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You left me... broken

Chapter 18

Hallies POV
"Bye mom!" I wrap her into a tight hug, one of her tears falls on my shoulder. "bye dad! Visit us on the la date ok?" I whisper in his ear when we hug. He nods. "You have grown up so fast, I'm going to miss my babies!" My mother sobs and kisses each of our foreheads. My dad gets out his wallet and hands us each a visa prepaid card. "$500 each. Spend it wisely. I trust you, and you guys won't even need that much. You can get cash at any atm too." "Thanks dad!" Lola and I exclaim in unison. "We love you!" The four of us say at the same time as we walk out the door to Lola's car. "Call us when you can! And take care of each other! Don't get Lost..." My moms warnings get drowned out by the wind as Lola pulls onto the main road to Jinxx and Sammi's place. When we get there our bags are put on the bus and we hurry inside. "So to everyone who doesn't know me, I am Jon. Your tour manager for this year's warped tour. You will all be given a list of rules, a schedule, a VIP/crew member pass, and a run through of all your jobs. Ok." We all nod from our seats in the living room, I'm on the floor next to ashley, Andy is on the couch behind us with Lola leaning on his shoulder. "I'm going to read out the rules so pay attention:
1. Never be late
2. Bands must stick to allowed set time.
3. No alcohol for drivers.
4. When buses leave make sure you are on your own bus!
5. Wear vans!
6. Have fun!"
He stops and smirks, "number 7, make fun of Botdf whenever possible!" We all crack up, ashley leans onto me for support because he's laughing so hard. Jon hands us all schedules and VIP passes. He smiles at me and jokes, "did you bring that rape whistle?"
"Ya, I actually did." I have one attached to the rope strap of my Kavu. "Now that everyone has had their schedules, we have everything, correct?" Jon asks one of the crew members responsible for the trailer who simply nods uninterested. "Then go get your bunks!" He shouts. I giggle as everyone rushes out to the buses to claim their bunk. I climb up the steps to find myself being the last one there. Jake yells from the back, "hallie! I saved you one. Top or bottom?"
"Bottom!" I yell and walk to the back to put my stuff down on my bunk. Our bags are lined up in front of cubbies for our stuff. Jake is sitting on his bunk with his legs dangling over the edge, curtain opened and his phone in his hands. Cc Is across from jake, Lola next to me towards the front of the bus, Jinxx is above her, ashley is in the front below Jon across from Lola. That means Andy is across from me. Great. "I made a wheel of whose turn it is for the room!" Cc exclaims and holds up a piece of paper with a red arrow pointing at a wheel with our names written on it. He grabs some tape and puts it on the door to the room. It's no ones tonight. Apparently we are doing some type of bonding? "Hallie! Come here!" Jake yells from his bunk. I climb up and sit next to him, he closes the curtain and says quietly, "we should rig the 'wheel' so that only we get it." "You can't really do that with a paper wheel..." He groans and lies back on the bed. "I don't want to hear sex noises every night!"
"Neither do I!" I giggle. "should we be the first pranksters of the tour?" He asks mishcheviously. I nod, "what do you think we should do?" "Fill Ashley's bunk with condoms!" "No that's kinda boring, maybe we could steal everyone's straighteners and hang them from the tent tomorrow?" I suggest. Jake starts laughing, "yes! That's perfect! Just let me straighten my hair first, and we have to get the crew and Lola in on this." "Text them!" I squeal and grab my phone to tell Lola. Hallie: prank Tom. Steal bvb's straighteners + hang from tent by cords. Don't tell anyone! Jake Is in on it too. Lola: :) you got it! "Are they in on it?" I ask. He nods. Lola smirks at us and motions her head to Andy who is unpacking his right now. "I should unpack." I hop down from the bunk, landing on the ground next to Andy. He smiles at me in a friendly way but has a glint in his eye of something else. Ugh. I roll my eyes at him, leaving his hope of us to drown. My bag is sitting by my cubby, hopefully untouched. I unpack quickly and make my bed, put my makeup, shower stuff, and hair supplies in the bathroom. Luckily the guys agreed to letting Lola and I to change in the back room so we weren't hogging the bathroom in the morning. When in done everyone is in the front lounge talking about tour. "Andy you better not eat anymore sandwiches that were thrown at you this year!" Ashley laughs. Everyone else is sitting around and joins in. Andy shrugs and wraps his arm around Lola. The only available seat is at the end of a built in couch/ bench next to Andy. Of course. I sit next to him, trying to act casual, ashley gives me the 'are-you-ok?' Look. I shrug in return and look out the window behind us. Jinxx gets up from his seat. He returns with a tray of shots, he hands one to each of us, except me of course. "Wait, hallie do you want one?" Lola- of all people- asks me. Should I? No. Not going to happen. "No! But do you have any water? I could pretend it's a shot?" I joke. Jinxx goes into the small kitchen area and pours water into a shot glass, way more than what everyone else has in there's. He hands it to me, "to warped tour 2013!" We all cheer and clink our glasses before downing the shot. The water burns my throat as it goes down.
That was not water- definitely not water!
Jinxx has a large smirk plastered on his face. I whisper, "Jinxx, that wasn't water!" "First taste of alcohol everyone! Welcome to the bvb bus!" The guitarist shouts and Jon had been video taping my reaction.
"fuck you!"
I sigh and walk back to the bunks, holding on to the walls because I don't really know what to expect. Will it make me completely fall over or will it have barely any affect on me at all? I trip on one of the bags and have to hold onto the walls to make sure I don't collapse to the ground. Someone yells, "I'll go help hallie!" And I feel someone's arms lift me up and carry me to my bunk. A familiar smell of laundry and cigarettes fills my nose as I curl into his grasp. Andy lays me down on my bunk and walks away. I hear a door shut and the bunk dips beside me. "I didn't know they were going to do that hallie." He whispers and strokes my hair. I close my eyes and try to ignore the sparks that seem to appear wherever Andy touches me. He pecks my cheek, "I'm sorry, I'll let you rest." I sigh and roll over, my eyes flutter open to be greeted by Andy's baby blue ones. He is kneeling by the bunk, his hair falls in his eye and by impulse I reach to push it away. Apparently he takes it as an invitation to kiss me because he does. First slow and passionate, then he gets rougher and more of the 'we need to have sex now' type kissing. I hear the door open and shut and feel us being pushed apart.
"You are 15 and were tricked into drinking so I'm not mad," ashley turns to Andy and hisses, "but you. Stick with your friking girlfriend. You chose Lola not hallie! Don't take advantage of Jinxx's prank to try and get with hallie again. And your girlfriend is out there getting drunk, flirting with the band. Oh and she was sitting on jakes lap when I left." Andy gets up suddenly and walks out, hanging his head. Ashley kneels beside me where Andy had just been, he asks, "are you ok?" I shake my head, "I don't like this. I feel all.. Slowed down and weird.." "Ya. Thought so." He mutters. "Will you cuddle with me?" I'm not thinking straight for gods sake. Geez. All Andy wants to do us kiss or fuck or feel me up so he's a last resort. Ashley chuckles, "sure." He climbs in next to me and hums softly. I wrap my arms around him and lay my head on his chest. He strokes my hair lightly with one hand, letting the other lay on top of one of mine. "Goodnight hallie." He whispers just when I fall asleep. Perfect timing. -morning- I wake up to jake shaking me, "come on hallie! Wake up! We have to get ready before the others are up so we can do the prank!" Jake whispers excitedly. I remember kissing Andy last night, and falling asleep on ashley. I have to apologize to him later. Lola and Jon are up collecting straighteners, Lola is dressed in light blue shorts and a bvb shirt. Jake is in a slightly toned down version of his stage clothes. I grab the rest of the straighteners from the bathroom since I am still in my clothes from yesterday. I slip on a pair of shoes, throw my hair up and follow the other 3 off the bus and to where the music festival is being set up. The bvb Merch tent is already up, no Merch or table yet, just the tent. We quickly tie the cords of the 15 different straighteners to the rafters of the tent. I still have to get ready so I run back to the bus so I can shower before anyone wakes up. No one else if up when I get there so I grab my towel wrap, a random bra and underwear. I shower quickly, not wanting to hog the bathroom. After drying off I just stand there and look in the mirror for a second. I really don't understand how Andy could want me. Especially not when he has Lola, she's beautiful and has an amazing body. The door opens a crack, "Ya I'm about to- SORRY!" Someone yells and the door slams shut again. Hopefully that was Lola... But she doesn't have a guys voice.. Crap. I quickly put my bra and underwear on, wrap my hair in a towel and exit the bathroom. I walk over to my cubbies when I realized that all 5 guys have gone silent. They all stand there with their mouths hanging open. "Holy shit." Ashley mutters and eyes me up and down. I roll my eyes and turn away. The 5 guys, except Andy all return back to what they were doing after a few seconds of staring. I grab a tank top and shorts to change into and head to the back room to change. I set the clothes on the bed and grab the shorts to pull them on when I feel someone's lips brush my neck. I turn around to see Andy standing there how he was in the hallway but he dropped his pants he was holding on the ground. He grabs my waist and whispers, "They were all staring at you thinking you were beautiful and ashley probably wanting to get with you. But none of them know what you're capable of." I am about to push him away when he continues, "Is it by coincidence or did you plan on wearing the same bra you were wearing the second time?" I look down to see that I am, in fact, wearing that bra. I sigh and mumble, "coincidence." He raises my chin and looks me in the eyes, "maybe you should go get lucky tonight." I step away from Andy and get my clothes on, he is still smirking. I roll my eyes and go to push past him at the door. He says quietly, "I can't stop thinking about that night." All that he is doing by saying that is reminding me that I need to take a pregnancy test soon. I walk out of the room to the large mirror in the hall where the band is doing their warpaint. Hmm.. No one has realized about the straighteners.. I quickly do my own makeup and hair before rushing outside to help Lola set up the rest of the Merch. "Where have you been?" She asks, very annoyed. "Getting ready. All 5 of them wouldn't stop staring at me. It was gross." I shiver and unpack a box of shirts onto the table. "You got ready.. In front of them?!" She exclaimed, angrily. I shake my head. "I only brought a bra and underwear to the bathroom but I quickly got into clothes when I got back there." "Next time just don't-" She gets interrupted by a swarm of people who just came through the open gates. "What time is bvb playing?" One girl around my age asks. "3:15?" I check the board and nod, she walks away with a new wristband. Lola gets told that she and Andy are a cute couple so many times I want to climb under the table and scream. I get asked a few times how I was so lucky to be doing the job and how I got it. "I'm Lola's sister." The girl who is wearing a Memphis may fire shirt makes an oh sound and pays for her shirt. Most of the people ask what the straighteners are for. "Ok so jake, Lola, Jon, and I took all the straighteners from the bus and hung them here before anyone else was awake." We giggle as an answer. The band next to us is sleeping with sirens so their tent is swamped too. The Merch girl there turns to us, "great prank, we took all of kellin's toms and put a shoe in every bus." I giggle and help the next customer. "Oh I'm Mallory by the way." She says over her shoulder. "Hallie." The line finally dies down but all the sudden four men dressed in black and adorned with body paint approach the tent. "You guys are awful!" Ashley shouts first. Andy looks apologetically at us before complaining about how his hair isn't straight now so it looks un theatrical, and how it's going to frizz and everything else. Ashley starts checking people out as they walk by. Jinxx joins Andy, cc just starts laughing in the middle of their rant. "This is actually a great prank!" He Howls. I join him in a fit of laughter, soon the rest of bvb do. Jake arrived with his straightened hair previously. "You should hear what they did!" I point at Mallory, she explains what their crew and the band did and everyone laughs even harder. "Kellin is going to kill you!" She shrugs and gets back to work. Andy checks the time and announces they have to be at the stage in 3 minutes before running away with the 4 others chasing after him. We put up a 'closed' sign and turn to face the stage that is luckily really close to the tent. Black veil brides comes on with cc first, then jake and Jinxx, ashley, and finally Andy. "How is everyone doing?" Andy shouts into the microphone. "We would like to apologize about our hair, except for jake because he and our Merch girls took our straighteners this morning!" Andy smiles at us. "But we are black veil brides from Hollywood California! And this is rebel love song!"
They play rebel love song, love isn't always fair, beautiful remains (Andy and Lola's song.. At least I think because she has the lyrics tattooed on her arm.), god bless you, die for you, children surrender (oh the irony!), we stitch these wounds (which he keeps glancing at me the entire time..) am I sensing a theme?
Andy announces rebel yell by saying, "has anyone in here ever wanted someone they couldn't have?"
"The only song about sex we've done is a cover, as pointed out by a friend so here it is: rebel yell!" when the song finishes he asks jake and Jinxx something and they nod, "so our last song is off we stitch these wounds but it's a new version. Carolyn."
Oh my fucking god. I am going to kill him.
Andy begins singing and looks over at us the whole time. Lola looks at me, my wrist then Andy he gives a slight nod before engaging with the fans again and deciding to crowd surf. He gets back up on stage and the crowd is louder than before. All 5 guys have smiles so wide and content when they leave the stage. Andy runs over to us when the band gets their gear off. He hugs Lola tight, then kisses her quickly. He lets go and hugs me tightly, whispering in my ear, "that last song was for you, please?"
"No."
He makes sure Lola isn't paying attention and whispers, "Hallie, please. I'll do anything you want me to?"
"I said no."
He sighs and lets go of me, knowing that it is already looking weird. I pull out my phone and text ashley:
Hallie: I might actually need to use that whistle.
Ashley: ?
Hallie: Andy just whispered in my ear, "please?" And "I'll do anything you want me too."
Ashley: should I talk to him?
Hallie: no

Andy has to leave to go to a signing so he hugs Lola, then goes to hug me again. He whispers in my ear this Time, "I want to be inside you again. It felt so right." I give him a quick disgusted look before maintaining a poker face until he walks away. When the next fan comes up I put on a smile, "you are so lucky Andy gave you a hug." She says dreamily while I get her a shirt from the box. I giggle and hand her the shirt in exchange from her money, "ya I was a huge bvb fan before I knew Lola and Andy even dated. I still fangirl a bit." I lie, his hugs are nothing compared to what he has made me feel like. Andy's touch exhilarates my body. I guess his hug for a fan is similar, but extremely toned down. She giggles a bit more as she walks away, letting the next person in line buy something. "Hi uh, how much is the white shirt?" "$18.00." He hands Lola the money instead of me and walks away.. Weird. An hour later the band comes back to the tent and engulfs us both in hugs. Ashley whispers, "I'm watching him for you." Andy thankfully leaves me alone. It's Lola's day for the room. Great. Sex noises, that's all I'm going to hear tonight. And of my sister and Andy. They help us pack up the remaining Merch into boxes again and untie their straighteners. The day is almost over so.. Cc decided it would be funny to put his hair up in a high ponytail so he did, he forgot its still in and none of us want to tell him because it looks hilarious. Once everything is packed up we head back over to where the buses are for a cookout. The grills have been set up and there is a cooler of beer- which I will avoid at all costs, some hamburgers and hotdogs laying in another. Andy and the guys start talking about the sizes of their dicks. It gets to the point where andy is about to stick his hand in his pants to measure and prove his is the biggest. "No! Dude! Don't do that! We've all seen your dick! That's gross!" Jinxx yells and covers his eyes. "Hallie hasn't!" Cc jokes, "I think we should make her judge." "No! No! No! Not happening!" I shout. I run away to the other buses and a few bands start staring, "I don't want to judge!" I yell as Andy's footsteps get closed behind me. "Judge what?" Someone asks Andy. I turn around and see kellin quinn standing there with mismatched toms on his feet because of Mallory. Andy smirks at me and says, "we were discussing who in bvb has the biggest dick." Kellin looked at me funny and back at Andy. "Isn't she your girlfriends sister?" I'm internally fangirling, I can't explain for myself. "Ya..." "You want her.. To see your dick?" Kellin asks, confused. "She doesn't even look like she's 18..." "We're. Living on a bus together, it's bound to happen eventually." He shrugs. Kellin looks over to me apologetically, "why aren't you talking?" Gosh, that was blunt. Andy whispers something in his ear, kellin nods. "I don't trust you Andy. What did you just tell him?" "That you're a big fan of his. That's all." Andy raises his hands up in a surrender. "Uh. The whole band, and I think you know there's reason for me not to trust you. And kellin, nice toms." I smirk at him. "Mallory told me." He nods and Asks, "what did she do exactly?" "You have to find out yourself!" I giggle and skip/jog away. Yes skip/jog judge me. I hear footsteps behind me again, before we reach the end of the buses Andy catches up to me and grabs my hand. "Nice way of making me look bad!" He jokes, "and you don't have to look at my dick again to tell me how long it is, you probably have it memorized." Andy smirks and leans in to try and kiss me, I turn my head so it lands on my cheek instead. "Oh so now I have to make out with your cheek! That's not fair" "Andy. Leave me the fuck alone. We are barely even friends."I stare at him until he nods. "With benefits." Andy smirks and goes to kiss me again. "You're fucking my sister tonight. Go spend Time with her." I push him away from me. "I already told you I'm not ever doing it with you again. So just stop and go seduce your girlfriend instead of me." Andy smirks and whispers in my ear, "but I'd rather have you tonight babe." I clench my hands into fists except I forget that Andy is holding on to one of mine and end up seeming like I'm squeezing his hand reassuringly. He smirks even more after I do and says, "are you sure about not wanting to do it." He winks at me. I roll my eyes and walk away. "Fuck you Andy!" I shout over my shoulder. "You know you want to!" He shouts back. I can practically see the smirk on his face. Maybe I should just slap him... I never realized how cocky he is until now. Gosh why did I ever fuck him? Oh right, rape. I finally reach the bvb bus again with luckily no Andy. I quickly get some food for myself and sit in a lawn chair. "Where's Andy?" Jake asks with food in his mouth, Jinxx wacks his arm, "don't talk with your mouthful!" "oh- I don't know..." I shrug and take a bite of my burger. The guys have already started to become entranced with their phones... "Hallie, can you get me a beer please? Pretty please?" Cc makes a really bad puppy dog face and begs. He is right next to me. "You're closer to it!" "It's too far!" He whines and waves his hand lazily at the cooler. I sigh and get up to grab one. Just when I grab one for him Lola comes off the bus and yells, "Hallie! Put the beer down!" I glare at cc and toss it to him. He says. "It was for me, thanks hallie." "I'm never drinking Lola. I felt all weird last night." She sighs and warns the guys, "ok, last night was an exception.. But if any of you ever, I mean ever, give her any type of alcohol I will make your life a nightmare!" "Yes ma'am!" Andy jokes and walks up behind her, pecking her cheek and holding an arm around her waist. He looks at me mischievously but focuses his attention back on Lola. He whispers things in her ear I don't even want to know. "Oh we are going to be so loud tonight babe!" Cc yells from his seat, jake joins in, "are you going to cum for me Lola?" "You're going to be amazing tonight Lola!" Jinxx yells, laughing. ashley is the last to shout, "Bite me vampire!" Andy and Lola are blushing like tomatoes, I join in last and yell, "oh andy! I can't wait to finally have sex with you again! Oh three weeks has been too long! Oh my god!" I'm imitating Lola but Andy seems to think I'm being serious with his look changing for half a second. "Hallie! Cover your ears! Your innocence! Nooooo!" Jake shouts and runs over to me, covering my ears and pretending to be protective. I am erupting into giggles and everyone but the two are laughing too hard to say anymore. "Come on Lola, lets go get a head start." Andy leads her into the bus and shuts the door behind them. "Everyone brought earplugs, right?" Jinxx asks. We all nod, finishing our food and beginning to clean up. Once everything is away we cautiously get on the bus. No sex noises- yet. Ashley knocks on the door to the room, Andy opens it and whispers something in his ear. Ashley nods, leaving them to whatever. "They are just talking. Enjoying the privacy of being alone." He explains. "Wait! I have some rules about the room!" I remember before everyone climbs back into their bunks. "Change the sheets if you have sex, clean up after yourself, and uh.. Respect the wheel!" Everyone agrees as we climb back into the bunks and begin whatever time wasters we have. I read, someone is snoring.. Ugh. I get a text.. From Andy? Isn't he spending time with Lola! Andy: hey, Lola fell asleep, can I please at least talk to you? I'm putting her in her bunk. Hallie: you're not letting her sleep in the bed back there? That's not very nice. Andy: I'll move her back.. Just please. Andy's footsteps fill the quiet walkway, I peek out of the curtain and see him placing a peaceful Lola in her bunk. He notices that I am watching him and chuckles. I sigh and close the curtain, when he walks by he slides his hand under the covering, motioning for me to follow him. Why am I agreeing to talk to him? A few minutes after the door closes to the back room, I slip out of my bunk silently making my way back to meet Andy. As soon as I open the door ashley pokes his head out and raises an eyebrow. "Talking. I'll slap him." I whisper before shutting the door behind me. As soon as I'm inside Andy playfully pushes me against the door and says, "I knew you wanted to." "Ya. I wanted to talk." I say in monotone. Andy backs off when he sees the angry look in my eyes and sits on the edge of the bed. I stay against the door. "I wanted to tell you to stop. You and Lola are meant for each other and I was just standing in the way. It's the first day of tour and you're already trying to get me to have sex with you again. I'm not going to ever." "Hallie, I love doing it with you. More than anyone else." He looks up at me hopefully. "Andy, back off and you should be spending time with your girlfriend, having sex with her- not me. Lola is asleep out there, you should go cuddle with her in here ok?" I walk up to him and give Andy a loose hug, I peck his cheek lightly and whisper, "and maybe she'll reward you or something." He reluctantly lets me go from the hug after a few seconds, "it's for the best Andy. We both know that." I pat his head jokingly, "good boy!" And run out of the room so it seems like what we were talking about wasn't even a possible topic. Ashley peeks his head out of the bunk and motions for me to come over, I climb into his bunk. Close quarters, uncomfortably close.. "How'd it go?" I shrug. "He seems to be willing to comply. I kinda persuaded him with the idea of Lola.. Ya this is really messed up." Ashley wraps me into a tight hug and whispers in my ear, "next time go for someone who's single." I giggle, hitting him lightly before hopping out of his bunk and heading to my own. I need sleep for another long day of warped tour tomorrow.

Notes

Ummm.. Sorry about the formatting, it's a long chapter and I'm tooooo laaaaazzzzzyyyy. I can't believe I dididn't update for two whole days! I've been writing a lot, this actually isn't what I had planned, the chapter was longer by too much.
Anyways, thanks for reading! The views are working again and the ones on becoming unbroken are ridiculous! Thanks guys! And thank you for commenting, rating, and subscribing!
-C

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)