My Heart Of Ebony - Comments

I like ur style can u read my stuff I need inspiration

My response to that is that you should message me and tell me about that one day, unless you really don't want to. But it sounds like it might do you some good to talk about it.

I I was looking forward to going to see in this moment in September, but my boss won't even give me a firm yes or no on whether I can go. I just got a 'we shall see how busy we are that day'. So I had to buy a ticket, knowing I might miss it. :(. I'm definitely looking forward to seeing bvb and Manson at aftershock in October (one of my very few friends lives in ca, and is coming with), and nyd on Halloween.

other than shows, I can't seem to find a lot to make me happy. a lot of my fave fan fiction stories/writers have been abandoned or are depressed/missing. E.g., One I love on tumblr just got harassed and bullied so badly she's stopped writing.

So I guess I look forward to music and eventual death? I can only hope that there is, in fact, no reincarnation.

@ChanceBVB
im afraid of my because of things he did in the past

Update soon!!!!

I looked forward to finally stepping up and joining glee club but this girl who is supposed to be my friend called me stupid and said that I should join she asked if I could sing and I said yeah but she said, no you can't your voice is so squeaky, it is squeaky but I can sing and it hurt when she said that so I didn't even go to the first meeting today.

I think pursuit of dawn iso an awesome band name love it.

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@ChanceBVB

will do hun <3

i dunno about deep, dude. i just, you know, type whatever i'm thinking. :) as for pursuit of dawn- i would like it if i liked how it sounded, and that's the only thing that would determine whether i liked a band, so long as they don't use horrifically offensive imagery or anything along those lines. as for being a one-man band- it's very hard, especially if you ever intend to perform. i'm not a foo fighters fan, but i remember that dave grohl recorded the first foo fighters album, playing all of the instruments himself. he had a lot of resources. but it can be done.

Also, good idea for a band name.

@ChanceBVB
For what? Haha :D

@Kassidylovesbands 777393777
Why are you afraid of your dad?

@ScarlettPurdy1231966
I was wondering where you went. I missed your comments.

@anathema
I'm glad you're commenting again, your comments are always so deep.

@Raye
I'm so sorry.

@DevilsAngel
I've never really been one to fear death. I've excepted it.

@PurdyGirl67
The 3rd one is peculiar .

@Buttercup
That is so interesting. Message me if you ever want to talk about my mom.

so I sorry I haven't been commenting lately, iv been off the site for a while and only just returned :P xxx I'm not really sure what the top three are but two that sticks out the most are 1.loosing family and friends
2.loosing the 4 most important men in my life. My pop, my dad, my brother and my boyfriend.

I know they're basically the same but they are the men I look up too. thre are so many people I wanna tell u about like mum and that but my laptop is being gay /: lol :P <3

Haven't been on here in awhile but love this story so much um...biggest fears
1. My dad
2. My tthoughts
3.bright colors

1) The Dark
2) Needles
3) Death

1) My boyfriend killing himself
2) Dying without being able to say goodbye
3) Myself.

I don't know my fears, honestly. If guess, heartbreak, but it's ever present and unhealed, so I don't know if it counts. Also, hurting or improperly treating one I my patients. Then I guess harm coming to my loved ones, though that's a kind if heartbreak... Tough question!

Yep, what I want!

i don't have true favorites. When people insist, I say labyrinth for movie. Book I'm not sure. That's too hard. If someone makes me pick, I'll say Neil Gaimsn is my fave author. But really, I don't rank like that. I'm polyamorous with my love of books and film too. Ha!

The dead of night, bro. Twinsies.

P.s. Excited to see past revealed! And Juliet is a snatch in this story!

:(. I'm sorry you feel like an anhedoniac. Maybe you have dysthymia too? How do I feel? Ugh. I'm quitting smoking cold turkey. It's agonizing, even with a patch. I'm sick. I'm lonely. Work's not great. You know. If my life is what I have made it, I wonder what exactly I did so wrong. Oh well.