Hallie's POV


"Hallie, I'm breaking up with Lola tonight."
"you can't do that!"

He sighs and puts his hand over mine, "ya, I can." My mouth drops open and I shut off the tv. "Why now? Why not wait?" "Because I know she'll be more mad at you and I if she finds out you're carrying my child while we are dating than if we had previously broken up." He sigh and looks into my eyes, "hallie, I think you should break up with Dawson before things get any more serious." "Andy that's a lot to ask considering I want to experience a real high school type of relationship before I get labeled 'the slut that got pregnant'." He inches his face closer to mine, I pull mine further away. "You wont have to deal with that though. Because you'll already be in a relationship. With me." Andy tells me and places a hand on my stomach, "even If the third test was right I still want to try a relationship with you hallie." "But-" "I don't love Lola any more, not even close to how much I used to." I close my eyes and run my hands through my hair in frustration. "Ashley is falling for her." I say quietly. He nods, "I know, I could tell." "Andy, be nice to her about it. Don't say anything about me either.. And please rethink this."

Andy's POV.
"Ok, I will."
"Good luck." Hallie tells me quietly, kissing my cheek. I feel suddenly even more ready to do this than before. I stand up and walk out of the room to where Lola is. She looks up from her twitter, "hey panda!"
"Hey, can I talk to you.. Outside?" I ask. She nods and follows me out to the side of the bus, wrapping her arms around my neck, "so lets 'talk'." She presses her lips against mine roughly, I pull away and unwrap her arms from my neck. It's bad when you have no reaction to your girlfriend's kisses anymore that used to make me feel like I was floating on air. "Lola, I don't think that.." I am really bad at breaking up with people. "Lola I don't think this is working." "Wait what?" She gasps. Her eyes, almost identical to hallies, slightly duller, start to water. "Lola, I want to break up. I'm sorry." Tears begin to leak out of her eyes as she asks, "why?" "I don't love you anymore Lola." "I gave you everything Andy. I love you with all my heart! I let you take my virginity." She cries out, taking a deep breath, "I-I don't understand." "Lola, maybe you should think back to when you left for two months, that's a long time that I waited. It's hard to love someone who you don't know whether or not they will leave in the middle of the night." I didn't know she was going to slap me for saying that. "You son of a bitch!" She yells, tears streaming down her face. I want to get her to stop crying, I don't know how. "Fuck you Andy!" Lola yells before running away. I see Ashley run off the bus behind her before walking back on. The world is swirling around me, I think I'm just in shock from what I just did. I just did what I've been contemplating for the past 3 weeks. Cc, jake, and Jinxx are staring at me, shocked, "what just happened?" "I broke up with Lola." I say bluntly. "Why? You two were completely in love!" Jinxx gasps. "It just wasn't working." "But you-" "Cc, I need to think ok? Just leave me alone for a while.. Thanks." I turn back to head to where hallie waits for me in the back room. "You didn't have to do that yet." She sighs and looks into my eyes. "I could hear her screaming at you from in here." "I had to hallie, I wanted to." I feel tears beginning to form in my eyes. "I needed to because now there is no one standing in the way of us being together." She engulfs me into a hug, kissing my cheek. "Andy, the whole world is blocking us from being together." (Plus all the readers of this fanfic:) "But hallie, I love you." I finally said it. And meant it. She sighs, looking away from me. I know what her excuse is going to be 'I have a boyfriend.' She met him yesterday, barely even knows him... Why doesn't she see that we are better together than her and some guy. I know hallie better than he ever will. She is definitely the most genuine person I've ever been with. I can't let her just go spend the summer with some guy when she is carrying my baby. "Andy- just because I'm possibly pregnant with your kid doesn't mean that you need to drop everything in your life right away. You need to go get back together with Lola because we are working at warped tour- with tons of other famous bands that would love to do it with her. Andy she's probably out there having sex with some other man because you broke her heart and she doesn't know how to deal with it. Isn't that what you would be doing?" I shake my head. I would be sitting in my bunk crying my eyes out. "Hallie, I don't think you understand that I no longer love your sister." I scoot a bit closer to her, she backs away. "Andy! What are you going to do if I'm not pregnant? What will happen then? Will you go back to Lola then, because I bet that she would have found out about you cheating on her and fucking wished that she never met you." How does she not see that I love her- not Lola. Maybe I should get back with Lola but have it be a constant fight for a day to make it seem like it isn't going to work. "Hallie.. How can I prove to you that I am not just doing this out of sympathy and because of the baby." "You can't. I know you want the child Andy, I know that's why you're doing this. So that you can have whatever little fantasy you told me earlier when you thought I was asleep." She wasn't sleeping? Crap.. "Wait, are you only keeping the baby because I want to?" I ask. That's not how I want this to be, it would ruin her life if she really didn't want the baby and was just keeping it to make me happy. "No. Andy, I want to keep the baby. Not just because you said that but because I can't imagine not after talking about it." She reassures me. "But is it a good idea to raise a baby together if we aren't in a relationship?" I hope she realizes what I'm asking. "Andy, where could we be in 9 months? That's a long time. I might be locked in my house by my mom, you could have a new girlfriend or have become like ashley was. You could be back with Lola, engaged or just dating. I could be still in normal highschool, having to leave the baby in the daycare the school provides, getting taunted or being even more socially outcasted than before. You could be on a world tour, even if you and I were in some loose form of a relationship you could have forgotten and were acting like rock bands should. Andy, you are 7 years older than me. I am going to be a sophomore in highschool, 16 is way too young to be in a lifelong relationship." I grip my hands loosely on her shoulders, pressing my forehead to hers. "Hallie, I'll never let you down. I'm promising you this right here and right now. I know that you are worried but I was in a two year long relationship 8 months ago, never cheated on her, never even considered it. I love you and I won't let you down." She closes her eyes in frustration and says, "Andy can I just be alone for a few minutes?" I quickly press our lips together, only in hope that hallie will remember our chemistry. Even though its just a simple peck, her lips against mine fill me with a bubbly and excited feeling. I've never felt so connected to someone physically as hallie, and if she will let me I'm hoping mentally. She says as I leave, "I'm going to make you take her back." I remember what I said to hallie, those would actually make pretty good lyrics. I grab a notebook and scribble: 'I'll never let you down I promise right here. Right now I won't let you down I'll never let you down Our faith (trust?) (love?) will silence the doubt I won't let you down' Maybe I will be able to write a song about hallie, a good one. Our morticians daughter.

Notes

I'm going to kill this fictional Andy. I honestly feel like I have no control over how I write the story. I tried. I tried. No death threats please.
I got up at 5:30 this morning, I got 3 hours of sleep. So I'm way too exhausted to finish the formatting so goodnight.
Thanks for reading!
-C