the things left behind

cc
its been a month since mirandas attempt... she hasnt tried anything lately, shes been eating properly now. by now, she has lost all of her hair, that really got to her. i think what hurt her most was not seeing cory everyday. those two have been together since day 1, never apart. cory misses his mom a lot... its hard seeing his puffy eyes from nights of crying, the bruises on his hands from tanturms when he his told he cant see his mom. he doesnt understand just how sick miranda is
shes been getting better the last week or two. no puking. doctors think that she is almost better, thats why she was getting some tests done. i was putting up a new picture of cory on hher bedside table, that i took of him holding crow, when she strolled through the door. tears staind her face
''mirnada... whats wrong?'' i asked, terrified to hear that she was worse
''i can go home at the end of the week...i get to be with my baby boy...'' she whispered.
''your serious?''
''yea... im going home...'' i ran to her, picking her up in my arms and spinning her around and around.
''why the spinning?'' asked a voice, coming into the room. standing in the doorway was jinxx, holding a teddy bear.
''im going home this week'' miranda repeated
''YES!'' he cheered, hugging her himself
''what are you going to do about the living situation?'' i asked her
''what do you mean?''
''well, andy is living there now...''
''i was hoppinh him and i could live together. get married in the next two months even...'' marry?!
''well, you'll have to talk to andy,but im sure he'll love that'' jinxx said. i wanted to hit him for that. i didnt want my sister living with andy, i was hoping that she would move into my place with cory for the next year or so. just so i know shes okay.
miranda
i was going home, after months of being stuck in this place, i was going home, getting to spend mornings cuddled up with my boys, watching morning cartoons. this was going to be awesome. my dreams have come true!
after cc and jinxx left, i called andy, telling him to get here as soon as possible. i heard fear in his voice but wiat till he heard i was going home.
''miranda? miranda baby whats wrong?'' i panted out
''andy... im going home... at the end of the week''
''youre better? the cancer is gone?'' i didnt answer him, instead i kissed him, avoidng the answer
''marry me?'' i said. he was shock
''what?''
''marry me andy. we never know when our last day willl be... lets get cory, and go to curch''
''dont you want a big white wedding?''
''no, that takes motnths to plan. i dont have that long''
''what do you mean you dont have that long?''
''all we have is now andy.say yes?''
''hell yes! but one day, i will give you a big white wedding. got it?'' he kissed me, deep and full of love.
''hows cory?''
''good. he is going to me so happy when i tell him the news.''
andy
i couldnt believe it. the love of my life was okay, she was coming home. i was with her until visitng hours were over, excited about the fact that'll i wake up in the morning and see her beautiful face. ill cuddle her to keep her warm at night. we'll go to the part with cory, cook together. i was just so damn happy. when i got home, i got cory fromt he next door neighbours, so excited to tell him the news.
''cor, we need to talk'' i said to him, while we sat on the couch ''you know how mommy has been away?''
''yea...''
''well... mommy is coming home, at the end of the week.''
''YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'' he yelled, he ran around the room, cheering, and smiling. its the most ive seen him smile since she left. i knew he loved me, but he was a mommys boy. i liked that.

Notes

who else is really happy tht she is going home?!