Andy's POV
I can't.
Hallie fell asleep soon after telling me to be with Lola, her face is so peaceful when she sleeps. In her dreams she had rolled up to me and was clinging to my chest desperately. I stroked her hair while she slept. It's clear she's not going to do this again, I guess she's already made my decision for me. I can't let her get away that easily. I have the feeling that when she gets home she's going to cut, I can't let her do that. I fall asleep soon as well. A dream filled sleep consisting of Lola and hallie.
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"Andy. Wake up." Someone cooes in my ear, nibbling on it a bit. Hallie?
"Mmm.. No, stay longer." I groan and attempt to pull hallie back down on to the bed. She laughs a bit and says, "Andy. I need to go. Come on, wake up."
I sigh and open my eyes. I see hallie sitting on the bed next to me and smiling sadly, "hallie? Why are you sad?"
I don't realize that Lola is behind me when I pull her I to a hug. I whisper into her ear, "did you have fun last night?"
She sigh and says, "thank you for letting me stay the night Andy, I'm sorry that it got too late for you to take me home."
I pull away and am about to question her when she quickly says, "Lola is going to take me home so I'll see you later."
I can't even kiss her goodbye.
She gets up and goes out into the main room, Lola looks at me longingly.
She was the one who woke me up like that!
"Looks like hallie got more action with you than I have. She got to cuddle ooh!" She jokes. I cock an eyebrow and she explains, "hallie texted me at like 3 that she needed me to pick her up from here in the morning. I got here and you two were cuddling."
I nodded and looked around my room, our discarded clothes were off the floor. She had put away everything I brought in here last night, even threw away the condom and emptied the trash can. The room smelled like air freshener and I notice that hallies hair was wet when I hugged her. I get out of bed and got to engulf Lola into a long hug, tears started to leak out of my eyes.
"Andy? Why are you crying?"
"Oh, well, last night hallie told me why she cuts and I just feel bad for her.. It really got to me. Also yesterday when I picked her up some guys tried to get her to have sex with them so that's why she was over. You know she doesn't have any friends right?" I ask, Lola shakes her head, a tear of her own forming. "I went there to get them to back off and she wanted to talk to someone about everything." I lie, I can't tell her what I'm really crying about.
"If she does something I'll send her to you ok?" Lola says sadly, I catch her tear as it falls and kiss her quickly.
"I'm worried about her Lola, please keep an eye on her later ok?" I ask and kiss her again. I really missed these lips, kissing Lola makes me remember why I fell in love with her in the first place. Why I waited 2 months... Why I have her now.
"Ok Andy." She whispers and kisses my cheek. I let her go and follow them to the door. I hug hallie tightly and whisper, "please call me later I need to talk to you about something?" She sighs and shakes her head no. I unwrap from the hug and kiss Lola before they leave.

The two women I love.

The two sisters I love.

The one I want the most, I can't have.

I text ashley so that he doesn't threaten me:
Andy: I chose Lola.
Ashley: great man. Oh ya warped tour starts in a week. We need two Merch girls?
Andy: maybe Lola would want to do it.. And Sammi?
Ashley: just have Lola come and bring hallie, she can hook up with one of the other bands Merch people.
Andy: ok.. You ask her yourself.
Ashley: can I have her number then? You ask Lola.
Andy: 111-666-3333 I

text Lola:
Andy: warped tours in a week and we need a Merch girl? :)
Lola: I'll do it! I can't imagine being without you again for 2 months!
Andy: I know! It was already hard enough for both of us! We wouldn't be able to cuddle for the whole summer!
Lola: ya right Andy. You're definitely thinking about not cuddling for the whole summer.. Totally not something else.
Andy: .... I'll tell the guys then!

Maybe it won't be so bad if Lola and hallie were there, as long as I stuck with Lola and ignored hallie...

Hallie's POV

Ashley: do you want to be a Merch girl with us on warped tour?
Hallie: no. I don't want to see Andy and Lola together, or just Andy in general.
Ashley: hallie, please come? I have a secret I need to tell you but I can't until the start of the tour if you come. Its really important and I need your help, Please?
Hallie: ... Fine. But please please please have Andy and Lola not share a bunk!
Ashley: they can't, it's too small to be sharing every night.
Hallie: ok. I'm bringing earplugs. And I'm bringing more earplugs.
Ashley: yes! And I recommend bringing clothes that's not only meant for summer heat but is a bit slutty because some of the other bands are using some guys around your age as Merch people too ;)
Hallie: I'm not sure whether to trust you on that or not. Coming from the perv of bvb, it doesn't sound too convincing..
Ashley: do you want to get laid by some one there or not?
Hallie: that's not happening ever again. I'm not going to do it again until I'm at least 18. Also I'm not that kind of girl anyways... I have only kissed one guy...
Ashley: wow. You are definitely not that kind of girl..
Hallie: I'm gonna go, can you tell me what to pack?
Ashley: I'm making a list. Text it to Lola for me too.
Hallie: ok.

What are our parents going to say?

"Lola?" I walk into her room, she is on the phone with Andy of course, talking about warped tour. She mumbles into the phone, "one second.." And looks to me annoyed.
"I just wanted to tell you I'm coming to warped your too. Ashley asked me." She starts to say something then Andy asks her something. She sighs and puts him on speakerphone, "we need two people working at the Merch tent for rotations and with organizing the signings sometimes, as well as an overflow of customers towards mid day."
"Ok.. Well-" I cut her off with, "I'm bringing earplugs, don't worry." She rolls her eyes and I walk out.

Ashley texted me a list:
Ashley: bring:
20ish outfits.. Pajamas? More underwear than 20, Idk about bras.. And how many you need.. Flip flops Socks? Vans Other shoes you wear? A bag (drawstring or Kavu is a good brand too..) Girl stuff.. Makeup, hair stuff, (I think we can handle a few more straighteners..) Chargers for phone/ iPod. Phone and IPod, computer/kindle/iPad? A watch. Any jewelry Stuff to do on the bus. Sheets, blanket, pillow. A camera.

I start to lay out all the clothes I have that aren't jeans or longsleeves on the carpet. I decide on 18 shirts, 7 of them tank tops. I grab my few bathing suits and a towel wrap that I got from my aunt for my birthday a few years ago for no reason.. She is a weird aunt.. Lay out the rest of what ashley told me and a laundry bag.
The best way to tell my parents and get them to approve is to act like the perfect child. So, I sadly take out my spider bites, put my hair up in a high ponytail, clipping the bands out of my face. I change into a pair of pink hollister shorts that were a present from my mom, and an plain white vneck with a black tank top underneath. I take off my make up and simply put on mascara and some lipgloss. I hear my mom open the front door so I rush down stairs and meet her at the kitchen.
"What do you want?" She asks, taking in my suddenly preppy appearance.
"I got a summer job.."
I Know she'll like that.
"Oh that's great honey! Where is it? The bakery? An office in town?" She hugs me tight.
"Actually I am going to be selling band merch on warped tour." I say hopefully, she sighs and nods.
"That's fine hallie, it will be a good experience for you. I have a feeling Lola is going too?"
"Ya. And I'll make sure she stays out of trouble mom!" I joke and wrap her into a hug.
"Hallie? when do you leave?"
"Four days?"
"Ok. Well go pack, I want to talk to your sister ok?" I nod and run back upstairs, finding a suitcase I begin to stuff my clothes in until I hear a conversation in Lola's room. I put my ear against the wall.
"Lola, the only reason I'm letting you two go on that tour is because I'm worried about your sister."
"Why?" Lola's voice asks.
"Have you seen her wrists? She cuts Lola, she cuts herself. I've been to hard on her, I haven't given either of you enough freedom to learn your way. It seems that that music.. That rock music. Is actually helping her, she hadn't had any new scars on her wrists until Wednesday.. I think she needs the summer to get away from here and explore, be around a new community with similar interests to you and her. Just make sure she's doing alright. I'm trusting you with my baby Lola."

I hear her door shut. My mom knows I cut. But she is finally being a good mother and giving us some space. I am so grateful.
I get a text from Jinxx:
Jinxx:, here's the deal with the tour. So we meet at my house at 9:00 am on tues. we will have a meeting with all the crew and an explanation for you on how to do everything and a rundown of a basic schedule. We will leave from there when the meeting is over. Most bands would be taking either one bus with all crew and band, but since we have a large crew and can afford it, we are taking a bus of us and a bus of crew. Since you two are the only girls and Lola is Andy's girlfriend you will stay with us. Oh, if you want Sammi says you guys can sleepover the night before so that you aren't late in the morning. Andy and ash are bc they wake up late and don't need to say bye to any girlfriends.. Ya. Just make sure you're packed and hallie, bring a rape whistle. Jk.. Oh and I like your idea of earplugs hallie! You will need at least three pairs to block the sound of some people doing it on the bus. Hallie I'm going to make sure you get a bunk that is not over/ under anyone who is going to have a girlfriend/ashley on tour. Probably jake because Ella is not coming at all. Sammi and Lauren are visiting for a few days too. We will kill you if you don't have deodorant. *cc that means you this year!* see you soon!

Oh it's a group text!

Cc: hey! I bought some the second day!
Jinxx: whatever.
Ashley: and I don't like cc armpit hairs in my deodorant!
Jake: :(
Andy: rape whistle.. Haha..
Ashley: oh earplugs are a definite thing everyone!!
Andy: *imaginary middle finger emoji*
Lola: :| ash, my sister is on this group text..
Cc: or dubstep! It could work too!
Andy: *facepalms*
Jinxx: just be quieter.
Hallie: ... :0:| :/
Hallie: oh! Gross! Ewww!
jake: hallie I'll be over/ under you like Jinxx said.
Ashley: ;) onion jake is getting some with hallie!
Ashley: *oooh not onion (autocorrect..)
Lola: that's gross!
Jake: bunk buddies. Now shut up purdy!
Ashley: bunk buddies;)
Jake: that's not what I meant!
Ashley: you know it is ;)
Jake: dude! She's 15 that's gross to even think about!
Hallie: ...
Andy: there's a private room in the bus right?
Jinxx: ya. We rotate though, ashley. That means you. One night per person in a rotation, unless you're Andy and Lola. They get one rotation.
Ashley: what about jake and hallie? ;)
Jinxx: :| they still get the room if they want to like watch a movie or get away from everyone.
Hallie: hey jake! Sad-we-have-no one-to-have-sex-with movie night?
Jake: ya! Or get away from sex noises movie night?
Hallie: ya!
Lola: hallie, no sex for you. ;)
Andy: you never know.. Hallie could get a boyfriend and they could be fucking back there?
Lola: she's 15. No sex for hallie ;p
Hallie: :( jk..
Andy: I think we all lost our virginity around that age except you... It's probably fine..
Lola: :|
Hallie: IM NOT GOING TO DO IT OK! :p
Ashley: k hallie.. Andy and Lola, fight on your own text.
Andy: we are. Jk.
Jinxx: everyone needs sleep, we are getting our gear set tomorrow guys. Oh and Merch we need you at 1 to help organize tomorrow.
Ashley: night
Cc: goodnight
Jake: sleep well Lola+hallie+Andy?
Ashley: jake you need to be more careful with how you phrase things. That sounds like their sleeping together. If you don't want me making jokes.
Jake: maybe I meant that! Just kidding!!!! I will.
Hallie: I am going to be made fun of a lot.
Andy: ...get lucky tonight jake, Jinxx and cc!
Lola: :| goodnight. Why am I on a text with 5 men?
Hallie: sleep well guys.

I get a text from ashley a second later;
Ashley: hallie, seriously though, if Andy tries anything or if anyone does during warped come get me ok?
Hallie: ok.
Ashley: also since you can't talk about this with anyone else, pretend I'm your best friend and tell me what happened between you and Andy.. You know it's itching to get out.
Hallie: uh. You sure?
Ashley: ya.
Hallie: so.. Umm.. You know how Andy kissed me a week ago?
Ashley: yep.
Hallie: he kinda told Sammi and jake and Jinxx that he still wanted to talk to me about stuff but instead he kissed me again, and it turned into making out, then It went to us having sex.
Ashley: holy shit.
Hallie: so the first time he wasn't with Lola again yet.
Ashley: wow.. And you just did it those two times?
Hallie: so.. Um Andy and I only had sex those two times, we kinda made out and stuff a few other times.
Ashley: ok.. So at least it's not like an ongoing thing anymore. I just wanted to understand for when on tour I can help you if he tries anything.
hallie: ya thanks. And please don't talk about this to anyone ok?
Ashley: I won't. Goodnight hallie. :)
Hallie: goodnight ashley.

I didn't realize that I had gotten a text from Andy:
Andy: I know I'll sleep well. ;)
Andy: wait, sorry. Never mind I forgot.

Ugh. This is going to be a long tour..

Notes

It's finally a long chapter! Yay! I hope this is better than the last few.. No real sexual content.. I didn't realize how much texting there was.. I've written a lot today so I will update again tomorrow. Warped tour is not the whole story, it will only be part since I'm trying to write longer chapters again.
Drama to come!
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-C