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@Harlequinnie
Ok, here goes: killing time, oh Alice, you forgot to close the door, when two villains meet, the shadow walkers, shadowglass, broken dead boy, survival or struggle?, psychopathic tendencies, all monsters are human (by Pocky cookie), black sun, seven cuts, handprints, scream.
some of those are abandoned, some are current, some are completed, so check in advance. you asked for edgy, so some of those stories are potentially triggering, but so is yours, so I imagine you'll be alright.
@anathema
I prefer stories with an element of fear to them, so mostly crime related stuff. But then again there's so many stores with an element of fear!
I don't care much if it's a finished story or not (or how long it is), but I'm more likely to continue reading if it's still frequently (or not) updated :D
also I get really confused when it's a bunch of different characters, it gets a bit too much to wrap my head around so to speak
what do you like to read? completed stories only? horror/romance/smutty/fantasy/exclude abandoned/thriller/crime? what length: one-shots (1 chapter), shorter (less than 50), medium(50-100), novelettes (100-200), or multi-book (with sequels)?
@Harlequinnie
You don't have to respond at all, dude. Just know that I (& by extension, the bvb army), does care. I certainly empathize with medication issues, it can take months to find the right fit, but it's worth it. Just remember- "never give in, never back down." My family motto is "never give up." I take those to heart when I am sloshing through shit, myself.
@anathema
Thanks for this comment, you have no idea how much better it made me feel!
I am certainly having a lot of ups and downs lately, and I honestly just blame my medication (I'm on a trial run on ADD medication) alongside with my diagnosis of course, which is ADD with depressive tendencies..
i dont actually know how to properly respond to this comment though, as I am very bad at responding to anything in general :P
I also got an extra long "Halloween" chapter planned for tonight, and I will start writing on it as soon as I find the time (and my computer)
things may or may not get better, but they will definitely change. odds are you are having a major depressive episode, and those often resolve with treatment. there's nothing wrong or weird with having a mood disorder, and major depressive episodes are not permanent, if that is what's going on, though it could be something else. i have them periodically as well, and when i was around 20 i was diagnosed with dysthymia as well, which is another mood disorder that also responds favorably to treatment.
the one thing i'd say for sure is that i definitely recommend seeking help from a psychologist and psychiatrist, not just a general practitioner. i would be dead by now without my psychiatrist. i don't know how health insurance and referrals tend to work in norway, though.
while i'm very interested in this story, i suggest taking care of your health first. depression/etc. is sometimes glamorized, but there is nothing awesome/cool/mysterious about it. it is shitty and awful. do everything you can to get as well as you can as fast as you can- not for your former band, or your family, or friends, but for yourself, because you are worth it, your life will be better, and you are the only person who can help yourself, in the end.
Manson's cover of 'this is Halloween' from the nightmare before Christmas soundtrack. Great stuff. http://youtu.be/jU6iP0WLsU8
emphasis on the recommendation for shadowglass. that story is like... well, you'll see.
5/28/16