I'd Die For You

*CC's POV*

I was sitting in the car with my mom and sister. My dad ended up starting his new job today when it was to next week. Monday, my sister and I would be starting our new school. I decided to keep in the bad seat. I didn't want to be too close to my mother. She's been one of her moods and she really didn't like Andy and them trying to reach out to me like they been for the last two days. I didn't see any of them since yesterday when I walked out on them. I feel bad for that but Ashley just hit a nerve and it really got to me.

I had my music playing, I didn't have anything to say to my mom or sister. All my sister could do was talk about how hot Andy was and I knew being friends with him was going to be a bad thing unless my sister found someone else to be in love with. My eyes were close and I was lost in my thoughts. I didn't even notice that we parked until my mom ripped my headphones off and I looked at her. She was pissed again and I knew my dad wasn't going to be around when we got home.

"I wish you wouldn't always have your headphones in. I swear Christian, I'm going to fucking hurt you yet. Now come on we are here." I got out of the car and follow them both into the building we were going to school at. I walked into the building and just looking around. Something told me I didn't like this place already. After we were done with that, my sister went looking for she found one at the mall and we headed home. I didn't waste time either, as my mom's car stopped, I got out of the car walked into the house. I went right to my room and just lay on the bed with Lily. It's only been three days and I wanted to move back to LA. Why did my dad even get offer that job, yes it's more money but I miss my old life.

Lily growl woke me up, and I looked around my room. It was dark and I frown a bit. I reach over to turn on the light and seen my mom standing there. She had a bottle of volka in her hand and I frown more known what this meant for me. I moved slowly, I didn't want to piss her off and I pulled Lily close to me.

"Hi mom, is food done yet? I let Lily down, if she ended up anger or pissed off to the point of hurting someone. I didn't want it to be my pug. "Mom?"

"Chris, you been sleeping all day, don't you think you should get up now before you can't sleep tonight?" She was walking over to me and I really didn't like this right now. It was really fucking scaring me. I looked at the time it was 6 pm, it turn out that I slept all day. "Chris...." I looked back up at her and then the stairs. Fuck this I'm making a run for it. My dad will be back at 8. I got up and ran.

I could hear her behind me and I really hope that she didn't do anything to my dog while I ran to save my own life. I was at the steps and before I could even run down. I was pushed and hard. I felt and hit the wall at the bottle. I couldn't see right and I felt like I was in a lot of pain right now. I seen my mom standing at the time laughing down at me before working toward me. Ignoring the pain in my back and ribs. I reached up to open the door and falling out in the hallway and getting up and running for the other stairs. It was all going my way until she grabbed my shirt and slammed me against the wall. I just looked at her and looking for a way out. I hated this when she drink herself. It was like this ever since she lost her third child and job.

"Mom, please...just stop this. You're not in your right mind." I know it wasn't no piont in talking to her, I got a knee to my already hurt ribs and felt to the ground in pain. I closed my eyes and curl into a ball, being skinnier then anyone else really fucking sucked, I had nothing to protect my bones from pain.

"Come on Christian, get up. You want to talk all big but you never fight back. How are you to deffend yourself if you can't even do it against your own mother? Talking gets you know where son." With that she kicked me in the stomach, I feel the air get knocked out of me and I try to move closer to the stairs to get away from her. This could be a good or bad thing for me. "I'm so tried of you brat." She picked me up by my hair and held me at the top of the stair. I was shaking now, if she pushed me again, this wasn't my stairs, this was the main ones. I coudl get badly hurt or even die being push let alone throw down the stairs. I grabbed her wrist, clinging to her and hoping that it wouldn't happen that she wouldn't be that fucking cold.

"Mom, what are you doing to him? You can't do this, you need to stop!" Sarah ran to her and grabbed the arm that was holding me, trying to get me free. That's when we heard my dad come in the door. "Dad! Get up here! Now!" She yelled to him.

"Kim!" He ran up the stairs and got my mom to let me go before pulling her away from me and Sarah helping me to the bathroom. "Kim what the fuck are you thinking about. You can kill him if you pushed him down the stairs." It's the only thing I heard before Sarah closed the door and sit me down on the edge of the tub before looking though the medicine thing for anything to stop pain.

"Why didn't you call for help, she could have killed you. I swear, you're so stupid sometimes brother....." She clean up some of the cuts that I got from falling before looking at me, I was still holding my stomach and ribs where I was kicked. "Take off your shirt. Don't give me that bullshit about you hating the fact you're skinny, it's not that you don't eat, you eat a lot." She laughs a bit and I did as she said. When she frown I knew that it wasn't good. "I need to get dad, we need to get you to the hospital..." She got up and I put my shirt on before we both went out to the hallways. Dad was just coming out of his room and looked at us.

"I know it's best to take you to the hospital, but I will see what we can do for you here. Sarah keep an eye on him. I need to go pick some things up at the store, until I get this health care thing. We can't really do anything doctor wise or pay out the ass." He left and I was forced up to my room. Lily was there crying a bit seeing me hurt. This was only the third day of living here and I fucking hated it.

I woke up in the middle of the night and sat up. I whimper in pain and looked around before noticing that my ribs and stomach was wrapped up. I lay back down and looked around my room. Lily was right next to me curl up in a ball. I closed my eyes to go back asleep.
*Few Days Later, first day of school*

I woke up early on the first day of my new school. I walked around getting black skinny jeans, and one of my band t shirts and my black boots. I made sure that I had everything pack the night before and just had to get ready. I looked at the time and rushed out the door, grabbing a poptart on the way out and walking to school with my with my schoolbag. I was walking down the block. Already my sister made friends, they were the jocks and all the people like that. While I was in bed rest because of broken ribs and a buried stomach. She was out partying and having a good time. I looked around and didn't see any of the kids that I meet on the 2nd day of being here. It kinda hurt they just disappeared like that. I was alone now. In a new school, with new people and new bullies just waiting to have a go at me.

I walked to the offices to get everything I needed for my classes and smiled when I seen a line. I waited calmly until someone could help me. "Hello, you must be one of the new kids, name please." She was a sweet lady, I really liked her a lot.

"Christian Mora." I watched her as she look through pages and files until she got all my things that I needed.

"Oh, here we go. Your classes, you map, books and where you all need to go. If you feel like you're going to get lost. Ask you classmates or teachers. Here is your locker number too. Have a good day Christian." She smiles and went on to help another kid.

"Thank you..." I walked out of the office and looking at where my first class was on the map. I really didn't like this feeling I was getting like I was being watched. I didn't know if it was a good or bad being watch but I know there were eyes on me. I moved to my first class and picked a seat all the way in the back. I was looking at my books and when I looked up, I see that one of the guys that I met the other day and Roku were in the same class. I forgot to ask them what their names were. The others other then Andy and Roku.

"Okay class, we have a new person in our classroom." Oh no, she isn't going to make me stand up and say about from where I came from and what I did in my old life. I just tried to look small but yeah, teachers suck. "Christian, put you like to stand up and tell the class about yourself play." I closed my eyes before doing what she told me to do. To think I would have to do this for mostly every class. This day was already a fucking nightmare.

"Fine, first off, call me Chris, not many call me Chirstian. 2nd, I came from Los Angeles, California. The only reason I'm in this small shit hole of a town is because my father got a job offer that he couldn't turn down because it paid more. If it was up to me I would go back to LA because at least I had a goddamn fucking life there and didn't have to start over with bullies and trying to make friend. I love to eat but as you can tell no matter how much food I eat, never gain weight so don't give me anything about 'you're too skinny shit, do you eat' because I do it's just that my body is cool like that. Other then that I'm was a drummer in a band back in LA until my band replace me with someone else because they couldn't wait for me to come back the jackasses and I'm a gamer and love movies. And really don't want to be doing this so if you please pass it on to other teachers I will like them to know that I'm not fucking doing this every class!" I smirked a bit and I seen Roku and the other kid trying to hold in their laughter. The class room was in shock and the teacher was fucking pissed.

"Chris! I do not want that kind of talk in this classroom! Got to the office now!" The teacher ylled at me but I couldn't help but laugh a bit.

"Maybe I should but really kicking me out on the first day don't look good." I smirked more. I hated this place and I wasn't going to be the good kid.

"OUT NOW!" She screamed at me. Roku and the other kid were laughing now and the teacher looked at them both. "You two can leave too if you want. I'm not putting up with anymore of this bull!" She was mad.

"Would love to. Come on Jinxx, let go." She pulled him out with her and I walked out behind them. They were waiting for me down the hall. "Wow, I can't believe you did that to her the first day you come to school." She was laughing and they walked down the hall outside and to a spot under a bit tree and sit down. There were hearts with letters in them. One was J&E, J&A, A&C, and A&J. I was looking at these hearts and Jinxx just laughed a bit.

"Don't mind them, we made this our spot. It's us and our girlfriends. Like this one is for me and Alice. Though a lot of people don't bother her since she's really liked in the school. They hate that she's with me but we just don't care. Love is stronger then people thoughts." He laughed a bit and just sit down and it make me think of Liz back home. Speaking of her, she didn't even try to get a hold of me. She was heartbroken that I had to leave her.

"I have a lover back home, though I haven't talked to Liz since I left." I just looked down and upset a bit.

"I swear, if you guys don't stop hitting them nerves, I'm going to be all of you down and get your girlfriends to help me!" She punched him in the arm and he just looked at her rubbing his arm.

"What the hell Roku??? It's not like we meant to do it!" He just sighs and looks at me. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to hit that nerve and I know Ashley didn't mean to hit the other one last week. Don't worry Roku came him hell for it. Andy did too." He laughs a bit and I couldn't help but smile a bit. Maybe I can make the best of it here in this small town.

"It's fine, I just miss home and it's going to be a while until I can get back what I had there in this new place. It's just that I don't have much to hold on to yet. I guess I can slowly let you and the other misfits into my life, but it will be slow moves. I do have trust issues, I had a lot of friends back in LA betray me more then I let on and the bullies can be a lot worse then anyone. They use to pick on me so bad before I met Matt, but even Matt betrayed me. So it's not any of you. It's just I'm dealing with a lot right now and I should check in on Liz." I smiled a bit and they smiled back.

"Here..." She took my phone and was putting things into my phone and then looked at my phone before putting something on her phone and handing it to Jinxx and him copying somthing off her phone on to his. "If you need any of us. Call or text. Andy can get to you sooner then the rest of us can." She smiles at me brightly.

I looked into my phone and seen that she added everyone into my phone. Everyone of the misfits I had their numbers. "Roku, you really don't have to do this. I'm fine, I just need time to get use to his new life." I put my phone away and was really happy about her doing this. She seem really out going but something told me that it's okay to keep them away from now.
"Yeah, but everyone needs a friend. I'll give the others your number too, unless Jinxx messaged them already." She just laughed and sat down under the tree.

"So what do we do now?" I looked at them both, Jinxx was texting and Roku was just looking at me and smiles softly.

"We wait for the bell to ring and go to next class. By the time the next one starts, everyone will know what you did today in first class. I'm sure the others already know. Word gets around fast. So have fun becoming the talk of the day. We have a lot of jock in our first class. They don't really bother us when we are in a group but they will if they get you alone. So if anyone other then us come up to you and ask you to come with them. Don't go, it's a trap. Trust me, we have to save Andy's ass. He's the baby of the group." Roku just goes to texting and I sit down and smiles.

"I'm taking a nap, wake me when next class starts." I just lay down and goes asleep. I thought they would wake me up for next class but when I woke up, they all were there and were talking about tomorrow. I slowly sit up and looked at the time. It was after school, meaning they left me skip all day. "Wow, none of you didn't wake me up?" They all stopped talking and looked at me.
"Well, we didn't want to wake you. You seem really tired and Andy got his ass kick really bad." I looked at Roku before looking at Andy who had an icepack on his eye. Cambria was next to him and everyone else just laughed.

"What happen to you?" I had to ask him.

"James and is fucking dick head of friends. I heard they were planning on jumping you because they know you live on my street. So I kinda punch them in the face and they ganged up on me 5 big dudes against someone like me is not fair. Though Ashley beat the shit out of as many as he oculd before the teacher show up." He just laughs and they all got up. "Now that you are awake, it's time to get home for us. See you around Chris." They all walked home and the only one that stayed behind was Roku.

"They just wanted to make sure you were okay. We did try to wake you but you didn't want to wake up so it made us worry there was something wrong." She got up and help me up before we walked toward my house. "Don't worry about Andy, he's a fighter, he likes to try and beat the shit out of people but gets his ass handed to him when they gang up. That's why I told you don't go on your own." I just laughed and keep walking with her.

"Well it's nice that he stick up for me, but I can take care of myself. Don't forget, I'm a city kid that comes from LA." I smirked a bit and she laughed more.

"Whatever you say skinny." She smirked back and walk with me until we got to my house. "Anyways, Andy, Cambria and I are going to a movie. You're free to come with if you want. We put all the homework that you needed in your bag just to let you know."

"I'm fine, I need to work on this homework. Just go have fun. I have work to do." I smiles and said my byes before going into the house and up to my room. I was working on my homework until 10 pm before I got it done. I went on the computer now that I hade internet and looked up Liz. My heart broke into a million pieces to see that she message me saying that she found someone else that she couldn't wait for me forever to come back and that I was an asshole for not fighting to stay in LA. I was about ready to throw my laptop. But I blocked her and everyone else from LA that seem to forget about me and just shut it down before going to my bed and cuddling with Lily. I see where I fix in their world and it hurt really bad. I was without friends, in a world that didn't know anything about love and kindness. What was I going to do because this just fucking suck. I could feel tears, I just felt asleep after that. Fuck this world, why can't things just be good?

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A/N: Again if there is spelling mistakes no body is perfect. Will update next chapter when I have time to. I work to night so need to get some sleep. Hope you enjoy this story. I know they don't act like the people they should but then again that's why its call a story and fanfiction :P

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