Cursed by love

I looked through the Venetian blinds inside. Andy was sitting by her side and stroked her hair. He saved her even if it is temporary. I didn´t realize it before. These looks, talks, spending time, reactions… He´s got feelings for her. Maybe he hasn´t known it yet. It´s too complicated. I like Laurie. She´s my friend. And I understand Andy, too. He was for her important. He was an engine of her career. They spent a bunch of time together, and they became something like very good friends. Laurie has been similar to him - they have the same goals, suchlike opinions. The same passion for music.
“Hey, baby! I didn´t know that you are here. Why didn´t you come to the room?” Andy ripped me out of my ideas.
„I´ve just arrived. How is she?” Yes, I care about her. She´s never hurt me. And she wouldn´t like ever. I know her officially only something over a month, but when we told together she has shown as a nice careful hearty person, and I could continue with positive adjectives. She was pure. The truth is Laurie survived a lot, and it has marked her, but after all, she was still jolly. She has looked at the world from the other side. She has been finding in everything good.
“What do you think? She has five days to wake up…”
“Andy? Come with me. You need to get rest or coffee.” I told, and he looked back at her. He guarded her all the time he was there. These couple days he´s never left her alone. Then we left the hospital and went to near café.

*****
That was horrible. All situation. Everyone was destroyed. Her parents, Katie… They started to accept the possibility of her death. But Andy had still hope. I know him a long time, and he´s never given up the chance, even if it´s tiny. Maybe that´s because I fell in love with him. We sat down and slowly drank hot coffee.
“Andy, we need to talk,” I said holding the cup of coffee in both hands. He looked up at me and nodded. “I think about Laurie… It´s hard for all of us. I see you cope with it the most difficult. I see how tired you are. You haven´t sleep whole week. Why are you torturing yourself? I know Laurie, and she wouldn´t like that.” He stared at me. I felt that he had an answer, but he was confused.
“I don´t know Juliet, okay! I just…” No other words. His mouth closed. He looked on the ground. I took his hand.
“What´s bothering you Andy? You know you can tell me anything.”
“Juliet, look. I don´t know what is wrong with me, but since that accident I´ve acted strangely. I don´t know how to explain it. “
“You have unsolved feelings for her. ” I asked.
“One thing that I know is that I love YOU and probably I will all the time. But I started to fall for her, and it´s too complicated.” He said while he started crying.
“I appreciated that you told me the truth. I love you more than anything. And that´s my offer for you. If she wakes up, we can take a break. You will be able to realize what do you honestly feel against her. And after all, if you will still love me and want to be with me, you will be able to. It´s all on you!” He raised his head and wiped the tears. He stood and hugged me so tightly. Then he kissed me.
“It´s not fair for you. You are sacrificing for a girl; we don´t know very much about. You´ve never been able to be selfish. I love you for that.” Andy kissed me on the forehead and after that, he vanished.

*****
That were the most tortured two weeks in my life. My thoughts were killing me alive. Maybe I was broken. The one simple reason – my best friend. Even if my heart was half-broken, I was praying for her life.

Notes

Is that mean end of their relationship? :o