know I would enjoy that. And I think you would too if you know what I mean." His voice is so low and gravelly it makes me shudder, it alone could turn me on. "Andy, stop fucking seducing her and hallie get at least a bra on! You can't do that in the middle of the hallway!" Jinxx almost shouts, people are sleeping so he doesn't want to wake them. "Crap. Sorry." He mutters and quickly moves away from me, I don't realize until too late that the bra fell. I feel a pair of hands covering my chest for me before I can do if myself. "Gross guys. Just gross." Jake mutters and walks past me to climb in the bunk. Ella is still on the video chat! The bunk isn't even closed! "can you let go of my boobs Andy." I hiss. He lets go and I hold my arms over my chest while putting on a tshirt. "I'm scarred now." Sammi says under her breath as she joins Jinxx in his bunk. "Are Andy and Lola broken up?" Ella asks jake once he closes the curtain. Lola groans, "yes! And can you two get a room! No just stop actually." Ella asks again, "why was Andy kissing her?" "Because they're dating." He responds. "Also she's pregnant. And he's the dad." I walk away at this point to go in the bathroom to change. Andy sighs and follows me, "sorry. I just got entranced." He mumbles and kisses my forehead before letting me change in the small bathroom. Ya I'm going to have a hickey. "Hallie, can I ask you something?" I hear Sammi ask through the door. "Ya." She walks in with a serious face, "Why do you let Andy do that?" "Do what?" I ask while folding my clothes. "He's abusing you hallie. If you don't want to do something he shouldn't do it." She says in a hushed voice. "You said earlier that the first time you had sex it wasn't by choice... Hallie did he rape you?" My mouth goes dry as she says this. I can't say he did, I love him, but I'm a terrible liar. "Ya." I mumble, feeling guilty as soon as I did. She wraps me into a hug as guilty tears start falling down my face, "has he forced you to do anything else after that? Do you even want to?" "No, I just... I'm drawn to him so much that the second time we had sex I was really conflicted but kind of gave in. Otherwise no." I blurt. "Why are you still seeing him then?" She asks quieter than before. "I love him." I respond, knowing that she is going to question it. But I do love him, with all my heart. "Are you sure? I've never seen either of you even talk to each other much..." She lets go from our hug. "I do love him Sammi. We just have a very... Well a very physical relationship." I admit. "No one besides ashley even knew until yesterday so we don't usually associate in the way that people dating would in public." She sighs, leaning against the door and asks, "did he force you to let him not wear a condom?" I shake my head, feeling my cheeks begin to heat up, "I was caught in the moment and convinced him, not even really thinking about the risk of getting pregnant Sammi." Her mouth forms a tiny o, "you and Lola are actually more alike than I thought. Just you're a little more.." "Lola and I aren't alike at all, just because we both lost our virginity to the same guy means nothing." I state firmly. "Hallie are you really pregnant?" I freeze, shocked at her sudden accusation. "Yes! Why would you even ask that?" "Because, it seems like you and Lola don't get along very well.. I think she had something you wanted and you figured out a way to get it, by either faking your pregnancy or convincing Andy to get you pregnant by not having protected sex." I hear Andy knock on the door and ask, "hallie are you ok in there? You've been in the bathroom for a while." "Ya I'm fine, just talking to Sammi, I was actually just leaving." I push past Sammi and open the door, immediately embracing Andy. He notices my red face and glares at Sammi. "come on baby, lets go get in bed." He cooes into my ear. I nod and follow him to my bunk, getting in before Andy does. He climbs in right behind me, clad in only his boxers. "What did she do?" He asks once under the covers with me. "She made me admit that you raped me." I feel myself burst into tears, "I'm so sorry Andy. I'm a really bad liar." He holds me closer and whispers, "there's something else isn't there?" "She- she told me that it doesn't seem like you love me and that I don't love you either. I do love you Andy." I sob, looking into his eyes for an answer. He doesn't even think before saying genuinely, "I love you do much it hurts." "Really?" He nods and places our lips together, "it hurts me to see you cry hallie, it hurts me to see your wrists, it hurts me to see you leave and not plan on coming back. I can't imagine living without you hallie." I feel a smile form on my lips, "I love you too Andy. I love you so much that I don't think I could even live without you Andy. You may have even saved my life, you know that right? Your lyrics might have saved me from accidently cutting too deep or not being able to cope with everyone's words and hatred towards me. Andy I love you." I don't know where that came from but it definitely was the truth. "Also Andy, Sammi asked me if I was faking the pregnancy. Then asked if I purposefully got pregnant out of sisterly jealousy from Lola and you being together." I mumble into his chest. "I can't believe she would even ask me that. What 15 year old girl actually wants to get pregnant, I'm not meaning I'm not happy I am, just who wants to before it happens?" Andy is silent for too long, I look up to see him angrily glaring at the curtain separating us from everyone else. "You have no idea how furious I am at her." He grumbles, "she can't accuse you of stuff like that. It's not acceptable." I reach up and stroke Andy's cheek, trying to calm him down. "It's ok. Sammi is best friends with Lola and pregnant as well, her hormones are all messed up and her loyalty is to her friend and she doesn't like seeing her how she is." As soon as he turns back to me his expression softens, his eyes turn from cold to loving and his tension relaxes. I know he is already under the normal stresses of touring but with everything that's happened I know he is going to reach a breaking point. "Andy, I think when we get back from tour you need to take some time off, just relax. I know you're really stressed as it is and everything that's happened in the past few days has added to it." I sigh and scoot closer to his head. I whisper in his ear, "Maybe a few days of just us in your apartment will help as well." He looks at me surprised, "Hallie, we still have to get all your stuff moved to my place when we get back and the band is putting out the new album around when you are due." He sighs, "you're right, if I just passed on your offer of having sex then I do need a break." I giggle and peck his lips. He smiles, whispering, "I love your giggle, it's so cute." He pokes my nose as he says cute. I'm just realizing how that makes me seem like I am a child to him. "Cute? wait Andy, do you see me as a child?" I ask, biting my lip while waiting for his answer. "No, I see you as my girlfriend who is beautiful, adorable, and mature." He answers, pecking my lips with a smile. Not hot or sexy or anything that would associate me as being anything but a child. I personally need to show him I'm not, even if he doesn't, I need to. "Do you see me as someone who's too old for you?" He asks, pouting his lip slightly. "No. I see you as my equal, since age is just a number." I say and place my hands on his chest, feeling his muscles relax at my touch, "But, I also see you as my incredibly hot boyfriend, who's deep voice alone could turn me on." Andy raises an eyebrow, scooting a slight bit closer, "oh yeah?" He asks, deep in thought. "Mhmm... And you are incredibly hot as well, I can understand why you have thousands of girls fawning over you. And your tattoos are undeniably sexy, who could forget about how well spoken you are or that smirk that appears whenever you do something out of the ordinary." I see his smirk appear as I say this, "or how your touch sets my body on fire yet at times it calms me down. I can't even say all of what I want to because there's so much more." Andy's face is suddenly hovering over my own, no- his whole body is hovering over mine. I feel my breath hitch as Andy says in the lowest, most rough and gravelly voice I've ever heard him use, "you are sexy as fuck babe." He kisses along my jawline, pausing to say, "I love you." I try to form the words 'I love you too' but my voice won't come. Andy smirks as his lips meet mine into a soft kiss, his lips feel so gentle against mine. He begins to whisper between kisses, "hot-beautiful-gorgeous-adorable-sexy-sweet-kind-innocent." He pulls away to say, "who am I kidding you're the opposite of innocent. You're better than sex." My eyes widen as he says this, he smirks, "except when we're having sex." "I know you're trying to turn me on." I whisper, "it's working." I pull Andy into a rough kiss, his lipring against my lip gives me shivers. When he twirls my two rings with his tongue, I quietly moan. We kiss for what seems like hours, yet minutes at the same time. Our lips are both kissed to the limit, but I still want to kiss him. Andy pulls away, out of breath and whispers, "that's the longest kiss I've ever had in my life! And I still want to kiss you!" "Me too." I whisper back, I lay back on the pillow to catch my breath but in seconds my exhaustion from the long day catch up to me and I'm out cold.

Notes

I don't know if this is long or short. But sorry for not posting a real chapter in a while, I've been writing a lot and been too lazy to post. It might be a while before another chapter because my writing is not up to my personal standards and I need to revise everything I've written.
Thank you for reading! And please keep the suggestions for names and genders coming. I am really bad at choosing names for characters if you can't already tell... I mean Hallie isn't even spelled correctly.
-C