Time was running day by day. I´ve changed. My smile covered sadness, and my eyes cast blood. I separated myself away from my friends even my family. I didn´t want to see Andy or anyone. I was so upset since the day I found out that Tommy´s dead. And since then I remember a lot of things. I remember everything from the UK. But other memories are a blur. Katie doesn't want to talk about it, so my questions aren´t answered. I´m spending every day playing guitar and writing songs…

“Fuck! I can´t move…” I shrugged the paper with lyrics and threw it through whole room missing basket that was full of useless paper. I couldn´t make myself think clear. My emotions reigned. Next shit… I was ready for throwing another paper. But the doors opened. It didn´t stop me. I did it. And (un)fortunately I hit Andy´s face.
“Ouch! I know that you don´t wanna see me, but please listen to me…” I ignored him and kept writing. Another malfunction! I threw it again.
“What are you doing?” He asked creeping for a piece of paper that I threw away a while ago. He took a look and chuckled. “That's not bad. Come with me; I must show you something.” I looked up and raised my eyebrows. Ouch! That hurts.
“What if I don´t wanna go anywhere? I´m staying! NO TALKS!” He smiled. “What?!” Andy stood up. He was slowly going closer to me. Suddenly he picked me up and flipped me over his tattooed shoulder. “Put me down!” I yelled at him while I was kicking with my legs. His deep voice turned to an adorable laugh. Andy carried me out of the apartment when I was living for a while and lay me down on the passenger seat in his perfect black car.
“Why did you do that to me?” I shouted. No answer. Andy was watching on the road. “Okay, you´re asking for it! I´m calling the police!” He started laughed. “What?!”
“You´re so cute when you´re mad!” His eyes left the road and devoted to me. It made me smile. My thoughts started racing. We both stared at each other and smiled. “Just pay attention to the road. I don´t wanna die today!” I told a bit happier.

*****
We spent together the whole day. We ate ice-cream and did a lot of stuff. I´ve forgotten everything, and for a while, I turned my mind off. I tried to have some fun. The last point of our trip was coming. Andy stopped the vehicle in front of the big park. We got off and, I ran to the gate. It was closed. It was like 2.49 am. Andy waved at me and, we scoured the wire netting. I started to run. He chased me. I felt so freely… I forgot on every tragedy that happened in my short life. I sat on bench and Andy joined to me. We both stared into the darkness.
“I´m this street lamp.” I pointed on one. It seemed timeworn. “I'm surrounded by great people who care about me, but I still feel so lonely. During day nobody noticed me, but at night I´m useful. But it´s temporary because the light bulb is going to burn out one day and it´ll end my lifetime. And I will rust thanks to rain and oxygen. Then no one will remember this tall, good old lamp…” Andy picked my head up and looked deep in me. My eyes widened.
“It´s not entirely the truth. You will never be as tall as it is a lamp! And…That´s not gonna happen till I´m still breathing!” My heart started to pound quicker. At that moment, my feelings set sail on the surface, and I realized I want him! He was forbidden to me. We were so close to each other… And I ran away. Straight towards the big fountain.
“What are you going to do?”Andy followed me. I chuckled. “Look!” I jumped into it. The water was lukewarm. I was playing in the water like a little girl. I was laughing loud. I jumped up and down singing Wild Child. Only look on me made you do the same. I stood up on the edge of the concrete wall of the fountain. My clothes are very wet. Make-up smeared. I was doing silly things, and my foot suddenly slipped. I was falling, but Andy caught me. I smiled. “You were always my hero!” He smiled.

*Andy´s POV*
“What are you going to do?” I was running after her.
“Look!” She jumped into the water laughing so loud and singing. Then she stood suddenly slipped. I caught her somehow. “You were always my hero!” She whispered to me, and my heart began beating faster. She ain ´t shy, she is natural. I looked at her and her eyes slowly closed and she fell fast asleep. I carried her out of the park. Then I laid her on back seat my car. I put her brown hair away from her face.
“You´re so beautiful and fragile. What am I gonna do with you?”

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