Heart of Fire

"Babe how are you feeling?" Ash said into my hair, we were laying in bed pressed against each other.

"I'm alright i just don't approve of replacing Jackson." I flinch at his name I barely said it anymore.

He abruptly sat up and I slouched to the side and decided to get up too. We both said nothing, our legs were crossed touching at the knees. He looked up at me studying my face. His hand slowly made its way up to my cheek and gently pulling my face towards his.

We didn't kiss, just sat there with our foreheads touching, breathing the same air. We sat there for a while before i felt his lips collide with mine.

I mirrored his movement and he slowly moved me so his body was on top of mine, pressing into me. His lips moved down to my jar then my neck. He sucked roughly assuring he would leave a mark.

Then his lips trailed to my collarbone and belly button exploring my body as if for the first time. His mouth met the waist of my shorts and his fingers curled around the edge of them. I wrapped my fingers into his hair tugging lightly.

He quickly removed them and i reached up to remove his. He smiled and moved his head up to mine and started to kiss me while he moved at a fast pace.

Our breathing quickened and he soon collasped beside me. He leaned in and smiled against my lips, "I love you Skylar."

***

I woke up to the door sounding like it was about to get knocked in. I groggily got up and dressed and walked through the apartment to the front door. I had moved out of the band's apartment and into Ashley's.

I swung the door open to see Nicki and Aurora. Nicki tilted her head at me, "Nice sex hair."

"Thanks, what, uh, are you doing here?"

"I thought we could go out for some lunch or something, you need it. It gives you a chance to get to know her." She said indicating Aurora.

"Mhm yeah, k hold on." I replied rubbing the side of my face, "Lemme change."