I can't feel anything anymore.
How it is
Jessica pov:
I woke up Freezing eithout any blankets. I checked next to me and saw DJ still sleeping next to me. I checked the clock and saw it was 6 crap I overslept , DJ would wake up soon for work at 8 and I had to have his coffee ready.
I got up silently and quickly got dressed in a my chemical romance her and skinny jeans. I put on bracelets to cover my bruises and left to go make coffee
So I guess I should explain. It's mid September, 2 years this day since jake came into my life and a year and 1 month since I've talked to any of them. The day I left was the last time I saw them and the day my new life began.
Burn bright was still going strong now that we relocated to San Diego. We just came off touring the Uk And are now taking a few months brake before going to record .
I live with my boyfriend of 1 year DJ The same DJ from Boston that used me. When I got out here he came to a concert and swore he changed. I believed him hoping he could help fill my void. A few months after we started dating he got controlling and rough. If didn't do something right he hit me. Every morning he makes me make him coffee and get his cigarets or he gets Angry.
I sometimes regret leaving everything behind and want to get in contact but I push those thoughts aside . I just need to move forward. It's not like they even miss me.
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CC's
2 years, it's been 2 years since I met her. And I haver talked to her in over a year and it kills me. It kills me each day. It kills us all, jake lost his sister I lost the love of my life and the others lost their best fried. I don't know where she is but I keep track of her music. Just hearing her voice makes my ache. for her grow stronger
" cc! Get up were at the hotel" jake called into the bunk area. I sighed and grabbed my phone before climbing out of the bunk.I walked out with my bag and into the main area. We were in San Diego for 3 days at a hotel then we had a show then it was off to the next date. Sammi Ella and Juliet were with us on tour and were sitting on the couch with jake Andy and jinxx.
I walked out and the guys looked up.
" let's go " jake said . We all new the date, we all were upset.
We walked off in silence into the hotel. Jinxx came up to me and patted my shoulder.
" I miss her too man" he said before returning to Sammi's side.
I woke up Freezing eithout any blankets. I checked next to me and saw DJ still sleeping next to me. I checked the clock and saw it was 6 crap I overslept , DJ would wake up soon for work at 8 and I had to have his coffee ready.
I got up silently and quickly got dressed in a my chemical romance her and skinny jeans. I put on bracelets to cover my bruises and left to go make coffee
So I guess I should explain. It's mid September, 2 years this day since jake came into my life and a year and 1 month since I've talked to any of them. The day I left was the last time I saw them and the day my new life began.
Burn bright was still going strong now that we relocated to San Diego. We just came off touring the Uk And are now taking a few months brake before going to record .
I live with my boyfriend of 1 year DJ The same DJ from Boston that used me. When I got out here he came to a concert and swore he changed. I believed him hoping he could help fill my void. A few months after we started dating he got controlling and rough. If didn't do something right he hit me. Every morning he makes me make him coffee and get his cigarets or he gets Angry.
I sometimes regret leaving everything behind and want to get in contact but I push those thoughts aside . I just need to move forward. It's not like they even miss me.
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CC's
2 years, it's been 2 years since I met her. And I haver talked to her in over a year and it kills me. It kills me each day. It kills us all, jake lost his sister I lost the love of my life and the others lost their best fried. I don't know where she is but I keep track of her music. Just hearing her voice makes my ache. for her grow stronger
" cc! Get up were at the hotel" jake called into the bunk area. I sighed and grabbed my phone before climbing out of the bunk.I walked out with my bag and into the main area. We were in San Diego for 3 days at a hotel then we had a show then it was off to the next date. Sammi Ella and Juliet were with us on tour and were sitting on the couch with jake Andy and jinxx.
I walked out and the guys looked up.
" let's go " jake said . We all new the date, we all were upset.
We walked off in silence into the hotel. Jinxx came up to me and patted my shoulder.
" I miss her too man" he said before returning to Sammi's side.
Hey whens the update I'm in love with this story and you haven't updated in like 2 months plz plz plz update soon
5/14/14