He saw... I know he did. Shit... I don't even know what to say to him, just I as I make it to the door I feel his fingers wrap around my wrist.
"Montana... can we talk?" Ashley whispers and I sigh before turning around.
"Not here Ashley... please." I whisper and he nods.
"Hey guys I'm taking Montana for a walk to get to know the area! Jinxx before you rip my head off she asked!!" He screams and I hear muffled laughter from inside, he guides me down the street. Fingers inlaced with mine, its kinda scarey but he doesn't seem like he would hurt me. But thats how they all seem. I flinch away from him as my PSD kicks in along with all my fears.
"Montana what's wrong?" Ashley whispers touching my arm lightly again. I flinch, shaking slightly.
"I-I... A-Ash please j-just stop." I whimper stepping sideways into the forest. He follows and I almost flip.
"Montana, its alright... I'm here..." He whispers as I drop down to the ground, crying.
"D-Don't h-hurt me..." I whimper and he wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his chest.
"Montana I wouldn't hurt you. It's ok, I've got you." He say calmly, rocking me agiainst him.
"Ok..." I whisper, still shaking.
"What happened darling?" He whispers as I finally calm down.
"I-I... I was raped and abused when I was younger... I have PSD, Autophobia, Agraphobia, and Ligyrophobia... Autophobia is the fear of being alone. Agraphobia is a persistant fear of rape and abuse, and Ligryophobia is the fear of loud noises." I whisper and he holds me closer, brushing my hair out of my face.
"Montana I will never hurt you, you can trust me. I won't harm you, I won't betray you. If you ever need anything call me ok?" He whispers and I look up into his chocolate eyes, something is telling me that I can trust him. He seems genuine.
"O-Ok..." I whisper and he smiles before pressing his lips to my forehead, this time I dont flinch surprising both me and him.
"Thanks for telling me." I smile before nodding, he helps me up and we head towards the house. Jinxx drives up and waves for me.
"Come on Montana, lets get going." He calls and I give Ashley one more hug before climbing in the car.
"Ashley didn't try anything did he?" Jinxx grumbles and I smile before nudging him.
"Other than giving me someone to trust... no he did absolutely nothing." I smile and Jinxx sighs before nodding.
"Good... he's a playboy Montana, I'm warning you now. He's a teddy bear but just wants an easy fuck." Jinxx says turning to me and I nod. But what if he isn't? Oh but what if he is?