Andy's POV

The man stood in the door way of the shamble building and stared at Bekah. It was clear that he hadn't seen the light of day in a while. I looked to Bekah standing at CC's side and saw that she peered back just the same. "Nathan." She murmured and then went to the man. CC took a few steps back and let his head hang for a moment. He looked like something just ripped threw his chest, and to be honest I don't know if I had ever seen him like this.

The man I assumed to be Nathan stood staring at her for a moment before falling to his knees in tears. He stared up at her in disbelief of what he was seeing. He opened his mouth to speak but their were no words. Bekah stood in front of him before erupting into tears herself. She threw her arms around the man and sank to the ground as well. I had no idea what was going on. Who that hell are these people? I turned to look away from the scene feeling it to private for me to see. Looking again at CC, I gazed as he turned towards the woods and began to walk away. I went to him immediately an took hold of his arm. There was no way he was going to be alone his first night in hell, no matter what was happening between them right now.

Nathan's POV

It was her. I had only ever dreamt of seeing her again. Maybe one day when I some how found the courage to escape this fucking hell, however no courage came. Only the beast of guilt that ruled over me for the last century. A literal beast of guilt. Fuck this place. It lingered every knight making me relive every detail of her death. Feeling the pain she felt that night in the club as she slowly died with no one around her to try to comfort her. The feeling of every bullet that entered her body. Every unanswered scream. Forcing me to go back to the pain of all the drugs and alcohol that I chose instead of trying to heal. Every drink of whisky and every conversation that we had never had the chance to have together.

I thought about it now as she stared at me from the small distance between us. The daily ritual of drinking as I awake in the late noon to the heroin I shot into my busted veins. The rush of heat as it flowed threw me. All the while feeling the every negative emotion in the world all at once. I hated it! I hated how I had left her to fend for her self when she was alive. I assumed that for her suffering she had landed in Heaven and then to see her here, now in Hell. This pained me even more. She didn't deserve this place. What had she ever done to end up here?

She came over to me then and wrapped her arms around me letting her cries explode from her. "You're here!" She cried out. "All this time you have been here!" I wrapped my arms around her and held her. Taking this moment in. I had been waiting decades to be able to do this again. I wasn't even sure if this was real. For all I knew the beast could be doing this just to further torture me. Though I was here, with her and I was going to think about it for another moment.

CC's POV

Was I fucking stupid to think that I would ever be able to be with her? Of course he was here! How long had she known about it? Did she know about it? I guess not since it seemed to be a surprise to her. She fucking ran to him like I wasn't even there. Probably because I am fucking nothing! I know it had only been a couple of days that we had known each other but still. Surely she felt a little bit of what I felt for her. She had to! Why that hell would she act like this around me if she didn't? Why? Fucking why!?

I sat in Andy and Juliet's little ramshackle hut and stared down at the floor. I know that I was worrying them as well. I didn't know why I was letting this get to me so much. I didn't display emotions. I was always the one that was trying to make everyone else happy. I let out a silent pray to Maharet. She had gotten me into this right? What do I do know? I asked besides myself. What do I fight for?

Andy came to sit in front of me then and I looked up to him. "So you like her right?" he asked and I simply nodded in return. "Fight for her." He said almost like he was trying to speak for Maharet. I looked at him and remembered that he didn't know her story. "I can't. That is her fiance. They were together for a long time before she died the first time. They have to much history for me to do that." I said and looked back down to the ground. I hadn't realized that I was crying until I saw the tears hitting the dirt and saturating the soil. He sat there for a moment trying to think of the words that could make this situation better. Finally after a long moment he came to the same conclusion I did. "Get some sleep CC." Andy said and patted my shoulder. He returned to Juliet and soon they had fallen asleep.

I couldn't take this little piece of shit hut anymore. I stood up and snuck out the door and walked out into the night. The sky was florescent purple with the stars shining down into the trees. I took a moment to look around and try to find myself. There wasn't really anything for me here anymore. They all had each other and there reason to fight against Matthew. Not that it really mattered anyways. We were all dead here in Hell. This was the end right? We lost.

I walked into the forest in the opposite direction that we had come earlier; deeper into the forest. It began to get hotter the more and more I walked. I remembered what Bekah had said about the other hell being here and wondered if I wouldn't stumble upon that somehow. She needed to get out of my mind. I wrapped my arms around myself to hold in all my emotions. I didn't want to think about what happened. I tried to turn my mind off and simply walk away. I just wanted to ride this awfulness out. I most have been successful because after a while I could no longer see the light of the camp we had taken refuge at. The purple haze simply grew darker as I walked and tuned everything out.

The evening seemed to exist forever here. I had no idea of how much time was passing as I stray farther away until I saw another light up ahead of me. It could be anything here. Fuck, might as well explore. Why the hell not. I was alone in this hell. Maharet wouldn't be here, Bekah wasn't here, and I wasnt going to drag the others down with me.

Notes

Okay First update in a while. Some things are going to change. I am now in a relationship so thats going to make this weird for Jake lolool. Also I am no longer working at the same job as Bekah and Nathan. So yeah. There is a lot of things up in the air here. But here is a little bit for ya for waiting so long.