I apologize about the formatting in advance. I'm too lazy:P

Lola's POV

I run away from Andy crying, I don't know where I'm going but I don't want to go back on that bus yet. I just don't understand, we are perfect together. He does love me, I know it. He is just being manipulated- I bet it's hallie. She's with him more than I am, they spent the whole day together today. I bet she did this. I hear someone's footsteps behind me. "Lola!" I stop dead and turn around, "what ashley?!" He comes up and gives me a giant hug, I need it. "Andy's a gerk sometimes, he'll come back to you." He cooes as my tears turn into sobs against his shoulder. I don't know how long we've been standing like this, in the darkness Ashley's arms wrapped around me and My body shaking from shock, anger, pain and sadness. I have to admit that it does feel right to be in his arms. Kind of like I feel with Andy.... "Andy will come to his senses Lola, you're an amazing girl and he knows that. Maybe he just needs time to readjust to being with you after 2 months of being heartbroken?" Ashley lets go of me to walk back to the bus. We pass some of the other buses where cheering and loud music fill our ears as we pass, then some that are quiet like ours. There's one bus that's shaking, don't want to know who's that is.... "Ashley, should I go home since I'm not with Andy anymore. It's going to be painful to see him and especially if he brings back any girls to the bus." I know it'll be better if I go home. "No! You can't win him back from your room! And what about hallie, who will take care of her?" Ashley blurts. He just wants me here.. I get it. Whatever, I like warped tour. I'm not going to let Andy ruin my summer. "Fine, I'll stay but if I see Andy with someone else I'll probably break down crying." Ashley chuckles, "I'll be right there. You know you can always call me if you need anything." "Where is the ashley I know? The one that stole Andy's phone to look at my boobs? Where has he gone and who are you?" I joke and nudge him in a friendly way. He laughs, "he grew up, finally." "Wow! Ashley purdy is no longer a pervert? Who thought the day would ever come!" "Oh no, I'm still the purdy perv, just not as much." "Ya, like that would ever happen, you be mature?" I stop. Is that hallie kissing the sleeping with sirens Merch guy she was with earlier? I'm about to go and- "Hallie! Get a room!" Ashley yells through laughter and hits the back of the kids head while walking on the bus. He is holding my hand, dragging me behind him. Once the door is shut I ask, "what the hell was that?" "Hmm?" "Why is hallie sucking some guys face off and you don't care?" "Oh.. She didn't tell you that they're dating?" Ashley raises an eyebrow. I shake my head, "since when?" "Yesterday." "Mhmm. Ya what's the kids name?" "Dawson." "He Better be ready." I mutter and stand to walk outside, just as the door opens. The two quickly rush to the back room to make out or something. "That wheel isn't going to work." Cc mutters to himself and walks back to his bunk, "people around here need to respect the rules." Ya hallie. No sex for you. "I think I should just go and make sure they don't get to first base." I get up and walk to the back room. I expect to find hallie and him just kissing or making out but not that. Not that at all. They are just cuddling and watching a movie. She's 15, she wouldn't go past first base anyways, what am I so worried about. "Hey, I just wanted to check on you guys? Dawson, don't you have to be back at your own bus soon?" I ask. He shakes his head, "I got permission to stay over here for the night, and hallie said it was fine. So.." He's biting his lip, probably expecting me to yell at them like I did earlier. "Ok. That's fine. Just don't go past first base." I close the door quietly and let them get back to Star Wars. He must have brought it from his bus.. "They're just watching a movie." I tell the guys who were watching my calm reaction to what they Thought would be a makeout session. "What movie?" "Star wars. It's not a makeout movie. Trust me I've had friends that tried to but kept stopping to watch the movie." I climb into my bunk as soon as I see Andy get out of his. I notice his eyes are red and puffy. Is he crying over breaking up with me? "Hey guys.. Is hallie in there right now?" Andy asks the guys. I'm listening to their conversation through the curtain. "Ya but don't interrupt them, they're watching Star Wars." Jinxx says quietly. "they're really cute together." Ashley wacks jake while saying, "Lola can hear you!" Andy grumbles something and goes back to his bunk.

Andy's POV.

"Oh they're cute together! How nice." I grumble and walk back to my bunk. Maybe I should have a nice long talk with Dawson later? Hm? Maybe remind him about respecting women and that hallie is only 15.. Might mention that she is pregnant with MY child and that he should back off.. Just all possibilities.. "Hallie, just a water right?" I hear the door to the room open and shut. I take the opportunity to follow Dawson silently to the are we consider a kitchen where he gets a coke and a glass of water. When he turns around he almost drops the glasses. I would too with the look I'm giving him. "So you're Dawson?" He nods nervously. "I'm Andy. Vocalist in black veil brides... Hallies older sister Lola's ex boyfriend..." This kid looks a lot like me when I was younger. "Uh cool.. I like your band Andy." "Sit down Dawson, I think we should talk." He willingly sits next to me on the built in couch/ bench. "So I just want to remind you that you need to respect boundaries with hallie. How far have you gotten with a girl exactly? Are you still a virgin?" He shakes his head. I don't think anyone on the tour is. "Hallie is though and you need to respect that. I will keep a close eye on you if I hear you guys went past first base, you understand?" He nods, I smirk, "good. Now also, if you spike her drink anywhere I will hurt you. There are other reasons than just she's too young so.. If you allow anyone else to the result is the same. If I hear an 'hey guys look at what my girlfriend just sent me.' Out of you, just ask some of the other bands what I've done. I will fuck you up so badly if you hurt her, if you do anything wrong with her. Especially if you go past first base with her. Is that clear?" Only I should ever be able to do that. We are spending the rest of our lives together to raise this child. We'll probably end up getting married one day as well. I should be the only one able to make her feel the way I know she does when I touch her in any way. "Yes, it is andy." His voice is shaky from fear. "Ok now go finish your movie. Don't stay too late." I say as sweetly as possible. Seriously though, that kid looks a lot similar to me when I was younger. No wonder she wants to date him. Gosh! I am cocky. "Andy, why are you all the sudden so protective over her?" Ashley hops down from his bunk to sit next to me. "You broke up with Lola to be with her didn't you?" "No, I broke up with Lola because I don't love her anymore. I have no Idea what you're talking about with me breaking up with her over someone else. There was never anyone else." I lie. You can hear everything from the bunks. Dumbass. "Andy. What's going on." Ashley asks, "if you don't tell me hallie will." "She won't. There's nothing going on." "Stop lying. You broke up with Lola randomly in the middle of the night, you were on pretty good terms last night- as we all could hear. And look who you spent the day with." He pauses and asks quieter, "you didn't have sex with hallie again today.. Did you?" "No! Hell no! I wish!" I shout, laughing. His serious face fades away as he joins in on my laughter. If you can't have sex during pregnancy then I won't be getting lucky for about 9 months. "Hey ash, can you go make sure they aren't like doing it or something?" "I'm already on it!" Lola yells from the back. She was listening to us of course. "Woah! No! Slow down!" She slams the door. "Just a heated makeout session. Hands are in the right places." She says nonchalantly and climbs back into her bunk. "Ash can you come here?" He looks at me apologetically before running over to Lola's bunk, he bends down and she grabs the collar of his shirt. "Ash I think we should show them what a real makeout session looks like." Lola says, just loud enough for me to hear. I know that she's just going to use him to make me jealous. Before I can warn him Lola smashes their lips together into an already very heated kiss. "Oh yeah! Harder Dawson harder!" Hallie screams through giggles. "Oh my god! Hallie! Uh!" Dawson yells and more laughter. Looks like we have some copycats on our hands. Lola stops kissing ashley and he almost falls on the floor. "Holy fuck you're a good kisser." He pants and crawls back into his own bunk. He knows what she was trying to do. I run up to the door, pound on it and yell, "hey quit trying to copy us. Ideas been stolen!" "Ya ask Jinxx! He'll remember it." Lola yells and runs up beside me. She giggles as I shout, "you have to be more convincing too." Lola starts moaning, "Andy! I love you! Fuck! Harder baby harder!" She finishes by yelling, "oh my fucking shit! Faster for crying out loud! I'm almost there panda! Ahhhh!" "Lola! Shut up!" Cc groans, "we heard enough of your sex noises last night!" "Oh. Right." She mumbles. I'm biting my lip to keep the laughter in, Lola is smiling at me like nothing ever happened. I haven't spent enough time with her, that's why I don't love her as much as I did. Maybe I could get back together with her for a few weeks and completely forget about hallie before she breaks up with Dawson to be in a relationship with the father of her child. I'm going to be a dad- wait think about that later.. Umm Lola, I'm sorry I broke up with you earlier.. I didn't mean it, I still love you? No.. Lola, I'm sorry about earlier I just thought that ashley would be a better guy for you. Will you please forget it ever happened? Maybe.. Uh, Lola someone told me you were cheating on me so my initial reaction was to break up with you before I actually found out if its true or not. I've just been cheated on so many times that it's hard to act rationally when someone tells me this. I love you and I'm sorry, you wouldn't cheat on me. Yes. That's better.. "Lola, can I talk to you again?" I ask quietly. "No. Andy I know you want to get back together now, ya I can see it in your expression." She closes her eyes to gain her confidence while taking a deep breath. She opens her eyes and states, "Andy, I think we should just try to be friends for a while. Ok?" How can she- in just 20 minutes- she already decided that and got over me. I know that seems cocky but would you be able to completely forget about a almost 3 month relationship in 20 minutes? I would be in my bunk, balling my eyes out- as seen earlier. Not deciding we would be better off just friends. Ugh. Maybe she's the one that doesn't love me anymore, maybe she was cheating on me.. Could we both have been cheating on each other? Is that even possible? I feel a tear that was threatening to spill, roll down my cheek. She looks up at me and wraps her arms around me into a friendly hug. "Don't cry Andy. You're the one that broke up with me." She coos into my chest because of my height. I wonder if she knows about me and hallie, maybe that's why she's acting this way. We had sex last night because she wanted to and now she's ending-- oooooohhhh! She was the one that wanted to have sex. We had to get drunk before I finally agreed-- shit! She can tell that there is a loss of chemistry and physical attraction between us. I did this. It is all my fault. "Lola? Why?" I choke out. My chest is shaking from sobs I didn't realize were coming. "It's better this way Andy. I know you know why.." She pulls away from the hug and looks me in the eye, "just like you said, you don't-" I cut her off with my lips against hers I back her up against the wall between bunks. My hand is on the side of her cheek. She is kissing back but I can tell it's out of sympathy. Lola lets me slide my tongue in her mouth for a few minutes, turning our passionate kiss into a makeout session. She pulls away and whispers, "I'll miss that." "Just give me at least one day to prove that I still love you." I beg, she sighs and says a regretful, "ok Andy. But that doesn't mean we're having sex again right now." She giggles a bit while saying this. I laugh but turn serious, "no not what I meant." "Ok..." She raises an eye brow. I chuckle and grab her hand, "I think our first day off is tomorrow right?" "Ya.. We get to the venue at 3 am or something.. Then we can do anything as long as we are back before 1am." She says out of memory. I need to find something we can do to prove that I love her. "Come on let's go to bed then so we can be rested for whatever we're going to do tomorrow." I grab her hand and pull her excitedly to my bunk. She sighs, "ok, see you in the morning Andy." She heads to her own bunk but I grab her waist and spin her around. "No miss, we are going to sleep in my bunk because of the lack of cuddle time we had this morning." I say quietly into her ear. She giggle a bit, "well ok sir. I guess I will, just let me change." "Ok. I will too." I let her go. She walks slowly to her cubbies to grab a pair of pajamas. Lola turns her head back to me and smirks while on her way to the bathroom. I open the curtains to my bunk. God it's a mess. Ok, so batman blanket I got from a fan stays, the pillow stays.. Doritos bag, computer, full cigarette pack, empty cigarette box, empty lighter, new notebook, and pens goes. I grab all the trash to throw in the trash can in the kitchen, returning quickly to put the laptop, cigarettes, notebook and pens in a cubby. I grab one of my older notebooks so I can show her some of my lyrics about her. Uh... Book light! Phone, is in my pocket.. Umm. Before I think of anything else she walks out of the bathroom wearing a large tshirt and a pair of panda covered sleep shorts. I chuckle at them as she hurries over to me, already losing the barrier she put up and letting her excitement for us finally acting like a couple for the next day. She jumps up and wraps her legs around my waist. "Cuddling with my panda!" Lola whispers in my ear and hops down to let me change. I get undressed down to my boxers, the summer heat is less intense without long pants and a denim jacket. We lie down in the bed together. As I'm closing the curtain I see Ashley's pained face peeking through the curtain of his own bunk. He notices and lets a small smile twitch but his eyes still show his longing for Lola. "So we should figure out what to do tomorrow." I peck Lola's cheek as I wrap my arms around her tightly, she lays her head on my chest. I pull out my phone to look up what tourist things there are in the area. It's near a beach! That would be a great place to spend the day! "Hey vampire, look.. There's a beach about a quarter mile from where the venue is!" I whisper. Everyone can hear us if I talk louder and I don't want any tagalongs. "That would be fun!" She whisper exclaims. She pulls the phone from my hand and opens the camera app, we start taking some silly selfies.. After about 20 she takes one of us kissing. Then she grabs my hands and puts them on her chest, she takes a picture of my shocked face, giggling. "You look hilarious!" She giggles and opens the picture for me to see. I laugh at my bulging eyes, raised eyebrows. She takes the phone back and asks, "should we put one up on Instagram?" "Ya." I kiss her forehead as she chooses from one of the many pictures of us on my camera roll. Lola chooses one and writes the caption: @andybvb: I like hacking Andy's phone. -Lola She giggles as she posts the picture, earning thousands of likes within minutes. "How many followers do you have? This is ridiculous!" She refreshes the page a few times before going to my home page. She gasps as she sees the number. "282 thousand! Holy crap! Bvb has gotten a lot more popular than when I first met you!" "Ya.. But look at the band's Instagram, it's only 119k" that sounded weird. "That's still a lot." "but compared to how many I have? It's weird because the people who are following me are supposed to be fans of the band, and look at jake's and Jinxx's." I find them in my following section and show her the 72k Jinxx has and the 44k jake has. "You're right.. That's a big difference." She looks up at me and smiles, "I guess I have to watch out for competitors. Since your fans seem to think you're the hot one in the band.." (A/N: it's an observation, definitely not my opinion. I am unbiased and think all the band members are hot. Numbers based on when I wrote this, not current. :) I chuckle at this and put my phone down, "I think you're the hottest of all the band's girlfriends.. or fiancées or wives.." "really? Not Sammi?" "No! None of them even compare to you." I pull her closer. She smiles and places one of her hands on my cheek lightly. Her fingertips brush over the stubble I need to shave, then across my lips. Her touch leaves a small tingly feeling across my face. "goodnight panda!" She giggles, closing her eyes. I kiss her forehead, whispering, "goodnight vampire, I love you Lola, I always will. No matter what." That no matter what is going to be of use soon... I fall asleep with a small smile on my lips.

Lola's POV:

I fall asleep on Andy's chest, after he whispers, "no matter what." My dream tonight is very confusing..
~~~dream~~~
Andy and I are kissing, cuddling, talking.. The normal couple like things. He pecks my nose before whispering, "I wuv you!" Suddenly Andy's face is replaced by Ashley's. He kisses my forehead whispering, "lets get some sleep baby." I cuddle into his chest even more and let my fingertips trace his outlaw tattoo. Ashley's hand laces with mine and sits on his chest as we lay together, enjoying each others company. Andy comes back, but walking in holding hands with a girl with no face. He smiles at me and ashley, "I love you Lola." He leaves a light kiss on the faceless girls lips that disappear as soon as their kiss is over. Ashley's hand squeezes mine. "Andy? What about me?" I ask quietly. He appears next to me, holding my unoccupied hand, "I can't right now vampire. You were right. I did need to move on, and I have. I still love you though. I always will." I always will...
~~~dream~~~
"I always will" echoes in my head as I awake in the morning to yelling. "Dude! Why the hell are you not wearing pants! Dawson is here get some fucking pants on cc!" "But I don't feel like it hallie!" Cc whines. My younger sister groans, "at least stay in your bunk and close the curtain then!" "Fine." "Hey where's my straightener?" "Ash it's right beside you!" "No jake the red one! With the black tape around the end?" "What's the difference! Just use the one that is fucking right by your hand!" "There is a huge difference! Asshole..." Ashley yells. "Oh wait there it is! Whose- oh shit! Never mind I found it!" How is Andy sleeping through all of this? "Lola! Mom wants to Skype us! She said Eli has something important to tell us!" Hallie yells from her bunk. I guess Dawson isn't here. "Shut the hell up guys I'm on the phone with Sammi!" Jinxx shouts from his bunk. I can't go back to sleep so I decide to squeeze past Andy and video chat my mom. "Andy's not awake yet." I tell the guys, I doubt they heard me over all the ruckus they're making. "Hey mom!" Hallie says as I sit next to her in the front lounge area. "Hi honey how's tour?" "It's great!" "Hi mom." I wave to her through the camera. "How's everything over there?" "Ok." "How's dad?" "He's.... Well He's very well as far as I can tell." Something's not right here.. "Mom.. What's going on?" I ask slowly. She sighs before telling us the truth. "Your dad- your father- he cheated on me with another woman. We're- the divorce papers are being finalized right now. He is now dating just her." "What? Mom when did this all happen?" I ask quietly. "I found out a week before you left. The main reason I let you guys go on tour is because I didn't want you to be around all the fighting, the negotiations, and the bad atmosphere while this is happening." "Oh." Hallie finally mumbles. "So you said Eli had some news?" "Oh right. Yes, she's engaged!" "Wait, what?!" Hallie and I exclaim at the same time. She asks nervously, "to who?" "Uh..." My mom glances at me before saying, "she's engaged to Erik." My jaw drops, my eyes widen. Why would my older sister be engaged to my ex? She hated him! "He finally took her back huh?" Hallie asks quietly. "She told you?" My mother asks, shocked. My sister simply nods. "Ya, I actually had to convince him that Lola isn't going to come back to him and to just leave it... He agreed and now they're engaged." "That quickly?" My mouth is dry. "Oh, right." My mom bites her lip before continuing her explanation, "honey, Erik had been cheating on you with Elizabeth for 2 years. I didn't know that until recently but I would have never let you two even consider getting married if I knew." 2 years! 2 years! She was married to Ryan then. I had just gotten engaged to him! Even though I never wanted to marry Erik, this is still outrageous! "Hey baby?" Andy comes out from where the bunks are, wearing only his boxers still. Hallie's eyes quickly do a once over of his pale frame as he sits down next to me. "Stop checking out your sister's boyfriend hallie." My mom scolds, laughter apparent in her voice. Hallie responds with an annoyed "Bye mom." Then shuts the laptop. "Ya hallie! Don't check out Andy! You have your own boyfriend!" Cc shouts from his bunk. Andy seems to be still half asleep he mutters, "ya hallie. Go check out Dawson." What's up with him? "Do you realize how similar Dawson looks to me when I was younger?" He asks and pulls up a photo of him on his phone. I roll my eyes, but not after noticing that they do look alike in a copycat way. "Why are you all the sudden so protective over hallie?" Andy looks away from his phone, surprised by my sudden question. A few seconds later he finally comes up with an answer, "I'm just worried about her. That's all. I know how some of the guys on here are, they'd just want to sleep with her. What if he's like that?" "She'll have to learn." "You know I'm right here!" Hallie gets up, taking the laptop with her to her bunk. Climbing in full of frustration. "Should we get ready to go then?" I nod, pecking Andy's lips before getting up to change into my swimsuit. "Where are you guys going?" Hallie asks from her bunk, shyly. I turn to her, "The beach." "Oh." She mumbles then closes the curtain.

Notes

Long. I'm writing a lot. And procrastinating a lot. I go to a school for nerds basically so I want to have a friend hack this website and take down the adds+ all the glitches. Thanks for reading! Might post another chapter tonight if I feel like it/ have time.
-C