Paranoia
Jealous
Andy Biersack. I've always been jealous of him, although I'd never admit it. He always got all the attention, he was always on magazine covers and had the most followers and money. Everyone forgot about me.
everyone was so absorbed with what he was doing; making sure he was okay and they forgot about me. They failed to see that I was losing grip. Losing my will to life.
honestly, I wanted it to be over. I wanted my paranoia to go away, but it never did until I lost grip and dealt with it myself.
