I can't feel anything anymore.
Flashbacks
I woke up laying against cc's chest. I looked up and saw him smiling down at me. My stomach ached and I groaned.
" morning " he said lightly as he kissed my lips.
"Morning .. What time is it?" I asked laying in his chest.
"2 wake up" he said sitting up.
" no. I don't feel good." I wined and he chuckled.
" come on"
" what time will we be there?" I asked
"Like 5"
I cuddled more into his chest.
" then I can sleep"
" Jess.." He said standing up out of the bunk and I groaned rolling back over.
" fine have it your way.." He said chuckling and shutting my curtain. I sighed and cuddled into my pillow instantly falling back into sleep.
It felt like 5 minutes before I heard my curtain being ripped open. Before I could react I felt ice cold water and ice being dumped on me. I instantly jumped up hitting my head of the bunk.
"Fuck" I cursed
I heard a giggle and another laugh.
I turned around and saw Melissa and Ashley standing near the bunk. I glared
" your dead" i growled and Melissa backed up pointing to Ashley.
" I had no part in this" she protested
" purdy your a dead man" I said and he laughed.
" oh yeah? What are you gana do"
I smirked and jumped out of my bunk just as he ran to the front. I followed and jumped on his back making him fall. I sat on his back while Melissa walked in laughing. I looked up and saw Matt , James, cam, Sean and cc on the couches smirking
" we'll good morning sunshine" Matt Said and I glared.
" get off!!" Ashley said struggling beneath me.
" no"
" Jess.." Cc said and I sighed standing up.
" your no fun" I wined standing. He laughed.
Ashley jumped up and fixed his hair glaring at me. I glared back.
" are they always like this..?" Melissa asked and cc laughed.
" yes since the second day Jess stayed with us, they've always enjoyed messing with eachother" cc said
" it's all for fun" Ashley said patting my head and sitting on the couch next to Melissa. I stood near cc still soaked.
" yeah, the concussions I've gotten from mr.Purdy dropping me on my head is all for fun" I said sarcastically and they laughed.
" oh come on I haven't dropped you on your heard in forever" he said and I stuck my tongue out at him.
" so how was it growing up with these guys Jess? Because you were still young when the band started right?" Melissa asked and I looked at her then to cc and Ashley.
" wait you don't know?" Ashley asked and she shook her head slowly.
" know what?" She asked
" Jess why don't you go get dressed and then fill her in" cc said and I nodded getting up and going to the bunks. I grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom.
I put on my skinny jeans and Emma's old quest dance crew shirt. I brushed my hair and looked at the mirror.
Time to relive my past.
I sighed and left the bathroom. I threw my dirty clothes in my bunk and walked back out. They all turned to me and I took a seat between cc and Matt. James was next to Matt and cam ,Sean ,Ashley and Melissa were on the other couch.
" okay so time to fill you in."
" tell her it all." Ashley said and I nodded
" So jakes my dads kid, with a different mother, and my parents didn't want me and my sister to meet him , but when i was 17 they had to go away for a few months and agreed to let jake take care of me. Only i still didnt know about him untill 1 hour before he came. I was packing my bags and he walked in , i was a fan of bvb so it was pretty suprising might i add." i chuckled
" So they took me first to a house they had in my town, and we stayed there for 2 weeks . we got close and they found about my self harming and instantly got protective, too protective" i said and ashley rolled his eyes.
" Yeah.. sure.."
"then they took me with them for a few months which is when i got close to sammi and when me and cc started dating" i said and looked at cc smiling remembering. he smiled back and kissed my head.
" then after awhile my parents decided they were a bad influence and took me away bringing me back with them. which was hell, because they werent really siked with who i was, and i had a rough time at school, but I had to stay because I was still 17 . They also cut off all communication between us leaving me alone in my stupid town with no one except John. Do you know who John was?" I asked and she nodded slowly still taking it in.
" your best friend, the one you dedicate second and Sebring for" she said and I nodded.
" Okay so about 2 months later on my 18th birthday , my parents went away again but said i could be alone because i was 18 now. little did i know cc and jinxx made a plan with John behind my back, and John literally dragged me back home from school . when i walked in cc an jinxx were waiting in my kitchen with my bags packed."
" aww!" She said and we laughed.
" sorry" she said blushing
" no it's all good, okay so they took me back and I lived with jake, i was still in junior year because i was held back so he made me promise to finish it. so i went to school the next day and got beat up as normal. 3 days after I moved with jake is when John died, i got home from being beat up again and got the call that changed me forever. At the funeral my parents were there but never spoke to me, and it's been that way ever since."
I sighed letting the pain of all of it flood back. I felt cc rub my shoulder and I gave a weak smile.
" so after being a wreck for a week and not talking jake took me to the studio with him and when I was sitting there jinxx and me had a heart to heart because i had been self harming then after we were done he had me go get guitar strings,"
I saw Matt smirk.
" while getting them some fucking idiot bumped into me knocking me over" I said then started laughing
" hey! You backed up too fast!" Matt wined and the others laughed while Melissa looked at us.
" the idiot was Matt, and we started talking, he recognized me from when I sang with of mice and men , and I recognized him as the signer from burn bright. He instantly asked me to join and of course I said yes" I said and I saw them smile.
" so those months after that didn't really have many important events so-"
Ashley cut me off
" yes they did!!" He shouted and I stared at him.
" the day you fucking kicked ass!" Cc said and I chuckled
" what?" Melissa asked
" basically I was getting beat up ,3 against 1 and I fought back, they never bothered me after that no big deal"
" it was fucking insane!" Cc exclaimed
" Andy still has the video ill have him show you" Ashley said to Melissa and she smiled nodding. I couldn't help but smile.They so loved each other.
" okay so after that burn bright and bvb both played warped your, which was amazing but our label wanted us to move to San Diego, I was really stressed about the decision , but the last date of warped tour made my mind up for me when I walked in on asking Alexandria's merch girl kissing cc" I said and felt cc tense. Melissa gasped
" wha-"
" wait, " I said cutting her off.
" me being me, I freaked out and made our manager drive us home, I took all my stuff from jakes house and left. We went to San Diego and I cut off communication with them thinking cc found someone better. There I met my ex DJ , ad we dated again while burn bright wrote our second album this one being the first with me , and went on tour, DJ got very, violet and rough with me but I stayed, and didn't let the others know" I said pointing to cam Matt James and Sean
" you should have but.." Matt trailed off.
" anyway, a year after I left I was in the store getting DJ cigarettes when I literally bumped into Sammi, Ella and Juliet, they tried to make me see the guys but I refused and ran home to DJ being late, I got there and he hit me then left , while I was watching tv someone knocked and I opened it revealing the girls . they tried telling me cc didnt cheat but i didnt believe it so Sammi pinned me to the wall and screamed at me explaining the whole situation. I made them leave because DJ was coming back and when he did he threw a rampage and started hitting me and threw me Into our coffe table shattering it and lifted me up and went to hit me when the door opened and cc ran in" I said and I saw cc looking at me partly smiling. I knew he hated thinking about it, I did too. I saw Melissa starring with her mouth open.
" DJ hit me and cc tackled him. Shorty jake came in and joined in while jinxx and Andy came to me just as I blacked out. I actually don't know where Ashley was" I said laughing a little.
" I was on DJ until You blacked out. Them I was the one who called the ambulance and led them up" Ashley cut in and I nodded.
" wait so how did you and cc get back together though?" Melissa asked and I chuckled .
"Patience she's getting to the beautiful moment" James teased and I laughed.
" I woke up in the hospital and me and cc were alone, thats when i realized i was still in love. So we ended up deciding to move back to LA, so after 5 months we finally did , this February, and all of burn bright now live in La, so one night , the same night Ashley had a dream about you, I had a dream about cc"
I saw Ashley blush and cc smile.
" the next day my dream came true when me and cc went out to the beach and kissed. That night me cc got back together, then well , were here" I said
" so , yeah that's pretty much my life story, " I said feeling tears coming and I saw Ashley look at me worriedly. melissa stood shocked.
" wow.. You. You went through so much" she stumbled upon her words and I chuckled slightly.
" yeah, I have but hey we all do" I said
" wait . What happens to your sister is she still with your parents?" She asked and I froze. They all looked at me.
" uh. No. She um she died when I was 15.." I mumbled a few tears spilling from my eyes. Thinking of the past really put a lot on me.
I looked up at her shocked face.
"Oh my god I didn't know.." She said and I shook my head wiping my face giving a smile.
"No it's okay,"
I stood up another tear fell and I saw the others starring at me worriedly.
" I'm going to go get ready for the show" I said and walked hurriedly back to the bunks letting tears fall. I sat on the edge of mine with my head in my hands.
" is she okay? Did I say something wrong?" I heard Melissa ask worried
" no. She just, doesn't really like thinking of her past, ill go talk to her" I heard cc say and a few seconds later the door slid open revealing cc.
"Jess?" He asked and I stayed silent letting tears fall.
" Jess it's okay" he said and sat next to me bringing me into a hug.
I cried into his chest.
" I know, I just, I hate the past you know that" I said and he nodded chuckling a little.
" I know, you have a rough past but listen, it's the past , what happened happened and look at this way, if all the bad stuff didn't happen, we probably wouldn't be here like this" he said looking at me and I smiled wiping my face.
" I know.."
"Hey.. Guess what?" He asked excitedly.
I chuckled a little.
" what?" I asked and he smiled standing up. He brought me up and hugged .He kissed me hard then moved away resting his head in my neck.
" I love you" he said and I smiled against his chest.
"I love you too"
" yay!" He cheered and I laughed
" your a freak"
" yeah but I'm your freak"
I shook my head just as I felt the bus stop.
" go get ready" I said and he smiled walking to the door connecting the bunks and front lounge I followed behind . Once it opened they all looked at me.
" time to get ready ash" cc said and Ashley groaned getting up smiling at Melissa and giving me a hug before walking off the bus. Cc kissed my lips and smiled walking off after him . Matt and James got up to go get ready while Sean and cam sat down next to Melissa watching the TV.
I shook my head and grabbed a monster sitting down opposite of them underneath the tv.
" I'm really sorry" Melissa said making me look up.
" why? Don't be, just memories get to me sometimes but as cc said its the bad ones that make the good ones" I said and she smiled
" you guys are so cute" she said and I smiled
" uh-huh, not as cute as you and purdy" I said and she Blushed
" we aren't a thing.." She mumbled
" yeah not yet, but you want to be. And I'm sure so does he , I could tell by the way you cuddled last night" I teased as her cheeks turned more red and Sean and cam smirked.
" shut up " she mumbled
" whatever, but it'll happen, now we need to go to sound check and get ready we go on at 7 and It's."
I checked my phone .
" 5:30"
I stood up
" matt! James! Lets go!" I called
" you can hang back stage , you won't be alone , Ashley and the others will be there when were on then well be here when they're on so it works" I said and she nodded just as James and Matt came out.
" took you long enough"
" says the girl who was asleep till 6 yesterday" Matt said and I laughed slapping his head
" fuck off" I said walking off the bus the others behind me.
----
" thank you goodnight!" I called and walked of the stage smiling.
Cc came over and gave me a hug.
Andy took him away and bear hugged me.
" amazing as always!!" He shouted and I smiled turning to Melissa.
" how'd you like it?" I asked Melissa who was standing next to Ashley smiling widely.
" amazing , honestly fucking amazing " she said and I smiled
" thanks"
" you watching our set?" Jinxx asked and I suddenly felt sick.
" maybe , but right now I need to go change and possibly puke" I said and jake raised his eyebrow
" you okay?" He asked
" yeah probably just caught something, ill be back" I said
Cc kissed my head before I ran out to the bus.
One I got to the bathroom I instantly got sick.
" shit" I muttered sitting up against the tub.
I've been feeling sick for a few days and I swear I've been gaining weight.
My eyes widened.
" no.."
I pulled out my phone still on the bathroom floor and dialed Sammi's number.
" jessy! How are you? By the way the others are with me" Sammi said
" hey Jess!" I heard Ella scream. It must be on speaker.
" guys.. I have. Problem" I said
" oh god.. What now?" Juliet asked
" first of all, don't run away from it! "I heard Ella yell. I laughed
" we'll ive been feeling sick, and I just puked for a good 15 minutes and I've been gaining weight," I heard them gasp and they stayed silent.
" when was the last time.. You know..you guys.." Juliet asked
" um, like a month ago" I said
"And have you missed your-" Ella began
" yes" I said and there was more silence
" shit.." Sammi said and I sighed leaning against the bathroom door.
" yeah, shit that's right" I said
" you need to take a test" Ella said
" I know. I will tomorrow, in the mean time do not tell anybody! Hear me not jinxx, jake, Andy no one" I choked into the phone
" Jess we promise, listen it's going to be okay " Sammi said
" I know, I'm just nervous , what will cc say if I am"
" Jess that boy loves you, he'll be withy on no matter what" Juliet said and I smiled a little.
" JESS?!" I heard someone call into the bus. Cc
" guys I have to go ill text you and call you tomorrow" I said quickly
" bye we love you "they screamed and I smiled locking my phone and standing up.
I opened the door just as cc was about to.
" hey there you are, you okay?" He asked and I nodded.
" I'm fine just got sick I'm better now"
I wanted to tell him but only when I was sure
" okay let's go meet and greet okay?" He asked and I nodded smiling and kissing his lips.
" okay"
He took my hand
" I love you" he said kissing my cheek.
" I love you too" I said and he smiled walking out with me.
I just hoped everything would go okay.
" morning " he said lightly as he kissed my lips.
"Morning .. What time is it?" I asked laying in his chest.
"2 wake up" he said sitting up.
" no. I don't feel good." I wined and he chuckled.
" come on"
" what time will we be there?" I asked
"Like 5"
I cuddled more into his chest.
" then I can sleep"
" Jess.." He said standing up out of the bunk and I groaned rolling back over.
" fine have it your way.." He said chuckling and shutting my curtain. I sighed and cuddled into my pillow instantly falling back into sleep.
It felt like 5 minutes before I heard my curtain being ripped open. Before I could react I felt ice cold water and ice being dumped on me. I instantly jumped up hitting my head of the bunk.
"Fuck" I cursed
I heard a giggle and another laugh.
I turned around and saw Melissa and Ashley standing near the bunk. I glared
" your dead" i growled and Melissa backed up pointing to Ashley.
" I had no part in this" she protested
" purdy your a dead man" I said and he laughed.
" oh yeah? What are you gana do"
I smirked and jumped out of my bunk just as he ran to the front. I followed and jumped on his back making him fall. I sat on his back while Melissa walked in laughing. I looked up and saw Matt , James, cam, Sean and cc on the couches smirking
" we'll good morning sunshine" Matt Said and I glared.
" get off!!" Ashley said struggling beneath me.
" no"
" Jess.." Cc said and I sighed standing up.
" your no fun" I wined standing. He laughed.
Ashley jumped up and fixed his hair glaring at me. I glared back.
" are they always like this..?" Melissa asked and cc laughed.
" yes since the second day Jess stayed with us, they've always enjoyed messing with eachother" cc said
" it's all for fun" Ashley said patting my head and sitting on the couch next to Melissa. I stood near cc still soaked.
" yeah, the concussions I've gotten from mr.Purdy dropping me on my head is all for fun" I said sarcastically and they laughed.
" oh come on I haven't dropped you on your heard in forever" he said and I stuck my tongue out at him.
" so how was it growing up with these guys Jess? Because you were still young when the band started right?" Melissa asked and I looked at her then to cc and Ashley.
" wait you don't know?" Ashley asked and she shook her head slowly.
" know what?" She asked
" Jess why don't you go get dressed and then fill her in" cc said and I nodded getting up and going to the bunks. I grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom.
I put on my skinny jeans and Emma's old quest dance crew shirt. I brushed my hair and looked at the mirror.
Time to relive my past.
I sighed and left the bathroom. I threw my dirty clothes in my bunk and walked back out. They all turned to me and I took a seat between cc and Matt. James was next to Matt and cam ,Sean ,Ashley and Melissa were on the other couch.
" okay so time to fill you in."
" tell her it all." Ashley said and I nodded
" So jakes my dads kid, with a different mother, and my parents didn't want me and my sister to meet him , but when i was 17 they had to go away for a few months and agreed to let jake take care of me. Only i still didnt know about him untill 1 hour before he came. I was packing my bags and he walked in , i was a fan of bvb so it was pretty suprising might i add." i chuckled
" So they took me first to a house they had in my town, and we stayed there for 2 weeks . we got close and they found about my self harming and instantly got protective, too protective" i said and ashley rolled his eyes.
" Yeah.. sure.."
"then they took me with them for a few months which is when i got close to sammi and when me and cc started dating" i said and looked at cc smiling remembering. he smiled back and kissed my head.
" then after awhile my parents decided they were a bad influence and took me away bringing me back with them. which was hell, because they werent really siked with who i was, and i had a rough time at school, but I had to stay because I was still 17 . They also cut off all communication between us leaving me alone in my stupid town with no one except John. Do you know who John was?" I asked and she nodded slowly still taking it in.
" your best friend, the one you dedicate second and Sebring for" she said and I nodded.
" Okay so about 2 months later on my 18th birthday , my parents went away again but said i could be alone because i was 18 now. little did i know cc and jinxx made a plan with John behind my back, and John literally dragged me back home from school . when i walked in cc an jinxx were waiting in my kitchen with my bags packed."
" aww!" She said and we laughed.
" sorry" she said blushing
" no it's all good, okay so they took me back and I lived with jake, i was still in junior year because i was held back so he made me promise to finish it. so i went to school the next day and got beat up as normal. 3 days after I moved with jake is when John died, i got home from being beat up again and got the call that changed me forever. At the funeral my parents were there but never spoke to me, and it's been that way ever since."
I sighed letting the pain of all of it flood back. I felt cc rub my shoulder and I gave a weak smile.
" so after being a wreck for a week and not talking jake took me to the studio with him and when I was sitting there jinxx and me had a heart to heart because i had been self harming then after we were done he had me go get guitar strings,"
I saw Matt smirk.
" while getting them some fucking idiot bumped into me knocking me over" I said then started laughing
" hey! You backed up too fast!" Matt wined and the others laughed while Melissa looked at us.
" the idiot was Matt, and we started talking, he recognized me from when I sang with of mice and men , and I recognized him as the signer from burn bright. He instantly asked me to join and of course I said yes" I said and I saw them smile.
" so those months after that didn't really have many important events so-"
Ashley cut me off
" yes they did!!" He shouted and I stared at him.
" the day you fucking kicked ass!" Cc said and I chuckled
" what?" Melissa asked
" basically I was getting beat up ,3 against 1 and I fought back, they never bothered me after that no big deal"
" it was fucking insane!" Cc exclaimed
" Andy still has the video ill have him show you" Ashley said to Melissa and she smiled nodding. I couldn't help but smile.They so loved each other.
" okay so after that burn bright and bvb both played warped your, which was amazing but our label wanted us to move to San Diego, I was really stressed about the decision , but the last date of warped tour made my mind up for me when I walked in on asking Alexandria's merch girl kissing cc" I said and felt cc tense. Melissa gasped
" wha-"
" wait, " I said cutting her off.
" me being me, I freaked out and made our manager drive us home, I took all my stuff from jakes house and left. We went to San Diego and I cut off communication with them thinking cc found someone better. There I met my ex DJ , ad we dated again while burn bright wrote our second album this one being the first with me , and went on tour, DJ got very, violet and rough with me but I stayed, and didn't let the others know" I said pointing to cam Matt James and Sean
" you should have but.." Matt trailed off.
" anyway, a year after I left I was in the store getting DJ cigarettes when I literally bumped into Sammi, Ella and Juliet, they tried to make me see the guys but I refused and ran home to DJ being late, I got there and he hit me then left , while I was watching tv someone knocked and I opened it revealing the girls . they tried telling me cc didnt cheat but i didnt believe it so Sammi pinned me to the wall and screamed at me explaining the whole situation. I made them leave because DJ was coming back and when he did he threw a rampage and started hitting me and threw me Into our coffe table shattering it and lifted me up and went to hit me when the door opened and cc ran in" I said and I saw cc looking at me partly smiling. I knew he hated thinking about it, I did too. I saw Melissa starring with her mouth open.
" DJ hit me and cc tackled him. Shorty jake came in and joined in while jinxx and Andy came to me just as I blacked out. I actually don't know where Ashley was" I said laughing a little.
" I was on DJ until You blacked out. Them I was the one who called the ambulance and led them up" Ashley cut in and I nodded.
" wait so how did you and cc get back together though?" Melissa asked and I chuckled .
"Patience she's getting to the beautiful moment" James teased and I laughed.
" I woke up in the hospital and me and cc were alone, thats when i realized i was still in love. So we ended up deciding to move back to LA, so after 5 months we finally did , this February, and all of burn bright now live in La, so one night , the same night Ashley had a dream about you, I had a dream about cc"
I saw Ashley blush and cc smile.
" the next day my dream came true when me and cc went out to the beach and kissed. That night me cc got back together, then well , were here" I said
" so , yeah that's pretty much my life story, " I said feeling tears coming and I saw Ashley look at me worriedly. melissa stood shocked.
" wow.. You. You went through so much" she stumbled upon her words and I chuckled slightly.
" yeah, I have but hey we all do" I said
" wait . What happens to your sister is she still with your parents?" She asked and I froze. They all looked at me.
" uh. No. She um she died when I was 15.." I mumbled a few tears spilling from my eyes. Thinking of the past really put a lot on me.
I looked up at her shocked face.
"Oh my god I didn't know.." She said and I shook my head wiping my face giving a smile.
"No it's okay,"
I stood up another tear fell and I saw the others starring at me worriedly.
" I'm going to go get ready for the show" I said and walked hurriedly back to the bunks letting tears fall. I sat on the edge of mine with my head in my hands.
" is she okay? Did I say something wrong?" I heard Melissa ask worried
" no. She just, doesn't really like thinking of her past, ill go talk to her" I heard cc say and a few seconds later the door slid open revealing cc.
"Jess?" He asked and I stayed silent letting tears fall.
" Jess it's okay" he said and sat next to me bringing me into a hug.
I cried into his chest.
" I know, I just, I hate the past you know that" I said and he nodded chuckling a little.
" I know, you have a rough past but listen, it's the past , what happened happened and look at this way, if all the bad stuff didn't happen, we probably wouldn't be here like this" he said looking at me and I smiled wiping my face.
" I know.."
"Hey.. Guess what?" He asked excitedly.
I chuckled a little.
" what?" I asked and he smiled standing up. He brought me up and hugged .He kissed me hard then moved away resting his head in my neck.
" I love you" he said and I smiled against his chest.
"I love you too"
" yay!" He cheered and I laughed
" your a freak"
" yeah but I'm your freak"
I shook my head just as I felt the bus stop.
" go get ready" I said and he smiled walking to the door connecting the bunks and front lounge I followed behind . Once it opened they all looked at me.
" time to get ready ash" cc said and Ashley groaned getting up smiling at Melissa and giving me a hug before walking off the bus. Cc kissed my lips and smiled walking off after him . Matt and James got up to go get ready while Sean and cam sat down next to Melissa watching the TV.
I shook my head and grabbed a monster sitting down opposite of them underneath the tv.
" I'm really sorry" Melissa said making me look up.
" why? Don't be, just memories get to me sometimes but as cc said its the bad ones that make the good ones" I said and she smiled
" you guys are so cute" she said and I smiled
" uh-huh, not as cute as you and purdy" I said and she Blushed
" we aren't a thing.." She mumbled
" yeah not yet, but you want to be. And I'm sure so does he , I could tell by the way you cuddled last night" I teased as her cheeks turned more red and Sean and cam smirked.
" shut up " she mumbled
" whatever, but it'll happen, now we need to go to sound check and get ready we go on at 7 and It's."
I checked my phone .
" 5:30"
I stood up
" matt! James! Lets go!" I called
" you can hang back stage , you won't be alone , Ashley and the others will be there when were on then well be here when they're on so it works" I said and she nodded just as James and Matt came out.
" took you long enough"
" says the girl who was asleep till 6 yesterday" Matt said and I laughed slapping his head
" fuck off" I said walking off the bus the others behind me.
----
" thank you goodnight!" I called and walked of the stage smiling.
Cc came over and gave me a hug.
Andy took him away and bear hugged me.
" amazing as always!!" He shouted and I smiled turning to Melissa.
" how'd you like it?" I asked Melissa who was standing next to Ashley smiling widely.
" amazing , honestly fucking amazing " she said and I smiled
" thanks"
" you watching our set?" Jinxx asked and I suddenly felt sick.
" maybe , but right now I need to go change and possibly puke" I said and jake raised his eyebrow
" you okay?" He asked
" yeah probably just caught something, ill be back" I said
Cc kissed my head before I ran out to the bus.
One I got to the bathroom I instantly got sick.
" shit" I muttered sitting up against the tub.
I've been feeling sick for a few days and I swear I've been gaining weight.
My eyes widened.
" no.."
I pulled out my phone still on the bathroom floor and dialed Sammi's number.
" jessy! How are you? By the way the others are with me" Sammi said
" hey Jess!" I heard Ella scream. It must be on speaker.
" guys.. I have. Problem" I said
" oh god.. What now?" Juliet asked
" first of all, don't run away from it! "I heard Ella yell. I laughed
" we'll ive been feeling sick, and I just puked for a good 15 minutes and I've been gaining weight," I heard them gasp and they stayed silent.
" when was the last time.. You know..you guys.." Juliet asked
" um, like a month ago" I said
"And have you missed your-" Ella began
" yes" I said and there was more silence
" shit.." Sammi said and I sighed leaning against the bathroom door.
" yeah, shit that's right" I said
" you need to take a test" Ella said
" I know. I will tomorrow, in the mean time do not tell anybody! Hear me not jinxx, jake, Andy no one" I choked into the phone
" Jess we promise, listen it's going to be okay " Sammi said
" I know, I'm just nervous , what will cc say if I am"
" Jess that boy loves you, he'll be withy on no matter what" Juliet said and I smiled a little.
" JESS?!" I heard someone call into the bus. Cc
" guys I have to go ill text you and call you tomorrow" I said quickly
" bye we love you "they screamed and I smiled locking my phone and standing up.
I opened the door just as cc was about to.
" hey there you are, you okay?" He asked and I nodded.
" I'm fine just got sick I'm better now"
I wanted to tell him but only when I was sure
" okay let's go meet and greet okay?" He asked and I nodded smiling and kissing his lips.
" okay"
He took my hand
" I love you" he said kissing my cheek.
" I love you too" I said and he smiled walking out with me.
I just hoped everything would go okay.
Notes
I hope you read the description and did as said because if you read this and cried like a baby like I did WITHOUT tissues like I warned you all, then that's your own fault, seamonkeys.Anyways! Here's another incredible heart filled chapter from Jess.
Byesies! :D
-Melissa, aka WhiteRabbit
Hey whens the update I'm in love with this story and you haven't updated in like 2 months plz plz plz update soon
5/14/14