Yes, this chapter has sex in it. To people who don't want to read that part I'm going to show you where to read and when to stop.

Hallie's POV
Andy's hands are exploring all over my naked body, he looks me in the eye and whispers, "I love you. I love you with all my heart."

I awake from my dream to the blaring of the alarm clock. School. Ugh. 2 days, two fucking days!

Lola's POV
Andy texts me.
Andy: I love you, I wish I could see you more!
Lola: ya. I miss you, maybe we should forget taking it slow and move in together again.. ;)

His response is immediate. Almost too quick.

Andy: no.
Lola: why not?
Andy: because it's better to take it slow, we learned that the hard way.
Lola: :( at least let me come over and stay the night;)
Andy: Lola.. No.. We agreed.
Lola: :(

I put down the phone, why am I so desperate for Andy right now?

Lola: can I come over?
Andy: I'm sorry baby, I have to work. I want you to but I can't.. I wish we had more time together..

Hallie's seen Andy more than I have, that's not right.

Hallie's POV
-that night-

Andy is all I can think about right now. I'm stressing over tomorrow. Are we still going to do it? Do I even want to? Does he still want me? I remember his lips against mine and sigh, he is something else. I grab my iPod and put the headphones in, hopefully some music will help me sleep.
""Love Isn't Always Fair"
One look and I am sold
You got me on my knees
You steal all my innocence
A love sick melody
Take me…
You always want the one that you can’t have
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
You are the best romance I’ve never had
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
Your kiss a withered rose
Your lips have buried me
Hearts race the moments gone
We shared this fantasy
Take me…
You always want the one that you can’t have
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
You are the best romance I’ve never had
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
Kneel and pray for closure baby
This is the ride that we’re on, oh
And I’m taking what you give to me
Never want it to stop,
I want it all
In this temporary love
You always want the one that you can’t have
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
You are the best romance I’ve never had
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
(Woah oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh…) L
ove Isn’t Always Fair!"

Nope. I give up. I give in Andy, it seems like it would happen again anyway. I don't know if I even want to do this, too late now.. I grab my phone and quickly text Andy. A tear forms in my eye as I type:
Hallie: Andy, I don't know if you still want to but.. Tomorrow I'll do it with you again. I don't know why I'm agreeing to you because what I said yesterday was true. And I am feeling extremely guilty about doing this to Lola. I guess.. Just, I'll see you after I'm out of school if you still want to.

I get a text five minutes later, my eyes are blurred with tears as I read:
Andy: :) of course I still want to! I can't wait!
Hallie: k.. You have no idea how lucky you are I'm doing this.

I sigh and sit up, I don't know if I'll be able to sleep again tonight. Andy is all I can think about, maybe I should be an obsessive fangirl and stalk his Instagram and twitter all night? Or look up photos of him? I grab my laptop and open twitter.

@andybvb: don't cry darling, please it will be fine. Just remember you're not alone.

Shit. I need to talk to Someone, but I can't. I really wish I had some friends.. Maybe if I talk to Eli and don't name names..

@andybvb: so I was talking to someone today about the record.. Does anyone want a song about sex on there?

Seconds later ashley replies to his comment.
@ashleypurdy: I do!
@halliesameuls: @andybvb you're joking right?

Oh god that man can be! Ugh.. I don't even know.. I get a text from Andy..
Andy: It would be inspired by you ;)
Hallie: :|
Andy: how about this, "I wanna fuck you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna rock your body I wanna taste your sweet"
Hallie: That's disgusting!
Andy: that's actually blood on the dancefloor lyrics :/
Hallie: holy shit that's gross!
Andy: ya..
Hallie: don't ever write something like that about me, or anyone ok?
Andy: haha. I wouldn't!
Hallie: k. I can't sleep so..
Andy: too excited?
Hallie: and some other things..
Andy: well, I bet you and I will sleep very very well tomorrow night, and Saturday morning we can cuddle, and we can cook again.
Hallie: Andy, I need to sleep though, so you have any suggestions?
Andy: plug in your headphones and listen to relaxing music?
Hallie: thanks :) goodnight Andy:) x
Andy: night hallie;)
I plug in my headphones and stick them in my ear to be greeted by the ringing of the phone. I clumsily answer the call by accident. "Hallie?" Andy asks into my ears. "Ya?" I whisper. He chuckles and says, "I wanted to sing you to sleep." "I can listen other ways." I'm being blunt and vague incase Lola hears me. "It's not the same." I sigh as Andy starts to sing Carolyn,
"Those times in life we learn to try, with one intention Of learning how and when we'll die, but we can't listen I wish to God I'd known that I, I didn't stand a chance Of looking back and knowing why, or pain of circumstance You're not alone We'll brave this storm So here's my song I wrote in time, when it was needed Through pain of heart or loss of mind, your burdens lifted You aren't alone just know that I, can't save our hearts tonight You're not alone We'll brave this storm .... "
I fall asleep to the soothing sounds of Andy's voice.
Next morning.
It's the last day of school, finally! I am keeping my headphones in as much as possible to avoid people's questions about health class 2 days ago and Andy.. Andy, I can't stop thinking about him. I don't know why, I just can't get him our of my mind. His perfect blue eyes, his seductive smirk, his sexy voice, most of all the way it feels when he touches me, like a pleasuring fire.
"Hallie-" skylar whispers in the middle of the final health presentation. "Are you coming to Angela's party tonight?" I sigh and shake my head. "Aww, you should come!" She says and pats my shoulder. "I don't really want to.. I have other plans anyways.." I bite my lip and continue my doodle of Andy, it's him now with the lyrics to Carolyn underneath it. "Oh. Well, I'll text you over the summer." She says as the bell rings.
Finally.
I walk to my locker but am stopped by some kids in my health class-- brads friends. "Hey so.. If you're free tonight we should fuck, considering you already have and everything." One, trey I think? Says and smirks. I push past them to my locker and get my remaining books, sticking my headphones in my ears and walking out of the building. Andy's not here yet and they followed me out. "Listen to us hallie." Alex? Snaps and pulls out my headphones. "We would just love if you could come." Trey snarks. "Leave me alone." I groan and try to ignore them. Alex grabs my arm and turns me to face them, "But hallie, it will be soo much fun, and it's not like it's your first time or anything." They're mocking me. I don't even care. "She has other plans." Someone yells behind me, I hear footsteps and then someone's pale tattooed arms wrap around my waist. Andy bends down and pecks my cheek, he whispers in my ear, "can I kiss you?" I check to make sure there's no one else around before giving a slight nod. Andy turns and crashes his lips down on mine, softly at first but getting rougher by the second. "Aren't you her sisters boyfriend?" One of them asks. Andy pulls away, shaking his head and says jokingly, " Friends can kiss too. And go find someone else to fuck."
"Why should we, since it's not like you two are dating or anything." Trey says smugly and grabs at my arm, I move before he can touch me. Andy looks at me and smiles, "sorry guys, she's all mine tonight."
"Gross man! You're like.. 20 something!" Trey makes a face and says, "fine. I don't want either of your emo stds!"
"Fuck you." Andy mutters and leads me away from them. I start giggling as soon as we are in the car, Andy cracks up as well and pecks me on the lips. "Did you see the look on their faces!" I giggle when we pull out of the parking lot. Andy smirks and says, "ya, but I don't want any of them to touch you hallie. I won't let them hurt you babe, you know that right?" I nod, somewhat surprised at his comment. "You're mine tonight hallie, not theirs hopefully never their's." he mumbles something else but I can't hear it. he pulls into his apartment complex soon enough and leads me up the stairs, holding my hand tight as we get closer to his floor. "Hallie, I want you to know that I'm grateful you are still doing this." Andy says quietly before he unlocks his door. "Let the seduction begin." Andy smirks and leads me inside, he pulls me into the bedroom and locks the door tight.

(if you don't like sex scenes stop until you see the bold font.)

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"So, lets make this interesting.." Andy says smugly, "should we try to seduce each other until someone breaks, play the awkward game? Or..." Andy trails off and looks at me for the answer. I shrug. He walks over to me with a glint in his eye and whispers, "number 1 it is." Andy comes up to me and sweeps me off my feet, holding me bridal style the few feet to his bed and laying me down. He lays down next to me and says, "how can I seduce you? Hmm?" He rolls over on his side so he is watching me and walks his fingers from my chest to my neck. Andy slides them back down lightly, sending shivers though my body. "Maybe I should just stand in front of you, naked. Until you want to do it." He jokes. Andy brings his lips to my neck and just breathes, shivers again. Then he whispers in my ear, "with a rebel yell she cried more! More! More!" I giggle a bit and feel Andy's hands trail up my thighs, he continues whispering rebel yell lyrics, "in the midnight hour.. Babe- more! More! More!" He locks eyes with me but his gaze slowly starts traveling up and down my body, he is biting his lip sexily. His whispers turn into breathy singing. "I walked the world, with you, babe A thousand times, with you" He kisses my ear lightly and grabs my hand. "I dried your tears, of pain, babe A million times, for you" Andy puts my hand on his chest, under his shirt. I can feel his heart racing, his skinny stomach is kind of turning me on. In an incredibly low voice Andy says, "I'd sell my soul, for you, babe For money to burn, with you I'd give you all, and have none, babe Just to, just to, just to, just to, to have you here by me, because" He pulls me Closer and wraps his arms around my back loosely, letting one fall too low. "I am your hate, you are my love, I am your lust, you are my lovedrug..."
"What?" I croak, he's turning me on for sure but that surprised me.
"It's just the song, baby, but tonight you are my love, my only love." He whispers in my ear, a smirk playing on his lips as he leaves a butterfly kiss upon mine. I squirm to try to keep myself from giving in so quickly, he notices and chuckles. Andy's hands slide under the back of my shirt, tickling the skin by gently gliding his fingertips all over. "Tease." I joke and roll my eyes. Andy smirks and whispers in my ear, "hallie, babe, tonight I'm giving you everything. You and me, just us. Making sweet, pure, amazing.." He pauses and looks me in the eye, "Love."
"Tonight, hallie, I love you." He says with an irrefutable growl in his voice. I am just about to give into him when he whispers, "I love you hallie, for tonight, and for the many other nights like this to come, I love you."
I decide to attempt my own little game of seduction, I purr in Andy's ear, "Andrew Dennis Biersack. The sexy singer for black veil brides. For tonight I am yours." I let him have me once. It's about to happen again. Andy's face lights up, he won. He stands up and walks to the door, I follow him entranced. He turns around and kisses me softly, just a few seconds. "Baby. I'm already turned on by you and you haven't even taken off your shirt." He chuckles and grabs my waist, pulling me against him. Yep, he's turned on alright. Andy kisses my lips softly again, slowly his hands trail down to my thighs, he lifts me up and wraps my legs around his waist. I allow Andy's tongue in my mouth and wrap my arms around his neck. We kiss until one of his knees threatens to buckle and he stumbles back to the bed, sitting and laughing. I see an idea flash on his face as he sits up and runs out to the kitchen. He comes back with a iHome and his phone, as well as a camera, tripod. He sets up the camera and tripod before I can ask. "I just want a picture of us kissing that won't be on my phone for anyone to see." He says quietly. I nod, "as long as you put it away soon because I don't know how long I can resist you." He nods smugly and clicks a button, Andy quickly is next to me, kissing my lips once again. His hands are lightly on my waist and mine around his neck. I could kiss him for hours, his soft pink lips, that cold lip ring. Oh god! I think about how amazing everything we've done has been and I moan against his lips. He chuckles and I pull away.
"I was just-"
"I don't need an explanation hallie." He smiles and shuts off the camera. He puts on the iHome on low volume, it's on a ton of songs about sex. How surprising! He smirks and with that another long kiss begins. Andy removes my shirt soon and marvels at the bra I'm wearing. "Oh my fucking hell. I don't want to take this off of you." He mutters and looks at me astonished, then back at the completely navy blue lace bra with a small teal bow on the middle, along with two identical ones on the straps and it is somehow making my boobs look like d's. Andy Is marveling at the bra, he reaches out and traces the edge of the lace on my cleavage. I shiver at his touch and he whispers, "wear this again." "So you like it then?" I giggle and kiss his cheek. He nods and looks at it in awe. Andy traces the outline, back and forth while reaching up to kiss me. He whispers on my lips, "please let me take a picture. It's too amazing not to." I sigh, knowing that it would make him happy and that he might want to do this again even more if I did. And as long as my face isn't in the picture it's fine.. right? Also in wearing a bra, it's not like I'm naked. "Fine. But my face and your face can't be in it. And not on your phone." I sigh and wait as Andy takes the camera back out with shaky hands and takes a few pictures. It is returned to the bag quickly and the singer is on top of me again. His lips are kissing mine again, he sighs as he unhooks the bra and tosses it on the floor with our shirts. He pauses and stares at my chest with amazement. "You're beautiful hallie. I love you." He whispers and makes eyecontact. I feel like I'm flying when he says that. Andy looks back at my chest and back at me, he sits up and pulls me onto his lap so that I am straddling him. Again I know he's going to tease me and watch my reactions. Andy catches me by surprise when he grabs a can of whipped cream and puts some on my nipples, then proceeds to suck it off. I look at him surprised and he just shrugs. Andy starts to tease me, as expected, but he randomly kisses me a lot, or starts tickling me so hard I almost fall off the bed. Andy is enjoying my boobs and I am enjoying his teasing. He keeps looking over at the camera, longingly. "I'm not going to let you take a picture of me." "I know." He plants a kiss on each of my boobs and then my lips. He massages them a bit. "Hallie, 2 bases down." Andy jokes and slides me off if him. I let him slide off my shorts, I help him wriggle out of his jeans. Andy looks up at me for permission before he takes off my underwear with a small batman logo on the side causing him to chuckle. I don't go for his boxers yet because, to be honest, penises scare me. (A/N: my friend actually said that..) Andy kisses me softly and whispers, "I love you." Before starting to finger me.
(... Lalalala not comfortable ...)
Andy stops after I have given in to him for a while and he licks his fingers. I know where this is going next.. Should I just do it? Just give him a blow job like he wants? "Andy.." I mumble, embarrassed. Andy realizes what I'm trying to say and shrugs, "I didn't think you would anyway." "Oh." He looks at me, his eyes full of lust as they take in my naked body. Andy's lip quivers, "beautiful." I look up at him, he smiles down at me. I do love him, he doesn't love me really.
"I love you Andy."
"I love you hallie." we say it in unison, he inhales slowly then exhales. I pull off his boxers because he was making me anxious. Andy smirks, "you just can't wait." "Shut up!" I joke and kiss him lightly. Andy grabs a condom and puts it on, he smiles at me and positions himself. I exhale, closing my eyes to brace for the painful pleasure. It doesn't come. I open my eyes to find Andy not overtop of me on the bed but at the iHome. He looks up and sees my confused expression. "Changing the playlist." He shrugs. I nod, he crawls back over to where I am and gets ready again. He enters and starts, earning a few moans that turn into screams and an orgasm.
"I love you hallie."
"I love you too Andy." I say after I catch my breath, he is smiling at me. I'm full of adrenaline. "Andy, what are we doing?" I ask. He chuckles and growls, "we're making love baby." I shake my head, "no, I mean what are we doing, as in what is this." He pulls me on top of him and whispers, "Sex." "I know that." "we're exploring each others bodies for the sake of lust." "Making babies." He's just joking around by now. "Mating." "Fucking!" "I love you Andy." I blurt. He whispers, "I love you too hallie." He means for tonight. I however don't. Andy asks, "ready?" I nod And let the next time begin.
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"Andy. What I said before. I actually meant it." "Huh?" Andy looks at me curiously and kisses my forehead. "Like, I actually mean I do, not just for-never mind." I sigh and let Andy's hands engulf me into a hug. "Hallie? We need nicknames. Baby and babe are too general." "Mhmm..." I sigh and stroke his dick, trying to get him another boner so we don't need to continue this awkward conversation. Andy realizes what I'm doing and says, "I know something's wrong. We'll talk later.. Ok?" I nod. Andy kisses me and whispers, "I love this." "Me too.." I sigh happily. Andy chuckles, "lets go again before you fall asleep." I giggle and let him take me again.
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"Oh my god. Fuck me again." I moan after Andy stops. All three times I had an orgasm. "In a bit." He pants. I smile at Andy's sweat covered face and look him up and down. I've never really checked him out as fully as he has with me before. Andy chuckles and pulls me closer. He grabs my boob before I can object and whispers, "you're really cute, hallie. You're funny, adorable, reasonable, cute, respectful, kind, understanding, fucking gorgeous and I can't keep my hands off you. I just love everything about you. Hallie, tonight I love you. And I wish tonight could last forever." A tear is about to form in my eye. Fuck my life. Tonight can't last forever, but maybe if he loves me, it can. "Andy... Why don't you love me for real?" Andy looks at me startled. "Tonight is real." "Andy, you're telling me you love me and why.. But only for tonight.. How can you love someone for only a night?" He sighs, "I said I love you tonight, and for all the other nights like this." "Ya, well what about the other days and nights?"

Andy's POV

"Ya, well what about the other days and nights?" I let out a long sigh, why is she questioning me like this. I thought she wanted the same as me, just sex. That's what I want.. Right? I have Lola for everything else, that's enough.. Right? Hallie isn't someone who would love me anyways.. She probably is just confused of worried. But maybe I do love her? What the hell. I need a drink. But Hallie's here I don't want to ruin this for her. Too much silence. I can't deal with this. Without saying anything I position myself again and wait for her to be ready before going again.
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I pull her close and lay her head on my chest. It's only 6:30 in the evening.. I think we got here at 2 or three. "Andy, do you love me?" Hallie asks. I don't know what to do, I just stroke her hair and kiss her forehead. She lets out a long sigh and mumbles, "I know you don't.. You just don't know how to say it." No. I just don't know if I love you hallie! "Hallie, I love you tonight. It's not over yet."

I'm going to give myself until 12:00.
6 hours.
6 hours to decide if I love her or not.
6 hours to figure out wether to keep doing this with hallie or not.
6 hours to consider ending it with Lola.
Lola. She is a big problem here.
Hallie wraps her arms tightly around me and tangles our Legs together. I hold her against me tightly as well, she is beautiful. When I hear her breathing become more even and her face relax I begin to consider.
Issue number one: love or not. Hallie is an amazing girl, she is funny, shy, smart, silly, beautiful, creative, cute, enthusiastic, entergetic, loving, caring, kind, worried about everyone, selfless, understanding, respectful.. The list of adjectives goes on and on and on. I love the way that when she touches me I feel exhilarated, like a sudden adrenaline rush. Her kisses are so passionate and tempting but soft and warm, sometimes I just can't stop my lips from melting onto her soft, pink lips. And I'm not even going to get into her during sex. Ugh. I just can't get enough. The way she giggles and laughs, her facial expressions, her eyes. And that body I just can't seem to get my hands off of. Her smile makes one of my own appear and I don't think I could go a week without her. That's it, it's that simple.
I'm in love with hallie.
Cons: Lola.

Problem 2: keep doing this with hallie? Solved. I guess this was more for if I decided I don't love her.

Problem 3: Lola. Main issue. This has been itching at the back of my mind since We got back together.. Do I even love her anymore? We have barely seen each other and I don't even seem to want to as much anymore. I haven't really thought about her as much either. She has barely crossed my mind at all. I don't know. I still love her, we've had so many memories together and I have been through so much to get her back.. And now I'm just going to let her go. Or make her go. But I just don't think I love her anymore. At least not even close to how much I did before. This is an extremely hard descison, one that can wait a few more hours.

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"Andy!" Hallie moans in her sleep, "more! More! More!" I chuckle as she moans again, "in the midnight hour baby! More more more!" She squirms a bit and I feel her rub her hipbones against mine. I chuckle and let her finish her dream of what is most likely us having sex. "Hallie? Wake up love- ly." Crap. she's not awake yet! Good. Ok. I kiss her fore head, then her nose, her cheek, then her lips hoping to wake her up. Hallie barely even stirs. "Hallie?" I cooe into her ear, "l love you.. But tonight's almost over babe. We don't have much longer." She still doesn't wake up. I have one idea that she will probably hate me for if she wakes up but it's Worth a shot. "I'm sorry if you don't like this baby." I whisper before reaching down to tease hallie's nipples. Her face remains placid as her nipples harden and I continue to run my fingers over them, pinching a bit. I give up and start sucking on them, making sure to bite down and nibble on it enough. She isn't stirring still as I switch to the other and do the same thing as I had before. I tease with my hand on the other one, somewhat raw from what I had just done. She still isn't Awake when I stop teasing and think of what to do. I could finger her.. I could use my tongue down there.. I could give her hickeys until she wakes up. Mmm.. Maybe I'll just give her one for the heck of it. Where? She has to be able to cover if up... Her boob? Never mind, I won't do that. I think I should just wait a little longer for her to wake up. Then I can try to wake her up again. I lay back down and cuddle with her, just before I almost give in to sleep she stirs and whispers, "Andy... Why were you just sucking on my nipples in my sleep?" "uh.. You wouldn't wake up.." I mumble, embarrassed. She giggles sleepily and asks, "could you do it again? It felt good. I'm not Ready to wake up yet.." "Sure." I look from her peaceful face and to her inviting breasts nervously. She giggles and says, "go ahead Biersack." "but.. You sure?" I kind of want to finger her. Maybe I could do both? Surprise her? I slide down so my face is level with her chest and I am able to reach my arm down to her clit. I start sucking and then start stroking her entrance. "Uh? What the?" She stops as I slip a finger into her and and start pumping in and out. "Holy crap! Keep going!" She exclaims. I chuckle and go faster, adding one more finger. She is moaning, "holy fuck Andy! Oh god! Right there!" I feel her reach her climax and pull my fingers out of her. She is trembling from pleasure but- my god she doesn't know what's coming for her. Quietly I slip down even more so that my head is level with her v.. I take a deep breath and let my tongue roam around, sucking on her areas and occasionally sticking my tongue in her. I hear her moans of pleasure. She says a strained, "that's enough Andy. You're making me want to fuck you again." "You want to?" I ask, just jokingly. I'm too tired. She ponders it for a bit before mumbling, "kinda.." "Hallie. I'm too tired." I sigh, "I want too. Trust me. I'm sorry baby." She nods. having sex is a fucking workout! "Andy? What should we do?" "Cuddle? Shower? Watch movies? Instagram and twitter? Uhh.. Sleep? Talk? There's a lot."
"ok. So Andy.. What was the best sex you've ever had?"
"Shit. That's a good question, tonight was pretty amazing.. I think it actually might be the best sex I've ever had."
"K? What about Lola?"
"You're way better than her."
It's true, and more beautiful, fun, energetic , kind and caring. I can't get enough of hallie.
"Who is the hottest person you've fucked." Hallie giggles. "And Andy, please stop lying and saying its me because I know you were just saying that because we are somewhat in the middle of having sex.."
"Hallie, I wasn't lying. And just so you know, you are- by far the hottest person I've fucked. If you were a man and saw you in that bra earlier you would have died."
She sighs and asks, "mhmmk then, if you could have any person in the world who would it be?"
"You."
"You have me.."
"I know. I'm lucky." I smile and kiss her forehead again. She doesn't believe me. I know it. "Andy? Why do you still want me?" Great.. This will take a while. "Because.. Hmmm.. Because, hallie.. I just can't explain it." I can I just don't want it to be cheesy, I don't want you not to believe me, I'm scared you'll laugh in my face or turn me down. "Andy, it's fine, you don't need to. I love you."
"I love you too."
"For tonight." We whisper sadly in unison. I'll love her tomorrow too. And from everyday on out. Suddenly hallie blurts, "lets get drunk." I stare at her shocked for a second before shaking my head. "I'm not going to be responsible for giving someone your age alcohol." "Ok.. We could get tattoos?" She says quietly. I raise an eyebrow and ask, "what?" "Ya, I think I could get like a bvb star or something.. Maybe lyrics to Carolyn where only we could see, like my hip or hmmm.. Upper thigh? I know arm hurts the least but I wouldn't want my parents to see." "It's permanent so even if they do see what are they going to do?" I tell her and grab her wrist, she pulls it away before I can suggest a tattoo. Weird. "Hallie?" I ask warily, "you didn't right?" She doesn't answer, just glances at her wrist. "Please let me see, I'm not going to be mad if you did. I want to help you hallie. I love you." She looks away and hands me hew wrist. My eyes tear up at the sight Of only a few days old cuts on her pale skin. I feel a year roll down my face and land on her scars, I look up at her and whisper, "when?" She mumbles, "family dinner." I should have known. I should have fucking known. "I just.. I felt so guilty." She says and looks to me for an answer. "Promise me never again?" I say quietly. "Promise." I gently kiss up and down the inside of her arms and then her lips. She looks at me sadly and says, "sorry." "Don't be sorry to me. It's yourself that you should be apologizing to.. I want to help you hallie, if you ever feel the need to do that again just call or text and I'll be there right away, no matter where I am. Ok?" She nods and leans in to kiss me. I know how it would seem to anyone who wasn't the two of us. I would be the rock star who always cheats on his girlfriend with every slut he can find, and that I am a pedophile because I don't care. And then there's hallie, she would be seen as either the naive teenage victim or the teenage slut who thinks that she can do who and whatever she wants without consequence. "Andy. Can you hold me again?" She asks. I nod and resume cuddling with hallie. My adorable ball of cuteness and fun. She lets out a small sigh, I kiss her forehead. I start whisper singing carolyn: "(Insert lyrics here.)" When I finish the song she turns to me asking, "Andy?" "Ya?" "Nothing.. This just doesn't feel real." A small smile plays at her lips as she reaches up to kiss me. "Why not?" "It's just- umm.. Well, you're the lead singer of my favorite band, we just had sex. I'm 15 and you want me, I love you Andy. It's too hard to list all the reasons why." "How can I make it seem real?" I whisper while holding her closer. My love. Hallie. "I don't think you can.." She grabs my hands and squeezes them tight. I smile at her as she lays her head back on her chest and pecks it. She glances at me before pecking along my arms, back to my chest, my neck, my face.. She travels down the middle of my stomach and kisses my v-line on each side. I gasp when she lightly pecks my dick and continues down my legs like it never happened. She climbs on top of me and whispers, "I love every part of you." I roll her off of me, She looks at me funny as I do what she just did, first her forehead, her nose, her cheeks, I kis her neck softly but keep going to her arms. I kiss every single one of her scars possible, then the other arm. I smile as I kiss all over her chest, then leaving light pecks all over her boobs, soon I get to her cute little stomach. I peck all over it and then her belly button and she squeals a tiny bit. I smirk and kiss her hip and along the middle of them. I kiss her private parts before continuing on her legs, thighs, calves, shins. She is smiling giddily as I hover over her and plant a passionate kiss on her lips, she smiles in our kiss. "Hallie, I love every single part of you." I kiss her again lightly. As I pull away I realize how raw and kissed both of our lips are. Hers are pink and a bit swollen, mine probably look about the same. I smile and peck her lips again. "I'll kiss you 'til your lips are raw.." I place my finger tips lightly on her lip as I say, "and after."
"Andy- a-Andy, you have a um.. You know." Hallie stutters cutely and points to my Boner. "You want to make love again? We're good at it." I whisper as seductively as I can in her ear, her lip trembles as she whispers,
"y-ya. Go for it." I pull her into a long kiss and grab a condom, she looks at it smirking and tosses it away. "I trust you won't get me pregnant, they don't look comfortable anyways." She smiles and kisses me roughly. "Hallie.. I don't think it's a good idea.. You're not on birth control or anything. I can't." I stroke her face as she looks at me sadly. "Please? I want to know what real, true sex feels like Andy." She kisses my neck lightly. "It's not a good idea hallie, what if you do get pregnant?" "I won't. I trust you. I know I'm not ovulating anyways, that's in like.. A week according to this chart my mom makes me keep.." She looks up at hopefully and asks, "is there any other way I could seduce you." "I'm not going to have unprotected sex with you. What do we do if you are ovulating and you end up getting pregnant?" "Stop over thinking it and just go for it andy. When two people love each other it shouldn't matter." I haven't even done this with Lola and she's on the pill. "I love you but I don't think-" she leaves a light kiss on my lips and whispers, "maybe I'll let you do this again soon if we do..." I sigh and give in. Does she realize how risky this is? How likely it is she could become pregnant? I ease into her and oh my holy shit! This is way better than with a condom on, I haven't done this in years! Her face is full of amazement and obvious enjoyment. "Oh my god! Anddy! Faster please!" She moans and looks at me with pleasure. I do as she says and see beads of sweat popping up over her. She moans as I start grunting. "Holy shit! I love you!" She screams when we both reach our climax at the same time. "I'm getting on a pill and we are doing that again." She smirks and rolls on top of me. I smile and kiss her forehead. "Andy? We should just go again now." She whispers, her lips right above mine.
"I don't want the chances of you becoming pregnant to increase."
"Andy? When do you take a pregnancy test?"
I don't know that.. I'm a guy.
"Oh, shit. Umm.. I don't know? Should we look it up?"
"Sure." I grab my phone off the IHome and shut off the music that I forgot was playing. I go to google, typing in, 'When to take a pregnancy test' The variation of answers result in about a week or two.
She sighs and takes my phone. 'Chances of getting pregnant from unprotected sex' the answers range from a Christian site that says, 'if God Wants it to happen, it will.' And 'About 30% at the beginning point of ovulation.'
"So 30% is a low number? Right?" She asks, worried. I sigh and shake my head.
"People get pregnant from the 3% chance a condom isn't going to work. Hallie, in terms of statistics, that number is most likely higher." I kiss her forehead again, "we won't do it again until you're on a pill.. Ok?"
"Andy.. We already did it once, why don't we do it again?" She asks hopefully.
"Hallie- do you want to get pregnant?"
"No."
"It's not a good idea." I kiss her cheek and lay her head down on my chest. She sighs and asks,
"Andy, what do I do if I am pregnant?"
Fuck. That's a good question. "We can deal with it when it happens babe." I cooe, "I love you hallie, lets get some rest." 3 hours. 3 hours until me saying I love you to hallie will have the meaning I want it to have. 3 hours until I need to figure out what I should do about Lola. 3 hours until this amazing night will end and we will have to soon return to reality.

Ashley's POV.

"Hey man. I know it's like 11 but I'm going to bring you a toaster. If you're awake unlock the door. Thanks. bye." I approach Andy's apartment and pick the lock. It's not like I haven't done it a million times before, and I know Lola isn't here so it's not like he's fucking someone. The lights are on in the kitchen and there are used dishes in the sink. A pot and a pan as well. They are not very good at cleaning up... I hear someone quietly laugh in Andy's room, then some hushed talking, probably just Andy Skypeing someone.. I Go to open his door, it's locked. He probably only locked It out of habit. I shrug and pick the lock, I don't want Andy to be like, 'how did a toaster get here!' I open the door to the dark room and flip on a light switch. Holy shit! I flip off the light and back out of the room slowly. He's cheating. He's cheating on the most perfect- I mean Lola. He can't do that to her! She took him back! And who would be worth cheating on Lola for? His great sex is about to turn ugly.

(I hope this was ok?)

Notes

guys, I'm writing a new story! It's actually getting past the first chapter! So It's going to be called Can You See Me. I would appreciate it if you guys would check it out!

This was uncomfortable to write, especially since I was in the car for part of it with my family... I also now have what they looked up on my phone history.
Thanks for reading!
-C