No one gets you, a plastered on fake smile.

yignwow.....so I'm following andy beirsack....okay.... yeah.... I watched as he moved a few aisles over and boom. sex gods the lot of them. but jinxx man woaahhhh jesus...woah back on track I watched a CC came up to me with a giant smile on his face "HI!!! IM CC AND I LIKE HUGS!!" he said while grabbing me and picking me up twirling me around and hugging me. fuunnnn. jake slowly walked up smiling and waving shyly, "hi" he said, awww he's adorable. he hugged me quickly and backed away letting Ashley see me. "whhyyy helloooo there" he said winking. I coughed and quickly mumbled "jailbait" and everyone around laughed, well except one...jinxx stood glaring at me, I quickly looked down tearing up slowly and blushed. did I do something already? lilly you fuck up, Andy looked at me and looked at jinxx quickly hitting him "i need to talk to you man" while walking to the next aisle. Jinxx followed glaring still and we suddenly heard whispering "what the fuck man?" " I don't want to talk to some slut who just wants to fuck us all!" we heard him whisper. or yell more actually.I quickly ran out. 'fuck your idols hate you too you freak' I ran to the bridge sitting down and taking my blade from my back pocket, ' just end it lilly' yeah... think I will. I quickly started cutting not even flinching and watching the blood flow. such a nice pain. I looked up on stood on the railing, ' here goes nothing ' I looked around and then stepped out. I was expecting a drop but suddenly a hand gripping my arm tight and pulling me back, I turned around and found jinxx glaring at me "seriously your so attention seeking" he then looked down. "oh god" my arm was covered in blood pouring from my wrists. "ATTENTION HUH!? I JUST WANNA FEEL LIKE I BELONG" I yelled crying. "shhhh" he said hugging me.

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