"Ashley, you know you can tell me anything right?" I say quietly and he nods slowly. He lets out a harsh sigh before a tear rolls down his cheek.
"T-the guy I walked in on her with... was the guy w-who..." He drops his head to his hands. I rub his back lightly, pulling him into my arms.
"Sh.... Ash, its alright. I was raped... I don't even know how many times. But I promise whatever he said isn't true." I whiser remembering all the insults that I was called everytime I was raped. He nods slowly before rubbing his phone.
"Should we see if the guys want to comeover? I mean Sammi and Jinxx are at 6 flags... We could just hang and get to know you better..." Ashly says voice still sad and upset. I shake my head and move his phone to the table. He's so shy, so sweet, but Jinxx said he was a man whore.
"Ashley, Jinxx called you a man whore... why would he say that?" I ask slowly and Ashley turns to me, something like desparation plan in his eyes.
"He called me that because thats who I was. I WAS. I will never return to that. I swore on it awhile ago when I started dating KIna, that I would never just have one night stands. It got old the minute it started." He say quietly looking down at his hands. I smile slightly and crawl off the couch to the floor, kneeling in front of him so I can see his eyes. I place my hands on his, then pull them to my lips to kiss them.
"Ashley, it doesnt what happened in the past will always be the past. We have to move ahead of it." He nods slowly before I callaspe sobbing. What the hell? Why must these flashbacks come in the most random moments. They suck...
"Now don't you like that whore." One of the men growls smacking my ass. I hold in a cry knowing it will only earn me more hurt before 3 of them slam in, stretching me to the point of bleeding. I bite my lip as they start feeling me, thrusting in and out...
"Montana, shh... its alright... its gonna be ok..." He whispers and I realize I'm in my bed, in pajamas. I'm shaking and Ashley is holding me tightly in his strong arms. I'm shaking and sobbing, not able to control it.
"D-Don't hurt m-me..." I whimper, trying to take deep breathes. But theyre shaky at best.
"Montana I would never hurt you, it kills me to see you like this..." He says and I take another breath.
"O-Ok Ashy." I whisper and his breath catches.
"No one has ever called me Ashy..." I giggle slightly snuggling into him. Its only about 4 but I'm exhausted.
"Well Ashy, now its my name for you." I say and he nods, pressing his nose into the crook of my neck. He's so sweet. I love him... woah did I just say that? I think I did... wow.
"Montana I need to tell you something." Ashley starts taking a deep breath, "I know this might be hard to believe or understand, but its true. I'm being completely honest.... Montana I think I might be in love with you." He mumbles and I kiss his jaw lightly, he makes me feel safe. Its new, it really is.
"Ashy I'm starting to feel something for you too. You make me feel safe, its a new thing to me." I say and he lays back with me. I sigh as he holds my hand.
"Go to sleep babe, it'll be alright." Ashley whispers as my world slowly fades black.