Angel from hell

"Clouds, they fall
i never stand tall
The wind shatters my heart.
My home from hell
my tears they fell
the night you left me apart."
I sang oh the way to school. Yes, they are original lyrics. Yes I write music. But, I've never showed them to anyone.

All this his thought of music made me think of Andy. Sure it's cool to be his friend but, I feel in the way. I'm not important and I shouldn't matter to him. I regret going to that fucking concert!

As I ranted and tore myself apart In my thoughts, I stared down at my feet. I felt the hot sun on my back.

I opened the door to the school to see Athena standing by the office holding a bunch of papers.

"Hey Athena !" I greeted her

"Hey, I'm going to be late to math. I'm doing something." I could tell she didn't want me to know, so I just kept walking. You are probably expecting some huge bully moment, right??? Well, every single kid here is in their old world. I'm not saying none of them are jerks, but they don't waste their time to go and physically hurt someone.

The bell rang and I hurried to math. I was honestly scared though. This was the only class I had with Athena, and I knew it was going to be different without her. Me probably being the only one without a partner because she's going to be late because she's doing lord knows what.

By the time lunch came around, Athena still wasn't to be found. She never showed up to math and it was hell without her. I was getting worried. What is she doing....



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Everyday after school, Athena and I meet in the front of the school by the old oak tree, but today she wasnt there. I sighed and put my ear phones in and put on Motionless in White. I started to walk home and just prayed that everything was okay with Athena.

While I walked home, I texted Andy asking him to meet me at the library. Since I had to do homework. But really we needed to talk. He agreed and instead of heading home, I headed straight for the library.

I arrived at the library about 20 minutes later, and could see andy's black mustang. It just stood out. I entered the library to see Andy leaning on the wall by the front office.

"hey.." I said when I reached him. I grabbed his wrist and started pulling him towards the computers. I sat down and he sat down next to me.

"Okay, why am I here?"

"Tell me your story."

"Excuse me?"

"How you used to be in hell."

"Oh." I smiled and gave him my full attention. " I used to consider myself way abnormal. But not in a good way. At all. I wasn't severely bullied at school, just... People making fun of bands I listened to. Calling me emo, fag, gay. You know whatever kids say. I've never been suicidal or self harmed, but definitely depressed. I've had dark times where I would break down and cry for hours because I felt like a disapointment at times. But a lot of those feelings went away when I turned about 19 and started doing world tours. I still have dark times. But not nearly as bad."

"Wow, Andy. I'm sorry. But I'm glad you got better."

"Trevor, I know you're in a way worse situation, but one day, you will too. You'll be happy. You will love yourself and understand that nothing that has happened with your dad is your fault. You will have confidence."

"Thanks. Andy, if you want to leave now, you can. I have to do homework."

"Or, how about I wait for you to be done and after you are done we go meet Juliet somewhere and eat."

"Omg really??? I would love that. I just have to be home before 9. Okay?"

"Okay." I turned to the computer and began on my homework.

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