Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

Dead and Broken

You're not alone

I woke up, feeling lighter than air. I'm so happy. I opened my eyes, and saw Andy. He was getting dressed, and he had his back to me. He's so mesmerizing. His muscles...they way they ripple..he's so perfect..and he's all mine. He turned around and saw that I was up. The hugest smile I've ever seen on anyones face before lit up on him. So breathtaking..He picked me up and held me for what seemed like forever. He set me down on my feet. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he put his around my waist. He looked into my eyes, and brushed my hair out of my face. He whispered "So beautiful.." and kissed me. I should hope he thought so..I worked so hard to get this thin. He took my hand and we walked into the den. "How about some breakfast?" Everything in me screamed no. So i calmly said "No, thank you. I'm not hungry." He walked over to me, with his brows furrowed. He rubbed my torso. He ran his fingers over each rib, and then my hips. "Em...you're so thin." I looked down at the floor. "This isn't healthy." He looked sad. "I know it's not healthy, but it sure it beautiful." I covered my stomach with my arms. "I just want to be beautiful..." he took my hands in his. "Emma...you are literally the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. That night in the rain...you look my breath away. On the way to the hospital....I couldn't take my eyes off of you. Your hair...It's like fire. And your eyes are prettier than the most beautiful emeralds I've ever seen. When we got to the hospital and they took off your clothes..and I saw how skinny you were...and I honestly wanted to cry. You're so much better than this..Please Em...for me. Please be healthy. When's the last time you had your period?" I had to think about it. Holy shit...I have no clue. I shrugged my shoulders at him. "You don;t know? Aw baby..." and he held me again. Maybe I should get better..for Andy. I don;t want to make him sad.."Alright. I'll start eating again." His whole face lit up. He swung me around. "Thank you! Okay! So I've made bagels, fresh fruit, and BACON!" I giggled. We sat and ate together. And I don't know why..but it felt so good.

After breakfast I decided to take a shower. The warm water felt so good running down my back and through my hair, I just sat down and let the water run over me. After a few minutes had passed, I decided to wash my hair. It felt so good I caught myself singing. I can't remember the last time I sang in the shower..but I stopped as soon as I realized how loud I was. it's not even like I'm a good singer. After I finished with my shower I walked out into the den and asked Andy about my clothing situation. "Well...as of right now, you don't have any. Ashley is going to take you shopping either today or tomorrow, but until then, you will be wearing mine." He grinned. We walked into the bedroom, and he tossed me a tshirt. "Would you like pants, boxers, or sweat pants?" "Hmmm...Sweatpants!" He smiled at me. "I'll leave so you can change." He tossed me the sweats, and took a pair with him when he left. I guess he's wearing some too. I got dressed, and walked over to the mirror, and studied myself. My cheekbones stick out way too far, farther than his. I pulled up the shirt. I could count every single one of my ribs. My hip bones stick out farther than my thighs. I rolled down the sweat pants to my knees. My thighs don't touch. Even when I stand when my legs and tightly pressed together as possible. I pulled the sweats back up, and I tugged down the neck of the shirt. My collar bones...They stick out too far. I can see my ribs through my chest. I whispered to myself "I'm disgusting.." I'm now swearing to myself to start being healthy. I felt something drip down my hand. Shit. The cuts opened up again. I walked into the den, where I found Andy, laying on the couch. He saw me holding my wrist, and was instantly concerned. "Em..?" I explained they just opened up again. He cleaned them and wrapped them up. After he wrapped them he kissed my wrist. "No more?" I couldn't look him in the eyes. "Well sweetheart..we'll work on it." He held my hands for a while. "You have an immaculate voice." I was shocked. "R-really? You think so?" "You sound like an angel." He looked so proud of me. We walked over to the couch. He set me in his lap and I curled up against his chest. "So.." he started. "You know how I said I love you?" He didn''t mean it. He lied to you. Why would anyone love you? "I was wondering...if you'd like to be my girlfriend?" I smiled at him. I took his face in my hands, and I kissed him. "Of course Andy. I'd love to." He kissed me again, and then he held me, and I curled up against him. It was so perfect.

And then the front door was broken in.

Notes

What does everyone think? (:

Comments

Update please!

Bvb67! Bvb67!
3/17/14
i looooooove it!
CrazyLoveBVB CrazyLoveBVB
8/10/13
@tigerlily

cant wait :3
Lost_it-All Lost_it-All
8/7/13
@tigerlily
Thank you. :)
@tigerlily
Thank you. :)