You left me... broken
Chapter 25: I'll never let you down.
Hallie's POV
How could Andy do this? I'm supposed to go to that doctor to see if I really am pregnant today! I can't just leave the bus without anyone to go. And Andy said that he was going to be a responsible father if I was pregnant! Maybe I should just get an abortion if I am because clearly he isn't going to care about me and the possible baby. I need to make sure I'm not pregnant before we leave today and my appointment is in an hour! I text Andy:
Hallie: you can't go to the beach today!
Andy: why not? I have to get Lola back and she's only giving me today to do it.
Hallie: do you realize where I have to be in an hour! I'm not going alone and I don't really think you would want anyone else to take me! Maybe ashley would be nice and go.
Andy: what are you talking about?
Hallie: I have a doctors appointment in an hour that we scheduled together to see whether or not I'm pregnant. And I think that the father of the possible child would like to be there to know.
Andy: shit! I forgot! I'm sorry. I have to get Lola back though... Hallie: you know what I said about keeping the baby. I don't think I will if I am pregnant.
Andy: what? But I thought you wanted to?
Hallie: I do. But I don't think I can handle being a single teenage mom with the father who promised to help with the kid be not there. Neither of us are ready for a child Andy. We both know that.
Andy: I'll come. I'm sorry. I don't want to seem irresponsible it's just I don't know how to get out of spending the day with Lola and go with you.
Hallie: that's your own problem.
Andy: I have an idea. I'll tell her your going to help me with a surprise later tonight. So we go for however long it takes, then rush to a grocery store and buy food to make. I could make her dinner.
Hallie: going to get food doesn't take 2 hours.
Andy: it can because I need to take a cooking class;)
Hallie: ok. Fine. Go tell the guys what your 'doing' so they don't question you. They can back you up with Lola. Then tell Lola you have to get the surprise ready ok?
Andy: ok!
"Hey Lola. I have to delay going to the beach." Andy yells from the front of the bus. I hear her rush out of the bathroom, "why?" "I have a surprise for you later but I have to go now to get it ready. I'll be back in a few hours." "Oh. Ok!" Lola kisses him out of excitement. I climb out of the bunk, I'm already dressed so I just walk past Andy and out the bus. "Hallie! Where are you going?" Lola yells from inside the bus. "I'm helping Andy with the surprise!" I yell back. Andy gets off a second later, not before I get a text from ashley.
Ashley: those were your pregnancy tests weren't they! Andy got you pregnant!
I gasp. Andy sees my shocked face as he walks outside. "What's wrong?" I hand him my phone with a shaky hand, his eyes bulge as he reads the bassist's text. "Oh shit." I check the time, we have 20 minutes to get there. "Andy, we need to go. Can you call a cab?" He shakes out of his trance, dials the number. The can ride takes about ten minutes so we are 10 minutes early to the doctors. When we get in the doors I see about 10 couples and a few single moms with ages ranging from what looks like 17 to late 30's. Great, I'm the youngest one here. It doesn't help that Andy is holding my hand and he is 22. We walk up to the counter where a lady with red hair pulled back into a tight ponytail, wearing scrubs with kittens on it is sitting. "Hi how can I help you?" She asks, looking down at the paper she was writing on, not actually paying attention. "Umm I have an appointment here at 1." I say nervously. Andy rubs his thumb in circles on my hand, trying to reassure me that everything will be fine. "What's the name?" "Hallie Samuels." Only after looking for my apointment in the computer does she look up at me. Her eyes widen slightly but she remains with the bored look on her face. "You need to fill these forms out, you can take a seat while you're waiting." She grabs a clipboard from the desk with a bunch of medical forms on it. I forgot about insurance and stuff! My parents will kill me when they see this on the bill! "Thank you." I sit down with Andy a seat away from a girl who looks about 17, she is alone. "You know you're lucky that he came with you." She says quietly. "My boyfriend ditched me as soon as I told him." "Oh, I'm sorry. Uh?" I look over at her, she lets small smile show, "it's Katie." "I'm hallie." She nods and turns back to her phone. She looks familiar.. I don't know where I've seen her before though. I start filling out the forms, putting in my name, date of birth, contact information, and a lot of other stuff. "Andy, what do I do about health insurance?" I ask. He sighs, "do you have yours with you?" "Ya but my parents?" "They'll find out eventually anyways..." I can just imagine what my mom will do to me when I get home. Especially if I'm not pregnant. If I am maybe she would have some sympathy, just a tiny amount. I write down the insurance information, knowing that when they get the bill at the end of the month I'm dead. "Andy, I just wish everything was normal." I sigh and lean back in the chair. A woman with a pregnant belly comes out, she looks around 23... I see her glance at Andy, then look at me. "Normals not fun though is it?" Andy jokes, I look over at him with my worried face. He has a small smile appearing on his lips, "If everything was normal then neither of us would even be who we are." He places a hand on my stomach, leaning close to whisper in my ear, "if everything was normal we wouldn't have had those two amazing nights together." He pulls away for a second, pecks my cheek, then whispers in my ear again, "You are going to look so cute with a pregnant belly in a few short months." I giggle, his amazing eyes lock mine as he whispers, "I love you." "Hallie Samuels?" A nurse calls from the doorway which leads to the doctors offices. Katie tells me quietly before I leave, "I hope you guys get what results your hoping for. You two would make a cute baby." I silently thank her and follow the nurse back to the room. She sits down on a chair and motions for Andy and I to sit in two which are across from her. "If you don't mind, I have to ask you two a few questions before the doctor comes." I nod, "go right ahead." Andy's hand is still in mine, it feels so right, like we are meant to be together. "Ok, so do you have an estimate on when the child was conceived?" I bite my lip, trying to remember the dates. Andy remembers before I do, "Either June 3rd or June 10th, most likely the tenth." "Thank you. Also have you taken any store bought pregnancy tests?" I nod, "three. Two were positive, one was not." She scribbles it down, "Hallie, have you missed a period recently?" Oh shit.. I completely forgot that I didn't have my period this month, this makes it even more likely. "I didn't have one so far in June. I'm not completely regular yet but most likely I did." The nurse writes that down. "How old are you miss?" I nervously tell her, "I'm 15." "And you sir I have a few questions for you too." "Ok." Andy nods. "What is your name?" "my full name or?" She interrupts him, "Full name please." "Andrew Dennis Biersack." She writes it down before asking the next question. "Did the way you had intercourse make it possible for a child to be conceived?" "What do you mean?" Andy asks slyly. She bites her lip, "This is important. I know it's an odd question but, were the positions you used during intercourse make it possible that you could get her pregnant?" He looks down at the ground, guiltily, "yes." I need to talk to him about that later. "How old are you Andrew?" "Umm." He looks over at me, "I'm 22." She writes it down, then looks in between us. Giving him a weird look she asks, "are you sure this is correct?" "Yes. I am 22. She is 15. We know." He snaps, I squeeze his hand reassuringly, "I'm sorry. It's just that this is a doctors office and we would like to not be judged." She nods, "I wasn't judging you. Trust me I've seen larger age gaps. And younger parents as well." "Really?" "It's all confidential but yes. So I'm sorry Andrew and Hallie. Doctor Shoemaker will be in here in a few minutes." She walks out, letting us have privacy for the time being. "You used sex positions that could get me pregnant!" I hiss, "did you want this to happen or something!" Andy sighs, shakes his head, "I didn't know then, I just did what I knew we would enjoy. What would be most comfortable. I'm sorry." "Seriously? How do you know now then?" He pulls out his phone and clicks on search history. He looked up a lot about how I could have gotten pregnant yesterday and the day before. I guess I was wrong about him being irresponsible, maybe I am. I'm the one that could be pregnant. I should be looking this up, not him! "Andy, do you know how bad my parents are going to hate you? Lola too. There's a lot of bad things going on with my family right now, I feel like this is just adding to the stress and issues." I lay my head on his shoulder. "What do you mean?" "My parents are getting divorced, my dad cheated on my mom. Eli is fighting for half custody of zoey because she wants her to have a dad. She just got engaged to Lola's ex Erik, who she has been dating for over two years. Then there's issues with the boarding school I was going to.. And now this." I blurt, I never realized how messed up my family is. And Lola, who was always seen as the rebellious bad child of the family, had the least to do with it all. "At least you won't be in the household anymore." He says reassuringly, "and we have a while off before we have another tour anyways because we get time off before going back to our new record." "What do you mean Andy?" I ask quietly. "We're moving in together right? I mean you'll move in with me. That way we can raise the child together." Andy leans down and whispers in my ear, "and I looked up whether or not you can have sex during pregnancy. We can." I'm moving in with Andy? I'm going to be sharing a bed with him every night? We're living together in the same apartment! I'm not going to have a responsible parent available when I need one- I have to be it. I'm going to have to grow up quickly. "Ok. But Andy I don't know if I want to. I want my next time to be when I'm ready." I mumble, even if I'm living with him I'm still only 15. Even though I'm probably pregnant with his kid I still want to wait. Before Andy can respond, the door opens and a tall woman wearing a dr.'s coat comes in and sits across from us. "Hello, I'm dr. Shoemaker." She reaches to shake first Andy's hand, then mine. "Hallie, I'm going to ask you to sit up here." She motions to a chair, I've seen this in friends, it's for an ultra sound. Already? I do as she says, sitting in the chair. Andy comes over and stands beside me, holding onto one of my hands. "Since you might be 4 or 5 weeks along I'm just going to go ahead and do an ultrasound, it may be a bit early but I think it will work." She brings over a machine and a monitor where we will be able to see inside of me. She lifts up my shirt to where it needs to be and squeezes the gel on my stomach. The gel feels cold and makes me get chills. "Andrew would you like to spread the gel since you are the father?" She after hooking up the machine. Andy bites his lip nervously, "Umm... I don't want to mess it up." "You won't, just spread it around on Hallie's stomach like it was sunblock or something." She reassures him. Andy looks between my face and my stomach before nervously placing his hand on my stomach to spread the gel. I instantly get chills up and down my arms, goosebumps showing up. Andy chuckles, "I do that to you babe?" I roll my eyes, "no the gel is cold! Dumb-" oh right. This is a doctors office, "sorry." She smiles politely while finishing everything up. Andy wipes his hand off before returning almost immediately to my side. She puts the machine that does something so that the picture appears on the monitor. Dr. Shoemaker moves it around for a while before lighting up in a smile, "there it is. Congratulations miss Samuels and mr. Biersack! You're pregnant!" She points to an almost too small to see dot. "That's all it is?" I ask, "a small dot?" Is it obvious that I should have paid more attention in health class? She laughs, "yes! But that's your baby!" Andy is watching the screen, he hasn't said anything. "I'll give you two some time alone. Do you want me to print out the pictures?" "Sure." I say, distracted by Andy's silence. The door clicks shut. Andy finally says in shock, "that's our baby hallie. I'm going to be a dad!" I place a hand on his shoulder, "is that going to be ok?" He turns back to me with a smile so wide I can't even imagine how happy he is. "Yes! Hallie I'm going to be a dad! That's our kid right there! That's going to be our adorable little boy or girl!" The smile spreads to my own face as I whisper, "ya it is." He brings the monitor closer so we can look at it. Andy brings his face close to mine. Both of us mesmerized by our child that is growing inside of me. Andy whispers, "I can't believe it. This is amazing!" "Mhmm..." "We are going to be a great family, me you and the baby. I love you hallie." "But- Andy why are you telling me that you love me if you're trying to get back together with Lola." Andy squeezes my hand, "I don't know why I even want to get back together with her hallie. We are having a child together. We should be the ones dating, I think we should tell everyone tonight.. If we wait very much longer you're going to start to show it in your stomach." "Do you know how mad your band will be?" "I don't care. Their reaction now won't be any different than if we waited." "Andy how do you know that they won't want to be around you anymore? How do we know Lola won't tell my parents and they'll ship me off to some school?" He sighs and presses his lips to mine. I am about to push him away, I still have a boyfriend, when Andy pulls away. "They aren't like that. Once they see how much we love each other, our age difference won't matter to them. Hallie, the only thing is is that we have to act like friends outside the bus." I nod, I have to break up with Dawson. It's not that big of a deal anyways. He is actually- as I found out last night, a terrible kisser with tongue. "I have the photos." Dr. Shoemaker comes back in, holding a few copies of what we saw on the screen. She unhooks everything and takes the gel off my stomach. "If I understand correctly you are touring for the next month and a half correct?" Andy answers for me, "yes but I think we will come here once we end tour. We live in LA which is only 45 minutes from here." They seem nice and I don't want to have to go through the possible age difference crap. I'm alright with it. "So we can postpone any appointments until you get back then. You can call me with any questions or concerns." "Umm when am I due?" I ask shyly. "March 10th 2014. Be ready about two weeks earlier for your water to break though. It's just an estimate." She hands us the pictures before leading us out to the waiting room. The payment goes smoothly though, medical insurance had no problems either. "Andy do you still want to cook or would you rather get Thai food or something and eat in?" I ask as we walk out of the building. Andy takes my hand in his, "I think that we should get a hotel for the day and until the morning because no one is going to be at bus call at 3. They'll be too drunk and in some club with some girl, I'm not talking about bvb, to care." "Lola will kill you." "Lola will kill me anyways, I want to spend the day with you hallie, not her. I just don't know how to tell her that right now." "Do you want me to? I have an idea." I ask while pulling out my phone. I type a text to Lola, showing Andy after to get permission to send it.
Hallie: Lola, umm Andy is having some issues trying to sort out his emotions and stuff. He kinda wants to talk to me about it, it will take a while so I don't know if he will be able to do the surprise thing.. Sorry from both of us..
"ya send that." Andy mumbles. I press send, he smiles and pulls out his own. "There's a Hilton about a mile from here, I'll call a cab." Only a minute later a cab pulls up to the curb. I pay for the 5 minute ride and follow Andy out to the hotel in front of us. He lets go of my hand because at the checkout desk is Dawson and some girl, holiding hands. What the hell? As we get closer I hear him tell the lady, "wait that's the only one left?" "Yes we only have double beds or suites available. I'm sorry." "But- ugh. Ok a double bed room then." He grumbles. The girl says quietly, "it's fine baby, we can share a bed still. They're big enough." I think I'm going to have a long talk with him tomorrow. "Here's your key. Room 532 I hope you have a nice stay." Dawson and the girl are about to turn around when I tap Andy's shoulder, he bends down and lets me whisper, "If he's doing that, I guess it's ok if I kiss you." He bends down and lets me place my lips on his, I open one eye to see Dawson and the girl turn around. I shut my eyes and kiss Andy rougher. I pull away after a few long seconds, slowly, while keeping eye contact with Andy. I come off my tiptoes and turn to see Dawson with the girl, both frozen in shock. The girl is the of mice and men Merch girl. "Hey Dawson, who's this?" I ask, being overly happy. "Uh... I'm Allison. Y-you're Andy biersack." She stutters, I guess she's shocked because I'm kissing Andy and he's dating Lola. Not the same reason as Dawson is though. "Ya I am. Aren't you the of mice and men Merch girl?" He asks casually, putting an arm around my side. "Uh huh. I'm a big fan of black veil brides by the way." She finally got the shock out of her head and is talking normally. Dawson, however, is still frozen. "I'm Hallie." "Ok, Cool." She says warily and looks back to Andy, "aren't you dating Lola?" "We broke up." He says bluntly. "Tonight it's me and hallie." Andy looks down at me and pecks my lips quickly, I think we should make it seem like we're going to just have a one night type thing tonight. "Are you guys dating?" I ask, my voice all peppy and annoying. "No." She says quietly, "are you?" I shake my head, "no... But I did have a boyfriend until like 5 minutes ago." "Who?" She asks innocently. "No one I care about anymore. Anyways I'll see you later Allison." I say and walk up to the desk, expecting Andy to come too. He stays behind? Alison comes up behind me, tapping my shoulder, "Andy said he wanted to talk to Dawson. But you are sooo lucky!" I like her so far. "I mean you get to do it with Andy Biersack! You're their other Merch girl right?" I nod. "Ya. What about you? You get Dawson, he's hot." I giggle. She shrugs, "ya he is.. How are you not like freaking out? I would be rushing to get to the room if I were you!" "Well, I mean it's not like we won't get to it eventually. He was my first time too so we are not very like rush to go do it type thing anymore like the first time." I say as casually as possible. She gasps, "wait you've done it before! Oh my gosh! You're so lucky, usually with band guys it's a one time thing." I feel a smile growing on my face, "ya. You're right. It is usually, I'm just lucky I guess." I look over at Andy where he is angrily talking to Dawson- it's pretty funny. "He is a great guy too. I mean I love Lola and everything but they just weren't meant to be." She nods, "hey can I get your number, we should hang out sometime!" "Ya definitely! And I think you guys will have fun tonight." I hand her my phone, she hands me hers. After entering each others numbers Dawson comes back over and gives me an annoyed look. He wraps an arm around her and whispers something in her ear. She waves as they head to the elevators. "Have fun Allison!" I call over my shoulder. "You too hallie!" I walk back over to Andy as he is paying, he notices me and quickly scrambles for the room key saying a thank you before rushing to me. "Hey babe." I feel a tattooed arm wrap around my waist as Andy leads us to an elevator. "What did you say to Dawson?" I ask suspiciously. He shrugs. "Just that he's a douche for cheating on you... And that you're mine tonight and not his because of it, also I did mention that I heard he tried to go to second base with you."
"He did try but.. I don't care." We get on the next elevator, Andy pulls me a bit closer to him. "He's an awful kisser anyways. I feel bad for Alison now. She is not going to want to kiss him again." He asks completely out of curiosity, "Am I a good kisser?" "Mmmmm.... I don't know.." I joke. "On a scale of one to ten?" He begs, pouting his lip a bit. The doors open to the 6th floor, it's a nice hotel considering how many there are. As we walk down the textured wallpaper Hall way to the room I consider my possible answers. "Infinity." He raises an eyebrow, stopping at room 614. Andy puts the key in, unlocking the door to reveal a suite!
"What is this?" I ask Once inside. Andy comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist from behind. "This is a small suite. Because we are having a baby and need to celebrate!" I lean my head against his chest, looking up into his icy eyes. Andy bends down and brushes our lips together. "I think we should talk about everything, I would get some champagne but your pregnant so..." He says holding his lips above mine, "and maybe later we could..." He takes his hands and lightly places them on my stomach, underneath my shirt, "give this guy a little ride?" I close the gap between our lips for a moment before answering, "you're going to have to earn that mr." He lifts his hands off of my stomach, bringing them back to around my waist. "So we should enjoy the suite while we have it." It's basically a larger version of the hotel room with a king bed, it has a larger bathroom off to the side with a bath tub that looks like it is meant for two people... And a separate shower. Andy walks over to the chair they have next to the bed, he pulls me along with him by the hand. He sits down, whining, "sit with me." "there's not enough room!" I giggle and sit on the arm of the chair. "Eh hem. My lap!" Andy jokes, I roll my eyes and sit on his lap like he wants. He starts messing with my hair. "So why'd you want me here?" "So we can talk." "Talk about what?" He pokes my stomach, causing me to giggle, "this little bean." "What about it?" I look up at his smiling face. He asks, "do we want to know the gender when the time comes or do we want to wait?" I haven't thought about this. It doesn't matter to me either way, as long as the baby is happy and healthy. "I don't have a preference, what about you?" He pecks my cheek before saying, "I think we should just find out so that we don't have to buy stuff for both genders and end up only using which ever one we have." He does make a good point. I'm definitely going to take a home class and Econ this year. I need to know how to manage money before we have a kid. Also I should probably find some kind of income of my own, I don't want to be a stay at home mom who relies on her boyfriend for money. "Ya. But we shouldn't tell anyone that we know the gender.." I tell him quietly. "It just causes confusion." He nods. "How do we tell everyone?" "Tomorrow Afternoon, after your show or during the barbecue." I suggest, "that way there won't be tension on the stage and also Lola won't freak out at me during the day. What about your family Andy? What will they say when they find out you got your ex girlfriends sister pregnant?" "That's a good plan.. And uh.. Why don't we just tell them right now?" He asks and pulls out his phone. "They're supportive of almost everything I do so they will probably be shocked or something but will love you just like I do. Well hopefully not exactly like I do because... You know what I mean." He rambles, I just laugh and peck his lips, "sure, they're your parents."
He dials the number, putting it on speakerphone so that I can talk too.
"Hello?" A mans voice comes from the other side.
"Hey dad." Andy says loudly.
"Andy! It's been so long since you've called us! Let me get your mom." Through the phone comes a muffled, 'Amy! Andy called!' Then some clattering. "Ok you're on speakerphone."
"Hi mom! I miss you guys!" Andy's lips curl into a smile as his parents start talking about their lives and how everything's been in Cincinnati. Andy pauses their conversation, "Mom, dad, so you know how Lola and I got back together?"
"Yes, I'm so happy for you guys! How are things going?" His mom asks.
"We broke up. I don't really feel the same way about her anymore..." Andy looks over at me, smiling as he places his lips on my forehead. "Oh, that's too bad.. She seemed nice." His dad says quietly. Andy happily says, "But there's a bigger reason of why I called you guys.. Um.. My uh.." He pauses and whispers in my ear, "hallie will you please be my girlfriend now? I love you." I whisper in his own ear, "of course! I love you too!" His smile widens as he continues the conversation with his parents, "My girlfriend, her name is hallie.. Well, I don't think there's any other way to say this- I'm just going to put it out there- Please don't be mad... I got her pregnant." He bites his lip nervously, awaiting their reaction. I lean over and place my lips on his lightly for a second before pulling away. I rest my head on his shoulder, letting him put his free hand on my stomach where a baby bump will begin to form soon.
"Andy... Are you sure?" His mom asks nervously. "Yes, we went to the doctor today and she got an ultrasound. I can send you the pictures we got from them if you want?"
"Did you use protection?" His dad asks, not answering his question.
"Yes and no..." Andy's smile is fading fast.
"You know I warned you about that. And how long have you been together anyways. You were with Lola until today correct?"
"Dad, I cheated on Lola. She still doesn't know this yet. I've been with hallie for a little longer than a month.." I hear two gasps come through the phone as he says this. The small smile that was playing on his lips fell away at their shocked. "Mom, I know you'd understand. I love hallie with all my heart. I can't imagine living without her now. She is amazing, I don't even have the words to describe how much she means to me, how much I love about her. I know you would love her." Andy looks at me saying a silent, 'I love you.' I place my hand over his that is resting on my stomach, he laces our fingers together.
"Are you keeping the baby?"
"Yes. Don't worry. She's not getting an abortion. We are going to raise the child together, she's going to move in with me as soon as we get back from warped tour. We've talked about what's going to happen in the near future a lot..."
"Well congratulations Andy. When can we meet her?" Amy finally says genuinely.
"She's right here if you want to talk to her, you've been on speakerphone the whole time." He chuckles and kisses my cheek. "I love you."
"I love you too Andy." I say quietly. I hear his mom say, "awe Chris. They sound so cute."
"Hi Hallie, umm I don't know what to ask- oh what job do you have or do? Are you in the music business."
Craaaaaap.
"Uhhhhh... No I'm still in school. Right now I'm one of the Merch girls for bvb" It's not technically lying, I'm still in highschool. "Dad! What type of question was that? Shouldn't it be like where are you from or how old- umm how are you?" Andy exclaims. He looks over at me and whispers, "should we wait to tell them how old you are?" I nod. "Hallie, how's living on a bus with 5 guys and Lola?"
"It's fine... I mean I yelled at cc this morning for not wearing any pants, and I'm luckily under Jake.. Ella's not coming at all to visit because I guess she's in England. Did you know Jinxx snores? And Andy will not wake up in the morning! It's hilarious!" Andy smile returns, giving my sudden burst of confidence an extra boost. "Yes he was late to school a lot... Have they pranked you yet?" Amy asks, laughing at my ability to finally speak up. "No but Lola, jake, Jon, and I pranked them. We took their straighteners and hung them from the Merch tent before they woke up. Ashley was pissed!" I giggle at the memory, "it was my idea, we got a shout out on stage from Andy too!" "I saw jake posted a picture of that on twitter! That is a good prank hallie!" Andy's dad exclaims through laughter, "I remember one year-" Andy cuts him off, "ok dad we have to go. I'll call you soon. Bye!" He hangs up and puts the phone down. "I can't wait to meet them! They seem really nice!"
Can you tell I get along better with adults?
"We have a day off in Cincinnati so we can go see them then." Andy chuckles. "Right now it's us time, we might not have it for a while.." He lets go of my hand and starts tickling my stomach. I let out a squeal, squirming around a bit. He starts tickling my armpits and under my neck. I begin laughing uncontrollably managing to choke out, "no!- Andy-- stop!" He keeps tickling me until I laugh, "the baby!" I finally feel Andy's fingers stop tickling me, he is smiling at me. I ended up squirming enough that I'm laying sideways over the chair with my legs over an arm. I reach up to Andy's face, pretending to kiss his cheek but actually licking his face. "I like your tongue." Andy jokes, sticking his tongue out at me. I sit up and stick mine out too. Andy grabs his phone and opens up the camera, taking a picture of our tongues sticking out. He touches his tongue to mine and takes another selfie. I giggle as he goes on Instagram and puts the photo up. He captions:
@andybvb: We were just talking... How did this happen? @halliesamuels =P
He looks at me for an ok before posting it. "No, do you want your whole band to freak out? For all your fans to be asking why we were touching our tongues together? Why you're doing that if you and Lola are dating? Also I'm sitting on your lap, isn't that weird as well?" I tell him. "But it's cute and I want to! We can say that we looked at each other at the same time and this was an accident?" He pouts his bottom lip slightly. "Post the other picture first as the caption, 'attempt 2.' Then do that." I sigh. He nods, changing the picture to the one of us just sticking our tongues out at the camera.
@andybvb: attempt #2.. Our conversations get very off topic.
He posts the picture before quickly going to the other one and writing:
@andybvb: attempt #1 we looked at each other at the same time.. Oops. =P @halliesamuels
After he posts the photo,Lola comments:
@lolasamuels: why'd you touch tongues with my sister? You said yourself it was gross.
Andy sighs, he looks over at me sadly. "I should just text her and tell her it's over for good. Maybe she'll get wasted tonight possibly hook up with another guy.."
"You shouldn't do that to a girl Andy." I tell him quietly. He shrugs, "I already ended it last night. We're not officially together anymore, she didn't want to be either." I think Lola and ashley would make a cute couple. I should tell him how to get her. "Go for it. I'm texting ash." I grab my phone as Andy texts Lola, showing me the text as he sends it.
Andy: Lola, I've been talking to your sister trying to sort out my feelings and some other stuff. I honestly don't think that this will work out anymore. I agree with what you said last night, we're better off friends. I'm sorry I just don't love you anymore.
I text ashley quickly, messing up my spelling a few times:
Hallie: ash, Andy broke up with Lola for good. Get her to fall for you by being there for her always and dont be a manwhore, uh it's not friendzonded but I think you need to be friends first, let her fall in love with you. Make her realize how committed you will be, how much you care. I bet she will by the end of your. Oh ya. Get Ice cream And have a sad movie and ice cream night in the back room with her to night, you may get to cuddle.
Ashley: thanks! I will. And you never answered me about earlier.
Hallie: you'll find out anyways, don't tell Andy I told you but yes, I am pregnant. Andy is the father, obviously. We are going to keep the baby and raise it together, he and I are dating now officially since well Dawson is at the same hotel with another girl and if we are having a kid we want to be in a relationship. Don't tell anyone!
Ashley: you two are fucked. I'm sorry to tell you that. Bye Lola's crying. I'm going to get that ice cream.
Andy puts his phone on my stomach, the cold metal back feels odd against my skin. "I'm putting it on twitter that Lola and I broke up." He says quietly before picking up his phone again, he types on a notes page, taking a screen shot:
BVBarmy,
Before rumors can start, I want to tell you all that Lola and I are no longer dating. We broke up within the last day for no large reason, I simply don't have feelings for her anymore. This time I'm actually telling you the cause because of rumors that circulated when juliet and I broke up. Lola and I are on good terms and so there is no reason for anyone to even think about sending her hate. I may have some more news about my personal life soon... I love you army!
<3 Andy Biersack
Andy posts the picture on twitter with the caption, @andybvb: info on my personal life if you want: I giggle, "the fangirls are going to be all over you even more tomorrow." "At least I have you to look forward to, I hope you know that I wouldn't ever consider being with them." He places his lips on my forehead, "cheating was a one time thing." "Twisted relationships seem to run in my family..." I sigh. Andy lights up with an idea, his eyes lock with mine. Suddenly, Andy is lifting me up and laying me on the bed. "Wait here. I'm doing something quickly." Andy pecks my lips before rushing to the bathroom. I am about to sit up when Andy runs back out, "oh no you don't."
"Andy we don't have pajamas. I'm not sleeping naked with you." I realize. He just smugly says, "don't say that yet babe. You never know?"
"I'm not having sex with you tonight." I tell him bluntly and sit up. Andy rushes back to the bathroom, then back out to where I am in less than a minute. "Wait- before what we're doing do you think we can take a picture of your belly every day for the whole time?" He asks excitedly. That's actually a really cute idea, make a collage of each day once the kid is born. "Yes! That would be adorable!" I jump up in excitement. Andy is standing on the floor next to the bed that I'm standing on. I wrap my arms around his neck and jump into his grasp, latch my feet behind his back, pulling him in to a passionate kiss. Andy stumbles a step but catches his balance, he supports me by my thighs. "I love you hallie."
"I love you too Andy." I whisper as we pull away. I rest my head against his chest for a moment before he says quietly, "hallie, we have to take the picture and my surprise is not going to last forever so.." I hop down and let go. We find the plain wall with nothing in the background, I stand sideways. "Do you want me to just lift my shirt up or have just my bra on?" I ask. He thinks for a second before whispering,
"both."
I bunch my tight tank top up to my bra line, standing next to the wall with my hands at my sides so you can see the not there baby bump. "I don't have a baby bump Andy!" I mumble before reaching to take off my tank top. He walks over to where I am and pulls the shirt off of my head, placing his hands on my stomach. I feel a smile spread across my face as Andy takes the picture, then puts his phone down. He laces our hands together, leading me to the bathroom where a full bubble bath is waiting! Andy whispers, "surprise!"
"Oh my god..." I whisper, amazed at what he did. It's actually something romantic! "Yes, warm and relaxing bubble filled bath for two." Andy takes a small step closer to me, he places his hands on my stomach lightly, "and I think there's room for one more." A small smile forms on his lips. "I love you." "
I love you too.." I manage to whisper, I can't believe that he actually is being like this. It's a whole other side to Andy that I have never seen before, one that I hope to see more often. Andy pulls off his own shirt, reaching for my belt buckle. I let him undress me because why the hell not. Andy helps me into the bath tub before getting in himself, he pulls me closer to him, letting me lay my head on his shoulder. I close my eyes and notice that Andy is playing relaxing music in the background. He places a hand on my belly gently. I have a feeling that I'm going to have his hand there a lot for the next 9 months, well 8 ish. I know that we won't be able to not tell at least bvb any longer. "Babe, we should take a picture of our feet poking out of the bubbles. It will be cute." He suggests quietly. I nod slightly, enjoying the relaxing atmosphere with Andy. I hear the camera a click twice, then a pause, two more clicks. "Hallie, you have to see these." He whispers. Andy has a lifeproof case so that's why he has it in here. I open my eyes to see a picture of our feet poking out from a mountain of bubbles, then a selfie Andy took of me leaning on his shoulder, bubbles up to just where they need to be to cover my chest. His eyes are closed, his face as equally relaxed as my own. I have to admit that I'm beginning to love Andy's philosophy of pictures make the memory last longer. "When we tell the world that is going on Instagram." I say, my voice slow and relaxed. "Definitely." He whispers and pecks my cheek. He puts down his phone behind us and takes a deep breath, l know he's closing his eyes to enjoy the relaxing moment. I think we lay here, thinking, relaxing, just enjoying each others company for another half an hour before deciding to get out. Andy helps me out of the tub, his eyes roaming up and down my body as he hands me a towel to dry off with. I grab my clothes off the floor to put on when suddenly Andy pulls me close to him. He presses our bodies right up against each other, leaving a feather light kiss on my lips. "I thought we were going to give the baby a rolled coaster?" He asks, smirking. "Oh so is that the only reason you made us a bath, so you could get laid?"
"No. I made it so we could enjoy each others company." He smiles and plants a soft kiss on my lips, then brushing them on my neck.
Great, Now I want him.
He's very good at seducing me.
And I'm easy to seduce...
"You've earned it andy." I giggle. Andy leaves a light kiss on my lips before smirking, "buckle up little guy. We're going for a bumpy ride."
Lola's POV:
Andy: Lola, I've been talking to your sister trying to sort out my feelings and some other stuff. I honestly don't think that this will work out anymore. I agree with what you said last night, we're better off friends. I'm sorry I just don't love you anymore.
Andy ended it, for real. Through text! That's the worst way to end a relationship- besides running out on your wedding but that's a different matter... Let's rewind to before this though, back to noon today when Andy was supposed to go to the beach with me. But that all changed, because hallie and Andy were planning a 'surprise'. Yes a 'surprise', I can tell there is something not right about how they act around each other. Andy rushes off the bus behind her as ashley gasps in the bathroom. "What's wrong ash?" I ask, hurrying to the bathroom where ashley is staring at the trash can. "Ummm. Nothing, just thought I saw something..." He stumbles over his words, very unlike him. "Not a problem."
"Oh. Ok." I sit on the bus for around 2 hours more, CC and Jinxx are meeting their girlfriends because both Sammi and Lauren are staying with us through the rest of the California dates. Jake is hiding in his bunk, skyping Ella, texting Ella, talking about Ella, tweeting about Ella. He really misses her, they love each other a ton. I've been in my bunk on Instagram, twitter or reading for most of the two hours. Ashley is here somewhere too. I don't know though. "Hey Lola, have you seem ashley? The guys want us to meet them all somewhere for a late lunch." Ashley opens the curtain to my bunk, finally reappearing. "I'm right here jake! Come on Lola lets go.."
"I don't feel like it Ash. I know Andy ditched me today for hallie. God that sounds like high school." I groan and shut my curtain. "Why would he do that?" He asks and climbs into the bunk with me. I know he won't leave so I don't object. "Because he's been with her more than he has with me since he kissed her. I don't get it ashley... It's like he wants her or something." I roll over and bury my head into my pillow. "Hey, why should you worry about her," Ashley starts rubbing my back with his hand, just being friendly of course, "First of all she's 15; second, you are way prettier, smarter, funnier, more exciting, more mature for sure, probably a much better kisser, the best I've ever had the privilege of kissing, I've never kissed her so u wouldn't know, but anyways... you light up a room with a smile Lola, your eyes are much brighter than hers, you know how to be flirtatious, you can make a guy drop dead from looking at you if you wanted, there are so many things that you have over her. Things Andy should love. If he can't see it then he's not the right guy for you."
As soon as he finishes, as if on cue, my phone buzzes:
Hallie: Lola, umm Andy is having some issues trying to sort out his emotions and stuff. He kinda wants to talk to me about it, it will take a while so I don't know if he will be able to do the surprise thing.. Sorry from both of us..
I groan after reading the text. Ashley sighs, "do you want to go to the beach still? I'll take you?" I shake my head into the pillow. He chuckles, "you have to leave the bus, lets at least go get lunch ok?" My only response is a long groan. Ashley says, "ok, you asked for it." He grabs my legs and pulls them out of the bunk, then somehow manages to get me over his shoulder. Ashley walks off of the bus, getting some weird looks from other crew members and bands. He keeps walking until we are on a side walk where he puts me down. I glare at him, only half mad. "Come on. Lets go get some lunch." He grabs my hand and pulls me to a Mexican restaurant that is on the corner. I continue groaning until we reach the front door. He turns to me and says, "Sammi and Lauren are in there. You haven't seen Lauren in months and Sammi in weeks. I recommend that you don't whine anymore because I don't think they will appreciate it." I sigh and follow him in the restaurant to a booth where jake is sitting oddly on the outside. He lights up when he sees ashley and I. "Hey guys! Finally no more kissing and stuff!" He exclaims and lets us slide in beside him. "Lola! It's been too long!" Lauren exclaims from beside cc. I nod, "ya I know!"
"So guys I have some news, I'm going to wait until Andy and Hallie get here though." Sammi says nervously. "They aren't coming." I sigh, "Andy is talking to hallie about something. He-"
Ashley finishes for me, thankfully, "Andy has been acting weird lately and he's talking to hallie about a bunch of stuff.. They texted her." Sammi nods, "I guess I'll just tell you guys then! Well, I'm pregnant!"
Oh my god!
"Congratulations guys! Have you been trying for a while?" Jinxx's face is hilarious. I guess she didn't tell him beforehand.. "Ya we have but it finally happened! I'm 6 weeks along." She stands up and shows us the slightest bit of a baby bump forming. "That amazing Sammi!" Lauren says, "you guys would have a great kid."
"Thanks guys!"
"Ya, and I think that you guys would actually too," Lauren points between ashley and me. I roll my eyes at her joke. She giggles. I can see Ashley's smirk out of the corner of my eye... After a great lunch where cc and Lauren ordered the spiciest thing on the menu and were begging for more and more water, ashley, jake and I went back to the bus. The two couples went to the beach to watch the sun set. Once I'm back in my cave, I check Instagram. I notice Andy has two new pictures of him and hallie... The first one they are sticking their tongues out. He captioned it:
@andybvb: attempt#2
The second their tongues are still sticking out but they are looking up at each other, their tongues touching. This isn't ok.
@lolasamuels: why'd you touch tongues with my sister? You said yourself it was gross.
He doesn't respond.
Instead 10 minutes later I get a text:
Andy: Lola, I've been talking to your sister trying to sort out my feelings and some other stuff. I honestly don't think that this will work out anymore. I agree with what you said last night, we're better off friends. I'm sorry I just don't love you anymore.
He can't do this. Why is Andy doing this to me! Why is he leaving me like this! "Lola? Is everything ok?" Ashley asks, rushing to my bunk. He opens the curtain to reveal my tear covered face, all red from crying. "Hey, Lola. It's ok." He cooes and pulls me into a hug, "shhhh... It's alright... Come on Lola, shh... He's not worth crying over." I am able to calm down enough to talk, "ashley, he's actually ending it." I croak. He whispers, "you want to go watch chick flicks and eat ice cream out of the tub? I think Jinxx will give us his stash of Ben and Jerry's." I nod, whimpering an agreement before following him to the back room, he comes back with a tub of icecream, two spoons, and the notebook. Just what I need. I sit snuggled close to ashley through the movie, he only cried once somehow.
I guess I ended up falling asleep on him because in the morning I'm still laying on his chest, he is sound asleep with his arm wrapped around me. I have to go in 20 minutes! I scramble out of bed, waking ashley up in the process. I quickly change into a bvb shirt with the star on it, a pair of jean shorts, and a thin black belt. I throw my hair in a pony tail, doing minimal makeup.
Right as I'm about to leave Sammi yells from the bathroom, "Lola!"
"Ya! Sammi I have to go!" I yell back.
She runs to where I am in the bus holding three weird things, oh pregnancy tests!
"Lola are you pregnant?" She asks quietly.
"Fuck No!"
"Are these yours?" I shake my head again, "I've never taken a pregnancy test in my life. I'm on a pill and Andy's always worn a condom."
"Well of you aren't pregnant then who is?" By this time the rest of the band members and Lauren had come to the front. "It's not me." Lauren says quietly. Cc lets out a sigh of relief. "Good, we're definitely not ready for a kid."
"unless one of us is pregnant which I don't think is possible.." Jake says slowly, "the only person that it could possibly be is-"
The front door closes, Hallie and Andy walk in quietly.
"I am."
How could Andy do this? I'm supposed to go to that doctor to see if I really am pregnant today! I can't just leave the bus without anyone to go. And Andy said that he was going to be a responsible father if I was pregnant! Maybe I should just get an abortion if I am because clearly he isn't going to care about me and the possible baby. I need to make sure I'm not pregnant before we leave today and my appointment is in an hour! I text Andy:
Hallie: you can't go to the beach today!
Andy: why not? I have to get Lola back and she's only giving me today to do it.
Hallie: do you realize where I have to be in an hour! I'm not going alone and I don't really think you would want anyone else to take me! Maybe ashley would be nice and go.
Andy: what are you talking about?
Hallie: I have a doctors appointment in an hour that we scheduled together to see whether or not I'm pregnant. And I think that the father of the possible child would like to be there to know.
Andy: shit! I forgot! I'm sorry. I have to get Lola back though... Hallie: you know what I said about keeping the baby. I don't think I will if I am pregnant.
Andy: what? But I thought you wanted to?
Hallie: I do. But I don't think I can handle being a single teenage mom with the father who promised to help with the kid be not there. Neither of us are ready for a child Andy. We both know that.
Andy: I'll come. I'm sorry. I don't want to seem irresponsible it's just I don't know how to get out of spending the day with Lola and go with you.
Hallie: that's your own problem.
Andy: I have an idea. I'll tell her your going to help me with a surprise later tonight. So we go for however long it takes, then rush to a grocery store and buy food to make. I could make her dinner.
Hallie: going to get food doesn't take 2 hours.
Andy: it can because I need to take a cooking class;)
Hallie: ok. Fine. Go tell the guys what your 'doing' so they don't question you. They can back you up with Lola. Then tell Lola you have to get the surprise ready ok?
Andy: ok!
"Hey Lola. I have to delay going to the beach." Andy yells from the front of the bus. I hear her rush out of the bathroom, "why?" "I have a surprise for you later but I have to go now to get it ready. I'll be back in a few hours." "Oh. Ok!" Lola kisses him out of excitement. I climb out of the bunk, I'm already dressed so I just walk past Andy and out the bus. "Hallie! Where are you going?" Lola yells from inside the bus. "I'm helping Andy with the surprise!" I yell back. Andy gets off a second later, not before I get a text from ashley.
Ashley: those were your pregnancy tests weren't they! Andy got you pregnant!
I gasp. Andy sees my shocked face as he walks outside. "What's wrong?" I hand him my phone with a shaky hand, his eyes bulge as he reads the bassist's text. "Oh shit." I check the time, we have 20 minutes to get there. "Andy, we need to go. Can you call a cab?" He shakes out of his trance, dials the number. The can ride takes about ten minutes so we are 10 minutes early to the doctors. When we get in the doors I see about 10 couples and a few single moms with ages ranging from what looks like 17 to late 30's. Great, I'm the youngest one here. It doesn't help that Andy is holding my hand and he is 22. We walk up to the counter where a lady with red hair pulled back into a tight ponytail, wearing scrubs with kittens on it is sitting. "Hi how can I help you?" She asks, looking down at the paper she was writing on, not actually paying attention. "Umm I have an appointment here at 1." I say nervously. Andy rubs his thumb in circles on my hand, trying to reassure me that everything will be fine. "What's the name?" "Hallie Samuels." Only after looking for my apointment in the computer does she look up at me. Her eyes widen slightly but she remains with the bored look on her face. "You need to fill these forms out, you can take a seat while you're waiting." She grabs a clipboard from the desk with a bunch of medical forms on it. I forgot about insurance and stuff! My parents will kill me when they see this on the bill! "Thank you." I sit down with Andy a seat away from a girl who looks about 17, she is alone. "You know you're lucky that he came with you." She says quietly. "My boyfriend ditched me as soon as I told him." "Oh, I'm sorry. Uh?" I look over at her, she lets small smile show, "it's Katie." "I'm hallie." She nods and turns back to her phone. She looks familiar.. I don't know where I've seen her before though. I start filling out the forms, putting in my name, date of birth, contact information, and a lot of other stuff. "Andy, what do I do about health insurance?" I ask. He sighs, "do you have yours with you?" "Ya but my parents?" "They'll find out eventually anyways..." I can just imagine what my mom will do to me when I get home. Especially if I'm not pregnant. If I am maybe she would have some sympathy, just a tiny amount. I write down the insurance information, knowing that when they get the bill at the end of the month I'm dead. "Andy, I just wish everything was normal." I sigh and lean back in the chair. A woman with a pregnant belly comes out, she looks around 23... I see her glance at Andy, then look at me. "Normals not fun though is it?" Andy jokes, I look over at him with my worried face. He has a small smile appearing on his lips, "If everything was normal then neither of us would even be who we are." He places a hand on my stomach, leaning close to whisper in my ear, "if everything was normal we wouldn't have had those two amazing nights together." He pulls away for a second, pecks my cheek, then whispers in my ear again, "You are going to look so cute with a pregnant belly in a few short months." I giggle, his amazing eyes lock mine as he whispers, "I love you." "Hallie Samuels?" A nurse calls from the doorway which leads to the doctors offices. Katie tells me quietly before I leave, "I hope you guys get what results your hoping for. You two would make a cute baby." I silently thank her and follow the nurse back to the room. She sits down on a chair and motions for Andy and I to sit in two which are across from her. "If you don't mind, I have to ask you two a few questions before the doctor comes." I nod, "go right ahead." Andy's hand is still in mine, it feels so right, like we are meant to be together. "Ok, so do you have an estimate on when the child was conceived?" I bite my lip, trying to remember the dates. Andy remembers before I do, "Either June 3rd or June 10th, most likely the tenth." "Thank you. Also have you taken any store bought pregnancy tests?" I nod, "three. Two were positive, one was not." She scribbles it down, "Hallie, have you missed a period recently?" Oh shit.. I completely forgot that I didn't have my period this month, this makes it even more likely. "I didn't have one so far in June. I'm not completely regular yet but most likely I did." The nurse writes that down. "How old are you miss?" I nervously tell her, "I'm 15." "And you sir I have a few questions for you too." "Ok." Andy nods. "What is your name?" "my full name or?" She interrupts him, "Full name please." "Andrew Dennis Biersack." She writes it down before asking the next question. "Did the way you had intercourse make it possible for a child to be conceived?" "What do you mean?" Andy asks slyly. She bites her lip, "This is important. I know it's an odd question but, were the positions you used during intercourse make it possible that you could get her pregnant?" He looks down at the ground, guiltily, "yes." I need to talk to him about that later. "How old are you Andrew?" "Umm." He looks over at me, "I'm 22." She writes it down, then looks in between us. Giving him a weird look she asks, "are you sure this is correct?" "Yes. I am 22. She is 15. We know." He snaps, I squeeze his hand reassuringly, "I'm sorry. It's just that this is a doctors office and we would like to not be judged." She nods, "I wasn't judging you. Trust me I've seen larger age gaps. And younger parents as well." "Really?" "It's all confidential but yes. So I'm sorry Andrew and Hallie. Doctor Shoemaker will be in here in a few minutes." She walks out, letting us have privacy for the time being. "You used sex positions that could get me pregnant!" I hiss, "did you want this to happen or something!" Andy sighs, shakes his head, "I didn't know then, I just did what I knew we would enjoy. What would be most comfortable. I'm sorry." "Seriously? How do you know now then?" He pulls out his phone and clicks on search history. He looked up a lot about how I could have gotten pregnant yesterday and the day before. I guess I was wrong about him being irresponsible, maybe I am. I'm the one that could be pregnant. I should be looking this up, not him! "Andy, do you know how bad my parents are going to hate you? Lola too. There's a lot of bad things going on with my family right now, I feel like this is just adding to the stress and issues." I lay my head on his shoulder. "What do you mean?" "My parents are getting divorced, my dad cheated on my mom. Eli is fighting for half custody of zoey because she wants her to have a dad. She just got engaged to Lola's ex Erik, who she has been dating for over two years. Then there's issues with the boarding school I was going to.. And now this." I blurt, I never realized how messed up my family is. And Lola, who was always seen as the rebellious bad child of the family, had the least to do with it all. "At least you won't be in the household anymore." He says reassuringly, "and we have a while off before we have another tour anyways because we get time off before going back to our new record." "What do you mean Andy?" I ask quietly. "We're moving in together right? I mean you'll move in with me. That way we can raise the child together." Andy leans down and whispers in my ear, "and I looked up whether or not you can have sex during pregnancy. We can." I'm moving in with Andy? I'm going to be sharing a bed with him every night? We're living together in the same apartment! I'm not going to have a responsible parent available when I need one- I have to be it. I'm going to have to grow up quickly. "Ok. But Andy I don't know if I want to. I want my next time to be when I'm ready." I mumble, even if I'm living with him I'm still only 15. Even though I'm probably pregnant with his kid I still want to wait. Before Andy can respond, the door opens and a tall woman wearing a dr.'s coat comes in and sits across from us. "Hello, I'm dr. Shoemaker." She reaches to shake first Andy's hand, then mine. "Hallie, I'm going to ask you to sit up here." She motions to a chair, I've seen this in friends, it's for an ultra sound. Already? I do as she says, sitting in the chair. Andy comes over and stands beside me, holding onto one of my hands. "Since you might be 4 or 5 weeks along I'm just going to go ahead and do an ultrasound, it may be a bit early but I think it will work." She brings over a machine and a monitor where we will be able to see inside of me. She lifts up my shirt to where it needs to be and squeezes the gel on my stomach. The gel feels cold and makes me get chills. "Andrew would you like to spread the gel since you are the father?" She after hooking up the machine. Andy bites his lip nervously, "Umm... I don't want to mess it up." "You won't, just spread it around on Hallie's stomach like it was sunblock or something." She reassures him. Andy looks between my face and my stomach before nervously placing his hand on my stomach to spread the gel. I instantly get chills up and down my arms, goosebumps showing up. Andy chuckles, "I do that to you babe?" I roll my eyes, "no the gel is cold! Dumb-" oh right. This is a doctors office, "sorry." She smiles politely while finishing everything up. Andy wipes his hand off before returning almost immediately to my side. She puts the machine that does something so that the picture appears on the monitor. Dr. Shoemaker moves it around for a while before lighting up in a smile, "there it is. Congratulations miss Samuels and mr. Biersack! You're pregnant!" She points to an almost too small to see dot. "That's all it is?" I ask, "a small dot?" Is it obvious that I should have paid more attention in health class? She laughs, "yes! But that's your baby!" Andy is watching the screen, he hasn't said anything. "I'll give you two some time alone. Do you want me to print out the pictures?" "Sure." I say, distracted by Andy's silence. The door clicks shut. Andy finally says in shock, "that's our baby hallie. I'm going to be a dad!" I place a hand on his shoulder, "is that going to be ok?" He turns back to me with a smile so wide I can't even imagine how happy he is. "Yes! Hallie I'm going to be a dad! That's our kid right there! That's going to be our adorable little boy or girl!" The smile spreads to my own face as I whisper, "ya it is." He brings the monitor closer so we can look at it. Andy brings his face close to mine. Both of us mesmerized by our child that is growing inside of me. Andy whispers, "I can't believe it. This is amazing!" "Mhmm..." "We are going to be a great family, me you and the baby. I love you hallie." "But- Andy why are you telling me that you love me if you're trying to get back together with Lola." Andy squeezes my hand, "I don't know why I even want to get back together with her hallie. We are having a child together. We should be the ones dating, I think we should tell everyone tonight.. If we wait very much longer you're going to start to show it in your stomach." "Do you know how mad your band will be?" "I don't care. Their reaction now won't be any different than if we waited." "Andy how do you know that they won't want to be around you anymore? How do we know Lola won't tell my parents and they'll ship me off to some school?" He sighs and presses his lips to mine. I am about to push him away, I still have a boyfriend, when Andy pulls away. "They aren't like that. Once they see how much we love each other, our age difference won't matter to them. Hallie, the only thing is is that we have to act like friends outside the bus." I nod, I have to break up with Dawson. It's not that big of a deal anyways. He is actually- as I found out last night, a terrible kisser with tongue. "I have the photos." Dr. Shoemaker comes back in, holding a few copies of what we saw on the screen. She unhooks everything and takes the gel off my stomach. "If I understand correctly you are touring for the next month and a half correct?" Andy answers for me, "yes but I think we will come here once we end tour. We live in LA which is only 45 minutes from here." They seem nice and I don't want to have to go through the possible age difference crap. I'm alright with it. "So we can postpone any appointments until you get back then. You can call me with any questions or concerns." "Umm when am I due?" I ask shyly. "March 10th 2014. Be ready about two weeks earlier for your water to break though. It's just an estimate." She hands us the pictures before leading us out to the waiting room. The payment goes smoothly though, medical insurance had no problems either. "Andy do you still want to cook or would you rather get Thai food or something and eat in?" I ask as we walk out of the building. Andy takes my hand in his, "I think that we should get a hotel for the day and until the morning because no one is going to be at bus call at 3. They'll be too drunk and in some club with some girl, I'm not talking about bvb, to care." "Lola will kill you." "Lola will kill me anyways, I want to spend the day with you hallie, not her. I just don't know how to tell her that right now." "Do you want me to? I have an idea." I ask while pulling out my phone. I type a text to Lola, showing Andy after to get permission to send it.
Hallie: Lola, umm Andy is having some issues trying to sort out his emotions and stuff. He kinda wants to talk to me about it, it will take a while so I don't know if he will be able to do the surprise thing.. Sorry from both of us..
"ya send that." Andy mumbles. I press send, he smiles and pulls out his own. "There's a Hilton about a mile from here, I'll call a cab." Only a minute later a cab pulls up to the curb. I pay for the 5 minute ride and follow Andy out to the hotel in front of us. He lets go of my hand because at the checkout desk is Dawson and some girl, holiding hands. What the hell? As we get closer I hear him tell the lady, "wait that's the only one left?" "Yes we only have double beds or suites available. I'm sorry." "But- ugh. Ok a double bed room then." He grumbles. The girl says quietly, "it's fine baby, we can share a bed still. They're big enough." I think I'm going to have a long talk with him tomorrow. "Here's your key. Room 532 I hope you have a nice stay." Dawson and the girl are about to turn around when I tap Andy's shoulder, he bends down and lets me whisper, "If he's doing that, I guess it's ok if I kiss you." He bends down and lets me place my lips on his, I open one eye to see Dawson and the girl turn around. I shut my eyes and kiss Andy rougher. I pull away after a few long seconds, slowly, while keeping eye contact with Andy. I come off my tiptoes and turn to see Dawson with the girl, both frozen in shock. The girl is the of mice and men Merch girl. "Hey Dawson, who's this?" I ask, being overly happy. "Uh... I'm Allison. Y-you're Andy biersack." She stutters, I guess she's shocked because I'm kissing Andy and he's dating Lola. Not the same reason as Dawson is though. "Ya I am. Aren't you the of mice and men Merch girl?" He asks casually, putting an arm around my side. "Uh huh. I'm a big fan of black veil brides by the way." She finally got the shock out of her head and is talking normally. Dawson, however, is still frozen. "I'm Hallie." "Ok, Cool." She says warily and looks back to Andy, "aren't you dating Lola?" "We broke up." He says bluntly. "Tonight it's me and hallie." Andy looks down at me and pecks my lips quickly, I think we should make it seem like we're going to just have a one night type thing tonight. "Are you guys dating?" I ask, my voice all peppy and annoying. "No." She says quietly, "are you?" I shake my head, "no... But I did have a boyfriend until like 5 minutes ago." "Who?" She asks innocently. "No one I care about anymore. Anyways I'll see you later Allison." I say and walk up to the desk, expecting Andy to come too. He stays behind? Alison comes up behind me, tapping my shoulder, "Andy said he wanted to talk to Dawson. But you are sooo lucky!" I like her so far. "I mean you get to do it with Andy Biersack! You're their other Merch girl right?" I nod. "Ya. What about you? You get Dawson, he's hot." I giggle. She shrugs, "ya he is.. How are you not like freaking out? I would be rushing to get to the room if I were you!" "Well, I mean it's not like we won't get to it eventually. He was my first time too so we are not very like rush to go do it type thing anymore like the first time." I say as casually as possible. She gasps, "wait you've done it before! Oh my gosh! You're so lucky, usually with band guys it's a one time thing." I feel a smile growing on my face, "ya. You're right. It is usually, I'm just lucky I guess." I look over at Andy where he is angrily talking to Dawson- it's pretty funny. "He is a great guy too. I mean I love Lola and everything but they just weren't meant to be." She nods, "hey can I get your number, we should hang out sometime!" "Ya definitely! And I think you guys will have fun tonight." I hand her my phone, she hands me hers. After entering each others numbers Dawson comes back over and gives me an annoyed look. He wraps an arm around her and whispers something in her ear. She waves as they head to the elevators. "Have fun Allison!" I call over my shoulder. "You too hallie!" I walk back over to Andy as he is paying, he notices me and quickly scrambles for the room key saying a thank you before rushing to me. "Hey babe." I feel a tattooed arm wrap around my waist as Andy leads us to an elevator. "What did you say to Dawson?" I ask suspiciously. He shrugs. "Just that he's a douche for cheating on you... And that you're mine tonight and not his because of it, also I did mention that I heard he tried to go to second base with you."
"He did try but.. I don't care." We get on the next elevator, Andy pulls me a bit closer to him. "He's an awful kisser anyways. I feel bad for Alison now. She is not going to want to kiss him again." He asks completely out of curiosity, "Am I a good kisser?" "Mmmmm.... I don't know.." I joke. "On a scale of one to ten?" He begs, pouting his lip a bit. The doors open to the 6th floor, it's a nice hotel considering how many there are. As we walk down the textured wallpaper Hall way to the room I consider my possible answers. "Infinity." He raises an eyebrow, stopping at room 614. Andy puts the key in, unlocking the door to reveal a suite!
"What is this?" I ask Once inside. Andy comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist from behind. "This is a small suite. Because we are having a baby and need to celebrate!" I lean my head against his chest, looking up into his icy eyes. Andy bends down and brushes our lips together. "I think we should talk about everything, I would get some champagne but your pregnant so..." He says holding his lips above mine, "and maybe later we could..." He takes his hands and lightly places them on my stomach, underneath my shirt, "give this guy a little ride?" I close the gap between our lips for a moment before answering, "you're going to have to earn that mr." He lifts his hands off of my stomach, bringing them back to around my waist. "So we should enjoy the suite while we have it." It's basically a larger version of the hotel room with a king bed, it has a larger bathroom off to the side with a bath tub that looks like it is meant for two people... And a separate shower. Andy walks over to the chair they have next to the bed, he pulls me along with him by the hand. He sits down, whining, "sit with me." "there's not enough room!" I giggle and sit on the arm of the chair. "Eh hem. My lap!" Andy jokes, I roll my eyes and sit on his lap like he wants. He starts messing with my hair. "So why'd you want me here?" "So we can talk." "Talk about what?" He pokes my stomach, causing me to giggle, "this little bean." "What about it?" I look up at his smiling face. He asks, "do we want to know the gender when the time comes or do we want to wait?" I haven't thought about this. It doesn't matter to me either way, as long as the baby is happy and healthy. "I don't have a preference, what about you?" He pecks my cheek before saying, "I think we should just find out so that we don't have to buy stuff for both genders and end up only using which ever one we have." He does make a good point. I'm definitely going to take a home class and Econ this year. I need to know how to manage money before we have a kid. Also I should probably find some kind of income of my own, I don't want to be a stay at home mom who relies on her boyfriend for money. "Ya. But we shouldn't tell anyone that we know the gender.." I tell him quietly. "It just causes confusion." He nods. "How do we tell everyone?" "Tomorrow Afternoon, after your show or during the barbecue." I suggest, "that way there won't be tension on the stage and also Lola won't freak out at me during the day. What about your family Andy? What will they say when they find out you got your ex girlfriends sister pregnant?" "That's a good plan.. And uh.. Why don't we just tell them right now?" He asks and pulls out his phone. "They're supportive of almost everything I do so they will probably be shocked or something but will love you just like I do. Well hopefully not exactly like I do because... You know what I mean." He rambles, I just laugh and peck his lips, "sure, they're your parents."
He dials the number, putting it on speakerphone so that I can talk too.
"Hello?" A mans voice comes from the other side.
"Hey dad." Andy says loudly.
"Andy! It's been so long since you've called us! Let me get your mom." Through the phone comes a muffled, 'Amy! Andy called!' Then some clattering. "Ok you're on speakerphone."
"Hi mom! I miss you guys!" Andy's lips curl into a smile as his parents start talking about their lives and how everything's been in Cincinnati. Andy pauses their conversation, "Mom, dad, so you know how Lola and I got back together?"
"Yes, I'm so happy for you guys! How are things going?" His mom asks.
"We broke up. I don't really feel the same way about her anymore..." Andy looks over at me, smiling as he places his lips on my forehead. "Oh, that's too bad.. She seemed nice." His dad says quietly. Andy happily says, "But there's a bigger reason of why I called you guys.. Um.. My uh.." He pauses and whispers in my ear, "hallie will you please be my girlfriend now? I love you." I whisper in his own ear, "of course! I love you too!" His smile widens as he continues the conversation with his parents, "My girlfriend, her name is hallie.. Well, I don't think there's any other way to say this- I'm just going to put it out there- Please don't be mad... I got her pregnant." He bites his lip nervously, awaiting their reaction. I lean over and place my lips on his lightly for a second before pulling away. I rest my head on his shoulder, letting him put his free hand on my stomach where a baby bump will begin to form soon.
"Andy... Are you sure?" His mom asks nervously. "Yes, we went to the doctor today and she got an ultrasound. I can send you the pictures we got from them if you want?"
"Did you use protection?" His dad asks, not answering his question.
"Yes and no..." Andy's smile is fading fast.
"You know I warned you about that. And how long have you been together anyways. You were with Lola until today correct?"
"Dad, I cheated on Lola. She still doesn't know this yet. I've been with hallie for a little longer than a month.." I hear two gasps come through the phone as he says this. The small smile that was playing on his lips fell away at their shocked. "Mom, I know you'd understand. I love hallie with all my heart. I can't imagine living without her now. She is amazing, I don't even have the words to describe how much she means to me, how much I love about her. I know you would love her." Andy looks at me saying a silent, 'I love you.' I place my hand over his that is resting on my stomach, he laces our fingers together.
"Are you keeping the baby?"
"Yes. Don't worry. She's not getting an abortion. We are going to raise the child together, she's going to move in with me as soon as we get back from warped tour. We've talked about what's going to happen in the near future a lot..."
"Well congratulations Andy. When can we meet her?" Amy finally says genuinely.
"She's right here if you want to talk to her, you've been on speakerphone the whole time." He chuckles and kisses my cheek. "I love you."
"I love you too Andy." I say quietly. I hear his mom say, "awe Chris. They sound so cute."
"Hi Hallie, umm I don't know what to ask- oh what job do you have or do? Are you in the music business."
Craaaaaap.
"Uhhhhh... No I'm still in school. Right now I'm one of the Merch girls for bvb" It's not technically lying, I'm still in highschool. "Dad! What type of question was that? Shouldn't it be like where are you from or how old- umm how are you?" Andy exclaims. He looks over at me and whispers, "should we wait to tell them how old you are?" I nod. "Hallie, how's living on a bus with 5 guys and Lola?"
"It's fine... I mean I yelled at cc this morning for not wearing any pants, and I'm luckily under Jake.. Ella's not coming at all to visit because I guess she's in England. Did you know Jinxx snores? And Andy will not wake up in the morning! It's hilarious!" Andy smile returns, giving my sudden burst of confidence an extra boost. "Yes he was late to school a lot... Have they pranked you yet?" Amy asks, laughing at my ability to finally speak up. "No but Lola, jake, Jon, and I pranked them. We took their straighteners and hung them from the Merch tent before they woke up. Ashley was pissed!" I giggle at the memory, "it was my idea, we got a shout out on stage from Andy too!" "I saw jake posted a picture of that on twitter! That is a good prank hallie!" Andy's dad exclaims through laughter, "I remember one year-" Andy cuts him off, "ok dad we have to go. I'll call you soon. Bye!" He hangs up and puts the phone down. "I can't wait to meet them! They seem really nice!"
Can you tell I get along better with adults?
"We have a day off in Cincinnati so we can go see them then." Andy chuckles. "Right now it's us time, we might not have it for a while.." He lets go of my hand and starts tickling my stomach. I let out a squeal, squirming around a bit. He starts tickling my armpits and under my neck. I begin laughing uncontrollably managing to choke out, "no!- Andy-- stop!" He keeps tickling me until I laugh, "the baby!" I finally feel Andy's fingers stop tickling me, he is smiling at me. I ended up squirming enough that I'm laying sideways over the chair with my legs over an arm. I reach up to Andy's face, pretending to kiss his cheek but actually licking his face. "I like your tongue." Andy jokes, sticking his tongue out at me. I sit up and stick mine out too. Andy grabs his phone and opens up the camera, taking a picture of our tongues sticking out. He touches his tongue to mine and takes another selfie. I giggle as he goes on Instagram and puts the photo up. He captions:
@andybvb: We were just talking... How did this happen? @halliesamuels =P
He looks at me for an ok before posting it. "No, do you want your whole band to freak out? For all your fans to be asking why we were touching our tongues together? Why you're doing that if you and Lola are dating? Also I'm sitting on your lap, isn't that weird as well?" I tell him. "But it's cute and I want to! We can say that we looked at each other at the same time and this was an accident?" He pouts his bottom lip slightly. "Post the other picture first as the caption, 'attempt 2.' Then do that." I sigh. He nods, changing the picture to the one of us just sticking our tongues out at the camera.
@andybvb: attempt #2.. Our conversations get very off topic.
He posts the picture before quickly going to the other one and writing:
@andybvb: attempt #1 we looked at each other at the same time.. Oops. =P @halliesamuels
After he posts the photo,Lola comments:
@lolasamuels: why'd you touch tongues with my sister? You said yourself it was gross.
Andy sighs, he looks over at me sadly. "I should just text her and tell her it's over for good. Maybe she'll get wasted tonight possibly hook up with another guy.."
"You shouldn't do that to a girl Andy." I tell him quietly. He shrugs, "I already ended it last night. We're not officially together anymore, she didn't want to be either." I think Lola and ashley would make a cute couple. I should tell him how to get her. "Go for it. I'm texting ash." I grab my phone as Andy texts Lola, showing me the text as he sends it.
Andy: Lola, I've been talking to your sister trying to sort out my feelings and some other stuff. I honestly don't think that this will work out anymore. I agree with what you said last night, we're better off friends. I'm sorry I just don't love you anymore.
I text ashley quickly, messing up my spelling a few times:
Hallie: ash, Andy broke up with Lola for good. Get her to fall for you by being there for her always and dont be a manwhore, uh it's not friendzonded but I think you need to be friends first, let her fall in love with you. Make her realize how committed you will be, how much you care. I bet she will by the end of your. Oh ya. Get Ice cream And have a sad movie and ice cream night in the back room with her to night, you may get to cuddle.
Ashley: thanks! I will. And you never answered me about earlier.
Hallie: you'll find out anyways, don't tell Andy I told you but yes, I am pregnant. Andy is the father, obviously. We are going to keep the baby and raise it together, he and I are dating now officially since well Dawson is at the same hotel with another girl and if we are having a kid we want to be in a relationship. Don't tell anyone!
Ashley: you two are fucked. I'm sorry to tell you that. Bye Lola's crying. I'm going to get that ice cream.
Andy puts his phone on my stomach, the cold metal back feels odd against my skin. "I'm putting it on twitter that Lola and I broke up." He says quietly before picking up his phone again, he types on a notes page, taking a screen shot:
BVBarmy,
Before rumors can start, I want to tell you all that Lola and I are no longer dating. We broke up within the last day for no large reason, I simply don't have feelings for her anymore. This time I'm actually telling you the cause because of rumors that circulated when juliet and I broke up. Lola and I are on good terms and so there is no reason for anyone to even think about sending her hate. I may have some more news about my personal life soon... I love you army!
<3 Andy Biersack
Andy posts the picture on twitter with the caption, @andybvb: info on my personal life if you want: I giggle, "the fangirls are going to be all over you even more tomorrow." "At least I have you to look forward to, I hope you know that I wouldn't ever consider being with them." He places his lips on my forehead, "cheating was a one time thing." "Twisted relationships seem to run in my family..." I sigh. Andy lights up with an idea, his eyes lock with mine. Suddenly, Andy is lifting me up and laying me on the bed. "Wait here. I'm doing something quickly." Andy pecks my lips before rushing to the bathroom. I am about to sit up when Andy runs back out, "oh no you don't."
"Andy we don't have pajamas. I'm not sleeping naked with you." I realize. He just smugly says, "don't say that yet babe. You never know?"
"I'm not having sex with you tonight." I tell him bluntly and sit up. Andy rushes back to the bathroom, then back out to where I am in less than a minute. "Wait- before what we're doing do you think we can take a picture of your belly every day for the whole time?" He asks excitedly. That's actually a really cute idea, make a collage of each day once the kid is born. "Yes! That would be adorable!" I jump up in excitement. Andy is standing on the floor next to the bed that I'm standing on. I wrap my arms around his neck and jump into his grasp, latch my feet behind his back, pulling him in to a passionate kiss. Andy stumbles a step but catches his balance, he supports me by my thighs. "I love you hallie."
"I love you too Andy." I whisper as we pull away. I rest my head against his chest for a moment before he says quietly, "hallie, we have to take the picture and my surprise is not going to last forever so.." I hop down and let go. We find the plain wall with nothing in the background, I stand sideways. "Do you want me to just lift my shirt up or have just my bra on?" I ask. He thinks for a second before whispering,
"both."
I bunch my tight tank top up to my bra line, standing next to the wall with my hands at my sides so you can see the not there baby bump. "I don't have a baby bump Andy!" I mumble before reaching to take off my tank top. He walks over to where I am and pulls the shirt off of my head, placing his hands on my stomach. I feel a smile spread across my face as Andy takes the picture, then puts his phone down. He laces our hands together, leading me to the bathroom where a full bubble bath is waiting! Andy whispers, "surprise!"
"Oh my god..." I whisper, amazed at what he did. It's actually something romantic! "Yes, warm and relaxing bubble filled bath for two." Andy takes a small step closer to me, he places his hands on my stomach lightly, "and I think there's room for one more." A small smile forms on his lips. "I love you." "
I love you too.." I manage to whisper, I can't believe that he actually is being like this. It's a whole other side to Andy that I have never seen before, one that I hope to see more often. Andy pulls off his own shirt, reaching for my belt buckle. I let him undress me because why the hell not. Andy helps me into the bath tub before getting in himself, he pulls me closer to him, letting me lay my head on his shoulder. I close my eyes and notice that Andy is playing relaxing music in the background. He places a hand on my belly gently. I have a feeling that I'm going to have his hand there a lot for the next 9 months, well 8 ish. I know that we won't be able to not tell at least bvb any longer. "Babe, we should take a picture of our feet poking out of the bubbles. It will be cute." He suggests quietly. I nod slightly, enjoying the relaxing atmosphere with Andy. I hear the camera a click twice, then a pause, two more clicks. "Hallie, you have to see these." He whispers. Andy has a lifeproof case so that's why he has it in here. I open my eyes to see a picture of our feet poking out from a mountain of bubbles, then a selfie Andy took of me leaning on his shoulder, bubbles up to just where they need to be to cover my chest. His eyes are closed, his face as equally relaxed as my own. I have to admit that I'm beginning to love Andy's philosophy of pictures make the memory last longer. "When we tell the world that is going on Instagram." I say, my voice slow and relaxed. "Definitely." He whispers and pecks my cheek. He puts down his phone behind us and takes a deep breath, l know he's closing his eyes to enjoy the relaxing moment. I think we lay here, thinking, relaxing, just enjoying each others company for another half an hour before deciding to get out. Andy helps me out of the tub, his eyes roaming up and down my body as he hands me a towel to dry off with. I grab my clothes off the floor to put on when suddenly Andy pulls me close to him. He presses our bodies right up against each other, leaving a feather light kiss on my lips. "I thought we were going to give the baby a rolled coaster?" He asks, smirking. "Oh so is that the only reason you made us a bath, so you could get laid?"
"No. I made it so we could enjoy each others company." He smiles and plants a soft kiss on my lips, then brushing them on my neck.
Great, Now I want him.
He's very good at seducing me.
And I'm easy to seduce...
"You've earned it andy." I giggle. Andy leaves a light kiss on my lips before smirking, "buckle up little guy. We're going for a bumpy ride."
Lola's POV:
Andy: Lola, I've been talking to your sister trying to sort out my feelings and some other stuff. I honestly don't think that this will work out anymore. I agree with what you said last night, we're better off friends. I'm sorry I just don't love you anymore.
Andy ended it, for real. Through text! That's the worst way to end a relationship- besides running out on your wedding but that's a different matter... Let's rewind to before this though, back to noon today when Andy was supposed to go to the beach with me. But that all changed, because hallie and Andy were planning a 'surprise'. Yes a 'surprise', I can tell there is something not right about how they act around each other. Andy rushes off the bus behind her as ashley gasps in the bathroom. "What's wrong ash?" I ask, hurrying to the bathroom where ashley is staring at the trash can. "Ummm. Nothing, just thought I saw something..." He stumbles over his words, very unlike him. "Not a problem."
"Oh. Ok." I sit on the bus for around 2 hours more, CC and Jinxx are meeting their girlfriends because both Sammi and Lauren are staying with us through the rest of the California dates. Jake is hiding in his bunk, skyping Ella, texting Ella, talking about Ella, tweeting about Ella. He really misses her, they love each other a ton. I've been in my bunk on Instagram, twitter or reading for most of the two hours. Ashley is here somewhere too. I don't know though. "Hey Lola, have you seem ashley? The guys want us to meet them all somewhere for a late lunch." Ashley opens the curtain to my bunk, finally reappearing. "I'm right here jake! Come on Lola lets go.."
"I don't feel like it Ash. I know Andy ditched me today for hallie. God that sounds like high school." I groan and shut my curtain. "Why would he do that?" He asks and climbs into the bunk with me. I know he won't leave so I don't object. "Because he's been with her more than he has with me since he kissed her. I don't get it ashley... It's like he wants her or something." I roll over and bury my head into my pillow. "Hey, why should you worry about her," Ashley starts rubbing my back with his hand, just being friendly of course, "First of all she's 15; second, you are way prettier, smarter, funnier, more exciting, more mature for sure, probably a much better kisser, the best I've ever had the privilege of kissing, I've never kissed her so u wouldn't know, but anyways... you light up a room with a smile Lola, your eyes are much brighter than hers, you know how to be flirtatious, you can make a guy drop dead from looking at you if you wanted, there are so many things that you have over her. Things Andy should love. If he can't see it then he's not the right guy for you."
As soon as he finishes, as if on cue, my phone buzzes:
Hallie: Lola, umm Andy is having some issues trying to sort out his emotions and stuff. He kinda wants to talk to me about it, it will take a while so I don't know if he will be able to do the surprise thing.. Sorry from both of us..
I groan after reading the text. Ashley sighs, "do you want to go to the beach still? I'll take you?" I shake my head into the pillow. He chuckles, "you have to leave the bus, lets at least go get lunch ok?" My only response is a long groan. Ashley says, "ok, you asked for it." He grabs my legs and pulls them out of the bunk, then somehow manages to get me over his shoulder. Ashley walks off of the bus, getting some weird looks from other crew members and bands. He keeps walking until we are on a side walk where he puts me down. I glare at him, only half mad. "Come on. Lets go get some lunch." He grabs my hand and pulls me to a Mexican restaurant that is on the corner. I continue groaning until we reach the front door. He turns to me and says, "Sammi and Lauren are in there. You haven't seen Lauren in months and Sammi in weeks. I recommend that you don't whine anymore because I don't think they will appreciate it." I sigh and follow him in the restaurant to a booth where jake is sitting oddly on the outside. He lights up when he sees ashley and I. "Hey guys! Finally no more kissing and stuff!" He exclaims and lets us slide in beside him. "Lola! It's been too long!" Lauren exclaims from beside cc. I nod, "ya I know!"
"So guys I have some news, I'm going to wait until Andy and Hallie get here though." Sammi says nervously. "They aren't coming." I sigh, "Andy is talking to hallie about something. He-"
Ashley finishes for me, thankfully, "Andy has been acting weird lately and he's talking to hallie about a bunch of stuff.. They texted her." Sammi nods, "I guess I'll just tell you guys then! Well, I'm pregnant!"
Oh my god!
"Congratulations guys! Have you been trying for a while?" Jinxx's face is hilarious. I guess she didn't tell him beforehand.. "Ya we have but it finally happened! I'm 6 weeks along." She stands up and shows us the slightest bit of a baby bump forming. "That amazing Sammi!" Lauren says, "you guys would have a great kid."
"Thanks guys!"
"Ya, and I think that you guys would actually too," Lauren points between ashley and me. I roll my eyes at her joke. She giggles. I can see Ashley's smirk out of the corner of my eye... After a great lunch where cc and Lauren ordered the spiciest thing on the menu and were begging for more and more water, ashley, jake and I went back to the bus. The two couples went to the beach to watch the sun set. Once I'm back in my cave, I check Instagram. I notice Andy has two new pictures of him and hallie... The first one they are sticking their tongues out. He captioned it:
@andybvb: attempt#2
The second their tongues are still sticking out but they are looking up at each other, their tongues touching. This isn't ok.
@lolasamuels: why'd you touch tongues with my sister? You said yourself it was gross.
He doesn't respond.
Instead 10 minutes later I get a text:
Andy: Lola, I've been talking to your sister trying to sort out my feelings and some other stuff. I honestly don't think that this will work out anymore. I agree with what you said last night, we're better off friends. I'm sorry I just don't love you anymore.
He can't do this. Why is Andy doing this to me! Why is he leaving me like this! "Lola? Is everything ok?" Ashley asks, rushing to my bunk. He opens the curtain to reveal my tear covered face, all red from crying. "Hey, Lola. It's ok." He cooes and pulls me into a hug, "shhhh... It's alright... Come on Lola, shh... He's not worth crying over." I am able to calm down enough to talk, "ashley, he's actually ending it." I croak. He whispers, "you want to go watch chick flicks and eat ice cream out of the tub? I think Jinxx will give us his stash of Ben and Jerry's." I nod, whimpering an agreement before following him to the back room, he comes back with a tub of icecream, two spoons, and the notebook. Just what I need. I sit snuggled close to ashley through the movie, he only cried once somehow.
I guess I ended up falling asleep on him because in the morning I'm still laying on his chest, he is sound asleep with his arm wrapped around me. I have to go in 20 minutes! I scramble out of bed, waking ashley up in the process. I quickly change into a bvb shirt with the star on it, a pair of jean shorts, and a thin black belt. I throw my hair in a pony tail, doing minimal makeup.
Right as I'm about to leave Sammi yells from the bathroom, "Lola!"
"Ya! Sammi I have to go!" I yell back.
She runs to where I am in the bus holding three weird things, oh pregnancy tests!
"Lola are you pregnant?" She asks quietly.
"Fuck No!"
"Are these yours?" I shake my head again, "I've never taken a pregnancy test in my life. I'm on a pill and Andy's always worn a condom."
"Well of you aren't pregnant then who is?" By this time the rest of the band members and Lauren had come to the front. "It's not me." Lauren says quietly. Cc lets out a sigh of relief. "Good, we're definitely not ready for a kid."
"unless one of us is pregnant which I don't think is possible.." Jake says slowly, "the only person that it could possibly be is-"
The front door closes, Hallie and Andy walk in quietly.
"I am."
Notes
This is a incredibly long chapter! I have to write more before I post another.I just want everyone to know, I tried soo hard to get the story to be back to lody but I'm really sorry about right now, maybe it will get back. I've actually rewritten the part after like chapter 10 or something 4 different ways. It's all ended up being this. So don't hate me.
I appreciate everyone who's been positive about the story though! Thank you so much for reading! Commenting! Rating! And subscribing! I can't see the views (frozen again) but I was going to update at 5,000.. Oh well.
-C
im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..
6/21/15