{amelia pov}
i woke in the morning tangled in strong arms which confused me as ash wasn't here when i fell asleep wtf who is my bed then i recognise the tattoes on his arms and realise it is ash then i remebered i left the spare room key in the reception for ash if he came home late. i turned in his arms only to see his eye flutter open. "mmm goodmorning " i said he was about to reply when i jumped out of bed and ran to the toilet to puck up what i had previously eaten. while i was bent over the toilet i could feel ash running his hand up and down my back in a soothing matter but also holding my hair out of my face and at this moment most of my inscurities disappeared yeah ash was going to love this baby yeah he might not love me but this baby will always have a father which i was really greatful for.after i got cleaned up and ready for the day there ws something bugging me since i woke up and i thought i would take it up with ash. so here i am im about to ask ash the question that has been bugging me all day so here goes nothing " ash " he lookes up from his phone with curious look on his face "yes lia" here goes nothing " when am i going to meet the rest of the band ?" his face shows not emotion change " because your leaving tomorrow and dont bother try lying because i know there is a consert tomorrow nigt so you will be leaving in th early hour of tomorrow and i wont see you because im going back to north carolina and your touring so what going to happen" great im rambling when im nervous i ramble on and on for hours but ash just started laughing and that really hurt that he was laughing at me. i stared at him with pure range and anger running through my vains but he did fuck all he only laughed these pregnancy mood swings are starting to get on my nerves the more i think about it i start to tear up oh fuck sake no here comes the water works these hormones are really pissing me off as soon as ash sees the tears he stops laughing and rushes over saying sorry over and over again and that he didnt mean to mke me cry. then i start laughing at him panicking " are you bi polor or somthing " ash asks i just laugh and say " no its the hormones they are really anoying its just like my needs to they are really persistant like i get horny really easy and you didnt need to know that" he just smirks at me " oh so if i do this it turns you on " he says while leaning down to kiss my sweat spot oh fuck there comes the rush of hormones "mmmmm" i moan as he keeps kissing the same spot on my neck "oh ash " i sigh i could feel the heat pooling at my centre but he pulls away and laughs.
{ash pov}
" no its the hormones they are really anoying its just like my needs to they are really persistant like i get horny really easy and you didnt need to know that" she says which makes me smirk so she gets turned on really easily " oh so if i do this it turns you on " i say while leaning down to kiss her sweat spot on her neck "mmmmm" she moans as i keep kissing the same spot on her neck adding some nibbles and pinches with my teeth "oh ash " she sigh i pull away and laugh oh this is going to be great i look at amelia and she is pouting oh fuck she knows what that face does to me thats how we had like three rounds every night the week we meet she is just irresistable and just somthing about her carrying my child really turns me on she looks sexy as fuck oh god i can feel the tightning of my pants " im going to the bathroom ill be a few minuets " i quickly walk to the bathroom and think of disturbing thoughts to calm the fuck down i picture cc playing the drums naked errghh that sends the bad really bad shivers down my spine . i walk out the bathroom to see amelia packing her things to head back to north carolina but i really dont want here to go i want to watch my child grow while on tour im going to see andy and the guys to see if they will let her join us on tour as i really want her to come. i go to help her pack her things and i see a little baby onzie that had 'my daddy is a rockstar' written with a little guitar on it that made me feel all warm and fuzzy in the inside. after we packed her things we left them near the door she wont be leaving until 11pm tonight and we dont have a show but i told her that i had a band meeting so i had to leave but really i am going to ask the guys if she can join the tour.
{andy pov}
ashley has been really distant since we got back from the first night meet and greet ever since that fan begged him to read that letter because a woman paid her to give it to him but the way she said the woman was really desperate and needy but i want to know what was in the letter and so do the guys but we are going to wait until he decides to tell us because the one thing we are good as a band for is personal space we all know it gets stressfull and can push us to the limits and we all need our personal ' me time' by ourselves to sort things out to clear our minds. me ,jinxx,jake and cc were in the living room area of the tour bus when ashley came in he looked nervous. " hey man " we all say in unison.
{ash pov}
i walk up to the tour bus and stop at the door to take a few deep breaths some reason i am really nervous i walk on to the bus and walk to the living area were all the guys are sitting "hey man " they say in sync " hey guys can i talk to you's please" they all look at each other then nod but cc breaks it up " man this sound deadly serious" i look at him and say " yeah its pretty serious i just want to ask you guys something " they all look at me but jake is the one to speak up " sure man fire away " i take a deep breath and just blurt it out " can someone join us on tour?" they all look at me and burst out laughing but andy talks first " thats what your deadly serious question is? " i nod and he say's " why do you want her to join the tour?" they all look at me " errm she is pregnant with my child " im pretty sure their jaws hit the floor but the all say " congrats man " but cc brings up the question that i knew was coming up " so when we going to meet the woman who is carrying the world famous ashley purdys baby " i look at them and say " well tonight im going to see her at 9pm because she has a flight to catch at 11pm but i dont want her to go " they all look at me andy says " wait were she from " i look at him and say " north carolina " they look at me jinxx brings up the story i told them about the week i had with amelia " the one who challenged ashly purdy " that got them rattled up " fuck yeah we get to met the only girl that can put ashle purdy in his place " says cc. fuck i dont know why i was so nervous for were all so close like brothers man i knew they wouldn't judge me. we all sit up and catch up with what is going on and where we are traveling to next . time flew by and i was going to collect amelia from the hotel to take her back to the tour bus with me.

Notes

not as long update tomorrow x Em