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I can't feel anything anymore.

New friends

I walked off the bus into the cool New York breeze smiling. Ashley finally found his girl.

I walked to the side and towards the front hearing cheers and talking . I walked out and saw everybody signing autographs, jake and Andy were in one circle, jinxx and cc in another , then all of burn bright minus me were in a circle.

I walked towards cc and jinxx who were leaning against the building and cut through the kids. They all started saying my name and grabbing at me and i smiled just as I made it into the circle.

" shit" I muttered and they laughed.

" hey " cc said giving a tshirt back to a fan and then leaning in to kiss me.

I heard squeals erupt and people going 'awe' as we pulled away and i laughed.

" hey Jess where's ash?" Jinxx asked looking up from signing.

" yeah he said you needed him you okay?" Cc asked and I nodded.

"I'm great, ill explain after to everyone before we head back okay?" I asked and they nodded turning back to the fans.

I looked into the sea of kids that were surrounding us and smiled. I watched them all cautiously watch me as if debating to talk to me

" i dont bite.." i fake wined causing people to laugh and immediately start coming up to me handing me tshirts, posters, shoes , phone cases, Ect. To be signed.

After about an hour the crowds started to die down leaving noone around us except two girls talking with cc and jinxx, then a few with jake and Andy, and some with burn bright.

Just then a boy about 17 shyly came up to me.

He had black hair that went to his ears and blue eyes, he was wearing a burn bright shirt, skinny jeans and many bracelets.

" hey what's your name?" I asked smiling

" uh-m-my names Johnny" he said and I looked at him instantly freezing, he reminded me so Much of my Johnny.

" I love your name Johnny" I said and saw jinxx glance at me in the corner of his eyes giving a weak smile.

" thank you" he stuttered

" can-can you sign my shirt?" He asked turning around . I smiled and undid my marker placing a Hand on his shaking body, he was so nervous it was kind of cute.

I signed my name with a smiley face and then let go.

" there you go" I said and he turned around.

" could I maybe , share something with you, if not its okay, I understand your famous and all and I'm just a kid bu-" he trailed off

" no go right ahead!" I said leaning against the wall. He shakily took in a breath.

" I just wanted to say that your my hero, your music has helped me through a lot, i get bullied a lot and I go through self harm , I also lost my best fiend a few weeks ago, and just watching you and seeing all the stuff you've went through and how you've over come it, It just gave me a sense of hope and made me realize that life gets better, and you've honestly helped me through so much stuff and honestly I wouldn't be here without you and your music so I just wanted to say thank you, thank you for saving my life" he said and I felt a tear fall down my face.

This kid, was exactly like I was at his age, lost and hopeless with only music to hold on to, and here he is saying that I, saved his life.i couldn't wrap my head around it.

I leaned in and gave him a huge hug that lasted about 5 minutes until I let go.

" you have no idea how much that means to know I could be there for you, knowing that I was just like you when I was your age, I can't even tell you how strong you are, never give up okay, because if you've made it this far, it only gets better from here " I said and he smiled

" thank- thank you I'm never going to forget this" he said and I smiled

" me neither"

I pulled out my phone and waved him over to me opening my camera.

" come here" i said and he shakily walked over. i put my arm around him and held the camera out snapping a picture of us. i let go and then opened twitter.

" what's your twitter?" I asked and he froze

" why?"

" to follow you so you can DM me if you ever need someone to talk to silly" I said and he grinned.

" it's jdrums21" he said and I smiled typing it in and following him.

" drummer huh?" I asked and he nodded.I noticed everyone else was standing by watching because all the fans left.

" we'll I need to get going okay? It was great meeting you, DM me if you ever need to talk okay?" I asked and gave him a hug.

He nodded and left smiling like a mad man. I looked over and saw them smiling at me.

" I think I just found a mini Johnny" I laughed and they laughed walking over to me.cc gave me a hug and kissed my head.

" that was fucking insane" Matt said and I nodded checking the time 1am, shit.

" so before we go I need to say something ..." I trailed off and they looked at me.

" shoot" Andy said

" it's a long story but ok , Ashley has been having dreams of a girl, not like that but a beautiful girl and he could feel a connection and that's why he's been a mess" I said and they all made a understanding look.

" that's why." Jinxx said and I nodded

" so tonight, I found a girl in an alley, she had no where to go, she escaped from her abusive boyfriend and she's had a tough time and well she's staying with us. If that's okay with you guys." I said pointing to Matt, James, cam and Sean

" I don't see why not" cam said shrugging

" there's more.."

" yes?" Cc asked and I sighed

" the girl I found is the girl from Ashley's dreams" I said and they're eyes widened

" shit" jake said laughing

" that's insane" jinxx said and I nodded

" I know so he's with her now, hopefully being good, so now that your filled in , lets go so you can meet her before we leave." They nodded and followed after me.

Cc put his arm around my waist and I smiled as we made our way to the bus. I opened the door and climbed on finding Melissa and Ashley sitting close watching tv smiling.

" hey" Ashley said and I saw Melissa's eyes widen as we all walked in

" guys this is Melissa, and Melissa I assume you know who they are" I said and she nodded smiling like crazy. Ashley looked at her and smiled then to me and smiled.

" nice to meet you, welcome to our home" Matt said shaking her hand.

The others said hello just as Tyler walked on.

" hey guys time to hit the road, we are gana stop at her hotel to get her stuff right?" Tyler asked and Melissa nodded.

" yes " I said and Tyler nodded

" can you tell the driver which one. ?" He asked and Melissa nodded getting up.

" alright were going To go" Andy said

" I'm goig to stay here.." Ash said and they all smirked nodding

" me too" cc said grabbing my waist

" I didn't invite you" I said and he pouted causing the others to laugh

" aw just kidding" I said kissing his lips just as Melissa came back in. She smiled

" aww you guys are so cute" she said

" thanks" I said laughing

" we'll see you tomorrow by nice meeting you Melissa" Andy said kissing my head and walking out, jinxx hugged me and jake came over hugging me also.

" night" he said

" night" I said and the door closed

The bus started moving and I sat on the couch next to Matt. Cc sat on me and I groaned.

" so excited to be apart of the fanily?!" Cc asked still on my lap and she laughed shyly.

" yeah.. I feel like a bother though"

" your not! We're siked to have someone as pretty as you" Ashley said and she blushed

After about 5 minutes we pulled up.

" I'll be fast, " she said standing up.

" I'm going to set up a movie , unless you need help" I said looking towards ash.

" no it's okay" she said standing up and walking off the bus.

Ashley jumped up and crushed me in a hug.

" bless you you little fuckig amazing child you" he said and I laughed shoving him off and standing up.

" anytime" I said and walked to the back with cc putting In a movie I knew she'd love. Cc smiled down at me and I stood up.

" what?"

" your just so cute" he said and I smile kissing his lips

" mm I know" I said just as I heard the door open and close again.

" I'm going to show her , her bunk " I said and he wined grabbing me again.

" no.. Stay and kiss me" he said and kissed me again. I laughed into the kiss and kissed him back pationatly.

" hey no fuckig on the bus!!" I heard Ashley yell and a giggle from Melissa. I laughed and opened the lounge door.

" fuck off purdy" I said and saw Melissa putting her stuff in the bunk above mine. James was next to her and Matt was in his bunk. The others walked last me and into the back lounge.

I heard a soft meow and my eyes widened.

" um.. What just meowd?" I said and Melissa laughed poiting to her bunk where Ashley was siting in.

He jumped down holding a cute cat.

" oh my god you have a cat" I said and she nodded

" hope that's okay.." She said nervously

" of course it is! It's so cute!" I said And cc laughed from behind me putting his arms around my waist.

" so are we watching a movie or what?!" Cam called and I laughed

" movie?" I asked Melissa and she nodded taking the cat from Ashley and putting it in it's carrier.

" what one?" She asked and I walked into the room sitting on the couch.

" only the bet movie ever!" I said and cc sat next to me putting his arm around me as Matt pushed play.

" mean girls?!" She asked and I nodded

" oh god " cc said and I slapped him

The other took up the rest of the space so Ashley sat on the floor Melissa next to him.

I smiled and leaned into cc watching the movie quoting it with Melissa as it went by causing the guys to laugh.

When it ended I noticed everyone was asleep except me and cc . I looked down and saw Melissa laying on Ashley's chest with his arms tight around her and his head on hers.

I smiled, they were so cute.

" want to go in my bunk?" I asked cc and he nodded yawning and stood up. We walked around Ashley and Melissa and went into the bunk area.

I went to my bag and took out cc's sport shorts and one of his shirts I stole throwing them to him.

" thief" he said laughing and taking his jeans off putting the pants on.

" I know" I said also stripping from my jeans and shirt. I changed into my shorts and shirt and saw cc smiling all changed . I climbed In my bunk and he followed wrapping around me. He kissed my head as I felt him rub my arms. He took my hands as kissed the scars. He let go and I nuzzled Into his chest.

" I love you so much Jessica," he mumbled into my hair and I smiled dozing off

" I love you too"

Notes

Here's another great chapter! Jessy's an amazing writer, just sayin.
LOVE YOU GLENN COCO! c:

-Melissa

Comments

Hey whens the update I'm in love with this story and you haven't updated in like 2 months plz plz plz update soon

Crazyendorphin Crazyendorphin
5/14/14

update! :DD

the fucking anz the fucking anz
3/16/14

@Havic Fortuna
I have more stories until I update! Ill update very sppn

@Havic Fortuna
Thank u!

I legit spent all night and morning so far reading the first part and all of this. (I've been up since 3pm yesterday and it's 7am right now) This has got to be one of my favorite stories. Please update soon, you're fucking awesome. I love your writing!!!

Havic Fortuna Havic Fortuna
3/10/14