Sweet Blasphemy
He Is In Love With Someone Else
-Recap-
"I'm fine." I said, mostly trying to convince myself. "I know you aren't." She called. I stopped and turned to face my bestfriend. A single, salty tear rolled down my cheek as I uttered the two simple words."Thank you."
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"Hey, you oka-" I cut off Andy with a glare. "Shut your mouth hole before I physically scar you." I growled moving on. "Chris. Wake up." I yelled at his bunk. "Looks like everyone is going to get the crap end of the stick this morning." Arizona mumbled, not knowing I could hear her."What do you want?" C.C. grumbled, crawling out form his bunk. "I need to talk to you." I dragged him to the bathroom and locked the door. Before I spoke, I quietly placed an ear to the door and I could hear shuffling against the door. "Arizona, Andy and whoever else, you better move away from this door before I poison your food." I threatened. They moved away and I lifted up my shirt to reveal my sides. C.C.'s hands flew up to his mouth and a gasp escaped his lips. "You are my brother, so I just thought you should be aware." His eyes got hard. "Who made you do this?" I looked down. "I can't tell you that." I sighed. "Is it okay if I go on stage tonight? I have a speech and a song prepared for tonight." I asked, pulling my shirt back down. "Let me ask Andy, but I'm sure it'll be okay." He pulled me into a hug and with that simple motion, I lost it. I collapsed in a heap of tears and clutched him. "Thank you for being my older brother." I sobbed. He gripped me hard and rubbed my back, soothing me. After a while, I calmed and let go, releasing him from the confined space. C.C. exited the room and I heard him speaking to someone, probably Andy. I splashed my face with some water and calmed down fully. "Hey, you okay?" Andy's head peeked around the corner. "Aha, no Andy, I'm not okay." I smiled and pushed past him. The rest of the day passed smoothly, mostly consisting of me abducting Copeland and loving on her, usually causing Kellin to laugh. When the time came to get ready, I forced all the boys to go get ready in Sleeping with Sirens bus. "It's a surprise!" I had argued. I did my makeup and got dressed, throwing a jacket over my shirt, not wanting to ruin the surprise. I walked out and I think Arizona's eyes bulged out of her head. "Girl, you are so lucky I haven't pounced on you." She had stated.
I was waiting backstage until the boys announced me. I shed my jacket and grabbed my gorgeous red microphone. I walked out on stage, my sides fully exposed by my shirt. "Hello! My name is Kassadie Mora, I'm C.C.'s little sister!" I yelled out in the crowd. They erupted in hollers and whoops. "As you can see, I have struggled with self-harm." I motioned to my sides. I looked back and saw tears in Andy's eyes. I turned back to the crowd. "I just want all of you to know that I am here, you can follow me on twitter @KasCatastrophe and I promise to respond to each of you individually. I do not condone self-harm, but sometimes, it becomes a way of life. It shouldn't have to be. I want you all to turn to the people next to you and say, 'I don't know you, but I want you to know that I am here for you." The crowd fell silent before the murmers echo'ed through the group. "I am proud of my scars, they make me who I am. They show that I am human, that I feel. Every single time you cut, or take those pills, you are hurting someone, whether you are aware of it or not. So, my point to all of you tonight is, someone out there loves you, and is willing to stand by you and help you over come this obsticle. Whether you tweet me,or turn to your best friend, I promise that someone is there for you and life does get better." With that, the music for my song started up and I took a breath before singing.
The song ended and I closed my eyes, kissed two fingers, and held them up to the crowd.Someones strong arms warpped around my waist from behind and the crowd aw'ed. I opened my eyes to find that Andy had wrapped himself around me, tears running down his face. He pulled away after sometime and placed a kiss on the top of my head. Before exiting the stage I held the microphone to my lips and said my final words. "Stay strong, and know that someone loves you." I made it back to the side stage and listened Andy struggle to contain his tears, and dismiss everybody. I was still slightly in view and Andy sprinted at me, gripping me once more. The fans aw'ed once more as they left and I allowed myself to wrap my arms around him, even though he was the one that had caused the wounds. "Please stop. I don't know what I would do if I lost you." He whispered through his tears. "I'll try, but you should know, you are the one that caused this." I said back. I was ripped from his arms and a sickening crack was heard. Andy laid on the floor clutching his nose. "Chris!" I yelled. "He made you hurt yourself! Why?" He asked, holding me by my shoulders. "Because..." The side stage fell silent. "He is in love with someone else."
"I'm fine." I said, mostly trying to convince myself. "I know you aren't." She called. I stopped and turned to face my bestfriend. A single, salty tear rolled down my cheek as I uttered the two simple words."Thank you."
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"Hey, you oka-" I cut off Andy with a glare. "Shut your mouth hole before I physically scar you." I growled moving on. "Chris. Wake up." I yelled at his bunk. "Looks like everyone is going to get the crap end of the stick this morning." Arizona mumbled, not knowing I could hear her."What do you want?" C.C. grumbled, crawling out form his bunk. "I need to talk to you." I dragged him to the bathroom and locked the door. Before I spoke, I quietly placed an ear to the door and I could hear shuffling against the door. "Arizona, Andy and whoever else, you better move away from this door before I poison your food." I threatened. They moved away and I lifted up my shirt to reveal my sides. C.C.'s hands flew up to his mouth and a gasp escaped his lips. "You are my brother, so I just thought you should be aware." His eyes got hard. "Who made you do this?" I looked down. "I can't tell you that." I sighed. "Is it okay if I go on stage tonight? I have a speech and a song prepared for tonight." I asked, pulling my shirt back down. "Let me ask Andy, but I'm sure it'll be okay." He pulled me into a hug and with that simple motion, I lost it. I collapsed in a heap of tears and clutched him. "Thank you for being my older brother." I sobbed. He gripped me hard and rubbed my back, soothing me. After a while, I calmed and let go, releasing him from the confined space. C.C. exited the room and I heard him speaking to someone, probably Andy. I splashed my face with some water and calmed down fully. "Hey, you okay?" Andy's head peeked around the corner. "Aha, no Andy, I'm not okay." I smiled and pushed past him. The rest of the day passed smoothly, mostly consisting of me abducting Copeland and loving on her, usually causing Kellin to laugh. When the time came to get ready, I forced all the boys to go get ready in Sleeping with Sirens bus. "It's a surprise!" I had argued. I did my makeup and got dressed, throwing a jacket over my shirt, not wanting to ruin the surprise. I walked out and I think Arizona's eyes bulged out of her head. "Girl, you are so lucky I haven't pounced on you." She had stated.
I was waiting backstage until the boys announced me. I shed my jacket and grabbed my gorgeous red microphone. I walked out on stage, my sides fully exposed by my shirt. "Hello! My name is Kassadie Mora, I'm C.C.'s little sister!" I yelled out in the crowd. They erupted in hollers and whoops. "As you can see, I have struggled with self-harm." I motioned to my sides. I looked back and saw tears in Andy's eyes. I turned back to the crowd. "I just want all of you to know that I am here, you can follow me on twitter @KasCatastrophe and I promise to respond to each of you individually. I do not condone self-harm, but sometimes, it becomes a way of life. It shouldn't have to be. I want you all to turn to the people next to you and say, 'I don't know you, but I want you to know that I am here for you." The crowd fell silent before the murmers echo'ed through the group. "I am proud of my scars, they make me who I am. They show that I am human, that I feel. Every single time you cut, or take those pills, you are hurting someone, whether you are aware of it or not. So, my point to all of you tonight is, someone out there loves you, and is willing to stand by you and help you over come this obsticle. Whether you tweet me,or turn to your best friend, I promise that someone is there for you and life does get better." With that, the music for my song started up and I took a breath before singing.
The song ended and I closed my eyes, kissed two fingers, and held them up to the crowd.Someones strong arms warpped around my waist from behind and the crowd aw'ed. I opened my eyes to find that Andy had wrapped himself around me, tears running down his face. He pulled away after sometime and placed a kiss on the top of my head. Before exiting the stage I held the microphone to my lips and said my final words. "Stay strong, and know that someone loves you." I made it back to the side stage and listened Andy struggle to contain his tears, and dismiss everybody. I was still slightly in view and Andy sprinted at me, gripping me once more. The fans aw'ed once more as they left and I allowed myself to wrap my arms around him, even though he was the one that had caused the wounds. "Please stop. I don't know what I would do if I lost you." He whispered through his tears. "I'll try, but you should know, you are the one that caused this." I said back. I was ripped from his arms and a sickening crack was heard. Andy laid on the floor clutching his nose. "Chris!" I yelled. "He made you hurt yourself! Why?" He asked, holding me by my shoulders. "Because..." The side stage fell silent. "He is in love with someone else."
Notes
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