I can't feel anything anymore.

I closed my eyes tight groaning as the need to get sick crept onto me hard.

After 2 days of staying and meeting cc's family it was time to continue and finish the tour which would only be 2 more weeks.It was around 3 in the morning and me and cc had to be up by 5 to catch our 7 o'clock flight to New York where the tour was continuing on. Ashley was leaving Mel behind and when tour was over she would move in with him as far as I knew although the plans could change. Nobody really told me anything I was always last to figure it out.

My sickness had gotten worse these past few days. At this point i was positive it couldn't be stress but what could it be? I took two pregnancy tests, and the stomach wouldn't last this long.

I tried to control my breathing and think about anything else besides the stomach acid that threatened to spill out of my mouth but suddenly I knew that wasn't going to work as my stomach turned violently.

I ripped myself off the bed and dashed for the brightly light bathroom. I immediately dropped to the cold tiled floor releasing all of the contents in my stomach into the toilet. The liquid burned my mouth making my eyes sting with hot tears as I heaved over the bowl again.

I heard footsteps and soon cc was beside me rubbing his steady hand on my back as I coughed over the toilet.

"Hey it's okay" he cooed and I let out a slow breath. I continued kneeling against the floor over the toilet until I felt that I was done spilling my guts. I fell back against the white tub and cc smiled sadly at me.

I watched as he sleepily but worriedly wet a towel and then leaned back down wiping my mouth before putting it in the tub. He bent down slightly and picked me up bridal style while I sleepily clung onto him as he made his way out of the bathroom.

He laid me on the bed without a word before taking the controller and flicking on the tv. He flopped down next to me bringing me onto his lap in a manner that brought a smile to my face.

"Are you okay?" He asked running his smooth hands through my hair

"I have no idea" I sighed and I felt him chuckle before kissing my head lightly

"You've been sick a lot lately" he said and I sighed

"I know and I have no idea why, maybe I caught something but then again a stomach bug shouldn't last this long."

I felt him shrug before he pulled a blanket over my cold body loosely. I closed my eyes slightly as I nuzzled against his warm chest.

"I have no idea either but I worry about you" I smiled against his warm chest before pecking it softly.

"I'm fine"

"I know you'll always be fine no matter what but I talked it out with the guys and they all agreed on letting you stay on our bus. I would feel better being able to take care of you"

I smiled wider shifting so I was looking up into his brown eyes.He smiled down at me. I swear I could stare into his eyes for hours and never get bored.

"I'd love to"

He leaned down and pecked my lips

"We'll you didn't have a choice so"

I laughed again before nuzzling back into his lap. His arms wrapped back around me cold body enveloping me in a sea of comfort

"Well it's 3:30 no sense In sleeping now" he said and I nodded into his lap feeling an overwhelming sickness wash over me.

He placed his cold hand against my forehead before he cursed.

"You are so warm right now, you are not okay" he said and I groaned I felt myself being shifted and watched as he removed himself from the bed but made sure the blanket was secured around me.

"I'm going to get all of our stuff ready and then ill take care of you before we leave okay?" He asked as he clicked his phone so it locked and I smiled nodding.

"Sounds good"

I watched silently as he grabbed some jeans and pulled them on doing the same with a black ouji board T-shirt. He shrugged on his leather coat on over it.

"Do you want some actual clothes?" He asked and I laughed at the thought of going on the plane in just my shorts and cc's large shirt

" yes" I said before moving myself out of the blankets

"No no just relax right now" he said but I shook my head walking over to him

"Im fine hun, I will go back after okay?"

He sighed in defeat as I grabbed a pair of skinny jeans and my misfits hoodie from my suitcase and slipped them on from beside him. Once I did I put my clothes in the suitcase before falling back into the bed feeling terrible.

For the next half an hour about I laid on ccs side of the bed wrapped in his zebra blanket watching as he ran around the hotel collecting all out possessions and putting them in the pbags. Once he was finished it was around 4:15 and we still had another hour and 15 minutes till we had to leave for the airport giving us both time to relax before a long day of flying.

He dropped into the bed next to me and wrapped around me. He leaned forward and pressed his gentle lips to my head. "If you want you can rest a little bit before we leave" he offered and I shrugged against his chest. It remained silent besides the tv as I let my mind take a break from all the buzzing thoughts nothing but the scent of my fiancé on my mind.

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