If I've ever met you
Wonderer
''It has been one week, Miranda! What is happening to me? Why I can't even remember his face? This is driving me crazy!''
''There are a lot of possible answers to your sudden problem bu I cannot know exactly which is the right one for you. At least not yet.''
''You are a medium! If you brought him to me, you must the reason for his sudden departure. Is it me?''
''In the worst case, you consumed all of him with you hungry desire of having him.''
''Wow, amazing! And are you telling me that there is a better scenario?''
''Yes.''
''Which is?''
''I don't want to give you hopes but he might have entered the reality and soon enough, you might meet him. But you should be patient and not hurry the course. It's very fragile. This kind of miracles are very rare and they are happening only when is a very special occasion. Like yesterday.''
''Friday, 13th, full moon. Midnight! In my dream, there was a clock that stroke midnight!''
''And after that?''
''Well, everything was pretty confusing after that. There were a lot of think happening. I saw his face a lot and then I was still hearing the clock striking midnight. I was the number 13 a few times also. And when I woke up, the first thing that I saw was the full moon.''
''You are very lucky, Rebbeca.''
''And why that?''
''You might meet your soulmate. The real one, not in the sense that this stupid humans are using it. But the thing is that you'll never know exactly who he is, you won't even remember him. You will have a normal life again.''
''I don't want my boring life again!''
''there is nothing you can do. Your journey starts here and now. Good luck, my child.''
***
I woke up lying in my bed with my face buried in the pillow. I could hardly breath and damn, it was hot. It was another Saturday morning. The sun was shining bright, the sky was blue and no cloud was threatening the peace that fell over the town. This shitty town... I dressed quickly and headed to the Coffee shop next door. Alexander was already waiting for me. Late again.
''Do you really have to sleep till 12 pm all the time?''
''Well, yes.''
We entered the coffee shop and ordered two big coffees with extra sugar and no milk for me. I loved how the coffee tasted in the morning. Sweet but strong, tickling my tongue and waking up my system.
''You look like you finally got some good sleep!''
''What do you mean I don't remember being tired.''
''If you say so...''
We stayed in silence for a while. I was watching two teenagers who were playing with the whipped cream. Such waste.
''I can't wait to leave this place. Is such a mood killer. There is nothing new happening.''
''well, you have to wait just a couple of months and you are good to go.''
''You mean one month. And I already equated my finals so you are right, all I have to do is to wait.''
''But are you still sure that you don;t want to stay close to you homeland? Do you have to go so far away?''
''Yes, Alexander.''
''But London seems so wet and cold. And you are used to the lovely sunlights.''
''Closed discussion.''
''Look, I have to confess you something.''
''Right now?''
''Yes, or I might never get the occasion to tell you that...''
''You like me?''
''Uhm, yes... How did you know?''
''It is the only reason why you want me to be so close. Freya never insisted on this. She accepted my wish.''
''But, can't we try at least?''
''Alexander! No. you are my best friend and I love you but if I have to say it, you are not my type. Nobody is my type, actually. A relationship will never work and I already told you, twice, that we could never be more than friends.''
''You don't have to be rude.''
''But you know that I am rude. But it this case, I am just straight forward. You tried for so many times that I started to feel annoyed by your insistence. Let it go.''
I took my beg and left. Alexander has been trying to convince me that I have feelings for him for two years and I was sick of it. But what exactly bothered me was that I had no feelings, for no one. All the boys that tried to get under my skin failed at the first sight.It was like I was waiting for somebody special or.. maybe I was lesbian? Anyway, I decided to go for a walk. I had the entire day do spend by myself. Freya was probably crushed on the couch and I was predicting a hangover from the punch combined with alcohol infiltrated in the gym by older students. Freya was an easy target but everybody respected her. And why that? Because theyre all teens. Careless and ruthless. But not me. I am a wonder, a lost soul. I listened to the wind for a moment, waiting for an answer and you must imagine my surprise when it called my name.
''Soon, my dear, you might receive.''
''There are a lot of possible answers to your sudden problem bu I cannot know exactly which is the right one for you. At least not yet.''
''You are a medium! If you brought him to me, you must the reason for his sudden departure. Is it me?''
''In the worst case, you consumed all of him with you hungry desire of having him.''
''Wow, amazing! And are you telling me that there is a better scenario?''
''Yes.''
''Which is?''
''I don't want to give you hopes but he might have entered the reality and soon enough, you might meet him. But you should be patient and not hurry the course. It's very fragile. This kind of miracles are very rare and they are happening only when is a very special occasion. Like yesterday.''
''Friday, 13th, full moon. Midnight! In my dream, there was a clock that stroke midnight!''
''And after that?''
''Well, everything was pretty confusing after that. There were a lot of think happening. I saw his face a lot and then I was still hearing the clock striking midnight. I was the number 13 a few times also. And when I woke up, the first thing that I saw was the full moon.''
''You are very lucky, Rebbeca.''
''And why that?''
''You might meet your soulmate. The real one, not in the sense that this stupid humans are using it. But the thing is that you'll never know exactly who he is, you won't even remember him. You will have a normal life again.''
''I don't want my boring life again!''
''there is nothing you can do. Your journey starts here and now. Good luck, my child.''
***
I woke up lying in my bed with my face buried in the pillow. I could hardly breath and damn, it was hot. It was another Saturday morning. The sun was shining bright, the sky was blue and no cloud was threatening the peace that fell over the town. This shitty town... I dressed quickly and headed to the Coffee shop next door. Alexander was already waiting for me. Late again.
''Do you really have to sleep till 12 pm all the time?''
''Well, yes.''
We entered the coffee shop and ordered two big coffees with extra sugar and no milk for me. I loved how the coffee tasted in the morning. Sweet but strong, tickling my tongue and waking up my system.
''You look like you finally got some good sleep!''
''What do you mean I don't remember being tired.''
''If you say so...''
We stayed in silence for a while. I was watching two teenagers who were playing with the whipped cream. Such waste.
''I can't wait to leave this place. Is such a mood killer. There is nothing new happening.''
''well, you have to wait just a couple of months and you are good to go.''
''You mean one month. And I already equated my finals so you are right, all I have to do is to wait.''
''But are you still sure that you don;t want to stay close to you homeland? Do you have to go so far away?''
''Yes, Alexander.''
''But London seems so wet and cold. And you are used to the lovely sunlights.''
''Closed discussion.''
''Look, I have to confess you something.''
''Right now?''
''Yes, or I might never get the occasion to tell you that...''
''You like me?''
''Uhm, yes... How did you know?''
''It is the only reason why you want me to be so close. Freya never insisted on this. She accepted my wish.''
''But, can't we try at least?''
''Alexander! No. you are my best friend and I love you but if I have to say it, you are not my type. Nobody is my type, actually. A relationship will never work and I already told you, twice, that we could never be more than friends.''
''You don't have to be rude.''
''But you know that I am rude. But it this case, I am just straight forward. You tried for so many times that I started to feel annoyed by your insistence. Let it go.''
I took my beg and left. Alexander has been trying to convince me that I have feelings for him for two years and I was sick of it. But what exactly bothered me was that I had no feelings, for no one. All the boys that tried to get under my skin failed at the first sight.It was like I was waiting for somebody special or.. maybe I was lesbian? Anyway, I decided to go for a walk. I had the entire day do spend by myself. Freya was probably crushed on the couch and I was predicting a hangover from the punch combined with alcohol infiltrated in the gym by older students. Freya was an easy target but everybody respected her. And why that? Because theyre all teens. Careless and ruthless. But not me. I am a wonder, a lost soul. I listened to the wind for a moment, waiting for an answer and you must imagine my surprise when it called my name.
''Soon, my dear, you might receive.''
I'm in love with this:)
8/3/16