" Matt shut the fuck up!" James shouted across me.

" suck it James!" Matt shouted back causing other people on the plane to look.

" if you both don't shut up I'm going to stick my foot up your asses" I hissed and they quieted.

I sighed as I watched the plane start to land outside the widow.

It was February and we were finally moving down to La. We haven't seen the guys since september but we've had enough touch that they got us a house and moved our stuff down already. Living with these guys would be hell but I'm not complaining, my life's looking up.

The plane stopped and we got our stuff and all walked off waiting for cam and Sean who were behind. I took my phone and texted cc telling him we were here.

" who you texting? Your boyfriend?." Sean asked smugly as he walked off.

" fuck of Sean. We aren't dating again , pretty sure he would never love me again" I muttered locking my phone.

" Jess he still loves you, just kiss and make up" cam said and I slapped his head as we started walking.

" all of you fuck off" I muttered as we made our way out of the boarding places . We didn't have any stuff just backpacks that we took with us on the plane.

We went to the bathrooms and i waited outside as the guys ran in.

I sighed

Te truth is I'm in still in love with Chris. I call him every time I was having a problem and we text everyday but I know he doesn't think of me that way anymore. I ruined it, I fucked it up just like I fuck every thing up.

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Cc's pov:

I was in the car with Ashley going to pick up Jess , Sean, cam, James and Matt when my phone vibrated.


Jess: we landed:) can't wait to see you.

Me: can't wait either:)

I put the phone away smiling

" ooh why so happy?" Ashley asked as we pulled In a space

" Jess said they're here"

" aww you going spin her around kiss her like in the movies?" Ashley teased and I flipped him off getting out of the car.

" fuck off purdy she doesn't even like me like that anymore" I said walking into the airport and going to where we wait.

" oh we all know you guys are still in love" he said and I sighed

" ash I fucked it up, she'll never like me"


I was still In love, I never stopped being in love since the day she left. I text her every day and I'm always there when shes upset but I know I messed it up. She could never love me again.

" whatever.." Ashley muttered

" cc!" I heard and saw Jess walking faster through the crowd. Ashley smirked and punched my shoulder. I ignored him and ran to her.

I engulfed her in a hug as the others walked up to us.

" missed you Jess" I said into her neck and pulled away.she smiled.

" I missed you too cc"

-Oh Jess if only you knew it wasn't just the distance I missed. I missed us. But I screwed up and now my chance is lost. I fucked it up just like I fucked everything up