I can't feel anything anymore.

so what's up? You both look really nervous"

A nervous breath escaped my lips at jinxx's words. We were sat on Jake and Ella's couch next to each other while the others sat by watching us.

I was a nervous wreck while cc was practically bouncing in his seat with excitement. The fact that he was excited made me feel better. Even if I didn't exactly want to be a mom this young I was excited beyond belief.

Ashley stood near the doorway with a small smirk spread across his face waiting for the reactions of everybody. Ella sat next to jake with a small knowing smile.

I could only imagine the others reactions. Sammi and Juliet would squeal none the less and I'm guessing the others would be excited as well but it was jake I was concerned about. I knew he would support me though he knew I was an adult. I just didn't want him to be disappointed.

"We have some big news that only me, Ashley and Ella know" I smiled up at cc as the rest all looked at Ella and Ashley.

"Why do they know?" Andy all but whined making me laugh at the singer.

" Ella was the one who uh helped me with it and Ashley's a nosy bitch" Ashley chuckled and motioned to the others surrounding us.

" just tell them already" I flipped off the bassist before taking in yet another breath.

" so on tour I was very sick a lot, I couldn't figure it out. I even took a pregnancy test because I was so clueless" At these words jinxx looked at me and I winked at him.

"The test was negative but today at the doctors they did an actual test and well, I'm two months pregnant"

With my words I watched as everybody's mouth dropped before the room went into Chaos. The girls squeeled with joy as jinxx slammed his fist in the air.

" I knew it!" I laughed at jinxx just as Jake and Andy slapped their thighs in frustration.

"Fuck!"

My eyebrows raised to all three of them as Jake and Andy pulled out their wallets and tossed bills to jinxx

"You see about a year ago we took a bet on who would get a girl pregnant first, cc or Ashley" I shook my head in amusement.

Suddenly the girls jumped up and started to rush over to where I was not paying attention the boys foolishness

"Oh my god my babies having a baby!"

"This is simply great!" Sammi,and Juliet each took turns crushing me in a hug.

I laughed before looking to Jake who stood next to me smiling. He reached down and met me In a tight hug. I gratefully put my arms around his leather jacket clad torso.

"I'm so happy for you" a wave of relief flooded through my body.

I looked up at my brother who smiled at me again.

" you're not disappointed?" This brought a chuckle to his lips as he shook his head.

"Disappointed? Are you kidding me? I'm going to be an uncle!"

"Hey! So am I " I laughed as jinxx rushed around jake and pulled me into a hug.

"I told you so" I chuckled at his words and pushed against his chest playfully making him release me.

He gave me a playful smirk before returning to where his wife sat. This time it was Andy who ran to me next and wrapped two strong arms around me.

"Congratulations kid, you'll be the worlds best mom" Hearing the word still blew my mind each time, mother. I was going to have a family.

"So one question" My head snapped to jake who had returned to his position next to Ella.

I returned to my seat curled up next to cc and nodded to Jake to go on.

"Have you decided a wedding date yet?" Both me and cc looked to each other with guilt, we still haven't figured it out and now with the baby we kind of had to.

" I think that's a no" The room laughed at Andy before I sighed and looked to cc.

" I know it's short notice but maybe before the baby?" He looked down at me with a smile and shrugged his shoulders.

"Whatever you want love, it's all up to you"

I let out a playful groan at that, he was no help. I did think a wedding before would make more sense though.

"I think I agree with that, we could plan a wedding. How soon are you thinking?" I sighed at Sammi and looked to Chris again who only shrugged again shyly. He obviously was as clueless as me.

" 5 months? So I'll be a little over half way but still gives us a little time to plan it" Sammi tapped her chin thoughtfully and clicked her fingers at me.

"June 1st?" I looked to cc for approval and he smiled down at me nodding.

" sounds perfect" Juliet squealed and clapped her hands together.

" this is exciting" The boys laughed before cc cleared his throat.

" where do you want to have it?" I shrugged my shoulders suddenly and smirked up at him playfully.

" it's all up to you love" He playfully glared at me as I mocked his earlier words.

"We could have it here or down in my hometown? Probably here maybe since it would be a lot to fly everybody out there"

" Here would be okay, just nowhere too big, a small personal wedding is all I really want. I was thinking your family, all of you of course, johnnies parents, jake you can invite your dad and Sarah, and some of our friends would be enough"

They all smiled at me and jake looked at me with a questionable stare. I stared back confused until I got what he was silently asking me. My parents.

A part of me wanted to invite them but another half of me wanted to leave them out and let them deal with what they gave up on. It was something I would think about. I shook my head at him signaling we would discuss it later.

"Sounds perfect" cc said breaking the silence that had fallen upon us. They all looked to me and Jake questioned but by the look on Chris's face I knew he understood.

"I was hoping also that Sammi Ella and Juliet would help me plan the wedding?" At this their faces light up making me laugh as Ella clapped her hands together

"Yes yes yes! Of course!we will help you with everything"

"Don't forget my mom wants to help too, she even offered to buy your dress for you" I looked to cc shocked at his words.

"Are you serious?" He smiled nodding his head up and down. He brought a hand to my own and started rubbing it gently.

" she wants to, she said she'll fly down whenever and go dress shopping with you" I smiled at him. I couldn't believe she would do something like that for me.

"I'll actually call her tonight to tell her the news as well" I nodded gratefully at him as Ella broke the silence.

"We will all go! Maybe In about two months because by then you'll have a nice bump going. When it gets to a week before the wedding we can have it altered as well"

" that sounds great actually"

" Okay but wait, one other thing" we looked at jake again as he held his hand up towards us.

"What about the best man and bridesmaids?" I looked to cc smiling, this was the one thing we had talked about.

"Okay, this is finally something I know" Chuckles erupted at cc's words before I continued on with his thought.

"so of course you all are bridesmaids including Mel and groomsman" This brought smiles to everyone's faces and I sighed looking over to cc

" now for my maid of honor, I chose Ella. Of course only if she accepts" Ella's eyes widened and a smile plastered across her face.

"Oh my god! Of course " She shot up like a rocket and ran to me. Her arms squeezed me and I laughed before shoving her off me.

"Okay maybe I'm changing my mind"

"nope too late now" with that she flipped me off and I returned the favor as cc spoke up.

" okay, so for my best man I chose jake, Ashley was a close second but it just seemed fitting if Ella was Jess's maid of honor, I hope you understand"

They all smiled to cc muttering there plays with it. I knew they didn't care since they were his groomsmen anyway. Ashley leaned off the wall and slapped cc on the back.

"No problem man, I'll help jake plan one kick ass bachelor party" I laughed at them before taking in a breath and looking to Jake.

"On top of that though I wanted to know if you'd do me a favor jake." Everyone looked to me and I saw jakes eyes watch me curiously.

"Anything"

I took In a Breath nervous to ask him. I had been thinking of this question since the day cc proposed and now I was finally letting it out.

"I want you to walk me down the isle" With my words I watched his face light up but he looked shocked.

"Me? Are you sure? You could have johns dad do it or I don't know, somebody more important" I laughed at him

"Nobody is more important than you jake, I would love for you to walk me down the isle"

He slowly removed himself from the couch and walked across the living room to where I was and held out his arms. I let out a chuckle and stood up so my older brother could embrace me.

"It would be an honor" I smiled against his chest and hugged him tighter. All this change was a shock to me, getting pregnant and now planning a wedding but they all made it so much easier.

We pulled apart and I looked up at him smiling as he pulled me to him again. I watched the others smile at us as Andy shook his head.

" tonight's been a great night"

"I think we can all agree to that one"

Notes

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