I put an earbud in, and just relaxed. We still had about 2 hours left on our drive. I love seeing sunrises. They're so beautiful. I switched the way I was sitting and my head was on the little armrest thing inbetween the passenger seat and drivers seat. Andy chuckled, "You still sleepy baby?" I nodded my head. He rubbed my hair. I hooked my phone into the outlet in the car, and I started playing "Done for you". Andy smiled and sang along. He's so freaking perfect. My phone vibrated in my lap. It was a text from Sammi.

S: Hey babygirl, how you holding up?
Me: I'm fine, it's just my wrist I'm worried about.
S: How bad is it this time?
Me: Pretty bad. It hasn't stopped bleeding at all
S: You need to tell him honey, he won't get angry.
Me: You sure?
S: Yes, if you need me, you know where to mind me
Me: Thanks
S: Love you
Me: Love you too <3

I sat back up, and discretely checked under my bracelets at how bad the bleeding was. Oh shit it's gotten worse. I can feel the blood dripping down itnto my coat. I'm seriously getting really scared. And I'm scared about what Andy is going to say when (if) he sees. I don't know if I should tell him. I'll be fine. If I get too scared, I'll tell him.
I kissed his cheek, and he held my hand, and I zoned back out into my world of thoughts.

We pulled up to a beautiful little cottage, that was pretty much ocean front. It was so beautiful. We got everything out of the car and into our little beach cottage, I brought in the last bag. I closed the door behind me, and Andy walked up to me. He hugged me, and kissed the top of my head. Then he pulled me over to the little couch againt the wall. "Babe...can you explain something for me?" Fuck you Sammi for telling him... "Emma....can you tell me why I got a text from Jinxx saying to check your wrists to make sure you're okay?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Emma, can I see your wrist?" I showed him the one that wasn't bleeding. "See look I'm fine!" I got up to walk away. He grabbed my wrist. "The other one too." I started shaking. He slid off my coat, and pushed my bracelets back. "Jesus fucking christ Emma." He ran into what looks like a bathroom and came back witha first aid kit. He walked me over to the sink in the kitchen, and he held my hand. "This is gonna burn like hell." And then he poured rubbing alcohol onto my wrist. I squeezed his hand as hard as I could. "Andy Biersack I fucking hate you!" He continued to go to work on my wrist. He finished cleaning up my wrist, and then we wrapped it for me. Then he held my hands, and looked me in the eyes. There were tears streaming down his immaculate face. "Emma.." he choked out. "Stop love. Please. I can't bear to see you like this angel please stop." He kissed me with all of the passion in the world. I started crying too. "Andy...love I'm sorry I'm hurting you." "Emma please stop angel. You don't need to do this love. Please just stop. Please." I looked away. "I'll try love..for you." Andy kissed me, and he held me so close to him. He picked me up, and took us into the bedroom, and we slept together. Not sex, but sleeping. And can i just say...I love this man more than I know how to put into words.

Notes

Sorry it's kinda crappy loves /:
go check out my second story Freedom in the night!!!