Angel from hell

"Really?" His voice had a bit of a whine to it.

"I mean, I don't know Andy. I've only known you for a little over a week. I've known Michel forever and I know that I like him. I think I need to be with him right now. Maybe when I'm 18, we could try to date if me and Michel arent working out, and it won't be illegal then." He looked down and shook his head.

"Trevor, I might find someone else by then." He looked back up at me, "I'm not sure if I like you, but I felt something when we kissed. And it felt nice."

"It felt so nice Andy. How about we just see where life takes us. I might have to be in foster care. It just won't work out right now." He looked up and nodded. But when his eyes met mine again, he looked broken.

"Go on that date with Michel, and enjoy it. Trevor, I'm so happy you're in my life and all I want to do is protect you from getting hurt, that's why I did that to Michel tonight. Every girl would just use me and then leave. And then scout stayed for a while but eventually cheated on me. Then fucking Juliet. Every girl I've dated or whatever hates me now and has just used me for their own pleasure. I didn't want that to happen to you. I'm just happy you're my best friend. I'm happy that you haven't left yet." I lifted my arm and gently stroked his cheek with my thumb.

"I don't think I'd ever want to leave you. I appreciate what you did. I understand you were just trying to protect me." I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled myself closer to him and gave him a long nice hug. I pulled away a bit and looked up at him. He wasn't necessarily frowning, but his eyes were.

"Hey, just remember that no matter what happens, I'll always love and care about you." He nodded.

"Same here." Just then a crawled off the bed.

"I'm gonna go to bed now. I'm gonna set an alarm so don't worry about waking me up."

"Alright, on the floor over there, near my bed is a pile of clothes for tomorrow."

"Thanks Andy. Oh, and can I have 20$? I'll pay you back when I can I just need to get somethings after school tomorrow."

"Don't worry about paying me back, and go ahead and take 100$ to go get yourself some clothes. It won't get you much, but it's enough for now.."

"Thanks so much. Goodnight." I grabbed the clothes from the floor and exited the room. I headed down stairs and put the clothes in The bathroom, then went to the dining room table and grabbed 100$ out of Andy's wallet. He literally had 600$ in it.
I put that in the bathroom as well so I wouldn't forget it.

I walked to the couch and laid down. I grabbed my phone and set an alarm for 7:00am. I pulled the blanket I've been using up to my chest.
I started to slowly drift away. Into a nice, relaxing sleep.

*Trevors dream*

The room was silent, in my point of view, but really, the music was blasting. I couldn't move. The room was spinning. I started to fall backwards, and everything went black.

I woke up in the hospital, surrounded by no one. As time went by, a doctor entered. I looked around to see my dad appeared out of no where.

"She's close to dying." The doctor said. I felt fine, what were they talking about? I sat up and stepped off the hospital bed to prove it, but they kept there eyes on the bed. I looked behind me, and on the bed was me, my eyes were shut. I looked younger, and littler. I was covered in blood and bruises. There were scrapes on my neck. I looked at my dad, his smirking made me realize what this was. The time I almost died:

I tried to keep this away from everyone, even Andy, and now I'm dreaming about it.
I had fallen into a deep depression at 13 because of my dad. He found out I was cutting. So, he did the job for me. Punched me in the face repeatedly, sliced my wrists until they were squirting blood, scratched my neck with his fingernails. And he told the doctor I did this to myself.
I was unconscious for two days. I wasn't expected to wake up. I believe this was the second day and I was about to wake up.

I kept my eyes locked on my 13 year old self. As I saw my eyes slowly open, I heard my dad grunt in frustration silently. I knew he wanted me to die....


I heard my alarm go off, and I was awake. I sat up and continued to wonder why I had that dream. Was I supposed to learn something from that?
I pushed those thoughts aside and decided I shouldn't over think it. I headed to the bathroom to get ready.

TheTears from last night were dried on the skin around my eyes. I wet a washcloth and wiped the crusties away. I unfolded the shirt and pants Andy gave me. The shirt was an old alkaline trio shirt. It definitely was about at least 10 years old. It was small, but definitely my size.
The pants were red skinny jeans. I slipped the pajamas I had on, off and slipped the red jeans on. They were baggy, because they were men's, but they worked. I slid the shirt on as well and took a look in the mirror. I started putting my hair in a high ponytail.
I decided to go without makeup today. I grabbed the money that was on the bathroom counter and put it in the pocket of the jeans.
I exited the bathroom and went to the couch to put on my converse. Once I was done with that, I grabbed my phone. The time read 7:24am. I decided to call Michel.

"Hey?" He asked, his voice sounding tired.

"Oh, it sounds like I just woke you up. I was just wondering if you'd like to walk to school with me."

"Yeah, I just woke up, sorry."

"No problem, see you at school."

I ended the call. I put my phone in my pocket and walked to the front door. I exited the house and started to walk to school.
As I walked, I realized how badly I needed my school stuff from my house. And, instead of wasting all of Andy's money, I could get my clothes.
I decided I should go over to my house right after school. My dad would most likely be at work, and I know where the spare key is.

-
I entered the big doors to the school. I looked around for Michel. I began to text him.

-"Where are you." As I waited for Him to reply, I saw Athena and Shelby walk out of the gym. Athena met my eyes and glared. I couldn't take this anymore. I approached Athena. I came up behind her, span her around, and hugged her tightly.

"I'm so sorry I never told you about my dad. I never meant to hurt you." I pulled away, and saw that her eyes were full of tears.

"That's not why I'm mad, Trevor?"

"Then why?"

"You replaced me, with Andy-"

"Athena, we gotta go talk to Mr. Kurn." Shelby interrupted.

"I gotta go." Athena said and ran off with Shelby.

Athena was right? How could I be so stupid. I felt my phone vibrate and looked at the text.

-"In the cafeteria, right by the doors." I walked over to the cafeteria and entered. I saw Michel right there to my right. He looked at me and smiled. He reached me and leaned down and kissed me. Ugh, why did kissing Andy have to feel better than kissing Michel?

"Tonight, I'm taking you to Rosemary's." Michel said.

"Wow, you're really gonna pay for something that expensive?"

"Yeah, the best for you." The second he was done with that sentence, the bell rang. He gave one more smile at me, then exited the cafeteria. A few seconds later, I exited with the crowd.
I was overwhelmed, all of this was happening so fast.

As I entered Mrs. Hawns room, I tried to calm myself down so I could focus. I took my seat next to Michel. Just then I heard Mrs. Hawn calling me to her desk. I sighed and stood up and walked to her desk.

"Why have you not been bringing your math book?" She started the conversation off with.

"I um.." I said rubbing the back of my neck, " I recently moved in with someone and left my backpack at my dad's, I'm getting it all later today."

"Why did you move."

"Mrs. Hawn, it's really pretty complicated."

"I understand, you can sit back down now." I walked back to my desk and sat down.

Notes

I know that this chapter sucks, but the next one will be better, I swear!