sometimes the things that keep us alive kill us

An hour before we have to head on stage and I'm officially shitting myself, Andy kissing me earlier seemed to stick in my head, I can't be in love again not with him.



Flashback "Hey, are you sure you want to this?" Mollie asked me as she done the last bit of my hair "yes, I'm sure" I told her but I was still unsure of what I'm letting myself in for "do you still love Andy?" This made my heart miss a beat no one dared say his name around me until now "Yes, but I'm ready to move on, he has scout and I have grey, I'm going to marry him, whether I love Andy or not" I told her she let out a smile and hugged me "good luck" she said before leaving the room, I done one last check and I was ready.

End of flashback

I light out a sigh, why did he have to kiss me, why did I have to tour with BVB, why did I have to see Andy again. I was pulled out of thought when a pair of hands were placed on my hips, I turned expecting to see Andy but it was grey I literally jumped into his arms "what are you doing here?" I asked him "well I wasn't going to miss my beautiful wife's first big performance was I?"He said making my heart melt "Daddy?!?" We turned to see Harley, she ran straight into his arms, I laughed, we had a big family hug and soon my band joined, we all pulled away, "I thought you went to the hospital with your mom, wait did you lie too me?" I asked grey "No, my mom did fall but I picked her up at hospital and she's here" he said "Oh my god!" I sqeeled, I looked around and seen her, I ran over to her and hugged her, "I can't believe your here, Alison" I said to my mother and law in the wheel chair. "you guys are on in 10" the stage manger told us. Me Mollie and Amber set up our guitars and Lexi practiced the drums on her thighs, this is the biggest shows we've played and now it's in front of Andy and His band which makes it worse, we went on and they crowded cheered we started playing and surprisingly the crowd seemed to enjoy us. Every once and a while I'd take a sneaky look at the side to see Grey, His mom and Harley but the one person that won't stop looking at me was Andy with his arms were crossed. "You guys are amazing, I'd like to thank everyone that has been in our lives, we wouldn't be supporting such an amazing band if it wasn't for everyone, thank you for letting us play" I shouted and we went off stage, I was then greeted with a hug off of my family, I looked to see Andy looking at us as my and grey hugged, I must admit I still love him "I'll be back in a minute" I said having to go to the toilet.



Andy's point of view.

I looked this guy up and down, I can't believe she'd go for a guy like him, he's so, I don't know, how much did she actually love him though, I seen Mollie put her guitar in its case and walked over to her "hey" I said she looked up and smiled "hi" she replied simply, "what's Kylie Instagram, just so I can tag her in your stuff?" I asked her "Andy, you don't have to make things up, I know you two used to go out, you just had too ask its @KyleAndersonOD and her picture should be Harley kissing her cheek" I click on her account and instantly followed her, I found myself scrolling through her page, she's one of they people how have a theme, hers was black and white, their was cute pictures with her and Harley and ones that broke my heart had Grey. I still love her.

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