Silence

I walked a couple steps after exiting the hopsital and turned around to look at Andy. We were bith crying messes and i was hurt.
He left and never talked to me after that...He was upset that i i didnt want him to go! He acted like everything didnt matter between us! He didnt even know about my Meningitis...
So many things...i began to sob as i thought to myself and he reached for my hand. He took it and beought me to his chest where he gave me a hug and rubbed my back.
There we stood outside of this hospital cryingan hugging. I backed away and looked at him. How could he do that?! Hug me and act all kind like nothing happened. I ahook my head at him and began to walk. I walked for a long time and Andy followed. I needed to get home...and i need to do it now!

We walked and walked and i ditn care if Andy was still there...i just wanted yo get homee now...soon we camr along a path that lead to the deep dark woods that would lead to my house. We walked and walked and i could see Andy by my sdie as we walked. He had his head down but then again i could swear he was talking to hhimself or sometimes looking shocked from looking at where we wete going or even that we were in yhe woods.

Soon we came uponthe small little home of mine and Andy slowly walked to thhoe hoise and followed behind me. God it was pitch dark. I turned a lot on and my cat immediately came out and jumped on the counter before sitting so i could pet it. I pulled out my co puter an dpulled up a paper wher ei began to write about everythifn that happened. He watched a si typed away and sat down at the table with me as i typed. I typed about what he did and how he acts like everything ks ok now and all the shit like that. Once i wa sdone i ahoved the co puter to him in which he began to slowly look and then qucikly began reading.

A couple minutes later an dhe stopped befor lookifn up to me and crying.
"Im so sorry!" he said but i couldnt hear him. Luckily i could read lips.
He began to type and aftwr a couple minjtes he showed me the computer again.

"Im so sorty i truly am! Im so sorty i left and walked oit on you! I was just too invovled with the band and i knew this was the only shot i had! I know it was a selfish act but it was the only choice i had! I was going to tey and call you the next day but you woildnt answer and i was planning to continue to try and call after that...but i just got caught up in the band that i couldnt or forgot to! Im so sorry! I know i was a shitty friend but i have missed tou over theee years and i want to cathc up please i want to know whay has happened?! I want to be friends again! I want...i want to be the eay we were together when we were teens!" the message said and left me in tears...
How could i trust him...i mea he said he was sorry but he srill hurt me.. He was my best friend and he left me!
What was i gonna do?

Notes

Gettin pretty intense...haha
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