The Innocent
cant take it
Ambers pov;
i tugged my sleeves down further,wrapping them around my fists.i kept my head down and avoided all eye contact with anyone.
my converse tapped against the concrete of the lot,the sound muffled byt the laughs and whispers that filled my head. every female on warped was laughing at me,whispering about me and its oing me head in.
"why all the tattoos?" "she is such a freak" "why is it still breathing",the comments swirled aroun din my head. so much so that i wasnt watching infrint of me and bumped into someone. before i could fall the mystery person caught me by wrapping a pair of strong arms around my waste.
"woah there,love. you okay?" a familiar british accent asked. i looked up and saw ben. i smile tugged at my lips at the sight of his toothy grin. "yeah,im fine. sorry" i whispered,blushing slightly. "its okay,my fault, where you heading?" he asked,seting me to my feet,not losing the toothy grin plastered on his face. i brushed my shirt down and took hld of my sleeves again "um,just to the bus" i said quietly. "let me walk you. no arguments" ben said,taking grip of my hand and started pulling me lightly in the direction of the BVB bus. "so,how you enjoying the tour so far?" ben asked "its great,but no one really seems to like me" i said looking down "are you kidding me??!?! all the boys think your hot as fuck,not to mention adorable! as for the girls,they're jealous."ben smiled,elbowing y side gently. "jealous?of what?" i asked,utterly confused,looking up into his big,blue eyes. "of you. you're amazing,beautiful,kind,sweet,talented,you have all the boys at your feet and you have andy as a brother. thats why." ben said,seriously but his voice still filled with kindness. "thank you,but its not true. im disgusting" i said,shyly. "no you are not!! who ever told you that is lying. you are beautiful.dont let anyone ever tell you different". yo see i cant take compliments and i feel like everyone is lying to me,so this didnt go down to well. "no,i am not. i am disgusting." i said and i ran off and out of the venue.
i went to the nearest walmart,which wasnt hard to find considering we were in ohio,and headed straight to the alcohol isle.
i grabbed 3 large bottles of whiskey,2 of vodka and 4 wine. i then headed to the checkout.
"whats alot of alcohol for such a small girl. party?" the cashier asked. i nodded "birthday" i whispered. he nodded and scanned the items. once done payed and headed towards the park,tears blurring my vision.
i tugged my sleeves down further,wrapping them around my fists.i kept my head down and avoided all eye contact with anyone.
my converse tapped against the concrete of the lot,the sound muffled byt the laughs and whispers that filled my head. every female on warped was laughing at me,whispering about me and its oing me head in.
"why all the tattoos?" "she is such a freak" "why is it still breathing",the comments swirled aroun din my head. so much so that i wasnt watching infrint of me and bumped into someone. before i could fall the mystery person caught me by wrapping a pair of strong arms around my waste.
"woah there,love. you okay?" a familiar british accent asked. i looked up and saw ben. i smile tugged at my lips at the sight of his toothy grin. "yeah,im fine. sorry" i whispered,blushing slightly. "its okay,my fault, where you heading?" he asked,seting me to my feet,not losing the toothy grin plastered on his face. i brushed my shirt down and took hld of my sleeves again "um,just to the bus" i said quietly. "let me walk you. no arguments" ben said,taking grip of my hand and started pulling me lightly in the direction of the BVB bus. "so,how you enjoying the tour so far?" ben asked "its great,but no one really seems to like me" i said looking down "are you kidding me??!?! all the boys think your hot as fuck,not to mention adorable! as for the girls,they're jealous."ben smiled,elbowing y side gently. "jealous?of what?" i asked,utterly confused,looking up into his big,blue eyes. "of you. you're amazing,beautiful,kind,sweet,talented,you have all the boys at your feet and you have andy as a brother. thats why." ben said,seriously but his voice still filled with kindness. "thank you,but its not true. im disgusting" i said,shyly. "no you are not!! who ever told you that is lying. you are beautiful.dont let anyone ever tell you different". yo see i cant take compliments and i feel like everyone is lying to me,so this didnt go down to well. "no,i am not. i am disgusting." i said and i ran off and out of the venue.
i went to the nearest walmart,which wasnt hard to find considering we were in ohio,and headed straight to the alcohol isle.
i grabbed 3 large bottles of whiskey,2 of vodka and 4 wine. i then headed to the checkout.
"whats alot of alcohol for such a small girl. party?" the cashier asked. i nodded "birthday" i whispered. he nodded and scanned the items. once done payed and headed towards the park,tears blurring my vision.
8/30/13