I felt so alone. I hadn’t slept the whole night.

I cried the most of the time. The rest I was just begging someone to come and kill me.

“Good morning Alicia, the sun is shining and it’s warm outside.” A obviously happy nurse was in my room.

Yay, the sun is shining. I’m sooooo happy.

I hated everybody right now, especially those who were happy.

“I’m here with you breakfast, would you like for me to open the window for you?”

I nodded. “Thank you” I groaned.

“Is there anything I can get you?” she then asked.

“If you could bring death here, so he could take me with him I would be very happy.” I said sarcastic. She answered with a nervous laughter and then left.

I sighed. Jessy, where are you when I need you!

I was once again left alone in the way to disinfected room. Tears started to come again.

Why did I even fight anymore? Why could live just let me go?

“A saviour will be there, when you are feeling alone oh” the tears wouldn’t stop.

My brother had always been that saviour, and now he was gone forever.

I, not like me, had a beautiful voice. He never sang to anybody but me. Always my favorite songs. He didn’t like Black Veil Brides himself, but for me, he learned the songs so that he could sing them for me.

My life truly ended when his did. I shook my head on the pillow.

I hate my life!

Notes

So this is like... a filler or something

more will come as I get it written C:

But I hope you guys like Alicia... I love her XD