Hallie's POV

"I am." I say nervously.
Lola's face goes from confused, to shocked, worried, then settling on anger. "YOU'RE PREGNANT! You've got to be fucking kidding me!" She yells. "Who got you pregnant? Who's the father hallie!" Ashley mutter under his breath, "told you so." Andy puts a hand on my stomach and says confidently, "I am." Everyone is biting their lips to keep in laughter except Lola, Sammi, and Ashley. "You're kidding me right! You expect us to believe that!" Cc shouts. "Hallie's 15." Andy shakes his head. "We're being completely serious. Hallie is pregnant, with my kid." "Ha! Like that happened!" Jake howls. "You want us to prove it?" Andy warns with a smugness in his voice, "we can go have sex right now if you want?" "Go for it!" Lauren laughs, wiping tears from her eyes. Andy smirks, turning to me and crashes his lips down onto mine, pressing our bodies against each other. Next thing we know the band is screaming at us to stop as Andy attempts to lift off my shirt. "Y-y-you had sex," Lola asks, her voice shaky, "with my sister?" "Ya. I did." Andy says smiling, probably thinking about last night. "I knew it!" Sammi exclaims under her breath. "That's gross. She's 15 Andy, you could be arrested." Jake speaks up. "It's worse when you walk in on it." Ashley mutters under his breath. I sigh and say, "Ya. I'm 15 and I'm pregnant with his kid! We had sex, three times. We are in love. Andy and I are dating. There is nothing wrong with it. Age is just a number." "Three!" ashley asks. "Ya. And it's fine because I know that all of the guys here lost their virginity at around 15." I am losing my confidence. Andy squeezes the hand of mine he was holding, reassuringly. "But we didn't do it with someone who was 22." Jinxx mutters. "I doubt that all of you can say that you have never had sex with a minor." I snap. Andy casts his gaze on ashley who hangs his head in guilt. "Thought so." "You can't change the past anyways. We just thought you should know." Andy says quietly, "and we need to get ready to go. Hallie and Lola need to be at the Merch tent now." I notice Sammi is holding her stomach similar to how I have been drawn to do. She has a small baby bump forming, just a bit bigger Than the poster in the doctors office, "Sammi? You're pregnant too! Congrats!" I squeal and give her a hug. She accepts warily, "how did you know?" "You're holding your stomach and have a small bump already. I have barely any but compared to me yours is huge! How far along are you?" "6 weeks." "Cool! I have to go get changed! Bye." I rush to my cubbies and grab a tight bvb shirt and some purple acid washed shorts, throwing them on not caring if anyone is watching. I don't even have time for make up. I rush to the front of the bus, fast walking down the stairs but beginning a jog to the tent. "Hallie! Walk! We gave the baby enough of a workout last night." I turn around to see Andy and everyone else that was on the bus trailing me. He jogs to catch up to where I am. "Now they all know we had sex last night Andy!" "Who cares, and we get the back room tomorrow Hallie." He winks at me. I roll my eyes and shove him playfully. He is about to do it back but instead puts me on his back. "You have to admit they are pretty cute together." I hear Lauren say to everyone behind us. "If a pedophile and a 15 year old girl is cute then yes." Jinxx says sarcastically. "Come on. Just look at them." Lauren whines, "they have that immature spark. They're going to have fun together." "If by fun you mean Andy manipulating her into letting him have sex with her then ya." Sammi grumbles. "Guys you know Andy, you're not going to be able to talk them out of it anyways." Lauren tries again, "What are you going to do? Force Hallie to get an abortion, or make Andy abandon her and their unborn child, ruining both their lives. He's our friend." Andy stops suddenly and turns around. "You know what. Thank you Lauren. I'm sorry that the rest of you can't seem to see that we don't care what you're telling us but if you guys were really my friends then you would accept our relationship." He snaps. Jake speaks up first, "ya Andy, we are your friends. And friends help each other make the right descisons, like not having sex with your girlfriend's 15 year old sister and getting her pregnant." "you realize that you are completely being hypocrites with our bands message. It's never give in, never back down. It's we can get through this together. It's i believe in you. It's we are here for you. It's we are young and we are strong. It's to not give in to basically society's standards. And I think that if this happened 70 years ago it wouldn't matter." "Andy I have to get to the tent." I mumble in his ear, still on his back. "I know Hallie." He says quietly, turning back to his band, "just think about that. I don't know if I can be in a band with four people who will discourage my girlfriend and child. And I don't think We want to let our fans down by doing anything rash." With that Andy turns and goes to the bvb tent where Lola is setting up. She looks between Andy and I, disgusted. "You finally decided to show up!" She grumbles. "Sorry. She was jogging here but I don't want her to accidentally hurt herself so I gave her a piggy back ride. And I had to stop to tell the band to fuck off." Andy explains, Lola just scoffs. "Bye hallie, I love you." Andy whispers before simply hugging me because we don't know who's around. "I love you too." He jogs off in the direction of the stage. Mallory keeps glancing at me weirdly, I don't see Dawson anywhere. Lola kept grumbling to herself the whole time we worked, barely able to keep on a fake smile for fans. When they tell her they're sorry about what happened between her and Andy, she says through gritted teeth, "thank you." When there is finally a break in the rush of customers I turn to her, "so when are you going to get over the fact we're together?" She simply rolls her eyes and walks away, calling over her shoulder, "I'm on a break." Before disappearing into the crowds. A line has started to form again at the tent, the first person is someone I don't know how but they look familiar... "Hallie right?" She asks nervously, I nod in response while getting what she wanted from a box, "you are so lucky. That picture of you and Andy yesterday on his Instagram was adorable! It's like you were kissing him!" I feel a small smile form on my lips, "Ya.... Thank you, actually Andy has this weird philosophy that friends can kiss too... I don't mind it because hey, I get to kiss Andy and well he's Andy biersack.. But it's still a bit weird." Her face changes to completely stunned, "oh my god! You get to kiss him! You're sooo lucky!" "Haha... Ya... Well have fun." I say as she leaves. The next customer says, "you know I dated Andy a few months ago.. He didn't do that while I was with him. I mean really, kissing friends? Who does that!" "We do. And really, what's your name?" I ask. She's really pretty, her hair is also amazing, the purple looks awesome. "Juliet Simms. Can you tell him I'm stopping by the bus later, I want to catch up with everyone." She smiles at me. It's bad enough having one ex on the bus... But 2! She buys a shirt with the black veil brides logo, leaving with a small smile. I roll my eyes as she walks away. The stage near the tent begins to get louder and louder as each member of the bend walks on stage- oh bvb! They start the first song, which I notice is I am bulletproof. "We're black veil brides from Hollywood California. Today it is extremely hot, and the black and leather doesn't help, this is the legacy!" After the legacy Andy and the guys play wretched and divine, then fallen angels.. I guess they are playing their more popular songs because they continue with knives and pens, rebel love song, and lost it all with recorded femal vocals. Andy starts talking again, jake if interrupting him by playing 2 second guitar riffs every few words.. "How many of you have ever been made fun of, put down, or bullied for the music you listen to, the way you dress, or for who you are?" Almost the whole crowd cheers. "These songs are for you! We love you bvbarmy! The last song is in the end!" Everyone is singing along to the bands most popular song, Andy decides to jump in the crowd because its their last song. When he gets down the security people try to help him up on stage but he refuses, instead going and joining the mosh pit. Soon he gets back on stage to finish the song, yelling, "bvb army we love you!" While making a heart with his hands and running off the stage. I see a new group of fans coming to the tent. "So I heard you and Andy hooked up last night." Mallory says behind me. I see Dawson at the sws tent, "From who?" "Dawson. You know it's not very nice to cheat on your boyfriend hallie." She says annoyed. "Tell Dawson it's not very nice to cheat on his girlfriend either. Andy and I actually were just going to talk, but as it turns out Dawson was there with another girl." I let it sink in before continuing, "And we decided, 'hey, we're both single now, why not do it again?' I mean I am pregnant with his kid so it's not like it's a first or anything." Can you tell I'm in a pissy mood right now? I didn't even think about the line of fans standing in front of the tent. "Y-you're pregnant?" Dawson exclaims from his tent, "Andy told me you were a virgin and not to go to second base with you." "He told you that?" I squint my eyes in confusion, "and no I wasn't, no one knew that though. You know how old I am right?" He shakes his head, "17 or 18 though right?" "Not even close. I'm 15." Yep, let you think about that Dawson. "Oh, I told you not to touch her because no one should ever be able to make hallie feel the way she does with me, except me." I feel Andy's arm around my shoulder, "hey babe." Andy leans down and whispers in my ear, "you're off in ten minutes right?" I nod, "Lets walk around then. Everyone's being bitchy today." He whispers again and wraps me in a quick hug, "I think your tiny baby bump shows a bit in that shirt. It's cute." I giggle as Andy places a hand on my stomach, his smile growing wider than it was. "I wonder if this guy had fun last night?" He smirks. Roll my eyes, taking his hands off my stomach, "this looks weird Andy." He sighs and turns to talk to a fan who approached him, leaving me to do my job. "You're pregnant with his kid?" A girl asks, shocked. "oh! No it's a joke we have with the band and stuff. We found someone's pregnancy tests that were positive so we decided that they were 'mine' and we're pretending andy is the father." I laugh, trying to sound convincing. She smiles and nods warily as I hand her the shirt she bought. "Have a great day!" I feel someone's arms wrap around my waist, a head leans down by my shoulder, and a pair of lips graze my neck. I notice the fans in line staring at us, confused. Not good. "You're on break baby." Andy says into my ear, not quite quiet enough. "Andy. your fans want to meet you." I say through gritted teeth. I know his fans mean a lot to him, more than anything- as far as I've seen. I hope he gets the hint. "I'm back. Go fuck again or whatever." Lola announces, waltzing back under the pavilion tent. Andy lets go of my waist only to go up to Lola, "I know you're pissed but be nice because this attitude could ruin warped tour for a fan. Ok?" She sighs, "ya. Just you two, stay away from me alright?" Andy nods, grabbing my hand, leading me away from the Merch tent. I tell him quietly, "so this person came up to the tent, she said she used to date you.. And she told me that you didn't have the 'kissing friends' philosophy when you two were dating. She thought it was weird." "I would to. But it's not a real thing I believe is ok. I came up with it so Lola and I could kiss in public..." He smiles at me, "or us." Andy leans in and places our lips together for 3 short seconds. I know he is going to get swamped by fans soon, all the guys do. "Oh, she also said that she wanted to stop by the bus later to catch up with everyone.." I don't really know how Andy's past relationships have ended besides with Lola, maybe they're on good terms? "Who was it?" He asks nervously. "Scout or juliet?" "Juliet? I think..." I think that's what she told me. "She bought a shirt too.." Andy mutters under his breath, "great!" "What happened?" I ask and walk a little closer to him, almost touching. He sighs, "she left me similar to how Lola did, With a note. when I got back from tour all of her stuff was gone, along with our cats, femme and crow." Andy looks at me guiltily, she wrote in the note that she had been cheating on me and the other guy proposed. And she said yes." I wrap him into a quick hug, I can't believe she would do that. And take both of their cats too? "I'm sorry that happened Andy. I'm guessing you don't want her to go to the bus later then." I say quietly and peck his lips. "No, I haven't talked to her since then! I was actually trying to avoid her the whole tour but that might not happen." He chuckles, "especially since there's a tour prom that everyone's going to." Wait- there's a tour prom! That'a going to be really fun! "Ya, just ignore her if you can, she'll get it eventually." I see a girl who is my age wearing a bvb shirt standing a few feet away from us, looking conflicted and nervous. "Hey, Andy I think that fan wants to talk to you, she looks nervous though... I think you should go talk to her." I tell him, pointing at the girl who looked away for half a second. "Sure. Ya I will." Andy says submissively. Maybe I was wrong, it seems like how he said that his fans don't mean that much to him. "Andy, it'll make her day for sure. I'll drag you over there if you don't willingly." Andy laughs quietly, "you sound like a mom already hallie." I simply roll my eyes and lead the way over to the girl. I decide on embarrassing Andy.. Her eyes widen as she sees us approaching, I can tell she's freaking out on the inside. "Hey, I'm hallie. Andy was being shy so I had to drag him over here." I giggle, Andy whines, "no I wasn't!" "Whatever. What's your name?" She smiles a bit, I think finally getting over her nerves, "Amanda. I'm a huge fan of black veil brides! You guys have helped me through a lot recently.." Andy smiles at this, "I'm glad that our music helps." "Can we get a picture?" She asks hopefully. Andy nods, "I'll take it if you want?" I offer, she eagerly gives me her phone. Amanda's smile doubles as Andy bends down and wraps an arm around her waist. I take a few pictures before making sure they all worked, then band her back the iPhone. "Thank you Andy!" She smiles and is about to walk away when he yells, "wait! Can I get a hug?" Amanda eagerly lets Andy wrap his arms around her for a few seconds, hugging him, probably the best thing that's happened to her yet as it is shown on her face. "Bye Amanda! Nice to meet you!" Andy calls over his shoulder as we walk away. "I think you should start everyday going and finding a few fans in the day and doing that. You know get more connected with your fans than before." I suggest. Andy nods along, "that's a good idea.. I've been so wrapped up in everything we've been doing that I've not been able to really talk to fans besides signings." "Really? Because you guys walk around a lot.." "When we do usually we are being rushed to interviews, a signing, or a show.. When we aren't busy I go to see other bands play or you and Lola at Merch." He explains, "Like right now we have an hour for lunch or something but I'm spending it with you." Andy reaches over and pecks my cheek. "Lets go get lunch then. You need food if you're going to keep being as crazy as you were on stage!" I start off in the direction of catering, Andy waves to a few fans as we pass. When we get to the tent a few of the people eating stare at our hand holding oddly. A few spaces are left next to all of sleeping with sirens, the only seats left actually. Andy lead me over to them, standing by the table awkwardly for a few seconds before they noticed us. "Hey Andy, hallie." Kellin nods, turning back to his conversation with Justin. Jack finally asked, "do you guys want to sit with us?" Obviously their Merch people haven't told them about us yet.. "Ya, thanks.." Andy says quietly while sliding in to the seat next to him, his hand still in mine so I sqeeze onto the end of the bench. "So... How are you and Dawson doing hallie? I heard you guys are dating now right?" Gabe asks, just trying to make conversation. I bite my lip out of nervousness, do I tell him the whole story or just the part about him cheating. "We caught him cheating last night." I mumble. Kellin looks up at this, "Really? Who cheats on their girlfriend after dating for 2 days? That's fucked up!" I nod, embarrassed. These guys are one of my all time favorite bands, they were #1 for a while until Lola introduced me to bvb. It's all I can do not to fangirl. "Feel is really good. Great job guys!" Andy tells them quietly, looking into his plate.. "Thanks!" they all reply in sync. I squeeze Andy's hand under the table to make him feel better. "I heard you and Lola broke up. That sucks." Jesse says quietly. "Is she staying for the rest of warped or is she leaving since you guys aren't together anymore?" "She's staying. I'm trying get her and ashley together, it might take a while." I finally am able to speak at a normal volume, getting over my nerves. "Then I think she'll back off me, you know, let me actually experience being on a tour." They all nod. "Umm. Why are you sitting with... Them." I hear come from the other end of the table. I look up to see an annoyed Mallory with Dawson at her hip glaring at us. "Is there a problem with us sitting with our friends, and you know you shouldn't be so rude. We are your bosses." Kellin says to her, getting pissed, "and I think that Dawson should be the one we are questioning. You are an asshole for cheating on her." "She's fucking pregnant!" He screeches, "You think that's ok?" "What?" Kellin asks, his sudden anger rushing out of his system. "Ya. And I'm not the father, I didn't touch her." He snarks, giving me and Andy a disgusted look. "I definitely don't want to now knowing his dick was inside her. Pedophile." That's just a gross way of wording it Dawson! Fuck you asshole! "What!" The four band members exclaim. Kellin only nods, a smug look on his face while he says, "so you did want her to see your dick." This is the weirdest conversation I've probably ever been in... "I think we are just going to go..." Andy mutters, grabbing my hand again. He starts to walk away from the tent but I stay put. Almost every single one of my favorite bands, my idols, the people that have helped me through everything that's gone on in the past few years- their eyes are staring at us in disbelief. Because of just two nights with Andy, my life has turned upside down. My 'best day ever' has turned into a fucking beautiful nightmare because of a piece of rubber. I'm probably now 'the slut Andy got pregnant.' And he's probably, 'the pedophile that got a girl pregnant.' It doesn't help that a few reporters had walked in during the scene. I can't take the silence, It seems as if I am going to suddenly be a big controversy with fans, bands, and everything else. This time the rumors will be true. I can't be the one who ruins Andy's career when he's just starting to make it big. I can't ruin all of CC, Jake, Jinxx, and Ashley's hard work- their lives dedication, by being pregnant. I'm such a bad person. I am a slut. I am the naive girl. I am easy. I am what I never thought I would ever be. My favorite band- well more my favorite vocalist, changed my life- No. Ruined my life. I'm in my own bubble of thought, of self damaging thought. Oblivious to the yelling and fighting going on around me, it's all seeming to just blur by. A man yelling at Andy is the only thing I am able to make out before

I am sucked back in by my demons, my tormentors, myself. I am my own problem. I am everyone I care about's problem. I am the mistake child. I can't do this to everyone anymore, I'm ruining lives. I'm going to ruin the baby's life. I don't want to be a bad mom, I don't want to be a terrible girlfriend, I don't want to be the awful sister. How can I get away from everyone so that I don't ruin their lives?

Lola ran away and found Sammi.
Lola ran home.
I can't go home.

I don't think I'll be as lucky as she was.

Notes

So I figured out I forgot to post a chapter that went between 9 and 10... Great. So I'm posting it after this if you feel like reading it.
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