Angel from hell

Trevor's P.O.V:
I couldn't believe what just happened. Here I sit on the couch, sobbing into my hands. I was overwhelmed. Why the hell would he kiss me? And if he likes me, why the hell would he? I just needed to think. I grabbed a towel from the downstairs closet and went into the bathroom.
I sighed as I slipped my clothes off. I gagged at the realization that I've been wearing the same underwear for so long. I'll ask for money and go shopping for underwear tomorrow I guess.
I stepped into the shower and rinsed my face. I felt the warm water on my body, it felt so nice. Like a nice warm hug.

After I was done with my shower, I put the pajamas from last night that were in the bathroom on and brushed my hair. I exited the bathroom. I jumped to notice that all the lights were off.
I tried to find a light. I finally found the living room light and turned it on.
I looked at the stairs, should I go talk to him? Ugh first I should text Michel. I looked on the couch and saw my phone. I picked it up and started to text Michel.
-"I'm so sorry that Andy freaked out. I enjoyed tonight btw. I honestly needed it, so thank you."

I waited a couple minutes until he texted back.

-"It's fine. Trevor, will you go out with me?"

I thought for a second. I really did like Michel. I wasn't sure about Andy. But I knew that even if Andy liked me, he wouldn't ask me out and he wouldn't be in a relationship. And if he went to the bar with the guys and got drunk, he'd cheat on me that night. I knew it just wouldn't work out. I smiled and texted back.
-" I would love to! How about dinner tomorrow? Pick me up at 7."

-"Great! See you then."

I smiled one more time and realized that I really should go talk to Andy.
I walked reluctantly up the stairs. When I reached his room, I didn't even knock. I slowly opened the door. The lights were off, but the moonlight shining in the window helped me see that Andy was laying on the bed. I walked to the other side of the bed and crawled on. I laid close next you him. He was laying on his back and so was I.

"Andy?"

"Yeah." He whispered, sadness in his voice.

"I'm sorry." I said, looking at the ceiling,

"No, I'm sorry. I'm such an idiot-"

"Andy, Michel just asked me out. I said yes. Whatever you're feeling, you can't feel. I like Michel, and that's that."

"My whole life is a mistake. I've made so many people unhappy and uncomfortable. I killed Macey and made her parents upset. I've made my parents hate me by stealing most of their money and running away. I've broken up with Juliet and made her upset. And now I kissed you and you probably hate me as well. You should just leave and go somewhere else. I'm not good for you, I'll never be good for you." I sat up and looked into his eyes and started to tear up.

"Please don't say that." I said shaking my head.

"You can keep your phone and I'll still pay for you. Thank you for everything. Maybe you can leave with Michel." Tears fell down my face.

"I don't want this Andy, you're my best friend."

"And that's all I'll always be. No matter how I feel about you, I get it. You're only 16. You're a fucking kid. Why would I even want to be with you."

"Did you really just say that? I'm only a kid to you?"

"Yes. Just leave."

"Andy. I don't even know what to say. I thought you loved me. I thought you cared-"

"And I thought you loved me. But I guess I was wrong."

"I love you as a friend." Guys, I was lying. I think I did have feelings for him. But he's right. It's illegal.

"And plus, you even said it's illegal."

"Since the first day I met you, I knew I had a connection with you. Then we found those lines in our songs and I don't know Trevor, you're the best thing that's happened to me. But, you don't like me so just leave."
I had to tell him the truth.

"I do Andy, I do!!" I admitted while sobbing. He sat up and shook me.

"What???" I removed my hands from my face and looked at him.

"I do like you..."

Notes

Short filler guys! :)