sometimes the things that keep us alive kill us

Kyle's point of view

3 weeks later

I just got home and I noticed Aunt marry's car in the garage, I snuck into upstairs into my bedroom locking the door shut, I went to my bathroom and went in for a shower, I got out and wrapped a towel around myself and exited back to the bedroom, I went to my closet and grabbed my black mesh cropped top, I skater skirt and knee high socks, I wore a bra in the first time is what feels like for ever and I put panties not boxers, I was satisfied with my outfit so I went to the bathroom and done my make up and my winged eyeliner look perfect, I blow dried my hair and then added my real hair extensions, which made my hair to my lower back, I quickly straightened my hair, I unlocked my door and walked into the living room "hey" I said quietly "I thought you said Kylie had moved to her grandparents and she had gone" the snobby bitch said to my snobby dad "No, I was just visiting for a while" I said, I saved my dad, I don't see why he was acting like a dick "What did you do too your lovely blonde hair?" I've only just got here and I want to slap her "I dyed it black as you can see" I said getting moody "And your face, what have we taught you,do you warship that who shall not be named" "What? Satan?" I said known that would piss her off "Don't you dare mention his name, do you want to go to hell?" She was now in my face "I am in hell, this house is hell and I'd rather be with the devil then be stuck in this house where I can't be how I am, I but dad never told you I'm gender fluid, this hair is extensions and I never wear dresses or make up, my name is Kyle not Kylie so fuck you" I said, I ran out of the house and went to Andy's, I ran the door and Andy opened it his hair a mess "wait, Kyle?" He said not recognizing me "are we going to school?" I asked "yeah but you left just like 3 hours ago and it's like what time?" He said
"I don't know, but my aunt is over"
"The evil one?" He asked letting me instead
"Yes, my dad's sister" we walked into his room, he laid in his bed and pulled the covers up telling me to get in, I took my shoes off and laid beside him "why does life have to be so fucked up?" I asked him snuggling into his chest, me and Andy started going out the say after he broke my virginity, but I guess it's weird I'm always in boy from never girl but he still wants to be my boyfriend "I have no idea, but babe you're absolutely beautiful and I'm always here for you" he said, I smiled at picked his lips, I'm so in love with his boy

2 hours later

"Hey, Kyle we need to get ready" Andy woke me up saying, I got up and straightened myself up "can I use your straighteners?" I asked him, he nodded and I plugged them in, I took off my extension and straightened them before straightening my real hair, I sectioned off my hair and put my extension back in, I was ready in no time so was Andy, this is the first time I've been to school as a girl since the last day and the first time Andy's seen me like this, he happily took my hand and we walked downstairs into the living room "morning Kyle, I didn't realized you said the night" Amy, Andy's mom said "sorry, it's just you know what it's like at home-" I tried to explain myself but Amy stopped me "no need to apologize like I always say you are welcome anytime you want, you two already know you don't need to ask" Amy said I smiled, my school bag was already here from yesterday, Me and Andy got our bags and left.

Notes

Just a filter page, 1 or 2 more chapters and ill be doing a time jump, thank you for reading my means alot, especially the fact my story is shit <3