Twisted
Nobody's Hero
I woke up from a bad night’s sleep, the recent events of last night flooding my mind. I opened my eyes, blinking the sleep out of them. I looked over my surroundings, not recognizing the area at first sight. CC’s bunk, I slept in CC’s bunk last night, but I fell asleep on the couch… Damn you, CC. He must have swapped places with me last night so would be comfortable. I sat up; underestimating the space I had, hitting my head on the top of the bunk. My hand went up to my forehead, holding it to my throbbing head as I got out of the bunk. “Fucking Christ.” I mumbled. I heard laughter erupt from the lounge area of the bus as I walked up to the men, glaring at CC. A bubbly female caught my attention by running by me, bright pink and black hair flowing perfectly behind her. She settled herself into a man’s lap, whom I assumed was Jinxx, but couldn’t be sure because of my head. She flashed me a quick smile before she turned her attention to Jinxx, starting up a private conversation full of smiles and kisses. She was going to annoy me badly, I could already tell. Suddenly, I became aware of my naked wrist, quickly pulling it into my stomach so no one else could see it. This attracted the eyes of Andy, Jake, and Ashley their eyes wanted to peel my arm off of my shirt, wanting to know what I was hiding. I spotted my bracelets on the table, quickly putting them on and walked past CC to get my bag. His hand grabbed my arm, pulling me back to look at him. “We need to talk, now.” He stated quietly. I searched his eyes for anything that would get me out of this situation, but the look he gave me said he wouldn’t take no for an answer. I sighed, letting him drag me off the bus. We walk toward the rear of the bus before I spoke up.
“What? I told you last night, rainbows don’t make up the earth.” I said, settling my back on the bus.
“That’s not what matters; I want to know why you thought killing yourself would make everything better!” He practically screamed.
“Because it would’ve!” I retorted just as loud. “You don’t know me anymore, CC. You left me! You didn’t even tell me! Not one call or text, you just disappeared! You left when I needed you the most!”
“Don’t even try that on me, Annah. You know I couldn’t control what was happening at the time! The fuck, I didn’t even have a choice in what I could eat each day. What did you want me to do? Tell my parents to forget about me and live on the streets? NO. You know I couldn’t do that, not with the way they are! You’ve known all your fucking life that I was always there for you, but what did you do? You turned to something foolish! You only did it to get my attention!” I felt as if I had just got hit by a truck. Did he really just say that? Did he really just say it was foolish and just for attention? My eyes started to tear up as my fist made contact with his face.
“You know what? Believe what you want, but I will not be casted down by my best friend!” I screamed at him, his hand wrapping around my bicep.
“Wait… I-I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it.” He pleaded with me.
“Then why the fuck did you say it?” I said, prying his fingers off my arm, storming back into the bus, CC right behind me. I took hold of my bag, slinging it over my shoulder, turning to the door which was blocked by him. “Move.” I said angrily at him. He shook his head, stepping toward me. “CC, get the fuck out of my way!” I yelled at him, feeling all five pairs of eyes burning into my back.
“Hey, now. What’s wrong?” I heard Jake speak up. I turned around giving him a death glare, daring him to say another word. He sunk back into the chair as I turned back to face CC.
“Last chance, Christian.” I spat at him. He planted his feet firmly, crossing his arms over his chest. “Fine.” I mumbled as I walked up to him and in a swift movement kneed him in the jewels. I proceeded to punch at him, until I felt a strong pair of arms wrap around me, pulling me away from him. “You had absolutely no right to say those things about me, you douche!” I exploded at him, other hurtful words following. I saw Jinxx and Jake and Andy get up to aid CC, Sammi running to get some ice. I struggled in Ashley’s arms, I wanted CC to pay for what he said, but I was pulled to the back of the bus and put into a large bedroom. I was put on the bed, as Ashley walked out, locking the door. I sprung off the bed, pounding on the door, yelling at Ashley to let me out. After twenty minutes I gave up, lying on the floor at the foot of the bed from exhaustion. My breathing pattern was rapid as I felt myself near the beginning of an anxiety attack. I felt the darkness trying to gain dominance over my mind, easily letting it win. “You had no right.” I murmured before I lost complete control over my mind and body.
“What? I told you last night, rainbows don’t make up the earth.” I said, settling my back on the bus.
“That’s not what matters; I want to know why you thought killing yourself would make everything better!” He practically screamed.
“Because it would’ve!” I retorted just as loud. “You don’t know me anymore, CC. You left me! You didn’t even tell me! Not one call or text, you just disappeared! You left when I needed you the most!”
“Don’t even try that on me, Annah. You know I couldn’t control what was happening at the time! The fuck, I didn’t even have a choice in what I could eat each day. What did you want me to do? Tell my parents to forget about me and live on the streets? NO. You know I couldn’t do that, not with the way they are! You’ve known all your fucking life that I was always there for you, but what did you do? You turned to something foolish! You only did it to get my attention!” I felt as if I had just got hit by a truck. Did he really just say that? Did he really just say it was foolish and just for attention? My eyes started to tear up as my fist made contact with his face.
“You know what? Believe what you want, but I will not be casted down by my best friend!” I screamed at him, his hand wrapping around my bicep.
“Wait… I-I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it.” He pleaded with me.
“Then why the fuck did you say it?” I said, prying his fingers off my arm, storming back into the bus, CC right behind me. I took hold of my bag, slinging it over my shoulder, turning to the door which was blocked by him. “Move.” I said angrily at him. He shook his head, stepping toward me. “CC, get the fuck out of my way!” I yelled at him, feeling all five pairs of eyes burning into my back.
“Hey, now. What’s wrong?” I heard Jake speak up. I turned around giving him a death glare, daring him to say another word. He sunk back into the chair as I turned back to face CC.
“Last chance, Christian.” I spat at him. He planted his feet firmly, crossing his arms over his chest. “Fine.” I mumbled as I walked up to him and in a swift movement kneed him in the jewels. I proceeded to punch at him, until I felt a strong pair of arms wrap around me, pulling me away from him. “You had absolutely no right to say those things about me, you douche!” I exploded at him, other hurtful words following. I saw Jinxx and Jake and Andy get up to aid CC, Sammi running to get some ice. I struggled in Ashley’s arms, I wanted CC to pay for what he said, but I was pulled to the back of the bus and put into a large bedroom. I was put on the bed, as Ashley walked out, locking the door. I sprung off the bed, pounding on the door, yelling at Ashley to let me out. After twenty minutes I gave up, lying on the floor at the foot of the bed from exhaustion. My breathing pattern was rapid as I felt myself near the beginning of an anxiety attack. I felt the darkness trying to gain dominance over my mind, easily letting it win. “You had no right.” I murmured before I lost complete control over my mind and body.
He Slapped her?!?
5/24/15