Ethan's POV.

We had come to the venue, where the bands was killing the first show. It was going to be so awesome! I couldn't wait to see the boys live, Andy singing, Ashley playing bass, Jinxx and Jake playing guitar, and CC killing his solo. Great!
I stepped out of the bus, i got some skinny jeans on, black ofc. And a pale black tank top showing of... Nothing... I had no muscle on my body, I was literally skin and bones, but I really didn't care. I ate much, but I never catch weight. Strange I know. But I was born this way... Well.
I looked at the boys who stood and talked with Jesse, Jack and Justin. With Gabe coming straight towards them.
I don't know where Kellin and... Oh Go... Alex where... Everytime I think of him, it's like... Magic running through my body. It's a good feeling. Really.
Finally they come out of the bus, Kellin and Alex and walk towards us. Alex looking at me, with a not so comfortable look in his eyes. I could tell that he knew about me, being gay, he surely don't like gays... I could tell from his look. But suddenly it changed to happy and smiling. Like he just saw me like, right now. I waved and when i just was about to wave back i saw it was Jake he was waving at. I sighed. Looked down. A hand laid on my shoulder. It was Andy, i could tell. I looked up with a weak smile, he smiled weakly back. "You don't get his attention with just saying nothing"
I nodded. "I know, but i don't think he likes me.." Andy smiled and shaked his head. "How do you know he doesn't like you, when you hasn't try?" I looked straight in the air, thinking about what he just said. He weakly clapped my shoulder a bit and then walked to Ashley.
I nodded weakly and looked from the air to Alex...
And he was looking back. I blushed and looked down. But then looked up again, seeing him walking towards me with a smile on his pretty lips. *Mental slap* FU!
"Hey.. Ethan right?" His soft voice caught my attention from the thoughts running through my head. He actually knew my name... Not a surprise, he got it before... But.
I nodded weakly. "Yes.. Thats me" He nodded just like me. "What do you think of being on tour?" i smiled big, and answered "It's great! Im so excited!" He laughed a bit. His laugh was a soft laugh. And really gently and kind. Beautiful. "Me to, It's great being together with the boys thought" i nodded and looked at the two bands who was standing and having a bit of fun. I smiled and laughed a bit. Causing Alex to look also. He laughed again, and i melted inside. It was such a beautiful laugh.
But then... "I have to ask you about something...?" I nodded weakly, knowing what would come. "Go on" i said. He blushed a bit. "Are you... Are you gay?" I just sat and looked straight at him. I could tell that he felt uncomfortable, saying that, but it was okay, surely. I nodded with a smile. "Yes I'am" I answered. A smile came from him again. I couldn't tell if it was forced or not. But it was... Nice that he wasn't running from me. "You are not... feeling uncomfortable right now?" he smiled and shook his head. "No, not at all... I mean, it was a whole lot to think about, but it doesn't mean anything...." I smiled big. I could tell that this was a start of something big. A friendship! Something i never had before in my life!

Notes

Just a short update because I hasn't been on lately. I will be putting more length on the next chapter when i can go in details. It's late (danish time) so i better go to bed before my mother caught me, writing on my laptop. So goodnight people. Hope i can write again tomorrow if i get the time. XD