Andy’s POV

“Sounds like you love her” What does that mean, of course not. I’m in love with Juliet, I mean that's why i’m married to her. How could I love Jennifer I only met her like month ago. But I can’t ignore the fact that I do feel things for her, I just... don’t know what I feel. I was just about to ask Ronnie more about her and her past but was cut down when Jenn and Alex walked onto the bus.

Jenn sat down on the couch almost in Ronnie’s lap and curled into a little ball, she looked so innocent and pure. I could of just sat there and stared at her all day, but that didn’t happened. No it was cut short.

Ronnie had to go fix some issues on set so he left, uncurling Jenn on the couch. I looked towards her and her eyes almost seemed as though she wanted to say something but was too shy to do so. I wonder if it has anything to do with the stunt Ashley pulled. I was just about to ask her if she was okay, when Ashley stumbled onto the bus and Jenn instantly sat straight up glaring daggers at him. After Ashley was Jake and Jinxx who were talking about the next few shows and things we should to to “up our game”

“Dude you Should totally do that thing Jenn showed you” Jinxx said sitting between me and Jenn

“Dude I should but what show should we add the fireworks” Jake said grabbing a drink out of the fridge. Fireworks?

“Hey Andy we’re gonna be in Cincinnati in a few days, right?” Jinxx said

“Uhh, yeah I’m so excited it’s been awhile since I last saw my parents” That’s right i’m soo excited I can’t wait to introduce the girls to them. The guys and I sat talking about Cincinnati for a while when I saw Jenn in the corner of my eye, she look so horrified?

“Hey Jenn, you okay?” What the fuck? She didn’t answer just kept staring straight in front of her

“Alex! What's with Jenn” I called Alex over

“Shit, umm nothing she’s just had a long day. I’m going to get her to bed” Alex said standing Jenn up and walked towards the door. Once they were out the door Ronnie charged in

“What happened to Jenn!” His voice laced in concern

“We don’t know we were just talking about what we should do for our set in Cincinnati, And she Just zoned out or something” Jinxx said

“Fuck” Ronnie ran off the bus. Me chasing after him

“Let me help” I said catching my breath once we reached the FIR bus

“No, it’s fine. There's not much you can do just go get ready for set” Ronnie shut the door in my face. The next thing I knew I heard Jennifer screaming inside, then music counciling out the screams. I sat there horrified, staring at the bus.

“What’s happening to her”

Jenn’s POV

Cincinnati, that’s rights were going to be in Cincinnati soon. I’m going back to where it all began. Oh how I hope it all goes good. I’m sure it will, I mean he hates this kind of music. So I doubt he’ll even know I was there. My head is pounding, it feels like my skull is being ripped in two.

I placed a hand on my head and winced in pain, but when I opened my eyes I was in a room, a room I had not been in for years. I was in the room that I shared with Sean when I lived with him. It was a beautiful day, the sun was shinning bright, birds were chirping, the smell of sweet fresh air. I sat up on the bed and took in the smell, closing my eyes and letting my shoulders relax. After a while I stood up and went into the kitchen to clean it. It didn’t take to long to clean the kitchen, the only thing I had left to do was take out the trash. I grabbed the bag and walked out side. Once I was outside the once bright skies turned into a dark void.

“Did you really think you could run away and I wouldn't find you!” I turned around to find the man who calls himself my father. I quickly turned and ran back to the house, horrified of what he might do if he catches me. I made it in the front door only for him to knock me down to the ground, slamming the door shut behind us. Tears running down my cheeks. I started to hit and kick as hard as I can to get away from him.

“YOU STUPID BITCH” He crouched down and punched me in the stomach, he then stood back up and repeatedly kicked me. I could hear the snapping of my ribs. I try to crawl away, but don’t get very far before he grabs a fist full of my hair slaming me against the wall

“You stupid slut, I bet the only reason he’s letting you stay is because you can’t close your damn legs. He NEVER loved you” He whispered angrily in my ear, then open the front door and threw me out off it “We’re going home, and we’ll finish this when we get there” He punched me in the face and everything went black.

When I came to I was tied down to a bed, my clothes were all missing. I franticly looked around praying somebody would help me, anybody. My father came barging in the room “Good you're awake” He walked over to me and placed a gag in my mouth. He then walked over to the dresser, opening the top drawer and pulling out a knife. He walked back over to me and instantly started to carve into my hip

I screamed out in pain, only for my screams to be repressed by the piece of cloth in my mouth. Tears are streaming down my face, my body feels as heavy as lead. I can slowly feel my body start to shut itself down in order to protect itself. But right before everything went numb he pushed himself inside of me, again, and again. Sean where are you! Please save me. I silently cried to myself.

About an half hour later my father had finished and cleaned himself off, but he wasn’t done yet. No he was never done yet. He walked over to the same drawer in the nearby dresser and pulled out a little blow torch. He began to heat up the knife he used to carve into my hip. Once the tip was red hot, he plunged it into my lower stomach. The pain came over my whole body in an instant. My whole body went into shock and then I felt the pain all over again, again, again, again…

My body went cold, and so did my hope of ever getting out of here. My vision began to blur, then I saw him a familiar brown haired blur. It’s Sean, I can barely make out his movement but I do get to watch him beat the shit out of my father. I slowly smile to myself as I can feel myself slowly drift off into a deep sleep. The last thing I saw was Sean’s face, he was so mad. At me?
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When I woke up I was back in my bed I turned my head and saw Sean sitting next to me. His back was turned to me, I slowly reached out my armed to him but cried out in pain. My body was still so sore. He stood up quickly and his face went from sad, and concern to pure anger, and hatred. It was at that moment that I knew my angel was not an angel at all, no he was the devil himself.

I instantly cowered into my bed, under my blanket. “DID YOU LET HIM TOUCH YOU” why was he made at me? I only fell deeper into the blanket.

“ANSWER ME” He punched my in my lower side reopening the wounds my father left me

“I- I couldn’t stop him” Tears once again stained my face “I tried, you have to believe me” He paced the room, hitting everything within reach

“You’re so worthless, you can’t do anything can you!”

“Sean, please. I love you” He hit me across the face

“How could I possibly love a girl as damaged and useless as you” He picked me up bridal style, me crying into his chest. carrying me out to the car, he put me in the passanger side and drove for a while. I was grabbing my side when he picked me up one last time, and took me out of the car. He walked a short distance, kissed my forehead and threw me to the ground. I can feel the blood loss slowly taking over my body, I looked up at Sean for the last time, as he was walking way. Then my eyes fell shut.

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