More than This...
Summary
I would talk back, slack off, rebel, start arguments, ignore the world, and move on with my life. And I was okay with that. My music let me enter another world whenever i pleased, and that was enough to carry me through the day despite the everyday harassment.
I was okay with being empty.
Then when I started my junior year of high school, my world shifted, and my outlook began to change when i met Andy--or officially met Andy.
I somewhat knew him a while back in middle school as the kid always handing out his CD's. Oh, what where they called? "Biersack." Now it's "Black Veil Brides."
Anyway, I get to know him during high school (at School for Creative and Preforming Arts in Cincinnati Ohio) as a friend I thought was cool, but as time progressed, I started to have feelings for him, no matter how much I denied it. He was kind, funny, a little hard headed, but determined and of what he wanted to do with his life--unlike myself. I was worthless. Why would he feel the same? I masked my emotions prohibiting him from ever learning about them, yet every now and then, I think I let my guard down because he would start to move closer until I pushed him away. (I was never known to have feelings at all--except of course when I was with him).
'Did Andy Know how I felt? Does he feel the same way? If he did, would he even have time for someone like me? Is there something more than this..?'"
NOTE:
I apologize for any spelling errors--worst speller ever! and also for any stupid typos. Damn typos...
another note, i may be altering different publication date
~hope ya'll enjoy!
7/10/13: today I am going through the chapters to proof-read. too many typos bothering me.
Characters
Andy Beirsack
just moved back from California and is lead singer in BVB. friends with Jade, but would like to be more
Ashley Purdy
bass player in BVB and a bit of a perv
Chelsea Rene
ice quee, instagator, and the principle's daughter
Christian "CC" Coma
drummer of BVB stuck in Jade's friendzone... (or at least for now)
Jade
never really sticks out of the crowd-- except for her hair. She loves singing and dancing.
Jake Pitts
lead guitarist of BVB
Jinxx
rhythm guitar and violin player of BVB
Justin Guerett
football teem's quarterback and Chelsea's BF
Taylor Patterson
Jade's best friend since 2nd grade. plays bass and drums
Chapters
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First Day
the school year just started, and Jade is trying to re-adjust to the school. Jade spots Andy in the courtyard.
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Knives and Pens
YES the title is in reference to their song Knives and Pens. Anyway, Jade is confronted by a group of girls and after a rough "chat" Jade stormed off. In the mitts of everything she was feeling, Jade sings to calm her nerves. Until....
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Why?
FILLER: Andy's point of view
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Nobody's Home
FILLER: back to Jade's pointof view
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The Roof
After being suspended, Jade wonders to the rooftop not having anywhere else to go, and coincedently, Andy shows up.
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Lunch
Lunch in the courtyard.
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Almost...
After being caught in the sudden downpour and the situation pushes them a little closer...
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Backstage & Concert
see what happens when Jade meets the rest of the Black Veil Brides (including CC).
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The Notebook and the Doodle
FILLER but it does have importance. you'll see.... :3
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Help Me
WARNING: viewer discretion is advised. There IS sexual content and abusive behavior in the following chapter:
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Saviour
"When you are feeling alone.. A Saviour For all that you do, So you live freely without their harm..."
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Wake Me Up... From This Nightmare
Jade is still haunted by her memory.
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Night with the Band
Is CC starting to make his move? O.o
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Return to Hell
Over the weekend, news concerning the rape spread, and now Jade has to face it when she returns to school. This pushes her to the edge of her limit.
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Escape for a Moment's Peace
FILLER: After running off from the madness of the school, Jade finds herself in a park. Later a mysterious car pulls up beside her on her way back home..
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A Ride Home
Things get a little to heated on this snowy day (>.>)
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Mirror Mirror
I LOVE THISSSSS!
4/9/14