{ash pov}
so yeah im going to be a dad oh holy shit im going to be a dad i dont know anything about being a dad im not good enough to be a dad right what the fuck should i do. my mind says go and get drunk and flirt the underwear off anything thats female and breaths but my heart says i should ring her or go to the hotel and at least talk to her. fuck it i am goign to see her. i get up and walk out of the tour bus and tell andy " im going on a walk be back soon " he just replies with a quite " alright" so here i am walking down the side walk to the royal blue hotel and i am shitting my self what do i say to a girl i got pregnant by week of amazing one night stands i know there is rumers going about saying i dont remember anyone i sleep with well its slightly true but i couldnt forget about amelia wow she is like this wild animal on the inside she stood out so much because she challenged me and everyone knows i am up for a challenge she is the female version of me. i mean we did do it alot the week i am not that suprised that she got pregnant but it still came as a shock. i finally arrive at the grand entrance of the royal blue hotel and walk up to the elevator and click floor 5 so here i am panicing and pacing in the elevator shaft the floor dings the doors open and i casually walk to room 421 when i get there i knock i hear the sweet melody of her voice shouting " just a minuet " the i see her and she is beautiful she has a medium sized bump which is housing my baby girl protecting her until she needs to be out and protected by me her daddy oh i can't be a father im not good but i will try im mean this little girl has already won me over and she isnt out of the womb yet oh she is going to have me wrapped around her little finger and her uncle's too i look at amelia and she looks shocked to see me here but deep down in her eye i can see the happness starting to grow bigger " ashley " she lets out breathlessly in joy she is genrally happy to see me. " hey amelia " she smiles and says " why dont you come on in and we can talk " i just nod , walk in and sit on the chair next to the bed. i watch as she shuts the door and waddles to the bed and slowly sits down she look amazing all glowy from the pregnancy. " so your pregnant " I manage to get out she looks up at me and smiles " yeah 20 week and 6 days" wait there is 7 days in a week " 21 weeks tomorrow " she looks shocked that i know this but the recovers but smiling widly " yeah i am so this is awkward right lets get this out the way as your child likes to use my bladder like a punching bag" I let out a chuckle " so is she just my kid when its moving or just all the time " she looks at me with a smile and says " mostly when she is moving but she will always be yours no matter what " i smile when she says that but then she gasps and makes me worrie " what is it the baby? is she coming? its too early? are you okay? " i kept rambling but i stopped when i noticed her laughting really hard like if she didnt't have the baby in the way she would be doubled over with laughter. " what " she smiles and says " pass your hand " so i gave her my hand and she puts it on the lower left side of her stomach and pressed ever so gently " what are you doing?" i ask she says " just wait" she pesses again and then i felt the most mindblowing thing ever " woah...did....did she just..woah did she just kick" she smiles after letting out a little giggle at my sillyness and says " yeah she did i swear she lover treating my bladder like a football or a punching bag" i laught and say " that's my girl" she smiles and then lets out a big yawn " your tired i should let you get sleep while she is being less active " she smiles but then says quickly " ash please stay with me " i cant help it she looks so good pregnant with my child i give in and stay i quickly rush over lock the door and switch the main light off while she quickly changes into a big baggy tshirt which if i remeber correctly that is mine big baggy tshirt thats where it went at least she looks good in it but i had to ask " is that my tshirt " she blushes and squeaks out a "yeah you left it in my bag the night you left" i smile and take off my shirt and jeans and get into the double bed she slides in next to me and falls asleep straight away i smile as i watch her. about 20 minuets later she turns and snuggles into me and i stay very still until the baby started kicking i could feel it on my right side she is really strong for being a baby.i slowly fall asleep with a small smile on my face and for once its for somthing that hs truly made me very happy .


In the morning
{ amelia pov}
i wake up needing the toilet so bad oh the baby she really knows when to push on my bladder at the right times i try to get up but strong tattooed arms hold me in a vice grip and flashbacks of last night come back to me omg this is ashley i am snuggles right into him oh god but i really need to pee but i really want to stay snuggled in his arms forever its so good okay if i dont go pee now i will burst so i wggle and wiggle but his grip stays strong so i decide to wake him " ashley wake up or move your arms i really need to go pee " he just groans so i teasingly move my hand up and down on his inner thigh until he has a morning wood so he opens his eye and moves over i stop what i am doing and quickly go to the toilet and come back but not before i brush my teeth and then i slaunter out the bathroom towards the bed and attempt to crawl very seductivly up to ashleys face he jsut watches me with a smirk and plays along with my game once i get there i straddle his hips feeling his morning rock dig in my bum i slowly lean in and kiss him slowly and as i add tougue he gets more responsive and gently rolls us over so he can straddle my legs he starts kissing me more passionatly and i can feel his hand slowly going up to the edge of my panties it happens so quick one minuet he is just kissing me the next he has 2 fingers in me going in an out of me at and agonisingly slow pace " ashhhhhhhh faster " he stops and looks at me " will it hurt the baby " he says in all seriousnes " no sex and sexual stuff is all good but you better give it to me good as i havent anything for 5 months and a bit so fucking speed it up " he just laughs and increases the speed of his fingers i could feel and orgasm growing making me moan " ashhhhhh ohohhhhhhhhhhhh babbbby faster please im almost there ahh aahhhhhh" he laughs and goes faster with his fingers " ashhhh im going to cum ashhh " he huskly whispers " just let it go let it go baby " and i do by god do i cum hard my walls grip his fingers in a never ending vice grip its so tight. " well good morning to you to big boy " i say breathlessly. he just chuckles giving me a kiss on my lips before anything gets out of hand he pulls away i pout and say " why did you do that " he just chuckled and kissed away my pout " i have to go we have sound check in 30 and the guys will be woundering where i am since my bed hasnt been slept in " when he said that i did feel like i haad been kicked in the gut obviously i have been buy the baby but emotionaly i felt as if he wasn't going to come back but i guess its just me being insecure.

1 hour later

ash left 1 hour ago and i have been an emotional reck ever since the hotel door closed behind him and after 45 minuets of no stop crying i finally got my shit together and decided to go baby shopping since i am here aand i probably wont at the end of the week

i can say i went over board but the things were so cute i couldnt put them,down i wuv them




its now 10;30pm the show finished 1 hour ago and the signing should be finished soon but i still think ashley wont come back i dont know why i mean i know people said you get pregnancy brain but this is pushing my limits i have never felt insecure about anything i was the one to challenge the one and only ashley purdy and actually give him a run for his money i bet he hasnt had a woman challenge him and make him cum that quick but its really pissing me off i dont like being scared weak or insecure i want to feel confident , sassy and brave but thats not happening. i guess i will phone down to thr reception and ask them if ashley does come to give him the key to my hotel room but only ashley no-one else.

Notes

sorry its short but my computer is acting up it deleted two whole chapters as i was going to do 2 chapters a day but one will have to do today but i will try and get 3 done for tomorrow peace out rainbow trout x Em