Elizabeth's POV

Why would hallie be calling me in the middle of the day? Shouldn't she be working or doing something with the tour? I answer the call to hear quiet sobbing coming through the phone. "Hallie?" "Eli? I-I'm such a bad person!" She sobs into the phone, I hear muffled talking coming through in the background. "No you're not. Why would you even think that?" Why is she crying like this? She gasps for air, sobbing again, "because I'm- I'm. I did what you did!" She didn't even have a boyfriend to cheat on... Unless, she did something with that Andy guy Lola is dating... But he's 22 and she's 15 and innocent, and naive! "What happened honey? Where are you? Do you want me to come get you off the tour and take you to my place?" "Y-ya. I can't stay... I'm ruining everyone's lives!..." She chokes out through sobs. So they are in Southern California, I know that... But where? "where are you right now?" I ask, getting my car keys. Erik walks in the door to his apartment, our apartment now, he sees my worried expression and waits curiously for me to finish the call. "Pomona." That's only 45 minutes away, I can get there before it closes. "Ok I'll be there in less than an hour, hallie you have to meet me outside the gates because I don't have a ticket alright? Can you do that?" I ask quietly. She replies with a soft, "ya.. Thank you." With that I hang up the phone. Erik comes up to where I am and wraps me into a loving hug. "What's wrong Eli?" He asks softly. I pull away from our hug, "Hallie wants me to get her from tour. She is having a breakdown and I don't want her to hurt herself again so I need to go get her." Erik pecks my lips lightly as zoey runs up and hugs his leg. She loves him almost as much as I do, he loves being around her as well. "Come on kiddo! We're going on a little road trip to get aunt hallie!" He exclaims and picks her up, putting her on his shoulders and running out the door. I guess we're all going? I grab her ds, iPod touch, some coloring books, and my purse hurriedly. The two are waiting outside my car when I finally make it down the elevator. Zoey is smiling wider than she has in a while, "momma can we see auntie Lola too? Or her friend Andy? He has cool arms!" She asks excitedly as I buckle her into the car seat. She is a talkative one. "I don't think so, just Hallie. You like Hallie right?" I tickle her chubby belly and shut the door, climbing in the passengers seat while she gives me her answer, "awww I wanna see Lola though! Will hallie play dolls with me?" Shit. I forgot her dolls and blanket. "Eli, where is it?" Erik asks while setting up the GPS. "Pomona California, west street fairgrounds." He nods and types it in. "Zoey, hallie might not want to play with dolls right now. She's sad." "Why?" She asks, her tone suddenly filled with concern, she even sets down her iPod. "I don't know. That's why we're getting her." Hallie is so naive, she could have been used by a guy, she could have been tricked into so many countless things. I went to warped tour once with Lola when she was younger, I can only imagine what happens in the buses when everyone is drunk and having sex. Poor hallie. Halfway through the ride zoey starts asking the inevitable, 'are we there yet?' Every five minutes. It's funny at first, then turns annoying. When we are 10 minutes away she falls asleep. "Are you ok Erik? You know with being around where she is and all?" I place a hand on his arm, he nods, "ya, I have you now Eli. I love you so much, please don't doubt that anymore. We are engaged, I know we both learned our lesson with marriage the first time. I wouldn't have proposed if I wasn't completely and utterly in love with you Elizabeth." "I'm not, I just want to make sure because a lot of the people might look like Andy." I tell him quietly. We pull up to the venue, parking in the large lot. It's 7:16 so it's still packed. Erik unbuckles zoey and puts her on her shoulders. I text hallie to make sure she is outside.

Elizabeth: hallie we're here, where are you?
Hallie: I'm almost to the gates, soo many people!!!!
Elizabeth: k, we are too.

I notice that zoey is marveling at the people who are walking by, not the teenage fangirls. Her eyes follow the bright colored hair. They dart between all the tattoos, piercings, and clothing that is surrounding us. These people who attend this concert festival are normally the outcasts- now we are the ones out of place. "momma! Look they all have cool arms like Andy!" She shouts, pointing at a group of people my age with tattoo sleeves. "Zoey, don't point it's rude." One of them chuckles at us saying, "it's fine, she's adorable by the way!" I smile politely and nod, "thanks." I have a feeling I'm going to have a daughter who is covered in tattoos when she is older. Hallie and Lola will probably take her to warped someday as well.

"Hallie?" I ask when a girl who looks like my younger sister comes up to us, looking behind her every few seconds. She engulfs me into a hug, her face red from crying. "Are you ok?" She shakes her head into my shoulder, whispering, "I need to leave before he finds out." I pull away, gripping her arms and looking into her eyes I ask, "who?"
"I'll tell you in the car." She mumbles, looking over her shoulder one last time. "We need to go Eli." I nod, shaking out of my trance and lead her quickly to the car. Zoey is being quiet somehow, I think she is taking the whole scene in. Once zoey is in her car seat and the rest of us have buckled in I ask, "what's wrong hallie?" She sighs and looks into her lap, "a number of things. I'll tell you when we are halfway back to your house. I can't go home." "Can you at least tell me what else is wrong. There has to be more than one thing.." She sighs again, "I had a boyfriend for two days. He cheated on me." "Oh my god! Hallie that's awful!" I gasp, her first boyfriend cheated on her within two days of them being together, "What did he do?" "They had sex in a hotel that an-- jake and I decided to stay at to get away from all the couples. His girlfriend couldn't come visit him." She says bluntly. "Also Andy and Lola broke up. Uh I'm trying to help ashley get her since he is finally in love with someone, he's the manwhore of the band." Who's ashley? Why would Lola date a girl? "who are all the members of that band again?" Erik asks. "Jinxx is rhythm guitar, Lola lived with him and his wife Sammi for a while. Jake is the lead guitarist. There's CC who plays the drums, he is kind of like a man child at times. Ashley plays bass, he's very perverted sometimes and I'm closest with him. Then there's Andy who is the vocalist but you guys know him." I pull out my phone and click on twitter, I want to see who these guys are before she tells us what happened. "What's his twitter?" "Andybvb, ccbvb, jakepittsbvb, Jinxxbvb, ashleypurdy." She lists. "And Instagrams are andybvb, jakepittsbvb, and jinxxed4life and ashleypurdyinc." I look up Andy's twitter first:
@andybvb: Has anyone seen @halliesamuels? She left earlier.
@andybvb: the rumors aren't true unless confirmed by us ok? Stop believing what ever is going around.
@andybvb: #wstw2013 you're not alone WE'LL brave this storm,
@andybvb: fuck you. Judge, insult, hurt me all you want. My only response will be fuck you. \m/

Well that's weird. I switch to Instagram and look him up again. There are a ton of selfies and two pictures of hallie and him. The first they are sticking their tongues out, the second... Their tongues are touching! Holy crap she has some explaining to do. "Hallie what the ffffuu-dge is this!" Zoey is in the car, no cursing. I show her the phone, she sighs. "Are we half way there yet?"
"2 minutes." Erik mumbles after passing the exit sign. "I'll tell you now anyways."

She takes a deep breath and states, "I'm pregnant."

Erik slams on the breaks, pulling over to the side of the highway with the hazard lights on.
"What!" We both shout at the same time, turning in our seats to face her. Zoey stays quiet, intrigued by our rage. "How the hell did you get pregnant?" I ask quieter, anger apparent in my voice.
"Well I had sex, do you want me to explain what that is for you? I think zoey would love to hear about that!" She snaps. I shake my head, astonished at her sudden attitude. "I'm sorry I snapped at you, just I've had enough of everyone being angry at me." She says quietly.
"Who's the father then?" Erik asks full of concern.
"It's- it's Andy." Before either of us can say anything she quickly adds, "Please don't be mad at him."
Why would my younger sister have had sex with my other sister's 22 year old ex boyfriend? Erik's knuckles are turning white from how hard he is gripping the steering wheel.
"Why would you do that hallie? Why would you have sex with Lola's boyfriend?" I ask, regretting it as soon as I did. I see Erik bite his lip out of the corner of my eye. "That is being hypocritical, Eli. Since you did date, and I'm assuming sleep with as well, Erik while he was engaged to Lola. Andy and Lola were not together again yet the first time we slept together, however the second time- aka the one I became pregnant from, he was in a relationship in her for less than a week. Why? The answer is that I am a naive 15 year old girl who has now ruined Andy's life because I am pregnant with his child." "How did you ruin his life because of it? Wouldn't it be he ruined yours?" I ask suspiciously. "His band is still gaining popularity, but now that people are hearing rumors that he got a 15 year old girl pregnant... I doubt that the band will get anything but bad press for a while." She explains, somehow very calm. "I was going to keep the baby and raise it with Andy; but now the best options is to get an abortion. I don't want to ruin his life by having the kid, and if I keep the baby chances are he will find out somehow and want to help raise it." How is my youngest sister so mature? Suddenly zoey speaks up, "Am I getting a cousin?" She immediately lights up in a smile, "She can play dollies with me and we can play dress up and we can play house! Oh and we can have big girl sleepovers too!" A small, regretful smile appears on Hallie's face, "probably not zo. Andy and I aren't ready for a baby, maybe someday soon Lola will have one and you can play dolls with her kid."
"Andy! Is Andy gonna be my uncle? I like his arms!" Little miss talker seems to have found her voice. Hallie raises an eyebrow at me, "his tattoos." I explain. "Zoey, Andy isn't going to be your uncle, unless he and Lola get back together and they're a couple." She sighs, putting a faint smile on her face, "but you and me, we're still kids." That is true, she is just a kid. Kids shouldn't have to make the decision between having an abortion or raising a child. She is too young to have to go through this, Andy is even too young to go through this. "Hallie how do you know for sure you're pregnant?"
"I took three tests, 2 positive, 1 negative. We decided to go to the doctor to see if I was actually pregnant or not, and I was. I had an ultrasound and everything... I have one copy of the pictures in my purse." She explains, pulling out the photos and handing them to me. The false smile on her face is turning into a genuine one as she talks about her unborn child. I think it would kill her if she had an abortion, even if she was a single mom I bet our mom would help her raise it. Just how do I convince her not to?" Lola's name suddenly pops onto the screen of my phone.
Lola: Hallie's missing! She ran away from the bus and we can't find her anywhere, the whole band and a bunch of others are helping to look. Has she contacted you in anyway? I'm really worried. We all are, especially Andy :/
Elizabeth: she's with me, it's ok. She called me earlier balling so Erik, zoey and I came and got her.
Lola: did she tell you what they did?
Elizabeth: yes. She is actually talking to us about that now. Zoey wants a cousin apparently.
Lola: well she's getting one courtesy of hallie and Andy :/
Elizabeth: Lola she wants to get an abortion. She says she is ruining everyone's lives by having it or just by being pregnant in general.
Lola: I thought she was keeping it?
Elizabeth: she thinks it will ruin the whole band's reputation and career. I personally think that she should keep the baby, have you seen the joy in her expression while she talks about it? I think it would kill her if she took the baby away.
Lola: she's 15 she can't raise a kid.
Elizabeth: I think she probably could, she's more mature than you, no offense.
Lola: mlln
Elizabeth: just tell everyone she's fine, I don't know if she wants to go back to the tour or not.
Lola: hold on, I'm calling you...

A few seconds later the call appears on the screen, as soon as I answer it Lola demands, "put me on speaker." I do as she says, "hallie, Lola called, she's on speaker." Erik leans over and pecks my lips quickly, I guess he wants to prove he's over her. I know he is.
"Hallie! Why the fuck did you run away!"
"Lola, zoey is in the car, watch your language!" I snap. Almost as if on cue zoey asks, "mommy what does 'fuck' mean?"
"See!"
"Whatever. Hallie everyone here is worried sick about you. Andy actually started crying at one point saying that he shouldn't have done something.. I don't know. But why did you leave the fff-fudging tour?"
"Because I'm ruining it for everyone, I'm ruining all of Black Veil Bride's live's work by being pregnant with Andy's kid. Tell him I'm getting an abortion." Her confidence level is diminishing as she speaks. The phone clutters around it sounds like far away Lola yells, "hey! Give that back!"
"Hallie, I want you to listen to me ok. I love you.. Wait this would be more comfortable if I was just talking to you." A deep voice comes through the phone. I have to admit his voice would probably be able to turn me on if he tried to seduce me. Hallie must have had no control over herself then... Andy asks, "am I off speaker?"
"No." I mutter while fumbling to turn off the speakerphone, finally I do and hand the phone to hallie. "Momma can I talk to Andy?"
"I don't think so sweet heart. He wants to talk to aunt hallie."

Hallie's POV

Andy's soothing voice comes through the phone, instantly making my mind a bundle of nerves. "Hallie, baby, I love you. I love you so fucking much that I don't know what I'll do if you don't come back to me. I love you so much that I don't care if I get more hate for loving you. I only care if you get hated on for being pregnant with our child, for being my girlfriend. Hallie I want you to know that I will do anything to get you to come back. I'll leave warped tour for however long it takes to convince you to come back. I'd let my fans down to get you back. But know this, I'll never ever in my life let you down. I love you, and I will love that child with the same burning passion I have for you. Please hallie? Don't let Dawson get to you. Do you know that sws actually fired Dawson and Mallory today because they didn't like how they were treating you. Kellin said himself that he won't tolerate his workers to disrespect any one of his friends or family, Katelyn and Copeland get hated on rarely. And hallie, I know everyone will love you, like with every new band member or girlfriend, the fans have to get used to it, to you. Hallie please come back, and I don't know how else to convince you. I love you hallie. With all my heart. I love you. I love you. I love you. Even those words can't express how much I love you. I fucking love you hallie. I love you so fucking much that I can't stand being without you for this long. We are meant to be together. I'm going to scream it to the world ok? I don't care if everyone knows." Andy stops his long speech that has already moved me to tears. I cover the microphone and whisper to Erik, "go back." He nods and starts the car again, getting off the next exit and re entering southbound again.
Andy begins to yell, "I love you hallie! I fucking love hallie Samuels so much! I love you hallie! I love you!" I hear Muffled talking, ashley I think...
"Andy, I'm coming back." I giggle through tears. I kind of wanted to see if he actually would yell that or if he was just saying the words with no meaning behind them. It's not like I could have stopped him anyways. "Yes! Thank you baby! I love you so so so so so much! More than anything in the world!" He exclaims, the grin traveling through the phone to my own face. "Andy, I think zoey wants to talk to you. She really liked your tattoos.." I giggle as zoey lights up in a smile while I hand her the phone. "Andy!!!" She cheers. I put it back on speakerphone to make sure he didn't cuss in front of her. "Hi zoey! Are you excited about getting a new cousin in 8 months?" He asks in the baby voice you use while talking to kids. The smile plastered on her face manages to double as she yells, "auntie Hallie's having a baby! Yay!!!!"
"Ya and uncle Andy is going to be there with her all the time so you get to see me a lot too!"
"I like your arms and-we!" Zoey giggles, "can I have arms like yours?"
"Maybe someday. But they're permanent zo, so be careful." Andy is going to be a great dad, it seems like he is a natural with kids. I mean zoey has met him once and didn't talk to him, look at her now! They are really hitting it off, if that's the right term.
"Andy, how's Lola doing?" Erik asks politely, "is she pi-- mad at you? Or me?"
"She's pretty angry at me and hallie, but I think she's more surprised about you two than anything. I don't mean to sound harsh but she didn't really want to be in a relationship with you anyways so.." Andy trails off his answer.
"And I'm sorry about the twitter thing. That was just wrong, I know it was.. And it was her moms idea by the way." Erik mumbles, while focusing again on his driving. "It's fine, It was bound to happen sometime since we're kind of famous and stuff.." Andy sighs. "I'm gonna go, I have to tell the guys you're coming back and the tour supervisors to let you all in."
"Ok, see you there." Eli says and is about to hang up.
"I love you hallie!"
"I love you too Andy!"
"Bye Andwe!" Zoey giggles as her mom hangs up. The car ride passes by slowly, my anxiousness over being with warped tour again, around all those people. Those people who are staring at us, judging me and him, hating me. I want to go back to Andy of course, but the other bands and the fans are going to get to me. How much hate am I going to be able to take? Especially in the state I will be in because of my pregnancy. Oh morning sickness won't be fun, I guess it's kind of like joining in on the guys hangovers.. It's only a 22 minute drive that I get to think about all this. Hopefully Andy can tell his fans to leave me alone and that they will listen. We have to tell everyone officially soon though, the scene today will most likely get attention from a majority of the army, rumors will be started.. People will say they know the truth and no one will believe them. It's a volatile situation if we leave it be, but he will definitely lose respect over the matter. If I were on the outside of this I'd be disgusted as well.. I need to start finding information out about pregnancy if I'm going to go through with this. Maybe the band will be more accepting like Lauren soon, then Sammi and I could learn together. I wonder when they'll tell the bvbarmy that Jinxx is absolutely married and now having a kid so the fangirls shouldn't get their hopes up. "Eli, do you still have any books or anything on pregnancy?" I ask shyly. She looks up from her game and turns around in the seat, "ya, when you get back from tour I'll give them to you guys. You can call me anytime if you have questions though." "Thanks!" I should probably figure out a way to tell my mom and dad about this. They are going to absolutely hate Andy again, me as well. I doubt that any sympathy will exist now that the divorce is coming into play. "How do I tell mom and dad?"
She sighs, "don't until you get home."
"Wait, I have an idea," Erik pipes up, "you're moving in with andy right?" I nod, confused as to where this is going. "Just when you're home alone then pack up all your stuff. Move it all to Andy's, then simply tell your parents what's going on. They can't do anything then."
"They can report Andy for 'sexually abusing' a minor. Even if I tell the police that it's ok and stuff they'll tell me, 'oh you're just a silly child, you don't understand. You don't love him, you're just naive.' And that gets Andy locked in a jail cell for the rest of his life."
"Hallie, they wouldn't do that. They aren't that bad." Elizabeth says quietly as we pull up to the fairgrounds. There is still a few cars left, it's just the last stragglers now. When we get right up to the gates I notice all the black veil brides crew, band, tour managers, Sammi and Lauren standing in a giant circle, talking.
Andy looks up, seeing the car he sprints over and throws the door open right as we stop. He would have thrown the door open if it wasn't locked, instead he just pulled hard on the handle with all his force. I giggle as Erik finally unlocks the doors and Andy flings the door open. He doesn't even give me the chance to get out of the car, only scooping me into his arms and planting his lips upon mine. Our passionate kiss sending fire through my entire body, reminding me why I am pregnant in the first place.
"Andy, I'm sorry I left like that. I- I-" I stutter when we pull away. My arms are wrapped around his neck as he walks back to the group with me in his arms. "I know hallie. There's no need for you to justify yourself to me. I love you." He whispers, placing his pink lips on my own once again.
"hey! Guys! We know this is traumatic and all but we don't want to watch you kiss!" I think Jinxx, shouts. Andy's middle finger sticks up in the hand that is supporting my back. I grab his hand and force him to stop it. Seriously, a four year old Is right there. A high pitched squeal comes from behind us, "Auntie Lola!" Zoey passes Andy and I to go run up to Lola. I pull away to see her bend down, engulf the small girl into a tight hug. "Hey zoey."
"Who's your friend?" Zoey asks, pointing at ashley who was standing next to Lola. "That's Ashley."
"But Ashley's a girls name? Is your friend a girl because she doesn't have boobies?" Zoey asks again. Elizabeth looks up to the sky muttering, 'oh dear god'. Everyone around us has started laughing at the four year old who is waiting patiently for an answer. "I'm a guy. I wish I had boobs though." Ashley tells her, winking. Lola lightly wacks his arm. "I like your arms, they're like Andy's!" She exclaims, running up to him and wrapping around his leg. "Ash you have a girl on you that doesn't want to get into your pants for once!" Jake yells. Ashley sticks his pointer finger up instead of flipping him off. "Don't show her the ones inside your arms!" Sammi warns, "you don't want to scar her ashley." Ashley continues to show her the tattoos on his arms, and body.
"Hallie, I'm sorry about earlier. I never wanted that to end that way." I remember earlier today, the reason that I left
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As soon as I decided to leave my bubble disintegrated and I was able to see the terrible scene in front of me. Dawson was yelling at Andy, all in his face trying to provoke him or something. Andy just stands there, taking it. 'You are a worthless piece of shit Andy. I would never want to fuck a girl who's been with you. You're just a fucking pedophile. Have fun with hallie while you have her. I wouldn't have even kissed her if I knew she was 15! And I was going to break up with her anyways, who wants to not be able to have sex with your girlfriend? I can have almost any girl like hallie I want, innocent and naive. She's not even that pretty and she's an awful kisser, when you get bored of-" he gets cut off when Andy brings his knee up into Dawson's groin. "Talk shit about my girlfriend again and you won't be able to have sex anymore." Andy hisses, "we clear. Asshole." Dawson is whimpering in pain, he gives a slight nod before Andy continues, "I won't take anyone bad mouthing hallie. I warned you before. Never say anything about her, come near us, touch her again and I won't fuck you up anymore. Dawson." Andy turns away with an angry scowl on his face. I quickly walk off in the direction of the bus, Andy isn't behind me like I expected him to be so I'm alright. I hear talking coming from behind one of the buses. I decide to eavesdrop, hearing "you know that kid biersack got pregnant?"
"Ya the bvb Merch chick. Hallie or something right?"
Another guys voice says. "I bet that she'll have sex with anyone. I think she would with us."
"dude she's 15! That's fucked up. Even though she is hot I wouldn't fuck a girl that young!"
"Suit yourself. I was trying to organize an Eiffel Tower."
"Those are gross! Why am I even friends with you!"
"I was just joking- god you're no fun. I wouldn't fuck that slut for all the money in the world."
I have to walk away at this point. I don't want to know who that is. I speed walk back to the bus, it's empty as I'd hoped. I rush to the bathroom, sitting on the toilet before bursting into tears. The door to the bus opens and closes after a few minutes of agonizing self-critiscim. My thoughts are making the situation even more volatile. 'I am a slut like they said, Andy doesn't want me. Andy doesn't love me, he needs to be with Lola. Lola is better for him than me.' I stand up slowly and look in the mirror, I see myself with my eyes all red from crying, makeup smeared face. Only then do I start criticizing my body. 'How could Andy want me at all? He can do so much better than me. My boobs are too small. My legs are too fat. I'm sickly pale, my scars are repulsive, I'm immature, I have no experience, I am a burden on everyone. I hate myself. Everyone hates me. Andy can't be with me. I can't stay here.' I start sobbing even louder, leaning against the wall and sliding down to the floor with my knees to my chest. Andy's voice is coming through the door but I don't even notice it, I can't stay. I dial Eli with shaky hands and blurry vision, wiping a tear off by phone.
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I can't think about that anymore. "Lets just forget about it." I whisper. Erik and Elizabeth are standing awkwardly with everyone, feeling completely out of place. "Hallie, Lauren convinced cc to be ok with us. The others aren't as repulsed as this morning, they know how much I love you. Hallie, I want you to know that I don't think..." He pauses and sets me down. I still have my arms around his neck, he wraps his around my waist then closing the gap between our lips. I hear someone say, "they really do love each other."
"Ya, I guess you're right."
(I feel like that would have been a good ending to the story but I have more. So the story is still going.)

Notes

6 whole days! I'm sooooooo sorry! I am having terrible writers block and didn't want to catch up to myself. Sorry if this chapter is a bit confusing. I've been writing a lot for my other story can you see me? If you want to check that out?
Thank you for sticking with the story to those of you who are! Thanks for all the feedback and such!
-C