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You left me... broken

Chapter 22

Hallie's POV


I had fallen back asleep, when I awoke Andy wasn't in the bunk and hushed talking was coming from the front of the bus. I walk out there and see Andy and ashley talking. I clear my throat, they turn to me with worried looks on their faces. "Hey guys..." I manage to sound sick enough. "Hi hallie, how are you feeling? Andy is going to step outside for a sec." Ashley comes over and sits down next to me on the couch. "You guys do have the same eyes." He mutters when Andy leaves. "Uh ya.." He sighs and looks away, "I need to talk to you about something Hallie. I need advice." "Is this what you were going to tell me if I came on tour?" "Yes. Hallie, I'm falling in love with-" If he says me I swear to god I will punch him! "With Lola." Oh. good. "Oh, ok.. Umm, have you told her?" "Ya, I couldn't hold it in any longer. She obviously turned me down. But I really am falling for her. I've never thought about a girl so much, and she just mesmerizes me with everything-" I cut him off, "I don't need you to justify it or explain why. I get it, but ashley.. She's with Andy." "That's why I came to you.." He sighs, "hallie it's obvious he doesn't feel the same as he did before about her. It's only a matter of time before they do break up." I don't like where this is going. "Hallie, I think we should help speed it up a bit. You know, break them up." "Ashley, I can't do that to Lola." "Come on hallie! We both know you still want to be with Andy, more than just sex. And Lola is standing in your way, and I want to be in a committed relationship with her. Ya I just said it, a committed relationship. I actually have feelings for a girl, finally! And she is dating my best friend." He is begging by now, "please hallie?" "Ashley I can't. I have a boyfriend, and I want to date someone who hasn't dated my sister." He looks at me confused, "who?" "His name is Dawson, he came over last night and we hung out. He asked me to be his girlfriend afterwards." I forgot I didn't tell anyone yet.. This just makes things with Andy and the possible baby much more difficult. "The sleeping with sirens Merch guy?" "Ya, him." "Oh.. I understand.." Ashley sighs and hugs me, "well congrats on your first boyfriend." "Thanks. And ashley, I think Lola will eventually fall for you too. Just don't push it. Also, could you tell Andy he doesn't have to stay any longer." I tell him as he walks off the bus. Andy comes back on a second later smelling like smoke. He comes and sits beside me. "Hallie, I have to ask, have you decided what your going to do if you are actually pregnant?" "No, it's between abortion and keeping the baby though. I couldn't give the baby up for adoption if I don't have an abortion." I tell him quietly. Andy sighs and kisses my forehead, "I support whatever you choose." Ya, he probably thinks I think he wants me to get an abortion. "Andy, If I keep the baby this would be a great 16 and pregnant story." I joke and lay down on the couch, I put my head on his lap because I don't feel like going to my bunk. "Ya, vocalist in a rock and roll band gets 15 year old girl pregnant and they keep the baby. Watch their struggle to survive as parents on MTV." He jokes and starts playing with my hair. "Andy, if I do keep it, my parents-" "You could live with me?" He interrupts before I even finish. "What about Lola? She would find out sooner or later. I can't imagine how mad she'd be at you, or me" Andy sighs, "she'll have to get over it." I leave the topic. Clearly he's not ready to face the fact that Lola will eventually find out and leave Andy. "So would you have any preference over the gender?" I ask, "just curious?" "Oh, I don't know. Probably not, I mean it would be fun to have a cute little rocker boy, or a girl that would be the only one to ask her dad to do her makeup or hair." Andy chuckles. I begin to think about a cute little boy dressed in a bvb onesie, and an adorable girl getting into Andy's makeup with black all over her face and hands. "Ya.." I giggle at the two images. "So hallie, when's your birthday?" Andy asks randomly. "September 13th." "Cool, you'll be able to drive soon then." I can't have an abortion, I can just imagine Andy, the baby, and I all having amazing memories together. I can't just let that opportunity die. "Not with a pregnant belly I can't!" I laugh. Andy joins in on my laughter, but stops, "wait, does that mean you're going to keep the baby?" He asks hopefully. "Yes. If that's ok?" I say quietly. Andy's smile returns as he exclaims, "of course it's ok! I can just imagine the little guy or girl now. We are going to be amazing parents, I'll take off as much time as you need. Hallie, I'll never let you down or abandon you with the baby, ok?" I giggle at his excitement and sit up to nod. Instead Andy places his hands on my cheeks and kisses me. I am so surprised but I kiss back anyways. Andy moves his hands to around my waist as I pull away. "I'm sorry hallie, I'm just really excited." He tells me. "I get it. It's fine." I mumble and scoot away from him a bit. "So how do we tell everyone, or when do we tell everyone?" Andy asks quietly. I shrug. "Andy, I also have something else I need to tell you." I mumble, "I have a boyfriend.. And I kinda want to date someone for a while, so lets at least wait a week of two before we tell anyone ok?" Andy's smile fades a bit, "you have a boyfriend?.." I nod, Andy turns away from me, holding his forehead. He mutters, "how could I- she's so pretty someone would have eventually... I should've known." "You know you're talking to yourself out loud right?" "Oh. Shit. Sorry. Uh, I have to be at the stage in like five minutes so... I have to go." He fumbles on his words, that's so cute! Andy stands up but leans down again and pecks my lips before I can stop him. "Bye hallie, I'll see you later. I'll text you when I'm done with the set." "Bye.." He waves as he walks out the door. That was weird, he doesn't want me to have a boyfriend but he wants to still date Lola. I don't understand it. My phone buzzes against my leg. Dawson: I heard you aren't feeling well, do you want me to come by later? Hallie: I'm actually feeling better, I'll come see you since you're off right? Dawson: ya. Uh shouldn't you help your sister? Hallie: she will be annoyed so I'll just go back when she is supposed to be off.. Dawson: k, I'll meet you at the sws tent. I put away my phone and quickly check my reflection in the mirror before rushing to meet Dawson. "Hey Dawson!" I hug him from behind as soon as I see him. He turns around pecks my lips, "hi hallie." He grabs my hand and we start weaving through the crowds to find an empty area to sit down. There is an tree off to the side where no one is sitting so we go Over there. "What's your favorite band?" "is it fair if I say it's black veil brides?" I ask. He smiles a bit and nods. "I liked them before I knew Lola had dated Andy and stuff.. You?" "Pierce the veil. Hallie how old are you? I never asked.." Shit. "Uh.." "Hallie! Why aren't you at the tent or in the bus!" I hear Lola shout. She stomps over to us and says, "get your butt over to the tent because I've been working my ass off alone all day!" I simply nod and rush back over to the tent before I have to answer Dawson's question. After an hour of barely any people buying things we start packing up. Most of the bands are done for the day, including black veil brides. I feel someone tap my shoulder. "That sucks that you have to shut down by yourself." Dawson smirks, "I'll help." "Thanks! I could use it. I can't carry much." He smiles and helps carry the boxes to the trailer that had been moved over to where we were. "That was pretty bitchy of your sister earlier." He wraps an arm around my waist as we walk away from the now full trailer. "Ya, she can be like that sometimes.." I shrug. Dawson leans in and kisses me softly, only for a few seconds. "Whoo! You go hallie!" I hear coming from behind us. Cc, jake, Jinxx, and ashley are all walking towards us with smug looks on their faces. "Who's this?" Jake asks. "Hi, I'm Dawson. You're..?" "I'm jake. I play lead guitar for black veil brides." "Cool. You guys have really good solos." Jake protectively puts his hand on my shoulder, "now can you tell us why you were kissing hallie?" "Uh.. We're dating." He mumbles and looks down at the ground shyly. "Hallie! Remember what Lola said no guys!" "No actually she said no sex. Or alcohol which I'm fine with." I laugh as the four walk away. "Hey, I have to get back to the bus. I'll see you later!" Dawson says after checking his phone. He kisses me quickly before jogging back to his bus. I see Andy and Lola walking towards our bus holding hands. I get on and go straight to my bunk. "Wait- hallie, since Lola and Andy took the room last night you can have it. They changed the sheets and everything." Ashley yells from the front. "Ok. Thanks!" I simply go into the back room and turn on the tv, I flip through channels until finding TLC. "Hey hallie? Can I come in?" Andy's voice travels through the door. "Ya." He walks in quietly, making sure no one saw him. "I wanted to hang out with you and the baby some more." He lays down next to me on the bed and asks, "hallie, do you want to talk about it?" "What?" "What is going to happen later." "Huh?" "Hallie, I'm breaking up with Lola tonight."

NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! He can't do that! Not yet! He still loves Lola! Just because I'm possibly pregnant doesn't mean he should drop everything and break up with my sister.

"No, Andy you can't!"

Notes

Sorry it's short and about the formatting, I have to get up @ 5:30 tomorrow so..
Also, this is the last day of summer for me. I have gave up my whole summer so far to write this. I would avoid doing anything just so I could sit in my room and write this story! Anyways, I might not be able to update everyday because of school.
thanks for reading, commenting rating and subscribing!
(If I don't reply to your comments I'm sorry I feel like I'll give away the story..)
-c

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)