BlackVeilBridesmate

I've lived all my life with constant bulling, I'm called fat and ugly. Don't get me wrong, I'm dead ugly, I'm huge too. It doesn't feel good to have people think that you eat alot when in reality I don't, it doesn't feel good to be one of very few people in your family that are bigger and it makes it hard to go shopping or reveal skin. I have so many fears that I hate myself for. I have Atychiphobia, Anxiety, Depression, Atelophobia, Autophobia, Batophobia, and Batophobia, Arachnophobia. I don't know if I have more, but I relate more to the listed. Because of my fear of failure(Atychiphobia) I fear that if I tell someone about my depression or all my phobias, they'll be disappointed in me.

The kicker is I'm so young and after saying all this I feel self-centered because there are so many people out there that have it worse than me and I just feel terrible. Don't pay any attention to me and my mini life story.