Paranoia
The beginning of the end.
I was born Christopher Ryan Mora to a mother and a father. I had an older sister called Adrienne and I had a live just like any other kid in a middle class neighbourhood in LA.
i joined the drum line in high school and was the star of the show. I played centre snare and I've been in bands of all genres since I was 12, metal, rock, punk and even jazz.
when I was 15 I got a job at a little market about 20 minutes from my house and ever since then I've felt something, something that I couldn't explain. It was this feeling of someone watching me, but stronger.
I remember when I was 18 and walking down the pier with my girlfriend at the time when I caught the eye of a hooded stranger watching me; following me.
about 10 years later I joined Black Veil Brides, but that feeling never went away, even when we were on tour it was still there.
I couldn't take it, I couldn't handle it. It was tearing me apart, making me afraid to leave the bus. that is why I did what I did. I hope you can forgive me, I didn't mean to hurt anyone, I really didn't.
Notes
CC's real name is Christopher Ryan mora. His public records say that and he has said his name isn't Christian.