Shhh... He's my best friend

Jinxx and I were on our way back from our date when his phone rang. I smiled. His ringtone was the best (Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects). He answered it, and with each word being said his smile grew and grew. Finally the call ended and he turned to face me. 'Mirror... The guys and I have been offered a record deal!'

With those words my world shattered. He would be moving away. His parents had already agreed he could go and live there. Everything I loved had fallen through.

*Time skip to day Jinxx left*
He wanted to try a distanced relationship, but I said we should just stay as friends until the time came for us to be together again. That day everything changed. I began to cut, I changed my hair and I never left the house. Everything looked so dull without the colour in my life, that was Jeremy. I never told him how much I really loved him. We still spoke, but I withheld a lot from him. Shit from Kaitlynn got worse, and Kellin started dating her again. Everything changed. I have scars littering my hips, legs and arms. He doesn't know, and he never will. I didn't go to the airport. It would break us both too much. So long Jeremy, I hope we can meet again one day.

Notes

So, I just destroyed my feels. Who's up for more heart wrenching, tear shedding chapters? 7 left to go!